“I’ve loved bạn from the first time I saw you. I think I was twelve. It took me three years to pluck up the courage to speak to you. And I was so scared of the way I felt. bạn know, loving a girl. I learned how to become a sarcastic chó cái, bitch to make it feel normal. I screwed guys to make it go away, but it didn’t work.
When we got together, it scared the shit out of me, because bạn were the one person who could ruin my life. I pushed bạn away. I made bạn think things were your fault. But. Really I was just terrified of the pain.
I screwed that girl Sophia, to kind of spite bạn for having that hold on me. And I’m a total fucking coward because… (takes tickets out of bag) I got these. These tickets to go for us three months ago.
But I, I couldn’t stand…I didn’t want to be a slave to the way I feel about you. Can bạn understand?
bạn were trying to punish me back and it’s hard. It’s so horrible. Because. Really. I’d die for you. I tình yêu you. I tình yêu bạn so much it’s killing me”