i hate my parents especially on festivals whee guest come.i can,t even talk freely.all they want to is hiển thị off that my f daughter do this much work.she is a f maid of our house.wtf.......................................
really i hate them their attitude of controlling my life.
sometime i find myself in a trap.a ever ending torcher of mind my emotions where i have a live bởi killing my dreams my emotions,my esteem
i want t slap myself i feel lucky that i have fantaisie prone personality otherwise i am dead till this movt....
i will make them pay.i ma going to ran away from them and never going to back.if life of so many ppl depend on me not mean i ma going to compromise my f dreams and emotions......
go to hell.....
and stop f me all the time and let me live my life...
get ready bạn will have to pay for all your debts.
be ready
19 aug 13
one ngày before rakhi
really i hate them their attitude of controlling my life.
sometime i find myself in a trap.a ever ending torcher of mind my emotions where i have a live bởi killing my dreams my emotions,my esteem
i want t slap myself i feel lucky that i have fantaisie prone personality otherwise i am dead till this movt....
i will make them pay.i ma going to ran away from them and never going to back.if life of so many ppl depend on me not mean i ma going to compromise my f dreams and emotions......
go to hell.....
and stop f me all the time and let me live my life...
get ready bạn will have to pay for all your debts.
be ready
19 aug 13
one ngày before rakhi
there are so many reasons why i hate my bullshit life.can,t tell one.really i don,t know my parents are like this.all they want is there bullshit fucking reputation nothing else.they don,t care about my happiness.i thought that my mother is my best friend.how wrong i was.she is not even my friend.she is nothing but my biological mother who thinks that she have right on me to make me do thing which i want.i can,t go any where with my own.why someone is going to rape me...wtf
it is time to make a decision that i am not going to interfere in their life.just concentrate on mine...............okay just concentrate on mine.
it is time to make a decision that i am not going to interfere in their life.just concentrate on mine...............okay just concentrate on mine.
dreams are what/.......our desires
but what about me who don,t have to dream...k pop and [b]shinee[b] is really like sunshine to me.a warm and shining light of sun to my dark life.i really don,t know what i do if i don,t find them.my inspiration,my idol, my resource of everything which i achieve in life and going to achieve.my endless nguồn of motivation and happines.
today on 24 june 2013 another ngày when i am felling depress after thinking about my future.
but whenever i listen their songs they give me new life , a new inspiration to live my life peacefully and happily.
[i]as people say all is well if ends well[i]
when i write các bài viết here i ma really deprees but i don,t have to loose hopes.
i can do after i do jbt atleast..............when i get job i will do whatever i want.i have to study so that i don,t loose grip on study and on my mind :P
get with rythem and fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but what about me who don,t have to dream...k pop and [b]shinee[b] is really like sunshine to me.a warm and shining light of sun to my dark life.i really don,t know what i do if i don,t find them.my inspiration,my idol, my resource of everything which i achieve in life and going to achieve.my endless nguồn of motivation and happines.
today on 24 june 2013 another ngày when i am felling depress after thinking about my future.
but whenever i listen their songs they give me new life , a new inspiration to live my life peacefully and happily.
[i]as people say all is well if ends well[i]
when i write các bài viết here i ma really deprees but i don,t have to loose hopes.
i can do after i do jbt atleast..............when i get job i will do whatever i want.i have to study so that i don,t loose grip on study and on my mind :P
get with rythem and fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so so so tired from my family,they are just sometime ruin my life.sometime i just think of suicide but one of my friend say never stop fighting.i know sometime life become sweet sometime chua but it still go on.but seriously i hate but i know a thing that i have some plans for my life and i have to make my dreams come true.get off from all this stuff.one ngày i go from this country,this economy and from this male dominated society and never come back.and no one is able to stop me.,my dreams is become a buisness executive and my parents want me to become a teacher noooooo way i am not going to be a teacher.
they want me to marry a guy they like in some how related to their side but i want to marry a forigner who tình yêu me ....wait actually tình yêu me okay!!
and if he cheat on me i don,t have any problem coz that was my choice not nay other choice i can live my life alone hoặc with my childs if i have.in any condition is not going to return this country again in my life
they want me to marry a guy they like in some how related to their side but i want to marry a forigner who tình yêu me ....wait actually tình yêu me okay!!
and if he cheat on me i don,t have any problem coz that was my choice not nay other choice i can live my life alone hoặc with my childs if i have.in any condition is not going to return this country again in my life
haa good to get that out of me ...