a little sad fic for matt.

Mello had always been your best friend.

The only one to see bạn cry, the first to make bạn smile when bạn arrived, the only one to welcome bạn as a friend.

He was the one who whispered 'its okay, i'm here' through the tear filled nights

The one who knew what bạn feared,

What made bạn laugh,

And what made bạn hurt.

The one person that actually cared for bạn and bạn cared for him.

Like brothers, just closer.

And now that hes gone, you're breaking.

Disappearing in the early morning then not returning.

bạn blame yourself.

If bạn hadn't Mất tích your temper, if bạn had just listened to what he was going to say, bạn would be with him where ever he is.

bạn know bạn cant live without him.

The one bạn grew to know, like and maybe even love?

A single tear falls from those ngọc lục bảo green eyes.

The ones he looked right into that night and promised never would he leave bạn alone.

He wasn't usually a liar.

But where is he now?

You're alone.

Again.

Something he promised would never happen.

bạn cant take it much more, as bạn stand on the balcony.

A faint smile appears through the tears as bạn remember the ngày he demanded the hàng đầu, đầu trang appartment.

It soon fades though.

Slow drops of rain hit your face, darkening your mood even more.

With another sigh bạn give up.

Just another step and its over.

Taking a deep breath, closing your eyes.

bạn curse the fact he brought bạn to do this.

bạn hit the sent button on your phone.

The last message.
'Goodbye Mello.

I will always tình yêu you.

Always.

xxxxx'

Knowing he wont read it, why would he?

bạn do it.

Taking a last breath.

Taking a last step.

You.

Say.

Goodbye.