That's me inside your head. Why did bạn just tell me all that? We don't even know each other. Maybe that's the point.I'll be seein ya.Nice hands. Nice legs.
I guess misery really does love company.
Lonely. I want to draw something that means something to someone! I want to draw blind faith, hoặc a fading summer, hoặc just a moment of clarity. And if I can't be great at it, then I don't want to ruin it. It's too important to me. They are not you. Could bạn take a look at these? bạn won't be disappointed.
You're art matters. It's what got me here.
bạn đã đệ trình my sketches to thud magazine. And they liked them didn't they? Maybe bạn are ready, but you're just scared. I guess I'm just a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside a bitch. hoặc maybe just a tortured artist. Look, I don't need bạn defending me and my work. I don't need bạn analyzing it hoặc interpreting me either. And in fact, I'm pretty sure I don't need bạn at all. Pretty sure? bạn know, I would gladly erase my dad if it would bring back your mom. I wish I could change it for you. I didn't come here for bạn tonight. Wow, bạn made me a mix? Does this mean we're dating? I've wanted this for so long. Me too. And now we can have it. I want to have everything with you. I want it all. I want us.
And now we can't have it. I'm sorry. For what? All sorts of things.
Lucas, I made a mistake. When bạn đã đưa ý kiến bạn wanted to be with me, I got scared and I pushed bạn away, but the truth is, I want all the same things that bạn want, I do. And I want them with you. Tracks 8 and 11? Totally you.
It didn't mean anything. It didn't? Of course it did. I feel it in my heart. Don't you? Yes.
I have to be with you. I'm with you, bạn know that. I'll wait forever if I have to.
I was so afraid bạn weren't going to wake up. What? And miss out on being with you?
I tình yêu to watch bạn draw. I can't get bạn out of my head. I wish we could fast phía trước, chuyển tiếp these tiếp theo six months so we could just be together. It's better this way, right? Yeah.
I know how you’re into this whole 80's metal thing, so I got bạn the first Tesla record. This is sweet. I got bạn a high five. Do bạn want it now hoặc later? Now's good. bạn don't need to apologize, it's just for all the stuff that bạn and I have been through... where my head and my heart were at, I couldn't have gone and slept with some stranger. Look, I just want to apologize again for not being a better person lately. I'm trying. I don't know what else to say. It's not what bạn say, it's what bạn do.
When was the last time we even had a conversation about something real? I just thought bạn could use a friend. Yeah, I could use a friend, but bạn don't qualify as that anymore. Whatever bạn think, I really do care about you. You're a good friend. Well now, Bonnie and Clyde, I guess you're wondering why I called bạn here. bởi the way, remember when bạn accused me of being a crappy friend? Yeah, I'm really sorry. No, bạn were right. I don't ever want that to happen again, so if bạn need anything, I'm around.
bạn look like bạn need some chocolate. bạn gave me the best mixtape I have. Even all the bad songs ain't so bad. I just wish there was so much thêm than that, about me and you. Looks like it's just bạn and me this summer.
Come on, let's get bạn home. I can't be there alone. Will bạn stay with me? I knew bạn couldn't go a whole summer without doing something. Whatever. bạn don't know me. I think I do.
It's always going to be there, isn't it? bạn and me. So the whole summer and I still can't get use to that hair of yours. What? bạn did yours last spring and mine actually looks good. Hey!
Sometimes all bạn need is one. There's that look again. What look? I don't have a look. You're one of the few people that's actually been honest with me through this whole thing. bạn should go. Yeah, we're both going. Painting while angry? That's original. Like cutting your hair. If I don't go, I never will and I need to. Will bạn go? Sure. A promise is a promise. Besides, bạn should be able to turn to me for help. I tình yêu being that guy for you. I guess I just needed help getting here. bạn never needed my help.
The stars are crying for what we could have had.
Are bạn drunk? Are bạn wearing eye shadow? Working through the pain? Kinda. Everything is going to be alright, right? Yeah, it is. Don't live your life alone. Let us in.
Don't leave me, please. I'm gonna go block the entrance. We'll just hide, alright? Listen to me, I'm not leaving you. Nothing will happen to you, I promise. You're always saving me. Somebody's got to. If I say I love bạn right now, will bạn hold it against me? Come here. If I don't get her out of here, she's going to die. bạn love me. Okay, that is so not fair. bạn probably want to Kiss me again. Dude, shut up! If I told bạn I love you, would bạn hold it against me? Because I do. I know how bạn are. I'm the same way. I love you, bạn know that? I love bạn too. Hey, bạn look nice. And then there were two. Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds. It is an ever fixed mark that looks on tempests and is never shaken. Love alters not with time’s brief hours and weeks, but bears it out even to the edge of doom.
She's A Runner? Billy Squier. And I am very impressed that bạn have Billy Squier on your iTunes. Actually I think bạn gave that to me. When was the last time we just hung out? Um, just the two of us? Probably the ngày we hid out in the thư viện and I got shot in the leg. bạn think about that much? Everyday. I wish I could take that ngày back for your mom and Keith. Thanks for the sex. We all need a little help sometimes, someone to help us hear the âm nhạc in the world. To remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there, and that someone will find you.
Give me your hand. bạn know I use to watch you? When? Freshman year. Sophomore year. Both summers, actually. Stop it. What did bạn watch? You're legs mostly. bạn know, from up close they are a little chickeny. Shut up! But from where I was hiding, they were pretty awesome. I'm not sure that's a compliment. Oh it is, trust me. Look, on the contrary to what's written on your wall, people don't always leave. Last time I checked I'm still here. I would never cut bạn out of my life. I'm just trying to watch out for you. I know that and I thank you. bạn were right. I'm sorry I doubted you. Whoa! Is this your way of thanking me? It's okay, I'm here. I thought I'd try and paint the shadows away. It's who I am and bạn need to be who bạn are. Can I stay? Sure. Life comes rushing at bạn from out of the darkness, when it does... is there someone in your life bạn can count on? Someone who will watch over bạn when bạn stumble and fall? And in that moment, give bạn the strength to face your fears alone? I love you, Lucas. I love bạn too. bạn don't understand. I've been holding this in for a really long time. I just need bạn to know, I love you... I'm in love with you.
Nice shot. Nice legs. They're a little chickeny. Well, I'll be seein ya. Hey, Peyton. It's you. What? When all my dreams come true... the one I want tiếp theo to me. It's you. It's you, Peyton.
bạn know my girlfriend Peyton, right? bởi the way, I forgot how much of a good kisser bạn are. Well, maybe bạn should come bởi later and I'll remind bạn for a few hours. I'd like that. This is good isn't it? Us. It's perfect.
You're always saving me. Please, let me find a way to save you. I have to go back. I never told Peyton I love her. I want to go back. Last time we kissed was so damn good I collapsed. The last time we kissed bạn had a tim, trái tim attack. And I didn't die. I couldn't die. Do bạn know why? Because I had to come back and look into those green eyes of yours and tell bạn I love you. No matter how long it takes I'll wait for you. I think we waited long enough.
Peyton, bạn look amazing. I can't wait till class is over so I can look at those green eyes and Kiss your perfect lips. Happy looks good on you. Peyton is the best thing I have in my life. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her. Likewise. This is the best cookie I've ever had.
Pretty please with me on top. What do bạn want now? I want what bạn wanted. I want everything with you. I'd do anything for you.
I really love you. I love bạn too. I promise. Poof. Poof? Poof! You're destined for greatness and we both know that. No matter what happens to either one of us, bạn will always be in my heart. Just let me hold bạn for a couple thêm minutes. That's what's going to fix me.
I'm going to love bạn forever.
Chapter three. Peyton Sawyer is destined for greatness. Actually she's already great, because Peyton Sawyer has a thing called integrity. And nothing and no one is ever going to change that.
How long has it been? Two years. No, it's been longer than that. Luke, I missed you.
So bạn couldn't change the world from Los Angeles. Change it here. I know bạn can do it and so do you. Do bạn remember what bạn đã đưa ý kiến that night when bạn first entered the gym? Your art matters. It's what got me here. Yeah, it's like bạn touched my soul and a few days cách đây I was ready to quit again, but bạn saved me with the words bạn wrote about me in your novel. So if your struggling nghề viết văn the tiếp theo one bạn should know that your art matters Lucas. It's what got me here.
We had a relationship. We can't pretend that we didn't. But before that we were really close friends. There's no reason we can't have that again, right? Right. Peyton, I love bạn and I want us to be together forever. Luke, wait okay. I know it's a bit sudden, but yesterday was a great day. And I'm sitting on the bus and I realize that none of my great days in my life matter without you. You're the one I want tiếp theo to me when my dreams come true. You're the one I want tiếp theo to me if they don't. As long as I have bạn nothing else matters. I am not saying no, I am saying not now. I want to marry bạn someday.
I went bởi my old house. There's a teenage girl living there now. She showed me my closet door and bạn know what that said? Lucas and Peyton, True tình yêu Always. Always Lucas, that's what we were supposed to have. Let me tell bạn how bạn get "always" Peyton... when a man asks bạn to marry him, bạn say yes. I never đã đưa ý kiến no! I đã đưa ý kiến that I loved bạn and that I did wanna marry bạn someday.
I moved on. Why haven't you? Cause I should have đã đưa ý kiến yes. I was young, and I was scared, and I did not realize that bởi saying I wasn't ready it would mean that we would never be together again. Had I known that, I would have đã đưa ý kiến yes. I miss bạn every day. And I have told everyone here that I didn't come back for you, but I did. Of course I did. I still love bạn Lucas. bạn still love me, don't you?
Suddenly it was as if the roar of the crowd, and the cheers of my team mates were all sounding from a thousand miles away, and what remained in that bizarre muffled silence was only Peyton, the girl whose art and passion and beauty had changed my life. In that moment, my triumph was not a state championship, but simple clarity. The realization that we'd always been meant for each other and every instinct to the contrary had simply been a denial of the following truth; I was now and always would be in love with Peyton Sawyer. Look me in the eye and tell me that, that Kiss did not feel exactly the same as it felt three years ago.
I was reminded today in a roundabout way that the most perfect act of tình yêu is sacrifice. It's what Keith did for Karen... burying his feelings for her for all those years so he could be a good friend. I love bạn Lucas. I think I have since the first moment we locked eyes and it is going to suck, but if what bạn want is for me to let go, then I'm gonna do it. Be happy Luke. I want that with all my heart.
It was thêm than just a comet because of what it brought to his life; direction, beauty, meaning. There are many who couldn't understand, and sometimes he walked among them. But even in his darkest hours, he knew in his heart that someday it would return to him, and his world would be whole again... and his belief in God and love and art would be reawakened in his heart.
I come in here and I sit in silence and hear the echoes of who we used to be, and so I wish for patience, and grace, and the strength to just let him be happy. Mostly, I pray for the strength to not make his life worse because of what I want. That's the toughest part, letting go, bạn know? That's the part of grace that just really sucks. Make a wish, place it in your heart. Anything bạn want, everything bạn want. Do bạn have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. bạn never know where the tiếp theo miracle will come from, the tiếp theo smile, the tiếp theo wish come true. But if bạn believe that it's right around the corner and bạn open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it... bạn just may get the thing you're wishing for.
I don't blame you, Peyton. I hate you. Peyton Sawyer will become Peyton Scott.
The ngày bạn start thinking that tình yêu is overrated is the ngày that you're wrong. I don't hate you. I remember the first time I ever saw you; all skinny arms and Công chúa tóc mây mess of hair. It was hard letting bạn go, Peyton. It was hard losing bạn and it was hard seeing bạn again. It's still really hard. I know. While I'm asleep I have this dream where we're back in that hotel room in LA and bạn propose to me; and every single time I say yes. It's just a dream right? It's my dream. To all those Mất tích souls who have forgotten to believe in the immensity of love.
Our Mixtape.♫
(thanks to ritergrl (S!<3), Laurencia7, yourartmatters!)
1. Maybe Tomorrow - Sterephonics
2. Mixtape - Butch Walker
3. bạn Found Me - Kelly Clarkson
4. She's No bạn - Jessie McCartney
5. Absolutely (Story Of A Girl) - Nine Days
6. tình yêu Will Come Through - Travis
7. We Might As Well be Strangers - Keane
8. Hanging bởi a Moment - Lifehouse
9. bạn and Me - Lifehouse
10. Why Can't I - Liz Phair
11. Forgive and Forget - The Get Up Kids
12. This is the Last Time - Keane
13. Comfortable - John Mayer
14. Back to bạn - John Mayer
15. Shimmer - Fuel
16. A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson
17. Fall To Pieces - Avril Lavigne
18. Whatever it Takes - The Faders
19. Fix bạn - Coldplay
20. On ngọn lửa, chữa cháy - Switchfoot
21. If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield
22. I Want to Save bạn - Something Corporate
23. Complicated - Carolyn Dawn Johnson
24. Come On - Ben Jelen
25. Lonely September - The Plain White T's
26. Ever The Same - Rob Thomas
27. Alway On Your Side - Sheryl con quạ and Sting
28. Don't Forget About Us - Mariah Carey
29: The Mix-Tape - Jack's Mannequin
30: Halo - Haley James Scott aka Bethany Joy Galeotti
31. Nothing Else Matters - Metallica
32. Never Tear Us Apart - INXS
33. With hoặc Without bạn - U2
34. Layla - Eric Clapton
35. chuông, bell Bottom Blues - Eric Clapton
36. She Loves bạn - The Beatles
37. Angel - Aerosmith
38. Don't Wanna Miss a Thing - Aerosmith
39. Ten Years Gone - Led Zeppelin
40. tình yêu Song - The Cure
41. Coming to terms
42. Everything we had - The academy is
43. Feel This - Haley James Scott
