Tbh, I'm sure there are people in this world or even on fanpop who don't like me and talk crap about me, but I really don't need to know it all to make myself feel even worse about myself than I already do. HOWEVER, if it is someone who I consider as my friend, I'd like to know. And of course the insults said by a stranger, too, if it is something really serious.

I'm the type of person that just likes to know when someone doesn't like me, or said something bad about me even if it was long ago or by a complete stranger, but especially if it's a friend. But depending on how serious it is, that's when I decide to take action.

Okay so as some of you may have seen from reading my wall post, i discovered that some people i had thought i was friendly with had been talking shit about me... Due to fanpop's new feature on the forums, the dates only say that it was "over a year ago" so i don't know an exact time frame... From reading a few pages of the shit, I'm starting to think it was when i was pretty new to fanpop... I know i had my share of issues with people, and i didn't always behave how i should have. I don't take issue with people having problems with me - it's THESE SPECIFIC GIRLS! Aside from 1 or 2 that i just never really talked to besides randomly in picks, i was under the impression that i had been friends/cool with most of these girls that apparently were just being fake and talking about me behind my back...

I could get past that. It bugs me that people felt the need to be phony, but whatever you know? But okay, this is where i get really pissed - The friend that clued me in to all of this, the reason any of this was even brought up is because he was explaining to me how he used to be on fanpop but these "pinjas" made his life hell - they talked so much shit about him, mocked him, etc. - And he fully admits that he did some shit that wasn't cool, but they took things to a whole different level. [And he linked me to multiple different times where even AFTER he had been gone from fanpop, they continued to talk shit & tear him down] Well he asked was i friends with any of them & i told him that i knew a good bit of them and although i hadn't talked to pretty much any of them in a while, i was friendly with a decent amount of them back when they were active.

Well this lead to us talking about fake/phony "friends" and i told him about the girls on the BL spot that turned on me and attacked & trashed me not only for becoming friends with [most of] you guys, but for trying to stop the drama between the BL & LP spots... lol I'm sure most of you remember that bullshit - I can't remember the exact details 100% but i remember that somebody had been going on the LP spot and reporting a ton of shit just to be nasty. A bunch of picks got deleted for ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! Even videos & i think a few images were reported so much that they got deleted... Well eventually it got to a breaking point. I believe it was Kristen [TheBoySawAComet] that first said something to the effect of, she was really pissed off and if shit didn't stop getting reported, she was going to go to the BL spot and start reporting everything. I think a few others might have agreed but i am not 100%.

I of course asked her/anyone to reconsider, because while i completely understood & was with you guys [the LP'ers] in being pissed, i knew it wouldn't solve anything. It would just end up causing MORE drama... Well i ended up posting on the BL wall just saying something to the effect of, "Someone or multiple someones have been going to the LP spot and reporting everything for NO REASON. They are sick of it, and are going to end up coming and doing it in return on here... Please just stop, we don't need the fucking drama!

That lead to all sorts of bullshit! lol apparently i did something wrong in trying to stop the drama, i know some of them accused me of just wanting attention/only wanting to make you guys like me... LMFAO! Yup, that's why I can actually count on you guys and trust you completely - 'cause i am just an attention whore! Well, i know that part of the reason some of the phony little twats were talking so much shit is because of one specific little cunt who i won't even bother naming - she hadn't even been active on fanpop for quite a while, yet she randomly popped back up and started shit with me on a pick and then went and started talking shit on the forum, which lead me to find out that apparently some of the BL girls that i thought i was cool with, had just been being phony with me to, in their own words, "avoid drama"... lol riiiiight!

JFC that was rambly! But okay, after discussing all of that and talking about how thankful i am to have you guys, he let me know that they had talked shit about at least one of my friends as well. [It doesn't appear to be related to me, but just the fact that someone i love was talked about... it pisses me off]

They said:

ritergrl said…

Yeah so I was lurking int he GGFT a few days ago, OMG they are SO girly it's disgusting! All it is is a bunch of 14 year old girls talking about sex to like, 2 19 year olds. And they're asking such pathetic questions I seriously wanna tell them to stop talking to your internet friends about it and just go do it for fucks sakes!

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ritergrl said…
*ewww at Harry Potter!!
if you wanna see Rob rewatch Twilight!! dont hurt your eyes watching HP!! * [<< ritergrl copied that from another spot - it's what _____ the person they are talking about said]
... ______'s an idiot.

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Bdavisbrookeme said…
-Shakes Head-

They're..just..wow

Especially Beth's clone.

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mollyx365 said…
OMG hahah that`s so sad.

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mollyx365 said…
Oh, ____.
Dumb whore.

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Cas_Cat_2 said…
Okay, i'm a little off the conversation. Maybe because i was about to leave lol
But who said that about HP??? :O

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ritergrl said…
Myspace LOL NO!

And _____ said that about HP

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Cas_Cat_2 said…
OMG! How can she say something like that about HP? -.-
Anyway.. -.-

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I'm sorry it took me so long to get this posted, my mom came in and we ended up arguing... then my stepdad OF COURSE had to start shit with me...

I just want to say that I'm sorry, i hope I'm not being stupid and stirring up drama with this =/ It just really pissed me off & made me so upset to see someone that i am so close to, someone that does NOT deserve to be talked badly about... be talked about so nastily. And i know that if the situation were reversed, i would want to know if i was being talked about... But i just thought it would be best to find out your individual opinions and just blank out the persons name so that everyone can make their own decision.

I'm so sorry Holly! I totally understand that you're pissed at them! But you should forget about that because they don't deserve that you waste your time on it!

I just don't understand why people are so mean with others for no reason or because you ship a specific couple or like a certain TV show! I mean it's just a show/movie/book, you don't get to talk bad to someone just because of that, plus if you don't like someone you just don't talk to them, no need to be a bitch or rude... But maybe I think that because I'm not a brat xD What they did is pathetic! I hope your friend isn't too much hurt about their comments, even if it was a long time ago...

And to answer your question, if someone said bad stuff behind my back I would want to know. If it's from complete strangers I would most likely don't give a shit about it (but I would like to be aware of it though) but if it's someone that I talk to, I'll definitely want to know.

I couldn't understand half of what you wrote Holly because I read it really fast and I'm feeling a bit dizzy but you shouldn't worry about those people anymore. most of thise pinja bitches aren0t on fanpop anymore.

I used to be friends with some of those girls because they were members of the first LLT but I got into a terrible fight with them and I know they spent a lot of time talking shit about me and stalking my activity. I never let them get me though. They don't worth my anger or even my attention...they don0t worth your's either honey. Those girls were so bitter and pathetic I almost feel bad for them, they trashed everyone, I guess that's what got most of their asses banned.

and answering your question, I'm an honest person, if I have a problem with someone I tell them and I expect the same from others.

Man, I remember those 'horrible fanpop days' with all the fights as well.
I'm really glad that most of the trouble makers are gone or suspended.
I'm really sorry they said those things to you Holly! But look it on the bright side, I don't think you'll experience the same ever again on the LPF because we simply love you!!! :))