Take this torture just_bella

Last time:

"I guess it's time to head back, I need to explain what I learned to everyone else, and I really want to read more." I admitted

He nodded and stood tiếp theo to me wrapping one arm around my shoulders.

"Anytime bạn want to get it off your chest just let me know and we can go out to eat." He smiled as he đã đưa ý kiến the last line.

I put my head on his arm and nodded up at him.

"Thank bạn for everything Edward, bạn know I mean that with all I am." I thought as we began walking to the edge of the woods.
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We ran all the way back to the house, Edward...

LAST TIME:

I apologized to everyone and explained that Edward and I were going to go hunting. I had to tell Jasper that I would be back, and that I just needed to get away from the house for a while. He didn't want to let me go, but knew that this is what I needed right now. He sent a wave of tình yêu flowing over me, I smiled up at him and kissed his hand as I walked over to the doors.

"Don't worry, I will explain what I read as soon as I have time to process it all." I đã đưa ý kiến to my loving family as I turned and ran out the back door looking back up at the thư viện where the book sat, wanting to...

Quick refresher:

I need to go now, the lights are coming back on. I will try hiding my book better this time so that no one will find it and take it away. I need this, this is my only lifeline right now."

The last paragraph was slightly smudged, I ran my finger over the spot when I realized what would have made the ink run. I sat there staring at the tear marks realizing that my tim, trái tim was breaking twice. Once when I wrote it, and now as I was learning about the way that my own father felt about me.

I closed the book putting it on Jazz's desk, and turned my head so that it was in his shoulder....

It seems like a few of bạn enjoy this as much as I do, here is a recap of the last entry and the next. I went a bit overboard this time, sorry it's a bit long. Enjoy :)
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***RECAP***

"We will discuss this later, when your father gets home." She đã đưa ý kiến as she took Cynthia back into the house, looking back over her shoulders once to make sure that I was still there.

I knew that once father got home, everything would change. I knew that he thought that anyone who acted the least bit strange was cause for worry. I decided at that point that I wasn't...

I've spent a few days trying to figure out where I wanted this to go, I hope this works.

"I agree Alice, just remember that this can not change who bạn are now, unless bạn allow it. Call if bạn need us." Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến as he touched my head and walked out the door.

"I'm scared Jazz." I whispered as I leaned my head on his shoulder.

"We will do this together love, unless bạn want to be alone." He đã đưa ý kiến as he gave me options that he knew I would not take.

"Please stay." I đã đưa ý kiến as I took the book in my hands and opened the journal.

The first entry was short, but what was strange about it, was that...

Here's the một giây part of the Alice's Journal idea. I really like this one and hope bạn do too.

I got out of the car and thought to my self: "Edward, I know bạn can hear me. There is something strange going on. I got a journal in the mail, and the only address on the whole thing is from Mississippi. I need bạn and Carlisle to meet us in the study please." I knew that no matter where he was in the house that Edward would hear me and would be getting Carlisle to tham gia him in the study.

I walked in the house, dropped the rest of the mail on the stand beside the door and headed up to the 3rd floor...

This takes place after Twilight, when Alice found out some of what happened in her past, hoặc at least what I would like to think:

It was just like any other Saturday in the town of Forks, Washington. Every weekend someone from our family would have to drive the 140 miles to Seattle to get our mail. Now I know it seems a bit strange for a family of ma cà rồng to be getting mail, but we still have bills, magazine subscriptions, and miscellaneous mail that we get once weekly.

Unfortunately this time it was Jasper and my
turn, not that it took us the 6 hours (3 hours up and 3 hours back) that it took...

End of Part 31

"We must leave and sooner rather then later." Edward đã đưa ý kiến as he started shifting his weight between his legs.

"I'm so sorry Ben, I would tình yêu to give bạn thêm các câu trả lời but they are right. We need to be going. Please don't tell anyone bạn saw us, that would only cause thêm problems." I pleaded.

"We will talk it all out." Aaron đã đưa ý kiến as he smiled up at him.

"So we won't see each other?" Ben đã đưa ý kiến quietly.

"No..I'm sorry. We are moving tomorrow, I just wanted to...well I'm sorry." I said.

"Oh..well bạn are alright...you have love." He đã đưa ý kiến sadly.

"Take care of him please Rose. You...

I FINALLY got them all đã đăng on here...WHOOO that was a lot of work!!

End of Part 30

I looked over at Rosalie and motioned for her to stay where she was. She shook her head no, she was not going to let me go alone...which I understood. I nodded and began climbing down, trying to be as quiet as I could.

I met Rosalie on the ground and grabbed her hand. It may have only been a few phút but being away from her was uncomfortable, I felt whole with her there tiếp theo to me.

"Fine! I will keep my voice down but someone needs to give me answers...and soon." Ben sneered.

"Stay here for now please. I...

End of Part 29

"Aaron...did bạn see Emmett again?" Father asked as he moved to sit beside him on the tree.

Aaron took a deep breath and looked around at the trees before he could answer. I began to wonder if he saw me because he stopped and stared at my cây for a long time before continuing.

"I thought I did..but I got out here and realized I must have been wrong." He đã đưa ý kiến sadly.

"Should we go look father?" Ben asked.

"Aaron, it's your call. If bạn think bạn saw him, then we will go look and hopefully bring him back home." Father đã đưa ý kiến sadly.

Aaron thought about it for a một giây before he answered....

End of Part 28

"No. I can't go back, in fact the reason that I came today is that we are leaving the area and I wanted to see everyone before we left. I have realized that it is easier to have everyone think I am dead, since we're leaving and will not be back." I đã đưa ý kiến as I looked him in the eyes.

"I understand..well most of it I do. I still feel like bạn are hiding something, and I wish bạn would trust me enough to tell me." Aaron said.

Suddenly Rosalie and I both heard people coming this way in the woods. A few giây later we heard someone yelling Aaron's name, apparently he had been gone...

End of Part 27

Rosalie smiled her perfect smile, obviously she had heard the whole thing. I didn't like the idea of my brothers wanting her, we were still.....well I wasn't sure what we were but I didn't want her to be with anyone else.

She saw the look on my face change and came over, taking my hand in hers. "It's ok, try to explain it to him as carefully as bạn can. It'll probably be best not to tell him all the truth." She đã đưa ý kiến as she went up on her tip toes and kissed me softly.

The Kiss started off as a quick kiss, but I wanted more. The one quick Kiss was not enough, I wrapped my arms...

End of Part 26
Rosalie shook her head as I started to rise again. I was hurting my family, they were hurt because I had to go find the chịu, gấu alone. Now they all thought I was dead and even though I wasn't I wasn't allowed to have any interaction with them.

"Emmett, I think we should go. This is too much, please come with me." She begged.

I looked down at her, her eyes pleading with me to go with her. She ran her hand up my face, forcing me to focus on her face.

"Please." She asked.

I smiled at her and took one last look at my family. It was the last time I would see them, and I was glad to have...

I could see my brothers Phillip, Michael and John, they were all moving cỏ khô, hay from one building to another. I saw my sister Patricia and Carol come out of the house, wringing their hands in their aprons.

I smiled at them all, I didn't realize how much I missed them until I saw their faces. I felt myself starting to stand when I felt two strong hands come down on my shoulders and push me back down.

"Emmett, please remember. They don't know bạn anymore, bạn aren't the same person. We can only watch." Carlisle whispered behind me.

I took a deep breath and realized he was right, I couldn't stomp...

End of Part 24

I realized at that moment that I was in tình yêu with this woman. I had hurt her and her family, yet they all came out to find me and make sure that I was ok and didn't hurt my family. Yet when she saw me she wanted to comfort me and that meant thêm then anything in the world.

Our Kiss began to get a bit too intense, my hands moving up and down her back as her hands knotted in my áo sơ mi and held me close to her.

Someone cleared their throat and someone else laughed quietly. I kissed her one thêm time before grinning and turning back to the rest of the family.

"Oops." I said.

"That's...

Just wanted to say thank bạn to everyone who reads these. The các bình luận are so much fun to read!!

End of Part 23

"I heard everyone talking about leaving, and I was wondering do bạn think I could go see my family before we left..if we have to leave?" I asked.

"Emmett, this is the hardest part of being one of us. I'm sorry, bạn can't go back. Not now...not ever. Unfortunately your family thinks bạn are dead." He đã đưa ý kiến quietly.

"They..They think I'm dead?" I whispered.

"Yes, Edward went to them and told them that your body was in town. That bạn were mauled bởi a chịu, gấu and the body had been brought...

End of Part 22

Esme put on her áo khoác and handed Rosalie one before turning to face Carlisle and I.

"Now be nice, remember he's new and doesn't fully understand anything yet." She demanded.

Rosalie looked from me to Carlisle and back before coming over and kissing me softly. She then walked back to Esme who was smiling from ear to ear. I heard something about 'perfect' and 'love' but couldn't make out anything else.

I stood there for a few phút after they left, watching the door. I knew I would be fine without her but I had spent every moment of the last few days with her and for some reason...

End of Part 21

"Why aren't bạn mad at me, hoặc anyone else? I mean, well when it happened to me I hated the whole family. When bạn woke up it seemed like bạn were happy to see me." She wondered.

"I explained that earlier, but, well...I thought bạn were an angel. I thought I had died and bạn were there to take me to heaven, and when I woke up and bạn were still there I realized that I just wanted to be with you. Also, the way that bạn spoke of Carlisle, and the way he looked I thought maybe he was God and bạn were an angel. How could I want to leave that?" I asked as I winked at her.

"Interesting....

OK I think I figured out how to make this a bit thêm fun, thanks to madz and twilightgglost for the help :).

End of Part 20

When we were all done we all began walking back to town, everyone discussing where we would be going next. I thought this was strange because I thought that they just stayed in one place and lived their lives like normal people.

"Let's go to Alaska." Esme suggested.

"No we were there a few years ago. How about New York?" Rosalie suggested.

"New York could be fun, but too much sun." Carlisle said.

"How about Washington? It's cloudy a lot there I hear, it's suppose to rain...

We came up over a đồi núi, hill when I heard something crashing around in the trees. I looked around, noticing that Carlisle and Esme were staying a bit back for some reason. I wanted to ask why but the sound was getting closer.

Suddenly the smell hit me, it wasn't as good as the family I had just seen but this was a close second. It mùi, nấu chảy ra like honey, clover, dirt, pine and something I couldn't name. I looked back at Edward and Rosalie, wonder in my eyes.

"Follow your instincts, it's not people this time. Just do what your body tells you." Edward đã đưa ý kiến as he motioned for me to continue.

Rosalie looked...