It had been a tháng since the drama concerning Cuddy occurred at PPTH. Things were settled and calmed down. But the sadness still remained. It was clear, to everyone, that things would soon change at the PPTH, once she's gone. And this hurt the faculty and staff, very deeply. Cuddy, had been a hard working, and determined boss, for all of them. As Dean of Medicine and the hospital administrator, she did her best, for not only the sake of the patients, but for her employees. At her departure, many would be grieving. In fact, despite her presence now, many are. And some, thêm so than others.
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House hadn't been staying at Cuddy's for quite some time. He insisted on staying at his rightful place in his apartment. Some days, he wouldn't hiển thị up. No one would hear from him for a whole day, and sometimes, maybe even two. Other days, he would come back--but he wasn't really there. However, he showed up eventually. After Cuddy had được trao him a whole lecture about his obligations at the moment. And he listened without his own consent. He listened not because he wanted to hoặc because he had to. He did it because it was what she wanted.
Wilson and House were eating lunch at a later time that day. Little conversation was held between the two from the very start of their lunch. As time progressed, and nurses and doctors had left, soon enough, barely anyone was there. Then, their conversation grew to it's extent.
"You're too quiet today. Something on your mind?"
"Yeah, the approaching death of my girlfriend."
Wilson scrunched his face and then shook no. He grabbed a napkin from a dispenser on their bàn and wiped his mouth, crumpled it and threw it aside, then cleared his throat.
"Something's bothering you. Besides that. Something, past the dying thing. It's about Cuddy, but not about the cancer."
House shifted himself further into the booth and moved his legs up onto the ghế, chỗ ngồi to rest them both. He laid his elbow down on the table, and rested his head on his clenched fist. He looked away from Wilson, and popped in to both their surprise, a vicodin.
"Where did bạn get that?"
"Old."
"Why are bạn back on it?"
"Too many to tell. Just relax. I take two a day, tops."
Wilson looked away and continued to try to find, meaning and reason in House.
"What am I supposed to do." he đã đưa ý kiến blankly.
"What?"
"What do I do, when she's gone."
Wilson's face turned curious. His mouth dangled open, without words and without sound. Eventually, he managed to throw out some words.
"You--well. bạn saw me when Amber died."
"First of all, I'm not you. một giây of all, bạn had me to chó cái, bitch at, cause it was partially my fault--"
"No it wasn't."
"Third--she didn't die of a terminal illness."
"Well, all that, with the exception of the một giây one, is true. But--you will do most of the things I did. For a while, bạn won't be able to fully grasp it. It'll feel, surreal. And then, you'll get angry. With yourself, and everyone else around you. And then, after a while bạn will face the longest and most painful stage of grief. The depression. It will hurt and bạn will refuse to do anything. After a while, you'll see the light and--you'll accept it. All of it. And bạn will, bạn will di chuyển on."
House turned to face Wilson. He had a half grin on his face and closed his eyes. Wilson didn't understand.
"I've been through denial. I've been through anger. I've done the bargaining. I am depression. But I'm sure as hell not going to acceptance."
"House--despite the fact that bạn are, well you, bạn aren't deprived of everything and anything everyone else goes through. Eventually you're going to have to accept this--"
"No. She might have. bạn will also. Same goes for probably, everyone else. Not me."
"You just have to give it time."
"Time. That word scares the hell out of me."
"Doesn't it?"
Suddenly the bàn started vibrating. House and Wilson's phones had gone off, simultaneously. Each receiving a text message. Both read:
Cuddy:
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Help - my office.
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3:35pm Tues, June 12
Both of them looked at each other and practically sprinted out of there. This was no ordinary cry for help. If it was some type of help for her office, hoặc for clinic duty hoặc anything beneficial to the hospital, hoặc anything concerning patients, she would've called. But this was a real cry for help - related to her current condition.
Within less than one minute
They had rushed out and threw open the doors to the clinic as bystanders gawked at them as they hurriedly made their way into her office. They found her collapsed on her knees, coughing up blood on the floor. Both of them rushed to her side. As House helped her off the floor and onto the couch, Wilson tried cleaning up the blood. He rushed into the bathroom and grabbed paper towel to wipe down the carpet, and to wipe her face. House was trying to calm her cough attack, as they sat together on the couch. Her coughs continued but the blood had stopped. House knelt down on the floor in front of her as Wilson went to sit bởi her on the couch. He glanced up at him, as he took a hard swallow.
"Think it's about time we should admit her huh?"
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House hadn't been staying at Cuddy's for quite some time. He insisted on staying at his rightful place in his apartment. Some days, he wouldn't hiển thị up. No one would hear from him for a whole day, and sometimes, maybe even two. Other days, he would come back--but he wasn't really there. However, he showed up eventually. After Cuddy had được trao him a whole lecture about his obligations at the moment. And he listened without his own consent. He listened not because he wanted to hoặc because he had to. He did it because it was what she wanted.
Wilson and House were eating lunch at a later time that day. Little conversation was held between the two from the very start of their lunch. As time progressed, and nurses and doctors had left, soon enough, barely anyone was there. Then, their conversation grew to it's extent.
"You're too quiet today. Something on your mind?"
"Yeah, the approaching death of my girlfriend."
Wilson scrunched his face and then shook no. He grabbed a napkin from a dispenser on their bàn and wiped his mouth, crumpled it and threw it aside, then cleared his throat.
"Something's bothering you. Besides that. Something, past the dying thing. It's about Cuddy, but not about the cancer."
House shifted himself further into the booth and moved his legs up onto the ghế, chỗ ngồi to rest them both. He laid his elbow down on the table, and rested his head on his clenched fist. He looked away from Wilson, and popped in to both their surprise, a vicodin.
"Where did bạn get that?"
"Old."
"Why are bạn back on it?"
"Too many to tell. Just relax. I take two a day, tops."
Wilson looked away and continued to try to find, meaning and reason in House.
"What am I supposed to do." he đã đưa ý kiến blankly.
"What?"
"What do I do, when she's gone."
Wilson's face turned curious. His mouth dangled open, without words and without sound. Eventually, he managed to throw out some words.
"You--well. bạn saw me when Amber died."
"First of all, I'm not you. một giây of all, bạn had me to chó cái, bitch at, cause it was partially my fault--"
"No it wasn't."
"Third--she didn't die of a terminal illness."
"Well, all that, with the exception of the một giây one, is true. But--you will do most of the things I did. For a while, bạn won't be able to fully grasp it. It'll feel, surreal. And then, you'll get angry. With yourself, and everyone else around you. And then, after a while bạn will face the longest and most painful stage of grief. The depression. It will hurt and bạn will refuse to do anything. After a while, you'll see the light and--you'll accept it. All of it. And bạn will, bạn will di chuyển on."
House turned to face Wilson. He had a half grin on his face and closed his eyes. Wilson didn't understand.
"I've been through denial. I've been through anger. I've done the bargaining. I am depression. But I'm sure as hell not going to acceptance."
"House--despite the fact that bạn are, well you, bạn aren't deprived of everything and anything everyone else goes through. Eventually you're going to have to accept this--"
"No. She might have. bạn will also. Same goes for probably, everyone else. Not me."
"You just have to give it time."
"Time. That word scares the hell out of me."
"Doesn't it?"
Suddenly the bàn started vibrating. House and Wilson's phones had gone off, simultaneously. Each receiving a text message. Both read:
Cuddy:
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Help - my office.
===================
3:35pm Tues, June 12
Both of them looked at each other and practically sprinted out of there. This was no ordinary cry for help. If it was some type of help for her office, hoặc for clinic duty hoặc anything beneficial to the hospital, hoặc anything concerning patients, she would've called. But this was a real cry for help - related to her current condition.
Within less than one minute
They had rushed out and threw open the doors to the clinic as bystanders gawked at them as they hurriedly made their way into her office. They found her collapsed on her knees, coughing up blood on the floor. Both of them rushed to her side. As House helped her off the floor and onto the couch, Wilson tried cleaning up the blood. He rushed into the bathroom and grabbed paper towel to wipe down the carpet, and to wipe her face. House was trying to calm her cough attack, as they sat together on the couch. Her coughs continued but the blood had stopped. House knelt down on the floor in front of her as Wilson went to sit bởi her on the couch. He glanced up at him, as he took a hard swallow.
"Think it's about time we should admit her huh?"
*hits House* oh im sorry i didn't know you don't have a pair!!
I was đọc up on opiate withdrawal and apparently bạn can go through withdrawal not just to stop taking the drug, Vicodin in House’s case, but to reduce the amount you’re taking.
So in House’s case, like Wilson said; his Vicodin levels where way to high and so the only option was to let his body recover and reduce it’s need for that amount it got everyday.
Therefore, the tiếp theo morning when he was seemingly better; it was because of the extreme cold-turkeyness that House used to reduce his levels of Vicodin in order for his hallucination of Amber to go away. So I don’t think it was a hallucination, because he hasn’t quit Vicodin, he has only reduced the amount he takes within the không gian of a horrible 24 giờ detox. His body no longer craves the Vicodin every giờ hoặc so like before.
Short and simple :)
So in House’s case, like Wilson said; his Vicodin levels where way to high and so the only option was to let his body recover and reduce it’s need for that amount it got everyday.
Therefore, the tiếp theo morning when he was seemingly better; it was because of the extreme cold-turkeyness that House used to reduce his levels of Vicodin in order for his hallucination of Amber to go away. So I don’t think it was a hallucination, because he hasn’t quit Vicodin, he has only reduced the amount he takes within the không gian of a horrible 24 giờ detox. His body no longer craves the Vicodin every giờ hoặc so like before.
Short and simple :)
"Unless you love her"
Thats a good angle to make out *points out*
