**back at Michigan in your church**

Wedding bells ring and the âm nhạc plays for the bride. The doors open and the whole church congregation is there with school mates as well. They all turn around to see bạn with a beautiful wedding dress on, being led down the aisle bởi Randy's father.

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You walk down the aisle, feeling your tim, trái tim beat so fast and hard that it could kill bạn right there. bạn look to see Randy's face and it's like this:

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You finally arrive to Randy and Tim's dad lets bạn go. The pastor talks about tình yêu from his bible and bạn and Randy just stare into...

Chapter 11: Not A Milkman

{Al's POV}

Tim walks into the studio and I know this is the chance I've been waiting for. I haven't seen him in a few days so now is my chance.

"Tim!" He pauses and waits for me to catch up.

"Hey Al, how'd the hiển thị go?"

"Just fine....Tim what's going on? Its not a milkman." He sighs and fidgets. "Tim, I always tried to be your friend, let me help."

"I've been spending time with the family." I nod and he sighs. "Randy's sick." There's some thing about the way he says that that sets off alarms in my head.

"What do bạn mean sick?"

"Its cancer Al." Boy I hadn't seen that one coming....

Randy goes in your room when the doctor đã đưa ý kiến it was ok. He sees bạn sleeping and he can smell the bleach from cleaning up your blood. He grabs a chair and sits tiếp theo to you. He holds your hand and feels it cold. He warms them up for bạn bởi breathing on them. Randy starts tearing up again and his tear drops fall on your hand. He quickly wipes them off your hand...

You wake up to see Randy asleep on the chair tiếp theo to your bed. bạn look around and bạn realize your in a hospital. bạn can't remember anything that happened to bạn before except the dizziness bạn felt back at Randy's house. bạn smile...

In the middle of the night again, bạn wake up feeling a sharp twisting pain in your stomach. bạn twitch and bạn quickly yet gently di chuyển Randy's hands off your waist. bạn leave the đi văng and bạn run to the bathroom and bạn head to the toilet. bạn just start throwing up and throwing up into the toilet, closing your eyes but feeling the acidic burn in your throat. When your done throwing up, bạn look and bạn see blood in the toilet.

Jamie: Oh god...

**next morning**

You go back to your giường and bạn plop onto the bed, not being able to fall asleep. bạn look up at the ceiling, just staring into the...

Chapter 9- Song for the Lonely

December 1st was the funeral of Cynthia Grace Carter. Landon, Susie and Hegbert planned the funeral. The last few days it was just too hard to
describe. The Taylors helped in every way they can. Jamie and Hegbert were walking around. Jamie tried to calm down her father.

"I can't believe she's gone," đã đưa ý kiến Hegbert

"Dad I'm so sorry," đã đưa ý kiến Jamie

"This is like when bạn mother died, I can't believe Cynthia is dead too" đã đưa ý kiến Hegbert.

Hegbert went away and Jill came up to Jamie.

"Jamie I am so sorry," đã đưa ý kiến Jill

"Thanks Mrs. Taylor" đã đưa ý kiến Jamie

"Call me Jill," đã đưa ý kiến Jill

"I couldn't"...

Chapter 2: the news

Randy and Jamie were in front of Tim and Jill's house. Jamie was ready to turn back.

"Jamie don't my parents can help us"

"I feel so scared"

"My parents are very nice"

"Okay I can't believe I'm listening to you, are bạn sure?"

"No I'm not sure my parents are complete strangers to me"

"Ha ha ha very funny"

Randy kissed Jamie before he ringed the doorbell. Randy was feeling his tim, trái tim beating faster and faster bởi the minute. Randy ringed the doorbell.
Jill answered the door.

"Oh my god Randy'

"Hey mom"

Randy and Jill hugged each other. Jamie wasn't that nervous anymore.

"Mom this is my...

Chapter 17: Why Does It Always Have To Be Him?

{Brad's POV}

No....God no....why? Why Randy, why now? This can't be happening. Not to him, not to our family. God please, don't do this....please! I never understood fully why people were religious, we went to church on holidays, but we weren't exactly religious. I never doubted bạn existed though. I never doubted bạn knew best. Until now that is. Why are bạn doing this to us? Why him, why does it always have to be him? Don't make me hate bạn God, don't take him from us. Not after we went through so much. Not after he suffered so much.

"Brad?" I glance...

Chapter 3: Runt of the Litter

{Mark's POV}

I've always been told I'm the runt of our family. And as much as I hate the phrase, if anyone is the runt of the litter, its Randy. He's always been the ones with the health problems. He has allergies, and Asthma, he gets bronchitis a lot because of the asthma. Plus he's short. Wait, this makes it sound like I hate my brother, which I don't. Sure Randy gives me a hard time, but he's my older brother, he's suppose to. Right now though, I'm really angry. Why I can't explain, but right now I'm so furious with Randy. I know its not his fault, but I can't...