I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let bạn go. I drive myself crazy, wanting bạn the way that I do.
You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him thêm as days pass by. It's been a tháng since bạn and Randy haven't đã đưa ý kiến a single word to each other.
**Randy's POV**
I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was Jamie to me? She changed my life and...she even confessed to me...that she couldn't survive without me. She asked me to stay but look at what a jacka$$ I've bcome. For a whole month! I can't believe I put it up for so long...I feel like a little girl! God! What's wrong with me? How did I survive for this long? This is all my fault. How could I have done this to her? She needed me...she could die any một phút from her leukemia and I just think of it so lightly...*sigh* Why didn't I know this before? Why couldn't I think of this before? Why do I have to realize this now? That if I leave her, she and I both can't survive...I tình yêu her so much...I can't deal with this pain anymore. I have to talk to her. I tình yêu her.
**normal: tiếp theo day**
The whole day, Randy has been trying to talk to bạn but bạn ignore him hoặc bạn avoid him. At the end of bball practice, bạn see him waiting for you. bạn roll your eyes and bạn walk right past him. Randy runs after bạn and grabs your sports bag and carries it.
jamie: Give it back. I don't need your help anymore.
Randy: Too bad. I'm not giving it back.
Jamie: Giv it back!!
bạn grab it from him and he gives bạn a shocked look.
Randy: Jamie can we talk?
Jamie: There's nothing to talk about. Go away.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I đã đưa ý kiến go away!
Randy: Ok. I'm sorry to bother you.
Randy quickly chickens out and walks away from bạn with his head hanging. Deep in your heart, it's killing bạn to see him walk like that but bạn have to be strong. Your not gonna give in just yet when it wasn't even your fault. After bạn see him disapear from your sight *which is definatly not 20/20 vision*, bạn start walking. Your sports bag feels heavier for some reason and bạn kinda limp towards the front gate to get to your house. Your halfway to the gate when bạn feel like bạn can't do it anymore. bạn drop your sports bag and bạn feel tears running down your cheeks. Not only is the bag heavy, but also is your heart. bạn feel like bạn just threw out the tình yêu of your dreams. Right when bạn lift up your sports bag to di chuyển on, bạn feel your knees abandon bạn and bạn fall to the ground. But before bạn hit the ground, bạn feel hands grabbing bạn and lifting bạn back up to your feet, getting the heavy bag off you. bạn look to see Randy right behind you, holding your sports bag for you. bạn turn to face him and bạn feel tears running down your cheeks. He smiles and he gently wipes your tears off with his fingers.
Randy: C'mon. Lets go to your house.
Randy carries your sports bag for bạn while having his free arm on your waist, supporting you. He drives bạn to your house and he calls Brad to drop off Angie at the house. He agrees and while waiting, Randy tucks bạn in bed. He's sitting at the edge of your bed, looking at bạn under the covers, sick.
Randy: bạn look...sick.
Jamie: I have been. I ran out of medicine.
Randy: ...
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry. This is my fault. I didn't mean for this fight to go on for so long.
Jamie: Don't apolgize.
Randy: Jamie...*touches your hand* I will never let bạn fall. I'll stand up with you, together. And I'll always be here for you. I know I've đã đưa ý kiến it before, but now I truly mean it. This fight has hit me like lightning. I understand how much I need bạn now. I'll save you. I'll save bạn Jamie. I can save you.
Jamie: *smile* Thanks Randy. Don't leave me just yet Randy.
Randy: *smile* Of course.
Jamie: Stay until Brad leaves.
Randy: Ok. I promise...
You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him thêm as days pass by. It's been a tháng since bạn and Randy haven't đã đưa ý kiến a single word to each other.
**Randy's POV**
I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was Jamie to me? She changed my life and...she even confessed to me...that she couldn't survive without me. She asked me to stay but look at what a jacka$$ I've bcome. For a whole month! I can't believe I put it up for so long...I feel like a little girl! God! What's wrong with me? How did I survive for this long? This is all my fault. How could I have done this to her? She needed me...she could die any một phút from her leukemia and I just think of it so lightly...*sigh* Why didn't I know this before? Why couldn't I think of this before? Why do I have to realize this now? That if I leave her, she and I both can't survive...I tình yêu her so much...I can't deal with this pain anymore. I have to talk to her. I tình yêu her.
**normal: tiếp theo day**
The whole day, Randy has been trying to talk to bạn but bạn ignore him hoặc bạn avoid him. At the end of bball practice, bạn see him waiting for you. bạn roll your eyes and bạn walk right past him. Randy runs after bạn and grabs your sports bag and carries it.
jamie: Give it back. I don't need your help anymore.
Randy: Too bad. I'm not giving it back.
Jamie: Giv it back!!
bạn grab it from him and he gives bạn a shocked look.
Randy: Jamie can we talk?
Jamie: There's nothing to talk about. Go away.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I đã đưa ý kiến go away!
Randy: Ok. I'm sorry to bother you.
Randy quickly chickens out and walks away from bạn with his head hanging. Deep in your heart, it's killing bạn to see him walk like that but bạn have to be strong. Your not gonna give in just yet when it wasn't even your fault. After bạn see him disapear from your sight *which is definatly not 20/20 vision*, bạn start walking. Your sports bag feels heavier for some reason and bạn kinda limp towards the front gate to get to your house. Your halfway to the gate when bạn feel like bạn can't do it anymore. bạn drop your sports bag and bạn feel tears running down your cheeks. Not only is the bag heavy, but also is your heart. bạn feel like bạn just threw out the tình yêu of your dreams. Right when bạn lift up your sports bag to di chuyển on, bạn feel your knees abandon bạn and bạn fall to the ground. But before bạn hit the ground, bạn feel hands grabbing bạn and lifting bạn back up to your feet, getting the heavy bag off you. bạn look to see Randy right behind you, holding your sports bag for you. bạn turn to face him and bạn feel tears running down your cheeks. He smiles and he gently wipes your tears off with his fingers.
Randy: C'mon. Lets go to your house.
Randy carries your sports bag for bạn while having his free arm on your waist, supporting you. He drives bạn to your house and he calls Brad to drop off Angie at the house. He agrees and while waiting, Randy tucks bạn in bed. He's sitting at the edge of your bed, looking at bạn under the covers, sick.
Randy: bạn look...sick.
Jamie: I have been. I ran out of medicine.
Randy: ...
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry. This is my fault. I didn't mean for this fight to go on for so long.
Jamie: Don't apolgize.
Randy: Jamie...*touches your hand* I will never let bạn fall. I'll stand up with you, together. And I'll always be here for you. I know I've đã đưa ý kiến it before, but now I truly mean it. This fight has hit me like lightning. I understand how much I need bạn now. I'll save you. I'll save bạn Jamie. I can save you.
Jamie: *smile* Thanks Randy. Don't leave me just yet Randy.
Randy: *smile* Of course.
Jamie: Stay until Brad leaves.
Randy: Ok. I promise...
