Its Monday now… Its about almost noon it also almost time for your break. bạn glance out your window and see I familiar face its Marshall. *Oh great* bạn think to yourself, bạn try to block your face so he wouldn’t notice you. He walks in and walks up to Wanda.
“Uh.. Hello?” she asks turning to Marshall. “Can I help bạn with something?” she asks.
“Yeah is uh.. Abby in?” he asks. bạn stare at the both of them glaring.
“Yep, shes in there,” Wanda says pointing to your office. He smiles and walks into your office.
“Hello,” he says and sits in a chair.
“What do bạn want, why are bạn here, and how the hell did bạn find out where I worked?” bạn ask irritated with his presents.
“To see you, because…and your son,” he says.
“Ugh, Jake,” bạn mumble under your breath.
“Look, I can tell bạn might like me,” he says.
“No, no I don’t,” bạn say then flip though a pile of papers on your desk.
“Yeah, sure, I can see it in your eyes,” he says with a smile.
“Well, you’re wrong, cuz I don’t like you,” bạn say. “I have no interest in bạn and your stupid raping and fame shit,” bạn say. “Now if you’ll excuse me I have work to do,” bạn say. “And I know for a fact bạn don’t need a fuckin loan so shoo,” bạn say to him as if he was a fly.
“Well that was rude,” Marshall says. “Here I am tryin to be nice, and you’re tellin me to ‘shoo’,” he says sort of sad but mad at the same time. bạn glare at him like get the fuck outta my fucking office NOW. “Alright then, but someday, I tell you, I WILL have you,” he says putting thêm emphasis on the word ‘will’. He stands up and leaves the office.
“Oh God,” bạn say in discus even thinking about a life with that…just… makes bạn sick. bạn catch yourself watching him walk out and go to his car. bạn quickly look away then stare at your desk. Wanda walks in the door..
“Ok tell me, why was Eminem just in your office?” she asks.
“Hes a fuckin creeper stalker, and I don’t like him. He likes me and its odd,” bạn say.
“Uh well call the cops on him” she says.
“Cuz that will do anything. The guy is Eminem he can get outta every fuckin thing possible,” bạn say… “Besides he hasn’t hurt anyone…yet,” bạn say.
“You’re gonna get bạn đít, mông, ass in trouble,” Wanda says. “I gotta go before bạn know how comes and yells,” she says and leaves.
“See yea!” bạn call after her.
“Yeah!” she yells back, bạn watch her walks to the front cuz bạn have nothing to do. (ha)
FFW HOME>>>
bạn walk in the door and go straight to your room. bạn look at the clock its 7pm. bạn grab your pj’s and go into the bathroom to take a shower. After bạn finish your vòi hoa sen bạn go downstairs. Jake is watching MTV. *Great they better not play that fuckin idiot hoặc I swear I might break that TV* bạn think to yourself trying not to hiển thị rage in your face. “Hey mom?” Jake asks looking up at you.
“What?” bạn yawn.
“Can I meet Hailie at the part tomorrow just to hang hoặc whatever?” he asks.
“I dong care,” bạn say then sneeze. “Damn. Ugh… What do bạn want for dinner?” bạn ask after bạn recover from your sneezing skills.
“Pizza? Can we order?” he asks. bạn smile. (lol first typed piss instead of pizza, bánh pizza lol)
Its around 9pm now.. Your cell rings… “Oh look who decided to call,” is the first thing bạn say when bạn answer the phone.
“Um, look Im sorry. But I couldn’t handle seeing bạn suffer,” he says.
“Suffer? I thought everything was fine,” bạn say. He sighs…
“I thought bạn knew, but bạn just didn’t say anything,” he says.
“Know what?” bạn ask confused.
“I was.. Still am having an affair with Jill from work,” he says like its nothing.
“Why do bạn say that like its ok?” bạn say trying not cry.
“Im sorry but I tình yêu this woman!” he yells.
“I thought bạn loved me?” bạn ask starting to cry now.
“Well not no more,” he says. “I jus..”
“Fuck bạn motherfucker!” bạn scream at him and hang up the phone. He calls back… “Stop it! Don’t bạn ever call me ever again bạn fucking bastard. I hate you! Just leave me alone! I should have noticed the damn signs I guess Im just too stupid. But bạn were stupid enough to go do it! Now I hate bạn and so does your ONLY son. Good fucking job bạn fucking dumb fucker!” bạn scream into the phone and hang up. bạn sit here a while and he don’t call back. bạn don’t know weather to keep crying hoặc stop and just let it go. bạn decide to let it go, hes just a stupid guy. But now bạn don’t know if bạn can trust guys again, bạn decide not to get involved with a guy again just be single. Sense they are all the same lame assholes. bạn go to giường early that night, and bạn quickly fall asleep.
bạn wake up to your cell ringing. “Hello?” bạn ask yawing.
“Sorry, did I wake you?” asks the man on the other end.
“Yeah who is this?” bạn ask confused.
“Marshall,” he says.
“Ah! How the fuck did bạn get my number!?” bạn scream at him.
“Uh phone books, some of them have cell numbers in there bạn know,” he says bạn can tell he is smiling for some reason.
“Well please don’t call me,” bạn say. He sighs.
“Whats wrong with me?” he asks.
“Well its because of who bạn are. And what I’ve been though the past few days,” bạn say. He sighs again.
“Come on, Im not what I say I am in my songs, theres another side to me,” he says.
“Look, just please stop it its not worth both of hoặc lives to go though all this shit, so just please leave me alone for the rest of our lives,” bạn say. He sighs and hangs up the phone. bạn close your phone and sigh yourself. Its about time for bạn to go to work but bạn don’t feel like it. bạn call in then turn off your cell and go back to sleep.
Its 10am when bạn wake up. “Jake?” bạn yell from your bathroom but no answer. Then bạn remember he was gonna go to the park to meet Hailie. bạn finish in the bathroom then bạn turn on your phone. bạn have a text from Marshall. “Im sorry about before, but I like you. And I just wanna take bạn out to dinner, just once,” bạn close your phone without answering back. bạn get another text soon after. “You there?”
“Look, Im not ready for this. And I have no intrest in bạn whatsoever,” bạn text back.
“Ok fine, but that’s not gonna stop me. I really like you. And I never give up,” he texts back.
“Oh bạn persistent young man, *shakes head* I don’t give up either. So good luck with your ‘plans’ with me hoặc w.e bạn got goin on,” bạn text back.
“Correct me if Im wrong but it kinda sounded like bạn was flirting with me for a bit there,” he texts back adding a =] at the end.
“No, that’s not flirting,” bạn text back….
“Seems like it,” he says back.
“Go away Im done,” bạn text him back getting annoyed. He don’t text back. bạn sit there and think for a while. *How many days has it been hmm Saturday - Monday… but no contact Sunday… oh and today Tuesday… three days of contact with the fucking idiot. When is he gonna stop! She so annoying! Hes not even my type. Hes to rough and shit like that. Ok Stop STOP THINKING ABOUT THE FUCKER* bạn yell in your head. “I have to promise myself not to think about him,” bạn mumble to yourself. “ARG! UGH!” bạn scream then run downstiars and turn on the TV. “This ain’t gonna help,” bạn say and turn off the TV… The door opens and in walks Jake and Hailie. bạn jump… up and look at them.
“Hello mom, did we scare you?” Jake asks.
“No, I was deep in thought,” bạn say.
“Oh what were bạn thinking about?” Jake asks.
“Nothing!” bạn say quickly.
“Fine, we’re gonna have pizza, bánh pizza then,” Jake says and they both leave the room.
FFW tiếp theo SUNDAY….about a week later>>>
bạn sitting at him relaxing when theres a knock at the door. “Who is it?” bạn yell.
“Its Marshall. Please answer the door,” Marshall yells. bạn slowly get up not knowing what to do, he knows your there so bạn just cant go away. bạn don’t wanna talk to him so bạn run away an hide in your room…
MARSHALL POV>>>
bạn stand there and knock again. “Hello?! I know you’re in there! Open the door!” bạn yell. bạn keep knocking then wait for about 30 seconds. Then try the doorknob again. It opens. “Oh,” bạn say and walk in. “Hello!?” bạn yell.
ABBY POV>>>
“Oh shit, hes in the house,” bạn whisper to yourself. bạn hear footsteps coming upstairs.
“I know you’re in here somewhere I heard you! Don’t try and hid from me!” he yells. bạn just stand there in your room not knowing what to do really. The door flys open and there stands the idiot. He stares at you. “I found you. Why have bạn been avoiding me?” he asks. “I’ve been calling bạn and trying to text bạn and see bạn at work but bạn never get back to me,” he says.
“Ah shut up! I feel like your stalking me, I don’t like it you’re scaring me!” bạn yell and start to cry, he grabs bạn and holds bạn in his arms.
“AH NO!” bạn yell pushing him away.
“Wait, whats wrong?” he asks.
“This whole thing, its not working,” bạn yell still crying. He tries to hold bạn again. “No please don’t do this, don’t touch me. Just leave me alone,” bạn cry.
“I don’t wanna leave bạn alone. I cant,” he says like hes about to cry himself…
“Well stop, I need time to think. Please leave,” bạn cry. He sighs a crying like sigh.
“Fine, I’ll go,” he says sadly and walks away leaving the room. bạn cry as bạn watch him leave. That was very awkward and bạn liked it, bạn liked being held bởi him. But bạn don’t wanna be in a relationship especially with him. bạn don’t want to believe the bạn like him. You’re crying as bạn think this. bạn remember the bạn can see the driveway from your bedroom window. bạn stand up still crying and look out the window. Marshall is sitting in his car in the driveway still. bạn put your right hand on the window. bạn don’t want him to leave but then again bạn don’t wanna like him so bạn want him to leave and never come back. bạn keep watching him. He sits there like hes hesitating to leave its like hes contemplating weather to leave hoặc come back up. bạn watch him still crying. He sits there for about 5 minutes. Finally he starts the car and pulls out the driveway.
“Im sorry,” bạn whisper so soft bạn can barely even hear yourself. bạn slowly walk away and go sit on the bed. “NO!” bạn yell. “I don’t want theres feelings,” bạn say to yourself. “I cant like someone like Marshall,” bạn say. bạn wipe your eyes and try to make yourself stop crying. bạn sit there for awhile. “I cant like him,” bạn say. “I don’t like him,” bạn say. bạn close your eyes and see Marshalls face. bạn open your eyes fast. “Ugh, this is not working,” bạn sigh. Randomly bạn remember Jake is at Eric’s house. bạn forget about that when your thoughts go back to Marshall. “Stop it! Ugh I hate my brain. I WANT A NEW ONE!” bạn yell. bạn glance at the clock it’s a little after noo. bạn remember being held bởi Marshall, bạn smile. *Why am I smiling* bạn think to yourself. “You know what no! its too early to think about theses things I’ve only known him for a week,” bạn whisper to yourself. bạn stand up sigh then go have a shower…
Once your done Jake is home. You’re laying on the couch… “Mom bạn ok?” Jake asks.
“Huh?” bạn ask getting up.
“Are bạn ok?” he asks again.
“Yeah, I just had an odd day,” bạn say. “I just wanna be alone,” bạn say.
“Ok but bạn know ever sense bạn met Eminem bạn been diễn xuất strange,” he says and starts walking away, him saying this reminds bạn of Marshall again….
“Uh.. Hello?” she asks turning to Marshall. “Can I help bạn with something?” she asks.
“Yeah is uh.. Abby in?” he asks. bạn stare at the both of them glaring.
“Yep, shes in there,” Wanda says pointing to your office. He smiles and walks into your office.
“Hello,” he says and sits in a chair.
“What do bạn want, why are bạn here, and how the hell did bạn find out where I worked?” bạn ask irritated with his presents.
“To see you, because…and your son,” he says.
“Ugh, Jake,” bạn mumble under your breath.
“Look, I can tell bạn might like me,” he says.
“No, no I don’t,” bạn say then flip though a pile of papers on your desk.
“Yeah, sure, I can see it in your eyes,” he says with a smile.
“Well, you’re wrong, cuz I don’t like you,” bạn say. “I have no interest in bạn and your stupid raping and fame shit,” bạn say. “Now if you’ll excuse me I have work to do,” bạn say. “And I know for a fact bạn don’t need a fuckin loan so shoo,” bạn say to him as if he was a fly.
“Well that was rude,” Marshall says. “Here I am tryin to be nice, and you’re tellin me to ‘shoo’,” he says sort of sad but mad at the same time. bạn glare at him like get the fuck outta my fucking office NOW. “Alright then, but someday, I tell you, I WILL have you,” he says putting thêm emphasis on the word ‘will’. He stands up and leaves the office.
“Oh God,” bạn say in discus even thinking about a life with that…just… makes bạn sick. bạn catch yourself watching him walk out and go to his car. bạn quickly look away then stare at your desk. Wanda walks in the door..
“Ok tell me, why was Eminem just in your office?” she asks.
“Hes a fuckin creeper stalker, and I don’t like him. He likes me and its odd,” bạn say.
“Uh well call the cops on him” she says.
“Cuz that will do anything. The guy is Eminem he can get outta every fuckin thing possible,” bạn say… “Besides he hasn’t hurt anyone…yet,” bạn say.
“You’re gonna get bạn đít, mông, ass in trouble,” Wanda says. “I gotta go before bạn know how comes and yells,” she says and leaves.
“See yea!” bạn call after her.
“Yeah!” she yells back, bạn watch her walks to the front cuz bạn have nothing to do. (ha)
FFW HOME>>>
bạn walk in the door and go straight to your room. bạn look at the clock its 7pm. bạn grab your pj’s and go into the bathroom to take a shower. After bạn finish your vòi hoa sen bạn go downstairs. Jake is watching MTV. *Great they better not play that fuckin idiot hoặc I swear I might break that TV* bạn think to yourself trying not to hiển thị rage in your face. “Hey mom?” Jake asks looking up at you.
“What?” bạn yawn.
“Can I meet Hailie at the part tomorrow just to hang hoặc whatever?” he asks.
“I dong care,” bạn say then sneeze. “Damn. Ugh… What do bạn want for dinner?” bạn ask after bạn recover from your sneezing skills.
“Pizza? Can we order?” he asks. bạn smile. (lol first typed piss instead of pizza, bánh pizza lol)
Its around 9pm now.. Your cell rings… “Oh look who decided to call,” is the first thing bạn say when bạn answer the phone.
“Um, look Im sorry. But I couldn’t handle seeing bạn suffer,” he says.
“Suffer? I thought everything was fine,” bạn say. He sighs…
“I thought bạn knew, but bạn just didn’t say anything,” he says.
“Know what?” bạn ask confused.
“I was.. Still am having an affair with Jill from work,” he says like its nothing.
“Why do bạn say that like its ok?” bạn say trying not cry.
“Im sorry but I tình yêu this woman!” he yells.
“I thought bạn loved me?” bạn ask starting to cry now.
“Well not no more,” he says. “I jus..”
“Fuck bạn motherfucker!” bạn scream at him and hang up the phone. He calls back… “Stop it! Don’t bạn ever call me ever again bạn fucking bastard. I hate you! Just leave me alone! I should have noticed the damn signs I guess Im just too stupid. But bạn were stupid enough to go do it! Now I hate bạn and so does your ONLY son. Good fucking job bạn fucking dumb fucker!” bạn scream into the phone and hang up. bạn sit here a while and he don’t call back. bạn don’t know weather to keep crying hoặc stop and just let it go. bạn decide to let it go, hes just a stupid guy. But now bạn don’t know if bạn can trust guys again, bạn decide not to get involved with a guy again just be single. Sense they are all the same lame assholes. bạn go to giường early that night, and bạn quickly fall asleep.
bạn wake up to your cell ringing. “Hello?” bạn ask yawing.
“Sorry, did I wake you?” asks the man on the other end.
“Yeah who is this?” bạn ask confused.
“Marshall,” he says.
“Ah! How the fuck did bạn get my number!?” bạn scream at him.
“Uh phone books, some of them have cell numbers in there bạn know,” he says bạn can tell he is smiling for some reason.
“Well please don’t call me,” bạn say. He sighs.
“Whats wrong with me?” he asks.
“Well its because of who bạn are. And what I’ve been though the past few days,” bạn say. He sighs again.
“Come on, Im not what I say I am in my songs, theres another side to me,” he says.
“Look, just please stop it its not worth both of hoặc lives to go though all this shit, so just please leave me alone for the rest of our lives,” bạn say. He sighs and hangs up the phone. bạn close your phone and sigh yourself. Its about time for bạn to go to work but bạn don’t feel like it. bạn call in then turn off your cell and go back to sleep.
Its 10am when bạn wake up. “Jake?” bạn yell from your bathroom but no answer. Then bạn remember he was gonna go to the park to meet Hailie. bạn finish in the bathroom then bạn turn on your phone. bạn have a text from Marshall. “Im sorry about before, but I like you. And I just wanna take bạn out to dinner, just once,” bạn close your phone without answering back. bạn get another text soon after. “You there?”
“Look, Im not ready for this. And I have no intrest in bạn whatsoever,” bạn text back.
“Ok fine, but that’s not gonna stop me. I really like you. And I never give up,” he texts back.
“Oh bạn persistent young man, *shakes head* I don’t give up either. So good luck with your ‘plans’ with me hoặc w.e bạn got goin on,” bạn text back.
“Correct me if Im wrong but it kinda sounded like bạn was flirting with me for a bit there,” he texts back adding a =] at the end.
“No, that’s not flirting,” bạn text back….
“Seems like it,” he says back.
“Go away Im done,” bạn text him back getting annoyed. He don’t text back. bạn sit there and think for a while. *How many days has it been hmm Saturday - Monday… but no contact Sunday… oh and today Tuesday… three days of contact with the fucking idiot. When is he gonna stop! She so annoying! Hes not even my type. Hes to rough and shit like that. Ok Stop STOP THINKING ABOUT THE FUCKER* bạn yell in your head. “I have to promise myself not to think about him,” bạn mumble to yourself. “ARG! UGH!” bạn scream then run downstiars and turn on the TV. “This ain’t gonna help,” bạn say and turn off the TV… The door opens and in walks Jake and Hailie. bạn jump… up and look at them.
“Hello mom, did we scare you?” Jake asks.
“No, I was deep in thought,” bạn say.
“Oh what were bạn thinking about?” Jake asks.
“Nothing!” bạn say quickly.
“Fine, we’re gonna have pizza, bánh pizza then,” Jake says and they both leave the room.
FFW tiếp theo SUNDAY….about a week later>>>
bạn sitting at him relaxing when theres a knock at the door. “Who is it?” bạn yell.
“Its Marshall. Please answer the door,” Marshall yells. bạn slowly get up not knowing what to do, he knows your there so bạn just cant go away. bạn don’t wanna talk to him so bạn run away an hide in your room…
MARSHALL POV>>>
bạn stand there and knock again. “Hello?! I know you’re in there! Open the door!” bạn yell. bạn keep knocking then wait for about 30 seconds. Then try the doorknob again. It opens. “Oh,” bạn say and walk in. “Hello!?” bạn yell.
ABBY POV>>>
“Oh shit, hes in the house,” bạn whisper to yourself. bạn hear footsteps coming upstairs.
“I know you’re in here somewhere I heard you! Don’t try and hid from me!” he yells. bạn just stand there in your room not knowing what to do really. The door flys open and there stands the idiot. He stares at you. “I found you. Why have bạn been avoiding me?” he asks. “I’ve been calling bạn and trying to text bạn and see bạn at work but bạn never get back to me,” he says.
“Ah shut up! I feel like your stalking me, I don’t like it you’re scaring me!” bạn yell and start to cry, he grabs bạn and holds bạn in his arms.
“AH NO!” bạn yell pushing him away.
“Wait, whats wrong?” he asks.
“This whole thing, its not working,” bạn yell still crying. He tries to hold bạn again. “No please don’t do this, don’t touch me. Just leave me alone,” bạn cry.
“I don’t wanna leave bạn alone. I cant,” he says like hes about to cry himself…
“Well stop, I need time to think. Please leave,” bạn cry. He sighs a crying like sigh.
“Fine, I’ll go,” he says sadly and walks away leaving the room. bạn cry as bạn watch him leave. That was very awkward and bạn liked it, bạn liked being held bởi him. But bạn don’t wanna be in a relationship especially with him. bạn don’t want to believe the bạn like him. You’re crying as bạn think this. bạn remember the bạn can see the driveway from your bedroom window. bạn stand up still crying and look out the window. Marshall is sitting in his car in the driveway still. bạn put your right hand on the window. bạn don’t want him to leave but then again bạn don’t wanna like him so bạn want him to leave and never come back. bạn keep watching him. He sits there like hes hesitating to leave its like hes contemplating weather to leave hoặc come back up. bạn watch him still crying. He sits there for about 5 minutes. Finally he starts the car and pulls out the driveway.
“Im sorry,” bạn whisper so soft bạn can barely even hear yourself. bạn slowly walk away and go sit on the bed. “NO!” bạn yell. “I don’t want theres feelings,” bạn say to yourself. “I cant like someone like Marshall,” bạn say. bạn wipe your eyes and try to make yourself stop crying. bạn sit there for awhile. “I cant like him,” bạn say. “I don’t like him,” bạn say. bạn close your eyes and see Marshalls face. bạn open your eyes fast. “Ugh, this is not working,” bạn sigh. Randomly bạn remember Jake is at Eric’s house. bạn forget about that when your thoughts go back to Marshall. “Stop it! Ugh I hate my brain. I WANT A NEW ONE!” bạn yell. bạn glance at the clock it’s a little after noo. bạn remember being held bởi Marshall, bạn smile. *Why am I smiling* bạn think to yourself. “You know what no! its too early to think about theses things I’ve only known him for a week,” bạn whisper to yourself. bạn stand up sigh then go have a shower…
Once your done Jake is home. You’re laying on the couch… “Mom bạn ok?” Jake asks.
“Huh?” bạn ask getting up.
“Are bạn ok?” he asks again.
“Yeah, I just had an odd day,” bạn say. “I just wanna be alone,” bạn say.
“Ok but bạn know ever sense bạn met Eminem bạn been diễn xuất strange,” he says and starts walking away, him saying this reminds bạn of Marshall again….