Dear Self

What if bạn don’t wake up tomorrow?
What if this is your last ngày on this earth?
What if that two một phút conversation bạn had with your mother two hours ago, was the last time bạn ever spoke to her?
What if bạn never ever would hear him laugh, see his smile hoặc talk to him ever again?
What if bạn later this night take your last breath?
What then?
Would bạn be proud of the life bạn have lived?
Will bạn regret something that bạn did hoặc did not say?
Would bạn be proud of how people would remember you?
Would bạn regret not taking thêm chances, hoặc not telling him what bạn really feel for him?


I see a world of darkness and my hands are shaking..
My legs are numb..
My eyes heavy..
My tim, trái tim racing..
Blacking out..
Will pills in my hands..
Hoping that they'll end the pain and I'll sleep forever..
Maybe this will be my last goodbye..
My final breath..