But, on that, I’m going to say Castiel was probably panicked and scared. During the apocalypse, he Fell - loosing all his powers, he discovered his Father would refuse to help him, and he died. Obviously that’s not something he’d like to relive. Not to mention Dean. Dean was his best thing who Mất tích so much, he didn’t want to put him through all of that again.
Castiel had only a few hours to make a decision that would change both heaven and earth and he was thinking of Dean when he made it. He wanted Dean to live a regular life and then Crowley walks up and makes him a deal that could keep Dean safe. Making that deal was spontaneous and stupid. It was also selfless.
What really irritated me was after Dean found out about this, he didn’t even try to think of it through the angel’s eyes. All he was thinking with his one-track mind is that Castiel betrayed him when actually everything he did was for him. He refused to even consider that maybe what Cass was what needed to be done right then.
Onward. I completely, a hundred percent understand why Dean was royally pissed off at Castiel after he took in all the souls and ‘became God’ but, as Dean had đã đưa ý kiến before, the souls were ‘scrambling his brains.’ Still, when Death came, the only thing Dean wanted was for him to kill Castiel.
He refused countless times to kill (or even hurt sometimes) Sam when he was off the walls. When he took in all the demon blood. When he was soulless. And the first time Castiel looses it, what does he do? Bring someone in to kill him.
I did hate the fact that Sam had to be the one to call Castiel, but I was happier with Dean when he was preparing the sigils. He had every right with not forgive Cass at his first apology.
I was even happier with him when Castiel was taken over bởi the leviathans. He actually hiển thị that he cared about the angel. He stopped treating him like a traitor and started to treat him like a friend again. To bad it was just a little to late.
I am not trying to victimize Castiel here. He made some pretty stupid mistakes. I am also not trying to make Dean the enemy because he had reasons for doing all of those things… Lack of faith, I think.
I am really excited to see Castiel return. I am really excited to see Dean’s reaction when Castiel returns. Personally, I think he will be utterly shocked, but happy. This is his best friend after all.. Even after all of this. I think he will also find a way to forgive Cass, considering he has no memory. bởi the time he does (or if he does) he his memory back, I think Dean will be ready to fully forgive his Angel which I will be thêm than happy about.
If bạn actually read through all of this, I appreciate it. I just had to vent all my Supernatural feelings. This is just my opinion. Its fine if bạn do not agree.
Cas stroked his hair and tried to keep his breathing under control. Meg didn’t understand. He needed more. He had lied about the pain being back, but he hadn’t lied about needing another dose. He opened the upper buttons of his shirt, suddenly feeling feverish.
He hurried to the dresser and opened all drawers and cupboard doors. He searched through them, checking all boxes, finding nothing. He slammed everything shut and began to rub his fingers again.
“If I were a medicine cabinet, where would I be?” Cas mumbled trembling and out of breath. He ran to the stairs and sprinted upstairs. He went to the bathroom and opened the mirror cupboard.
“Got it” he said, sighing relieved and he grabbed all boxes that had medicines in it. He took out all the strips and swallowed the pills one bởi one.
He leaned against the cold, marble tường and sank down on the floor. He closed his eyes and fell asleep.
He hurried to the dresser and opened all drawers and cupboard doors. He searched through them, checking all boxes, finding nothing. He slammed everything shut and began to rub his fingers again.
“If I were a medicine cabinet, where would I be?” Cas mumbled trembling and out of breath. He ran to the stairs and sprinted upstairs. He went to the bathroom and opened the mirror cupboard.
“Got it” he said, sighing relieved and he grabbed all boxes that had medicines in it. He took out all the strips and swallowed the pills one bởi one.
He leaned against the cold, marble tường and sank down on the floor. He closed his eyes and fell asleep.
Dean was outside, leaning against the cabin, when Jo came standing tiếp theo to him.
“You look happy” she đã đưa ý kiến sarcastic.
“It sounds weird, but right now I wish Dick Roman was still alive” Dean said. “I have too much time to think”
“You want me to call mom? I think she knows a few ways to fix that” Jo commented.
“Where is she?” Dean asked.
“To the city, doing groceries” Jo answered. She looked up. “Did bạn hear from Cas? I mean, that’s why you’re so neurotic, right?”
Dean shook his head. “I don’t want to talk about it. He’s had his chance, he blew it. I’m done with him”
“Have bạn tried talking to him?” Jo asked.
Dean leaned phía trước, chuyển tiếp and kissed her. “No talking about Cas” he said.
“Okay” Jo agreed. She threw her arms around Dean’s neck and kissed him back. Dean lifted her in his arms and carried her inside the cabin.
“You look happy” she đã đưa ý kiến sarcastic.
“It sounds weird, but right now I wish Dick Roman was still alive” Dean said. “I have too much time to think”
“You want me to call mom? I think she knows a few ways to fix that” Jo commented.
“Where is she?” Dean asked.
“To the city, doing groceries” Jo answered. She looked up. “Did bạn hear from Cas? I mean, that’s why you’re so neurotic, right?”
Dean shook his head. “I don’t want to talk about it. He’s had his chance, he blew it. I’m done with him”
“Have bạn tried talking to him?” Jo asked.
Dean leaned phía trước, chuyển tiếp and kissed her. “No talking about Cas” he said.
“Okay” Jo agreed. She threw her arms around Dean’s neck and kissed him back. Dean lifted her in his arms and carried her inside the cabin.
