Song: Katy Perry – Thinking of bạn (though some words are changed to fit the storyline)
AN: I've written a few oneshots of Brucas in Fanfiction.net but this is my first time posting one at this site. I hope bạn guys like it.
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Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an táo, apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
Everybody has always compared my relationship with Brooke and Peyton. Time and time again, people have đã bình luận that Peyton Luật sư đấu trí me thêm instead of Brooke. Nonetheless, both of them meant a lot to me. Though, during junior năm I knew it was Brooke who had a hold on my heart. Granted I'm married to Peyton and we have a daughter, but Brooke still has a part of me I've never được trao to anyone else.
You đã đưa ý kiến di chuyển on
Where do I go
I guess một giây best
Is all I will know
When bạn đã đưa ý kiến bạn didn't tình yêu me anymore, I was crushed. At first, I couldn't believe your feelings for me had faded but after hanging out with Peyton, I knew I had chosen her over bạn bởi spending every spare moment I had with her. The night we won the Championship game, it was bạn that I wanted to spend it with. However, after seeing bạn pushing me towards her, I realized that I cannot be with bạn unless I explored the feelings between Peyton and me. After all I have put bạn through; I guess I deserve to be with someone who is một giây best to you.
Cause when I'm with her
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What bạn would do if
bạn were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Every time I'm with her, I imagine that it's bạn I'm with. When I get up, I picture bạn beside me. Your brunette locks fanning your face, your mesmerizing soulful eyes looking up at me and that infectious grin that brings out those two dimples I tình yêu so much. However, when I see her beside me, I'm disappointed to see yellow curls and limpid green eyes staring back at me.
When I see her there, I can't help but wish it was bạn that I had married and it is bạn who is the mother of my child. Do not get me wrong, I tình yêu Sawyer but I had always pictured having a kid that looks like bạn with my personality. That way, I would be able to have a piece of bạn with me always.
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
bạn đã đưa ý kiến there's
Tons of cá in the water
So the waters I will test
I never thought I would fall for you. When I first knew you, I heard that bạn were nothing thêm than a party girl. However, after getting to know you, I recognize that there was thêm to Brooke Davis that one sees. bạn were unlike anyone I have ever known. bạn were fun and cheery and yet, at the same time bạn were vulnerable and insecure. I tình yêu learning the different sides of bạn and I'm forever grateful that bạn showed me the real you.
I was devastated when bạn pushed me towards Peyton. Granted, I understand bạn did it to help me. bởi exploring a relationship with Peyton, it removed any doubts that bạn and I were not meant to be as it showed me how much bạn were truly the one for me. Although we aren't together, I have never stopped loving you. People say that The Unkindness of Ravens and The Comet are about my tình yêu for Peyton and they are wrong.
Unkindness is about my relationship with both of bạn and the loss I felt over Keith while The Comet is actually my mô tả of how bạn came into my life. I'm sorry for being such a coward that I cannot blurt out the truth. The honest truth is Peyton doesn't mean that much to me the way bạn do. I made my giường when I chose her and now I've no choice but to lie in it.
She kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
She pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Whenever I'm with her, I'm thinking of you. When we kiss, I picture bạn instead. At times it seems we're passionate for each other but that's far from the truth as all that fills my head is bạn and no else. I'm sorry that I fell into her plans. I knew in senior năm she had feelings for me but I brushed it aside hoping it would never be revealed. How wrong was I when it blew up in my face and I loss bạn in the process.
The point is I see myself as a hero. Thus, I'm a sucker for saving people. Peyton knows this and she puts herself in these kinds of situations since she knows I will always save her. Therefore, no matter how hard I try to pull away, she has the ability to suck me right back in.
Cause when I'm with her
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What bạn would do if
bạn were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let bạn go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think bạn should know
Everyone seems to think that bạn were một giây best compared to her and they are wrong. You've always been the first choice. But, I had screwed it up with bạn too many times that I knew I didn't deserve another chance. I wanted so badly to call bạn at the airport but I was scared that bạn would reject my advances. Guess I'm a wimp. For so long, Ive acted that bạn were một giây best when in actuality bạn aren't.
Every ngày I think about what would have happened if I was honest with bạn from the beginning, starting with the Kiss in the library. Sometimes, I wish I hadn't been so stupid. How could I let bạn go after getting bạn back in senior year? I promised myself I would not hurt bạn when we got back together and yet I did it again.
Cause when I'm with her
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What bạn would do if
bạn were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't bạn walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no thêm mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
When I see bạn with him, I get jealous. He has the luxury of being with bạn when I've none. Sometimes, I wish bạn would realize that I've never stopped loving bạn and bạn would come and declare your tình yêu for me. bạn know the last time we đã đưa ý kiến I tình yêu you, I meant it as thêm than a friend. I prayed that bạn would hear it that way but instead bạn replied the same, like bạn meant it as a friend too.
I long to have bạn in my arms like before. Nowadays, bạn look at him the way bạn use to do with me and it hurts me to see bạn looking at him that way. People say that bạn were một giây best for me. But, that is clearly far from the truth. It is I who settle for một giây best and in the process I became một giây best to him.
