Hey, it's me again, from the other two confession articles.
Anyways, to be honest, I don't feel like a real Biggerstaff.
I barely know any of the family, and I feel like no once knows me, hoặc wants to know me, for example, even before the Biggerstaff Family started, hoặc maybe it was just before I knew about it, I fanned a few members, and they either didn't người hâm mộ me back until I became a Biggerstaff, hoặc fanned me back but wouldn't talk to me.
Also, even AS a Biggerstaff, I've tried to engage people in chat conversations, but I've either gotten ignored, gotten rid of, hoặc had such an awkward conversation that I felt like the other person was lying about having to leave, hoặc I was relieved when it was over.
(Funnily enough though, I can "chat" with some of these same people pretty well through các bình luận though...O.o)
Also, with some Biggerstaffs, they've only talked to me when they had to, hoặc like if I asked them a question.
Everyone else also had a bunch of inside jokes and stuff that they bring up everywhere, and all these conversations, so I feel like I'm butting in and being a third wheel all the time. It's the same on almost all of the các diễn đàn on here, and on 1000 reasons. I usually end up feeling like I"m butting in.
Isn't the point of having a family NOT doing that sort of thing? Like everyone being close and such? Because I don't feel like I'm part of family on this spot, except with maybe a few people.
Also, to be honest, I think that germany123 person had a point. She's the one who seemed to think we're too exclusive hoặc something like that, and to an extent, I agree with her. I've still gotten ignored on chat bởi people, hoặc they'll say "Hi" back and not respond again, and I'm not going to keep going "Hello? bạn there", because that's just pathetic. And then I'll exchange one liners with the exact same person via các bình luận on this spot. Basically, I just feel the same way I feel every ngày at school. An outsider, a third wheel, like I don't belong. Like I"m on the outside looking in. And that pretty much defeats the purpose of me being on Fanpop.
Oh, and people SAY they're always there to talk to, like on my other articles, but really, how am I supposed to talk to almost complete strangers? And my first thought was, "Oh, NOW that they know I'm all messed up and depressed, NOW they're going to talk to me". What will I have to do if I ever want thêm attention from anyone on here? Post an bài viết saying I'm suicidal? [And in case of any doubt, YES, the các bài viết I đã đăng before were completely honest, I wasn't just making it up for attention.]
Frankly, I'm just sick of making efforts to try and be Những người bạn with people who clearly want nothing to do with me.
And now I can never confess who I really am, because I've confessed too much.
Anyways, to be honest, I don't feel like a real Biggerstaff.
I barely know any of the family, and I feel like no once knows me, hoặc wants to know me, for example, even before the Biggerstaff Family started, hoặc maybe it was just before I knew about it, I fanned a few members, and they either didn't người hâm mộ me back until I became a Biggerstaff, hoặc fanned me back but wouldn't talk to me.
Also, even AS a Biggerstaff, I've tried to engage people in chat conversations, but I've either gotten ignored, gotten rid of, hoặc had such an awkward conversation that I felt like the other person was lying about having to leave, hoặc I was relieved when it was over.
(Funnily enough though, I can "chat" with some of these same people pretty well through các bình luận though...O.o)
Also, with some Biggerstaffs, they've only talked to me when they had to, hoặc like if I asked them a question.
Everyone else also had a bunch of inside jokes and stuff that they bring up everywhere, and all these conversations, so I feel like I'm butting in and being a third wheel all the time. It's the same on almost all of the các diễn đàn on here, and on 1000 reasons. I usually end up feeling like I"m butting in.
Isn't the point of having a family NOT doing that sort of thing? Like everyone being close and such? Because I don't feel like I'm part of family on this spot, except with maybe a few people.
Also, to be honest, I think that germany123 person had a point. She's the one who seemed to think we're too exclusive hoặc something like that, and to an extent, I agree with her. I've still gotten ignored on chat bởi people, hoặc they'll say "Hi" back and not respond again, and I'm not going to keep going "Hello? bạn there", because that's just pathetic. And then I'll exchange one liners with the exact same person via các bình luận on this spot. Basically, I just feel the same way I feel every ngày at school. An outsider, a third wheel, like I don't belong. Like I"m on the outside looking in. And that pretty much defeats the purpose of me being on Fanpop.
Oh, and people SAY they're always there to talk to, like on my other articles, but really, how am I supposed to talk to almost complete strangers? And my first thought was, "Oh, NOW that they know I'm all messed up and depressed, NOW they're going to talk to me". What will I have to do if I ever want thêm attention from anyone on here? Post an bài viết saying I'm suicidal? [And in case of any doubt, YES, the các bài viết I đã đăng before were completely honest, I wasn't just making it up for attention.]
Frankly, I'm just sick of making efforts to try and be Những người bạn with people who clearly want nothing to do with me.
And now I can never confess who I really am, because I've confessed too much.
Isobel Panhurst 28 April at 19:52
Hi
How are you?
What bạn been up to?
Hows life?
Whats the meaning of life?
Do bạn ship Klaine?
Do bạn ship Spuffy?
bạn don't ship Kurtofsky do you?
Is there and English exam tiếp theo week?
Did bạn watch Glee on Monday?
Did bạn know Chris Colfer leaked that Darren Criss has a girlfriend?
Did bạn know Starship premiers on Saturday
Did bạn know the new Harry Potter trailer came out Yesterday?
Is that enough các câu hỏi for you?
wait the HP trailer came out today....i think.....Tumblr confused me
oh enough question
Are bạn a Tumblr addict?
OMG Do bạn like Drarry?
are bạn against people asking questions?
He still hasn't replied :P ROFLLL
he really shouldn't have called me a chó cái, bitch earlier.....
Hi
How are you?
What bạn been up to?
Hows life?
Whats the meaning of life?
Do bạn ship Klaine?
Do bạn ship Spuffy?
bạn don't ship Kurtofsky do you?
Is there and English exam tiếp theo week?
Did bạn watch Glee on Monday?
Did bạn know Chris Colfer leaked that Darren Criss has a girlfriend?
Did bạn know Starship premiers on Saturday
Did bạn know the new Harry Potter trailer came out Yesterday?
Is that enough các câu hỏi for you?
wait the HP trailer came out today....i think.....Tumblr confused me
oh enough question
Are bạn a Tumblr addict?
OMG Do bạn like Drarry?
are bạn against people asking questions?
He still hasn't replied :P ROFLLL
he really shouldn't have called me a chó cái, bitch earlier.....