bạn are my beloved... Gin.
Always ever my beloved Gin. Many days have been spent without you, since we cannot meet, because bạn do not exist much...
Why do bạn run away from such a place as this?
bạn liked this place, didn't you?
I heard it from your own lips. bạn like and tình yêu this place...
bạn born here and lived in here. There were other things to like here, right?
Why?

I do not know Gin, explanation fails again.
How many times were spent so missing you...
The worst is... with the days, which increase and flow,
I have felt Mất tích without bạn and like I lose bạn more, repeatedly each day...

I am surely full of pain and sadness...
Will bạn stay for me, then… bởi my side a little longer…just a little longer...
I want to be with bạn as often as I can.
I want to be beside you. I can prove to bạn that I will not run away-from bạn hoặc from the Soul Society! Can you?


I just need to say these words.
There is no other person that can change your position in my heart, Gin...
One thing, I can't stop myself from thinking of is you...
I tình yêu you... and want to tình yêu bạn thêm again...

I am missing bạn and losing bạn as often as I think about you...
Do not get gone for my eyes...

Every time I think of losing you, bạn fading, forgetting, my hearts feel s like it exited... and that is so much hurt.
That is some big pain for me...

However, every time I think of your eyes, your face, your personality...
your gentle smile... I think I can hold those pains off for a few thêm minutes...

Gin, just want to ask some các câu hỏi of you.
If I do this for you, whatever I do, would bạn do the same thing for me?
Would bạn sacrifice for me –even your sacrifice your life?
Moreover, will bạn save me when I need your help?

Would bạn do those things for me?
I do not know.

I do not even know if I will ever meet bạn again- in the Soul Society hoặc elsewhere, but I hope I can meet bạn there.
Honestly, I do not know anymore... meeting bạn wherever, anywhere and I cannot chịu, gấu to think about that...
I just can cry and thêm and thêm within I cry waiting you... just waiting for bạn to come back to me-to come back.
I am afraid, Gin, of losing thêm of my heart...
I am afraid I cannot take the pain...

Why?
Why must this happen to me?
I do not know. I do not know.
I am losing my mind sometimes. Never mind.
I can only wait... even if I do not want to.
Waiting on someone...
Someone that I trust can be my soul mate...
Gin...
Ichimaru Gin...