I know what it's like to be scared.
And most people even think I'm brave.
But the don't really see the truth behind my lies.
Because on the inside I'm not the Công chúa tóc xù cat.
I'm the poor mouse, trapped in the darkness of the corner
But the darkness and the corner is my life.
Because really....
I'm scared of the dark, and that evil will corner my life
I'm scared of being left alone because someone will hurt me
I'm scared of death, even when I look it in the face.
I'm scared of pain, even though I have it.
I'm scared of knives and blades, because I've pulled them thêm than once.
I'm scared of evil, because thats the only thing that fills my world
I'm scared of falling in tình yêu because someone will break my heart, again.
I'm scared of being sick, because it might be my last breath.
I'm scared of being abducted, because it's come up thêm than once.
I'm scared of being raped, because of Jaycee Dugard
I'm scared of letting go of family because they're always in my life.
I'm scared of horror phim chiếu rạp because then i can't go to sleep that night.
I'm scared of sleeping because I might not see the light again
I'm scared of ever seeing that woman's face again because all I see is Satan.
I'm scared of going to jail because they say it's a living hell.
I'm scared of boys because the bully me at school.
I'm scared at school because I'm always alone.
I'm scared of murdered because of the way Jessica Ridgeway died.
I'm scared of my best Những người bạn because one ngày their back will turn on me.
I'm afraid of humanity because their is thêm evil in this world.
I'm scared of attacks because one ngày it will happen.
I'm scared of nightmares because some of them are real
I'm scared of life because sometimes there is no point in living it
But do bạn really want to know what I'm scared of the most?
M-E-
And most people even think I'm brave.
But the don't really see the truth behind my lies.
Because on the inside I'm not the Công chúa tóc xù cat.
I'm the poor mouse, trapped in the darkness of the corner
But the darkness and the corner is my life.
Because really....
I'm scared of the dark, and that evil will corner my life
I'm scared of being left alone because someone will hurt me
I'm scared of death, even when I look it in the face.
I'm scared of pain, even though I have it.
I'm scared of knives and blades, because I've pulled them thêm than once.
I'm scared of evil, because thats the only thing that fills my world
I'm scared of falling in tình yêu because someone will break my heart, again.
I'm scared of being sick, because it might be my last breath.
I'm scared of being abducted, because it's come up thêm than once.
I'm scared of being raped, because of Jaycee Dugard
I'm scared of letting go of family because they're always in my life.
I'm scared of horror phim chiếu rạp because then i can't go to sleep that night.
I'm scared of sleeping because I might not see the light again
I'm scared of ever seeing that woman's face again because all I see is Satan.
I'm scared of going to jail because they say it's a living hell.
I'm scared of boys because the bully me at school.
I'm scared at school because I'm always alone.
I'm scared of murdered because of the way Jessica Ridgeway died.
I'm scared of my best Những người bạn because one ngày their back will turn on me.
I'm afraid of humanity because their is thêm evil in this world.
I'm scared of attacks because one ngày it will happen.
I'm scared of nightmares because some of them are real
I'm scared of life because sometimes there is no point in living it
But do bạn really want to know what I'm scared of the most?
M-E-
1.I'am not as peaceful as I may seem...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad nguồn of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my Những người bạn though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If bạn knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make bạn go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make bạn hate me even more...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad nguồn of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my Những người bạn though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If bạn knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make bạn go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make bạn hate me even more...
Disappear
Can't bạn feel me?
Can't bạn feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't bạn see the crack in my heart?
And then I'll be all alone
Just me and my shattered heart
Can't bạn see me disappear?
Can't bạn see my despair?
Can't bạn see I'd rather die
Then ever have to say goodbye?
Obviously bạn don't
Because bạn let me disappear
bạn don't tình yêu me
bạn don't care
bạn sat there
and watched me disappear
Cant bạn feel me?
Can't bạn see?
Can't bạn see I've disappeared?
Cant bạn see my crys of despair?
Can't bạn see I'd rather die
then ever have to say goodbye?
Hello?
Are bạn there?
Can bạn help me
Before I disappear?
Cant bạn see others like me
Dead in there own pool of blood?
hoặc am I gone?
Cuz bạn act like it, hon,
Am I really already gone?
Can't bạn feel me?
Can't bạn feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't bạn see the crack in my heart?
Can't bạn see me?
Don't bạn care?
No
Because bạn let me
Disappear
Can't bạn feel me?
Can't bạn feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't bạn see the crack in my heart?
And then I'll be all alone
Just me and my shattered heart
Can't bạn see me disappear?
Can't bạn see my despair?
Can't bạn see I'd rather die
Then ever have to say goodbye?
Obviously bạn don't
Because bạn let me disappear
bạn don't tình yêu me
bạn don't care
bạn sat there
and watched me disappear
Cant bạn feel me?
Can't bạn see?
Can't bạn see I've disappeared?
Cant bạn see my crys of despair?
Can't bạn see I'd rather die
then ever have to say goodbye?
Hello?
Are bạn there?
Can bạn help me
Before I disappear?
Cant bạn see others like me
Dead in there own pool of blood?
hoặc am I gone?
Cuz bạn act like it, hon,
Am I really already gone?
Can't bạn feel me?
Can't bạn feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't bạn see the crack in my heart?
Can't bạn see me?
Don't bạn care?
No
Because bạn let me
Disappear