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posted by malmcd
No thêm Light

The light is gone,
the women,
who proved to me,
that beauty still does exist,
even in the cruelest circumstances,
but she is gone,
the light has gone,
now im alone,
hiding in the dark

all my hope
all my dreams
all my happyness
have died
iv died
i should never be happy cause then all
i feel the pain
why should i live
why should i die
all there's things
go around and around in my head
iv scream
iv cryed
iv locked my self in my room
cutting myself
waching all the blood from my cuts
i dont feel any pain
i feel nouthing
my tears are full of pain
i feel so cold
that painful night
iv died from the inside
my eyes have no light
iv got scars
they say
'i wish i was dead! '
i
have nouthing to live for
nouthing to be loss if i die
why should i live
the world has no light to me any more
iv died
but bạn dont know
do bạn care
do bạn feel the pain
i felt
do bạn cry
i will never know...

    Soft tears fell down her face as her mother craddle her in her arms saying. "Light will come back, light is here, Light will always be with you." She began to sing along. "Light is strong, light will win, light is life and love." Her mother pitted her up so that her scarlet red eyes were looking right in to her icy blue eyes.
    "Remember the light will never leave you, your strong don't let the darkness win." Her voice so warm and sweet. She gentlly kissed her forehead and hugged her sweetly and slowly rubbed her head. And before she new it she was asleep once more...
    But all dreams have to end even the brightest soul's have darkness deep with in them...specially ones with dark past...and future's. Darkness can devour a person making every little disappear, making the room dark and evil like a black hole with no way out. But we all know that, that's no way to live your life scared and confused hiding in the corner of your room. But what if one little girl had to...because she was to scared to sleep...

    You look at her she looks like a normal girl. Her hair tied back with a ribbon and her new shoes polished. And she's wearing her new dress that has bright màu sắc of màu hồng, hồng red and white with flower's thron every which way. She looks normal right? Well this little girl with scarlet eyes and pale white skin has a few secret's...But lets not get in to that. bạn look at her yes she's little and sweet but her tim, trái tim and her destiny are much darker....
    I have but one câu hỏi for you. Do bạn believe in Magic? If bạn do then I have another câu hỏi for you. Do bạn believe in Witches and nàng tiên and Heros? If bạn do keep reading...because I have another question. Do bạn believe in darkness and light? Because dakness and light live in everything in everyone...even you. Some have thêm darkness then other's some have thêm light. But no madder who bạn are bạn both...but one little didn't believe there was any light left for her. Because her life was felled with monster's and deadly dreams. All she saw was darkness and evil...could even imagine that. Only seeing darkness no light no good only bad. I coldn't even imagine what she thinks when she goes to sleep at night wondering if she'll wake up and it will be better again hoặc wake to everything she's ever loved gone...But no one cares about the little blonde girl who cries on Brixtion street. No one cares that she cries herself to sleep hoặc the terrible things she does in the bathroom while her parents are away. No cares about little old Misty S. Roseberg...
added by malmcd
added by malmcd
posted by Jet-Rider
Here are my charcters:

Alex: red đài phun nước specilist,boy with black hairn and green strikes in it. 15 years old with green eys. (me)

Fergie: Alex's girlfriend,who is yelling type and one of the populuar fairy's. She has pretty black hair and purple eyes.She is the fairy of darkness... (Fergie)

Shakira: A beautiful witch with blonde curly hair and blue eyes. She is a witch with a lot of siblings... (????)

Rue: Alex's little sister with brown shoulder lenght hair and green eyes. A fairy of light. (my sister)

Jack: Alex's twin brother,a specilist too... (my brother)

Farid: Alex's best bud from another planet now a specilist...

(those are my characters,snookie can use them any time!)
added by malmcd
added by malmcd
posted by snootygirl50701
~Thank You~ /
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thank bạn everyone!!
Thank bạn for being there!
Mallory & Alli & Katrina & Annie.....
Thank bạn for everything.....
Bullies,cuts,burns,scars,I'm threw it!
I'm in it!
The damn darkness is fucking getting light from me!
I'll burn threw it,cut threw it,get bullied threw it,scar threw it cause I'm fucking tired of this fucking shit! Ive been in thêm fights then my brothers playing video games! I almost stayed in school in the rush hour.
Thank bạn everyone,everybody,and all!
posted by malmcd
Maybe...
Maybe You've seen me before?
Maybe I wondered in your mind and dreams.
Trying to help bạn make it through.
Maybe you've seen me walk down the halls of your school...
Maybe I'm not so far away?
Maybe...
Maybe I'm standing right tiếp theo to you?

What If I'm the girl who sits in the back of your bus?
Or the girl who sits alone at lunch?
Or the girl who took her life because no one wanted to be in hers...
What if...
That's...
Me.

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Do bạn See me?
Do I make bạn wonder,
And think outside the box for new ideas?
Do I help bạn through the hard times?
Do bạn see me...
Because I'm always...
continue reading...
What do bạn want from me?
Am I not pretty enough?
Am I not Smart enough?
Do I not please you?

I am only a person.
A person who still has felling's and still hurts.
But because of bạn I fell not good enough.

I fell like I'm not important anymore,
hoặc worth being tiếp theo to bạn hoặc anyone else.
Do bạn want me to fell this way?
Alone and confused waiting for bạn to decide
If I'm worth it hoặc not.

What do bạn want from me?
Am I not good enough for you?
Because your leaving me here confuse about what two do...

So tell what do bạn what from me?
posted by malmcd
Who gives bạn the right to say I'm not beautiful?
Because When I look in the mirror I see...
A girl with beautiful red hair and blue eyes,
A girl that's different,
And who isn't afraid to be unique and herself.
A girl with Những người bạn who make her fell important.
A girl who is ready to hiển thị the world who she is.
A girl who never gives up.
A girl who can Inspire people like her self that,
Even though who aren't perfect doesn't mean bạn have to be...

But I also see...
A girl with glass who thinks she's ugly.
A girl who has been used bởi people.
A girl who been hurt...
and sometimes hurts herself over dumb things....
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posted by snootygirl50701
 Jack the red đài phun nước tracker
Jack the red fountain tracker
~Dare To Be Different~
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The Data
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Dare To Be Different is a whole story/book of mine. A mix up of fairy character and all of the other magical creatures.
Do bạn dare to be different? Different ? Would bạn let the ruby dragon touch you? hoặc are bạn afraid of the flames? Are bạn scared? Do bạn cry? Do bạn suck at sports? Well,dare! Dare to be diffrerent! Stop falling! Get up! Mmph....

Main creatures of danger
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Ruby dragon: the dragon of the ruby dime...
Fervid Brooks...
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posted by allicyn123
Izzy lay in bed, The ngày had been silent, as her and her cousins realized that they had no choice but to change, now. She couldn't sleep the thought that she would become somthing she had never imagined in order to fulfill her destiny that she may of may not have set herself up for. The thought scared her. Terribly. But after hours of tossing and turning, she finally drifted away. but her dreams were filled with her mother's cry, gunshots and blood that spattered everywhere as she ran through forests of darkness.

Izzy woke up screaming. Sasha waited wearily on the end of her bed, obviously...
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posted by malmcd
Why?
That's a amazing word...
Just think,
Like....

Why Hurt?
Why hurt me and friends?
Why hurt so many people?
Why do I hurt things I tình yêu most?
Why...Why Hurt?

Why Bully?
Why Bully me?
Why Bully my friends?
Why Bully people for fun?
Why...Why Bully?
Is it worth it to bully?

Why Am I so Invisible
Why does he not see me?
Why do they pass me when I'm hurt?
Why do they not help?
Why...Why am I so Invisible?

Why Am I still Single?
Why haven't I found love?
Why Haven't I been Loved?
Why doesn't he tình yêu me?
Why...Why Am I still Single?

Why Am I So Ugly?
Why won't I eat?
Why do I think I'm fat?
Why Am I so Different?
Why Am I weird?
Why am I bullied?
Why do I hurt myself?
Why Do my Những người bạn Hurt them self's?
Why?
Why?
Why?

Why?
That's a amazing word...
Just think...

Fierce & tình yêu

Malmcd hoặc Mallory McDonald
My life so far has been...different. My dad left me and my mom when I was two. But something great came out of that I got an amazing new dad named Bill who we now know has dementia but we'll make it through...My brother is a junior in collage and I can't believe I'm saying this but I tình yêu him so. My mom is a nurse she's been married twice before Bill there going to get married lets hope soon! I tình yêu động vật but I don't have any right now because my kitten got run over bởi a car two days before my birthday..I found out she died the ngày after my birthday...all I wanted that năm for my birthday...
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added by allicyn123
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