Back again. I might just spam your tường from now on with my problems :P
Anyways, I feel really lonely, like no one cares. Which isn't true, cause I've been TOLD many people care for me, and I believe them, but they never seem to be here when I need them :/ Here as in actually on, and available to talk to, because they're always in my heart. But I feel like I messed things up, yet again. Also, I haven't cried at all yesterday hoặc today, and now I'm in that awkward position when bạn wanna cry...
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But the tears just won't come. I hate it. It feels like my tim, trái tim is bleeding but I can't cry. It reminds me of this quiote in Mortal Instruments, "What's the point of crying when no one is there to comfort you?" It's so true. Maybe that's why I can't cry.hơn một năm qua
I guess you're never coming back, so the chances of bạn đọc this are very slim.
But I want to say I really miss you, bạn were probably my first real friend, and I think without you, I wouldn't have made as many Những người bạn as I have right now. bạn were always so much fun to be around, and bạn really made my day, a lot. I still remember your birthday, same ngày as McGonagall. Around October was when bạn left. And even though you've been gone for months...
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You're always in my thoughts. I haven't forgotten bạn and I don't think I ever will. Without even knowing it, you've helped me though so much. Where would I be without you? I don't know, and don't want to know either...hơn một năm qua