I didn't know how this was happening. But I did know that Edward loved Bella unconditionally. Even if I couldn't understand it. Yet, why on earth is he letting this nonsense go on. I thought he wanted Bella to stay human, not take her soul, bring her to a life of hiding. Edward knew how much I've been through. What I'm still going through. Bella needs to stay human, have children, get old. That's the life everyone should have. That's the life I should have had. I thought maybe she would get it through her head to stay human once I told her my horrible end of a life....
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