Chapter Fourteen
I didn’t know how to feel. How was someone expected to feel after they had almost been killed? Someone was gasping. What was wrong with them? As I tried to concentrate, I realized it was myself gasping. I think I was starting to hyperventilate.
“ Grandpa! She needs help!” Renesmee cried beside me. They were trying to get me back to the house. I couldn’t see anything. My vision had black dots clouding it and I felt woozy.
“ She’s going into shock. We need to get her somewhere she can lie down as soon as possible.” I distantly heard Carlisle’s calm voice. I felt like I was in the fog. Everything was muffled and cloudy, obscuring my hearing and vision. I felt like I was slowly suffocating. From my cloudy world, I barely felt myself being lifted and then wind rushing by. Suddenly, I was surrounded bởi the sickly sweet scent of the Cullen’s house. I felt myself being laid gently down onto something soft.
“ She’s going to be all right, isn’t she?” Renesmee asked, her voice slightly panicked.
“ Of course. She has never been in that traumatic situation before. Her mind doesn’t know what to do, so its just shutting out the bad memories.” Carlisle’s voice reached my mind some how.
So that was what was happening to me. No wonder I was in my own little foggy world.
“Look! Her eyelashes are fluttering!” Renesmee đã đưa ý kiến a few phút later.
Were they? I couldn’t feel them.
“ She’s still out of it. Hopefully she’ll come around soon. I need to go check Evan’s bandages. Ill be back in a little bit.” I could barely hear the soft swish as he moved away. Wow. They were quiet. The fog surrounding me seemed to thicken, and for a while, I fell into unconsciousness.
“ Where is she, Nessie?” Jacob’s voice pulled at me, trying to get me to come out of the fog. I tried to go toward his voice, but I was lost…
“ She’s lying in there…But Jake, I don’t know how she is. Grandpa says she’ll be ok…but, she’s totally out of it.” Renesmee’s voice sounded tired. How long had I been like this?
“ Well let me try.” Jacob’s deep voice sounded like âm nhạc to my ears. Maybe he wasn’t mad at me now.
“Ok great. I’m going to go sit with Evan. Maybe you’ll have better luck than I did.” Renesmee softly swished away.
As Jacob came closer, I could smell him. His slightly musky, and woodsy sent surrounded me overcoming the sickly sweet sent of the vampires. I would choose his smell any day.
“ Mika. I don’t know if bạn can hear me hoặc not, but I have some things I have to say.”
I was dimly aware of his warm hand brushing over my forehead.
“ I should have never gotten mad at you. Nessie told me everything. How bạn just wanted to help her, since bạn felt like bạn took me away from her.”
He sighed heavily.
“ If I hadn’t have gotten mad at you, bạn would have never had to feel like bạn needed to leave to make things better. And now, because of me…You are like this. Mika, I swear, never to put bạn in this kind of position again. And I understand if bạn never want to see me again.” His deep voice trailed off. I struggled to escape from my incoherent state. I need to be able to tell him that I still loved him. And that I never wanted to leave him again. I struggled to escape the fog that was trying to take over my mind. I wanted Jacob. I needed Jacob.
“ Mika?” Jacob’s voice was hopeful. I battled the fog, trying to open my eyes to see his beautiful face.
“ Come on, sweetheart. bạn can do it.” Jacob encouraged softly.
I struggled, and suddenly my eyes were open. The room was bathed in a soft light. I blinked and turned my head to look at him. His face was happy, but deep in his Sô cô la brown eyes was a hint of fear.
“ Jacob.” My voice came out surprisingly normal.
“ Mika, I can leave. If bạn don’t want me here.”
I sat up slowly. His tall frame was sitting beside me on the bed. He looked gorgeous. His black hair was starting to get a little longer, and his eyes almost melted me.
“ Don’t be stupid, Jake.”
And then my arms were around his neck, and my lips were on his. I could feel his lips tilt up into a smile, and then he was kissing me back. He leaned me back on the bed, his elbow propped to keep him from squishing me. I ran my hands up in his hair, grabbing and pulling him closer. As he kissed me deeply, I had a sense of belonging. I was home.
I didn’t know how to feel. How was someone expected to feel after they had almost been killed? Someone was gasping. What was wrong with them? As I tried to concentrate, I realized it was myself gasping. I think I was starting to hyperventilate.
“ Grandpa! She needs help!” Renesmee cried beside me. They were trying to get me back to the house. I couldn’t see anything. My vision had black dots clouding it and I felt woozy.
“ She’s going into shock. We need to get her somewhere she can lie down as soon as possible.” I distantly heard Carlisle’s calm voice. I felt like I was in the fog. Everything was muffled and cloudy, obscuring my hearing and vision. I felt like I was slowly suffocating. From my cloudy world, I barely felt myself being lifted and then wind rushing by. Suddenly, I was surrounded bởi the sickly sweet scent of the Cullen’s house. I felt myself being laid gently down onto something soft.
“ She’s going to be all right, isn’t she?” Renesmee asked, her voice slightly panicked.
“ Of course. She has never been in that traumatic situation before. Her mind doesn’t know what to do, so its just shutting out the bad memories.” Carlisle’s voice reached my mind some how.
So that was what was happening to me. No wonder I was in my own little foggy world.
“Look! Her eyelashes are fluttering!” Renesmee đã đưa ý kiến a few phút later.
Were they? I couldn’t feel them.
“ She’s still out of it. Hopefully she’ll come around soon. I need to go check Evan’s bandages. Ill be back in a little bit.” I could barely hear the soft swish as he moved away. Wow. They were quiet. The fog surrounding me seemed to thicken, and for a while, I fell into unconsciousness.
“ Where is she, Nessie?” Jacob’s voice pulled at me, trying to get me to come out of the fog. I tried to go toward his voice, but I was lost…
“ She’s lying in there…But Jake, I don’t know how she is. Grandpa says she’ll be ok…but, she’s totally out of it.” Renesmee’s voice sounded tired. How long had I been like this?
“ Well let me try.” Jacob’s deep voice sounded like âm nhạc to my ears. Maybe he wasn’t mad at me now.
“Ok great. I’m going to go sit with Evan. Maybe you’ll have better luck than I did.” Renesmee softly swished away.
As Jacob came closer, I could smell him. His slightly musky, and woodsy sent surrounded me overcoming the sickly sweet sent of the vampires. I would choose his smell any day.
“ Mika. I don’t know if bạn can hear me hoặc not, but I have some things I have to say.”
I was dimly aware of his warm hand brushing over my forehead.
“ I should have never gotten mad at you. Nessie told me everything. How bạn just wanted to help her, since bạn felt like bạn took me away from her.”
He sighed heavily.
“ If I hadn’t have gotten mad at you, bạn would have never had to feel like bạn needed to leave to make things better. And now, because of me…You are like this. Mika, I swear, never to put bạn in this kind of position again. And I understand if bạn never want to see me again.” His deep voice trailed off. I struggled to escape from my incoherent state. I need to be able to tell him that I still loved him. And that I never wanted to leave him again. I struggled to escape the fog that was trying to take over my mind. I wanted Jacob. I needed Jacob.
“ Mika?” Jacob’s voice was hopeful. I battled the fog, trying to open my eyes to see his beautiful face.
“ Come on, sweetheart. bạn can do it.” Jacob encouraged softly.
I struggled, and suddenly my eyes were open. The room was bathed in a soft light. I blinked and turned my head to look at him. His face was happy, but deep in his Sô cô la brown eyes was a hint of fear.
“ Jacob.” My voice came out surprisingly normal.
“ Mika, I can leave. If bạn don’t want me here.”
I sat up slowly. His tall frame was sitting beside me on the bed. He looked gorgeous. His black hair was starting to get a little longer, and his eyes almost melted me.
“ Don’t be stupid, Jake.”
And then my arms were around his neck, and my lips were on his. I could feel his lips tilt up into a smile, and then he was kissing me back. He leaned me back on the bed, his elbow propped to keep him from squishing me. I ran my hands up in his hair, grabbing and pulling him closer. As he kissed me deeply, I had a sense of belonging. I was home.
That night in Edwards arms I was sobbing. We heard a knock at the door. “Go away” Edward said. “Its me Jacob can I please come in Bella?”. Edward looked at me I just nodded. “Come in” Edward said. He just looked horrible I immediately đã đưa ý kiến “sorry”. He đã đưa ý kiến it was okay he was fine. He just wanted to see if I was okay and that Nessie wanted to talk to me. I đã đưa ý kiến okay. “Momma I'm sorry........I'm sorry bạn don't want me” “Now Nessie stop being ridiculous, thats not what I meant I was just......having fun if I knew I would have the most prettiest daughter in the whole inter world I wold have tried with all my might....... Edward go check on Jacob”.Then he left.
i party like vampere,parying pricher. walkin down stiars in my hundred doller snikers.
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ok so this is my first stoy so please bình luận and tell me if bạn want me to continue and if bạn have any ideas it would help.plz.=D
(bellas pov)
I was studying for the dartmouth finals when edward walked in and through my book across the room.the tiếp theo thing i knew he was on hàng đầu, đầu trang of me.you study to much he whispered in my ear his lips traced along my jaw and back up to my lips.then there was a knock on the door.go away alice!edward đã đưa ý kiến angry.i pushed edward off me and sliped into my defenive crouch. its ok bella its just alice.no its not i đã đưa ý kiến through my teeth then the door slamed down.a girl walked in and edward started screaming so i put my sheild around him and he stoped. who are bạn and what do bạn want!?!i asked hard.my name is hoa nhài im from olimpia.then i relaxed my crouch because i knew of olimpia.jasmine smiled your from olimpia to right.i nodded im a telapath just like you,am i correct.yes i đã đưa ý kiến guilty.edwards eyes were confused and in shock.
(bellas pov)
I was studying for the dartmouth finals when edward walked in and through my book across the room.the tiếp theo thing i knew he was on hàng đầu, đầu trang of me.you study to much he whispered in my ear his lips traced along my jaw and back up to my lips.then there was a knock on the door.go away alice!edward đã đưa ý kiến angry.i pushed edward off me and sliped into my defenive crouch. its ok bella its just alice.no its not i đã đưa ý kiến through my teeth then the door slamed down.a girl walked in and edward started screaming so i put my sheild around him and he stoped. who are bạn and what do bạn want!?!i asked hard.my name is hoa nhài im from olimpia.then i relaxed my crouch because i knew of olimpia.jasmine smiled your from olimpia to right.i nodded im a telapath just like you,am i correct.yes i đã đưa ý kiến guilty.edwards eyes were confused and in shock.