Being backstage with the guys is like being at Disneyworld but with five guys that tình yêu to mess round before their big show. Always making jokes and making smart remarks. I can't even Kiss Synyster without the others making chó sói, sói noises and whistling.

But no matter what, I tình yêu those guys. Before their big hiển thị in Albany, Synyster wanted to do an intro where Johnny is asleep like a baby and we have to wake him up. It was all his idea and i gotta say, I tình yêu him for it.

"Sup Albany? How's everybody doing?" I đã đưa ý kiến as we did our bit.
"Synyster Gates and Samantha Lee here. Be very quiet we have...

Today we finally finished the video for "Beast and the Harlot". My band was so excited to be apart of the video. Half of my band were some of the extras as I took a shot at being the sexy anti-christ with Synyster in the strip club. It was the best ngày of my life and the video looked amazing.

I couldn't stop smiling after the last shoot. The point of the video was to hiển thị the evils of Hollywood. One evil is the strip club with myself and Synyster. I led Synyster into the club as we're watching the girl dance around. As Synyster points out the girl to me, I walk over and have my fun with the...

Everyone knows that Valentine's ngày is the ngày of love. For me, it's thêm of an Anti-Valentine's Day. Every year, I have been alone on that dreadful ngày and now that I've found someone to help me celebrate it, my curse has not yet been lifted.

I've tried everything to have Synyster spend Valentine's ngày with me. Just me and him. But he đã đưa ý kiến that the guys really need him down at the studio. I was so upset that we ended up getting into a fight.

I got into a fight with Syn. That's never happened before. I need to fix this. During the fight, I told him to go and get hit bởi a car. Why would I...

Ahh. Were finally finished shooting the video for "Scream".

The idea was that Val and I were ma cà rồng that led a coven full of man-hunting female vamps. In the video, we were after the guys (Val went after Shads and i was after Brian).

It was hilarious when val and i walked out of the dressing room and all the guys' mouthes dropped open. the tight black corsets and fishnets were enough to render them speechless for a moment hoặc two.

Johnny, being the little Sh*t head he is started joking with us immediately after he regained the ability to speak. "So how about we start shooting the video in about...

As he dragged me out onto the stage in front of the entire arena, i was baffled. Why would he stop the hiển thị to bring me onstage in front of thousands of his fans. He got down on one knee when we got to center stage and i got the picture. My tim, trái tim sputtered and then picked up at double time as he asked me, "Will bạn marry me?" It took me less than a một giây to say yes and Brian swept me up in a Kiss as thousands of people in the croud cheered. He slid the ring on my finger and we were soon surrounded bởi the rest of Avenged Sevenfold and the Rev opened a bottle of champagne over our heads. I looked...

bạn would think that being apart of Synyster Gates' life would be all fun and games. Sometimes it is. and sometimes it isn't

Being in the studio with the guys is boring at times, but they're odd balls when they get the chance. Every time Shadows tried to finish one lyric, Syn kept cutting him off. My cheeks were hurting after the tenth time.

But, sitting with Syn and Zacky V has always been a ball. I still write on my laptop, but with Syn overshadowing me and always making sure that i write nice things instead of depressing and gruesome tales. I tình yêu that man.

Today was the ngày that my...

Watching these guys mess around in the studio makes me glad that i'm apart of their world. I'm apart of Syn's world.

Throughout the whole day, i've been sitting tiếp theo Zacky as we both typed away on our laptops. Shadows was in the booth and Syn was over at the soundboard with his guitar. Being apart of Syn's life has changed everything for me.

I never knew that my life could be this perfect. As Zacky played on his laptop, i continued to write out my short stories. Whenever he hear me type so fast, he'll look over and read what i typed. Sometimes i let him. And sometimes i don't.

One day,...

Today was the day. Today was my wedding day. Synyster and I were going to tie the knot in front of all our Những người bạn and family.

My tim, trái tim was racing as I looked through my veil and down the altar. I wanted to cry. I have never seen Synyster look so handsome than he did now. My dad kept asking me if I was going to be okay. I kept telling him yes as we reached the altar.

Synyster took my hand and walked with me up to the altar. I was a blushing bride alright when he moved the veil from my face. His eyes lit up as he looked at me while the veil fell behind my head.

I handed Kelly my bouquet...

Last tháng was the absolute worst time in my entire life.

It was Brian's birthday and i was upset because i couldn't spend it with him because Avenged Sevenfold is on tour. I called him that morning to wish him a happy birthday and i told him to enjoy himself tonight. To go have fun with the guys. That night i got a call from the rev saying that i needed to catch the first flight to new york that i could...

"Why? Whats wrong?" The panic in his voice caught me offguard. "Syns in the hospital, he might not make it..." It was like my world turned upside down. "WHAT HAPPENED!" i yelled. "He got...

Everything was going great in my marriage with Synyster. He loves me with all of his tim, trái tim and i tình yêu him no matter what.

Tonight was the night of our hiển thị in Houston and the buổi hòa nhạc không gian was packed pretty full. I was so nervous that I couldn't even see straight. Of course having my husband bởi me was help enough.

Johnny, Rev, Zacky, Synster and I were waiting backstage when Matt came in with steam coming out of his ears and his face looked redder than a pepper. I got up and walked over to him.
"Shadows what's wrong? what's the problem?" I heard Synyster get up from his ghế, chỗ ngồi and felt him...