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This is just a short piece of Castiel’s thoughts after Sam killed Alastair in ‘On the Head of a Pin’. His shock at Sam’s actions and his guilt at where the proceedings had left Dean. Just a one shot – NO SLASH.

Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural hoặc anything to do with it. I’m simply borrowing the characters and then (sadly) giving them back to the wonderful Mr. Kripke afterwards. Thank bạn Mr. Kripke! *grins*

Enjoy =)

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Alastair’s body fell to the ground. His mouth and eyes still hung open. His lifeless form hit the ground with a thud and silence followed. For a few brief moments, Castiel stared at Sam in a mixture of disbelief, disappointment and concern.

Disbelief because Sam had just killed a demon. Not just any demon, Alastair, with his mind. He had not just exorcised him, he had killed him. For good.

Disappointment because Castiel had hoped that Sam would not continue down this dangerous road. He had hoped that Dean would be able to talk some sense into his brother.

And concern. Now that Sam had taken the tiếp theo step with his powers, what did that mean? Castiel didn’t know, and that thought, that lack of knowledge, it terrified him.

Castiel glanced from Sam to Ruby. The Angel could not quite decipher the look on her face, but if he didn’t know any better, he would have read it as pure satisfaction.

Castiel then looked back to the younger Winchester brother. Sam gave him one last glance before turning to Dean. All three of them looked at the unconscious young man lying in the middle of the room. Sam rushed over to his brother, kneeling bởi his body and lifting his head into his lap. Neither Castiel nor Ruby đã đưa ý kiến anything as they watched Sam căn nguyên, cái nôi Dean in his arms.

Castiel couldn’t help but feel guilt inside of him. He knew it was wrong. He was an Angel of the Lord. He should not hiển thị any emotion. Yet guilt filled his body to the brim and he could do nothing about it. Castiel had not wanted to put Dean in there. He had not wanted to make him do what he had done. Yet he could merely watch as Uriel kidnapped Dean. His friend. He could only be a bystander as Dean was forced to do the one thing he had sworn to himself that he would never do again. And look where that had landed him.

Dean was now lying in the middle of the floor and no matter what Sam did, no matter how much he tried to coax his brother to wake up, Dean remained unconscious. Castiel barely heard Sam screaming for help to get his brother to the hospital. He watched as Sam lifted Dean’s limp form into his arms and carried him out of the door to the Impala. He sat in the same spot Alastair had dropped him and stared into space.

He had put his friend in this position. He had put his friend in hospital.

He had to get to the bottom of this. For Dean. He owed him that much.

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Anna threw the phone at Meg. She caught it with one hand and examined it.
“I’m still not sure what you’re going to do with it, since Cas won’t be able to use a phone while he’s in prison” Anna said.
“You gave one to him, too, right?” Meg checked.
“Yes, and it only has your number and yours has only his number, so the two of bạn can start having phone sex with each other to pass the time” Anna đã đưa ý kiến sarcastic.
“Or bạn can finally get me out of here, so I can go cú đấm a little common sense into Castiel’s pretty face and then he’ll leave prison on his own” Meg suggested....
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A guard brought Cas to a hearing room and pushed him down on a chair.
“Next time bạn do that I’ll have to báo cáo it to your superiors” a man đã đưa ý kiến in the doorway. He was wearing a suit and carried a small suitcase in his left hand. “But today I’ll just blame it to your lack of experience”
The guard growled something.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t catch that last one, but please don’t bother repeating yourself. We won’t need bạn in our conversation, so bạn can go” the man said. “Through that door”
The guard walked outside and slammed the door.
“He’s got a temper” the man said,...
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The tiếp theo morning.
Zoey was talking with the mortician, while Alexia was watching cartoons. At least Zoey was under the impression Alexia was watching cartoons. Until her little girl let out a shriek.
“Mommy!”
Zoey, scared something had happened to Alexia, jumped up and ran into the sitting room. Alexia was staring at the screen.
“Lex, what’s going on? bạn almost gave mommy a tim, trái tim attack” Zoey đã đưa ý kiến and swallowed a few times to calm down.
“Mommy, come look” Alexia đã đưa ý kiến breathless. “Uncle Emmanuel is on TV”
Zoey rushed to the ti vi and increased the volume.
“Last night the police arrested a man named Castiel for the abuse of a four năm old girl” the newsreader said.
“Alexia, go play outside” Zoey đã đưa ý kiến trembling.
“Why do they call him Castiel, mommy? His name’s Emmanuel” Alexia đã đưa ý kiến confused.
“Now!” Zoey yelled and Alexia ran outside.
Isabel was in her office when someone knocked the door. Isabel looked up and said: “Come in” A young girl entered the office and walked towards the desk. She conjured some pieces of paper. “Here’s the danh sách bạn asked me for”
She handed it to Isabel and then waited for further instructions.
“That will be all, Jackie” Isabel đã đưa ý kiến with a little nod.
Jackie turned around and walked to the door, when Isabel called her back.
“Did bạn tell anyone about this list? hoặc that I asked bạn to get it?” she asked.
“No, inspector Roberts” Jackie đã đưa ý kiến a little nervous.
“Good” Isabel sais...
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The waitress walked through the back door. She was taking a break. She felt two eyes on her and looked aside.
Cas was staring at her.
“Hi” she said. She walked to him. “You were diễn xuất strange earlier”
“I’m sorry” Cas mumbled. “You remind me of someone”
“Your girlfriend?” the waitress guessed.
Cas shook his head. “She wasn’t my girlfriend. She was my…”
“Sex buddy” the waitress helped. “I’m Lucy”
“I’m Cas” Cas said.
“Cas?” Lucy đã đưa ý kiến intrigued. “That’s an uncommon name” She came closer to him and took his collar. She dragged him into one of the toilets and locked the door. She threw her arms around his neck and jumped in his arms. She kissed him and Cas forced her against the wall.
“Aaaahhh!” she exclaimed. She pushed Cas away and looked at him terrified.
“I’m sorry” Cas mumbled concerned.
“It’s okay” Lucy said, but Cas unlocked the door and ran away.
It was quiet again in the car. Dean was angry with Cas for threatening his baby, Sam thought he should let both Cas and Dean alone and Cas was still angry with Meg.
“Hello, Jo” Cas broke the silence.
“Cas, don’t be an idiot. Jo’s not here” Dean said.
Sam turned around. “Eh, Dean?”
“What?” Dean snapped.
“Maybe bạn should check your rear view mirror” Sam suggested. Dean looked in his rear view and cursed. Jo was sitting tiếp theo to Cas.
“What the hell are bạn doing here?” Dean asked angry after he pulled over. “And how did bạn get here in the first place?”
“Anna gave...
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“You did what?”
Jo had told Dean about Isabel’s visit and the fact that she had told her Cas’ real name and where to find him.
“Are bạn out of your freaking mind? Why would bạn do that?” he đã đưa ý kiến angry.
“I’m sorry! How was I supposed to know we’re supposed to keep Cas’ name a secret? No one ever tells me anything around here” Jo defended herself.
“That’s because bạn can’t keep your big mouth shut!” Dean snapped. Jo walked to him and hit him in the face.
“Don’t talk to me like that. I’m not your dog” she đã đưa ý kiến mad.
“Oh, how I wish bạn were. Then at least I...
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Meg was in the shower, when Dean knocked the door of the motel room.
“Cas, are bạn still in there? I brought bạn some clothes” he said.
Cas, who had put on his trench coat, walked to the door and opened. “Dean. Why don’t bạn come inside?”
Dean accepted the offer and gave Cas the clothes. “I’m not sure if they’ll fit” Dean said, while he turned around.
“They fit perfect” Cas said. “Thank you, Dean”
“Don’t mention it” Dean said. “So, eh, are we done here?”
“You want me to come with bạn now?” Cas asked.
“Yeah” Dean đã đưa ý kiến a little irritated.
“Are you...
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For a một phút Cas completely forgot he was an Angel and that he could fly. hoặc maybe he wanted to be sure Dean knew he was furious. Either way, he slammed the door open and shut again and on his way outside he collided to Meg.
Meg watched him rush away and frowned. She opened the door of Dean’s room and pursed her lips.
“Well, that explains it” she said.
“Jesus, Meg, get the hell out of here!” Dean đã đưa ý kiến angry. Jo had already put on her clothes and Dean was putting on his. “Your boyfriend just left. bạn might have missed him, but if bạn hurry bạn might catch up with him”
Meg squeezed...
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“You’re a what?” Daphne exclaimed.
“Sssshhhh!” Cas hissed and he looked around to make sure no one was listening along. “I’m an angel. Literally. I have big, black wings whereby I can fly. I have special abilities, like healing people and I’m very strong”
“That explains a lot” Daphne replied with big eyes.
“Please, don’t tell anyone” Cas insisted.
Daphne raised her eyebrows. “No one would believe me if I did. I’m a nut job, remember?”
“Promise bạn won’t tell” Cas repeated.
“I promise” Daphne said. She shoved the annulment papers towards Cas. “I should...
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Meg opened the door of a motel room and helped Cas inside. She guided him to the single giường and put him down. She gently pushed him down and he opened his eyes a little. She walked to the bathroom and dampened a towel.
She walked back into the room and sank down on the bed. Unlike Meg’s Cas’ clothes hadn’t been restored. Meg opened the ruined and bloodstained hospital áo sơ mi and dabbed his wounds with the towel.
Cas groaned from pain.
“You don’t have to do this” he đã đưa ý kiến weak. “I will heal eventually”
“I know” Meg đã đưa ý kiến absent-minded. She stared at Cas’ body. Even with all the cuts he still looked…jumpable.
“But thanks for the gesture” Cas đã đưa ý kiến with a weak smile.
Meg continued nursing his injuries. “You know” she said. “If I was still human, I’d fall for you”
Cas gave her another weak smile, before he closed his eyes and fell asleep.
Meg was sneaking around in a closed thực phẩm store. She didn’t have to eat, but she remembered the flavor of vanilla from when she was a human and so she ate all vanilla puddings she found on the shelves. Being a demon did have his perks. For instance, she could eat whatever she wanted without gaining a pound.
The door opened and closed again. Damn it, she thought, thêm demons. One of them whistled. “Meggie! Hey, Meggie! Crowley wants to give bạn a kiss. Why don’t bạn be a nice demon and come out”
Meg crawled away and hid in the tiếp theo aisle.     
“Guess what, Meggie”...
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The curtains in the living room of Meg’s house were shoved aside. A man with light brown hair, blue eyes and a long black áo, áo khoác was looking through the field glass Meg had left behind. Without turning around he said: “Get him”
Three demons, two with brown hair and a checked áo sơ mi and one with no hair, but a beard, a grey sweater and a brown vest vanished into thin air.
“Now let’s go give Mrs. Allen a friendly visit” he đã đưa ý kiến to himself.
Daphne was cleaning the breakfast table, when someone knocked the door. She looked up, uncertain of what to do. But Emmanuel had told her to stay inside,...
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Cas woke up at ten. He came out of giường listless and opened the curtains. It was cloudy and rainy. The weather matched his mood.
He walked downstairs to the fridge and took out some eggs. He had seen Daphne bake eggs and it didn’t seem all that difficult. He put the pan on the cooker and turned it on. But instead of waiting the pan was hot he opened the eggs and threw them in the pan right away.
He pricked in the still fluid egg which appeared to take longer to coagulate. He decided to make some coffee, while he waited.
Just pour some of that brown stuff in that thing, how hard can it be?,...
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Daphne’s eyes flashed open. She felt how someone was staring at her and she looked aside. It was a woman with short, ginger hair which she had seemed to cut herself.
Daphne let out a shriek and jumped back. “Get away from me! Freak!”
The woman’s eyes bulged as they glided over Daphne’s inducted body. She reached out her hand and touched the bandage, when Daphne waved her hand and slapped her.
The woman touched her cheek and shrieked. She raced to a corner and began to cry like a baby.
The door opened and two nurses came in. One was rather tall and robust while the other one could’ve...
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Shannen pushed Cas off of her and quickly winded the sheets around her. Cas rushed in his clothes, with his back towards Alexia. He tried to push his cock down, but it was too hard. He looked helpless at Shannen, who put on the babydoll. She walked to him and took his hand. “Take him in your hands” she ordered. Though Cas thought that was a little weird, he did what she said. “Now di chuyển your hand up and down until you’re relaxed again. But wait until Alex and I are gone”
She let go of him and walked to Alexia. “Come on, poppy, let’s go downstairs” She softly pushed Alexia out...
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Twenty phút later Shannen limped into the kitchen. She was now wearing a baby doll that belonged to Daphne.
“You’re bleeding” Cas said. Alexia was in the living room, watching television.
“Yeah” Shannen đã đưa ý kiến and she limped to the table. “Zoey told me bạn can heal people”
Cas nodded. “Yes, that is true”
“Could bạn do it now?” Shannen said.
“Right” Cas said. He carefully touched her leg and healed the cut. He didn’t remove his hand and stared at her smooth skin.
“Emmanuel?” Shannen đã đưa ý kiến careful.
Cas pulled his hand away abruptly. “I’m sorry” he apologized....
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Cas and Alexia were sitting at the living table, playing Don’t lose your head and Cas was losing, when the chuông, bell rang.
“I think that’s the babysitter” Cas đã đưa ý kiến and he stood up and walked to the front door. When he opened the door he saw a teenage girl. She was wearing a blue tank hàng đầu, đầu trang and jeans. Her clothes stuck on her body from the rain. She was holding a rugsack over her head to avoid getting any wetter.
“Are bạn going to let me in?” she đã đưa ý kiến shivering. Cas stepped aside and let the girl in, after which he closed the door.
“Are bạn Shannen?” he asked.
“Uhu” Shannen confirmed....
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Cas and Alexia arrived at a townhouse. The mailbox đã đưa ý kiến ‘Mr. and Mrs. Moore’ Cas frowned. “Are bạn sure this is where bạn live?”
“Of course” Alexia laughed. “I know where I live” She walked to the front door, but she didn’t have to ring hoặc knock. The door was already opened and Gerard came outside.
“Hi, kiddo” he đã đưa ý kiến and he lifted Alexia in his arms. He looked at Cas, not very pleased. “Thanks for bringing her back”
“Why wouldn’t I bring her back?” Cas wondered.
Gerard shrugged as he walked in Cas’ directions. “I don’t know” he said. “All I know is that...
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The tiếp theo morning
Cas opened the door of the house and helped Daphne inside. He guided her to the sitting room and put her gently down on the couch.
“You know, I’ve been thinking” Daphne said. “With bạn around I don’t need a car. Makes things a lot cheaper”
“Can I get bạn something?” Cas asked.
Daphne shook her head. “You’re here. That’s enough for now”
Cas wasn’t used to that much gratitude and he’d have to adjust to it.
“Actually” Daphne started. “Could bạn give me the phone? I need to call the locksmith to tell him I won’t be needing his services after all. I gave Zoey her key back”
Cas smiled weak. “I’m glad bạn made it up with each other”