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Also not entirely wanting to push Blind's post off the hàng đầu, đầu trang three most gần đây tường posts cos I might forget to look back at it tomorrow morning, but really I kinda really like the people that hang out on the club. Its pretty cool and as much amusement / interest these tường posts may give you, personally its quite fun to post some of my ngẫu nhiên thoughts hoặc ngẫu nhiên rambles on here knowing people will read it regardless of if its "A P P l E S" hoặc a over thought ramble XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Also 10/10 recommend the app Shazam. Really good for those moments when bạn really need to find a song. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Honestly.... dont get me wrong, I tình yêu band. The rookies there that Ive gathered up over the past 4 years has me having a fanbase of like 20+ little follwoers that look up to me and respect me hoặc look at me as equals having remembered looking up to me in the past... and I have my trumpet and all...

But two long days of it and Im just... kinda really wanting a break and not at the same time. I think its just my depression talking though since Im usually worse at night and Im đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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usually in a good mood at band so yeah. Prolly just the nightly mild depression. Compared to usual nights tho Im like really good XD hơn một năm qua
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I know it shouldn't amaze me any longer but I am always amazed when people choose to ignore hard facts in favor of their own misguided ways,viewpoints,etc. And they do it so much that's rather embarrassing. I am not amazed but at the same time I am still amazed. It's really embarrassing. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Honestly same. I mean I maybe if it was a handful of not-necessarily directly connected facts that could leave room for interpretation maybe but like.. even then those interpretations gotta make sense hơn một năm qua
BlindBandit92 đã bình luận…
^Correct. These sort of people always pick the unambiguous facts too. LOL – Liên minh huyền thoại hơn một năm qua
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Seriously. Hollywood Undead were the tim, trái tim of my yêu thích âm nhạc in my cringey angsty age along with Black Veil Brides, but unlike BVB, Hollywood Undead's âm nhạc I still tình yêu and adore and remember every lyrics to

To be fair though, Paradise Mất tích at the time had the most repeats over ANY song in my phone with Young and SCAVA being pretty high up there too. I only know that cos it was when I used iTunes.

They have a lot of âm nhạc Id call shitty imo, and a lot of âm nhạc thats not my taste đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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A full and entire clean of a trumpet takes about 1.5 hours to do.

Hes so beautiful now though

And plays so nice.

If my family would let me, I would play him now for a few hours đã đăng hơn một năm qua
noRAP đã bình luận…
bạn mean this: link hơn một năm qua
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Also #RIPOnionBoy đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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BIG DEAL GUYS

I GOT THE PERFECT CHEESE TO CHIP RATIO TODAY WITH MY bánh nachos, nachos đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Me: Dude I need to stop using dissociation as a coping mechanism, hoặc at least stop letting myself do it when I know Im doing it. Its one of the largest component and catalyst to my bad mental health behaviors

Also Me: i dont want to feel hoặc be anywhere near mentally present in this world yet i have no where in my brain complex enough yet to zone out into for a few hours and emotionally, cognitively, and psychologically disconnect from reality for a bit. this is not fun. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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LUCY LOVES ME thêm THAN EVERYONE ELSE WOOOO đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I WANT A COCKATOO đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Im so much of a collector / loyalist video gamer. Like I dont play many video games, nor do I play ones that I think are valid to call me a gamer, but I have played most of the Pokemon games ever made, and a good deal of the Harvest Moon / Harvest Moon Inspired games and collected almsot all the Kingdom Hearts games. Even though Harvest Moon and Pokemon REALLY dont have the largest variations between each game XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Uh. As someone who has battled bạn in Pokemon and seen the crazy crap bạn manage to pull off with them, I say definitely "gamer" status for Pokemon XD hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
Note to everyone else: If bạn battle Riku, add in clauses that say she is not allowed to use Volcarona hoặc Mienshao. Trust me. hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
Also Ditto and Beldum hơn một năm qua
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I am so tired of having to function when I cant. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Its not even funny anymore lmao. hơn một năm qua
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^That sentence is ironic. hơn một năm qua
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To befriend Riku, give her well cooked cơm, gạo đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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White cơm, gạo only, preferably hoa nhài hơn một năm qua
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câu hỏi of the Day: Is it possible for Riku to create a story hoặc an RP where the concept of thiên thần and Demons do not have at least a partial inspiration hoặc effect on the RP? đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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The answer is probably not. hơn một năm qua
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Cas' sass is the best sass đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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♪ I've got big balls

I've got big balls

And they're such big balls

Dirty big balls

And he's got big balls,

And she's got big balls,

But we've got the biggest balls of them all! ♪

♪ Some balls are held for charity

And some for fancy dress

But when they're held for pleasure,

They're the balls that I like best.

And my balls are always bouncing,

To the left and to the right.

It's my belief that my big balls should be held every night. ♪ đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
*is practically feeding Wanta posts he could take out of context in some future bài viết the past few days* hơn một năm qua
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bạn dont really understand body anxiety until bạn dont feel anxious hoặc stressed after a stressful event but rather just annoyed so bạn go to the gym to get out of the environment

Only to go on the eliptical and, with your normal routine having bạn go at 6.5-7.0 mph, instantly hit 8.0 mph and end up reaching 10.0-12.4 mph regularly whether bạn want to hoặc not

So instead bạn realize your body has a lot of energy and anxiety to release so bạn let it go until it practically collapses đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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My legs are very tired and weak rn cos of that but it kinda felt nice. hơn một năm qua
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tfw bạn are both such a band nerd and a bit of a weeb/otaku enough that Youtube thinks bạn are interested in Japanese DCI.

And its right. I was interested till I realized DCI Nhật Bản was very.... underwhelming đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Okay my boyfriend says Im a Satanist. I need to make a phiếu bầu over this. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I need to see if people think Im a Satanist. hơn một năm qua
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I realized I can be easily mistaken for a Satanist at times. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
inb4 "You arent one?" hơn một năm qua
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Okay so I was curious and took some internet tests on it cos thats the most definate ways to tell. One đã đưa ý kiến I was a Satanist, one đã đưa ý kiến I was 93% Satanist, the last also đã đưa ý kiến I was a Satanist. hơn một năm qua
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Like come onnnn. Stop making me look like that XD Im not that bad XD hơn một năm qua
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Confession. Band is really just a cult of nerds with instruments. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Man Trump is doing a good job dealing with the White Supremacist shit. Im so proud hes our president. Such a good president amirite? #MightAsWellHaveAnarchy đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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#RarePoliticalPost hơn một năm qua
candylover246 đã bình luận…
Gee ikr? Give this man a medal for 'best president' like wow he definitely doesn't make me NOT want to live in this country anymore hơn một năm qua
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Totally. Best. President. Ever. hơn một năm qua
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I really need to research thêm into dissociation for how much it rules my life.

Also apparently people who have high dissociative tendencies like yours truly are really fricken hard for non-dissociation trained therapists to treat cos dissociation makes it so difficult to actually deal with the issues and work through them.

It pretty much puts a mũ lưỡi trai, cap on it. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Wooo I finally got it done

link đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Apparently my therapist is wondering if I also have Aspergers again after thinking I dont because of a dynamic of how my OCD works.

He considered that I might have Aspergers and that it partially causes OCD, but then shrugged at it and đã đưa ý kiến it was probably just OCD. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Im pretty sure Avery has some kind of bird severe anxiety with how she acts but Im patient enough to help her with it đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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My hair is like the best bird toy I realize. Lucy, Mikey, and Avery all tình yêu it. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I probably have a bird soul. Either that hoặc I was raised around them so much I am abnormally too similar to them. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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North Korea: WAR

US: MEMES đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I really tình yêu Lucy. I really do. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Sad thing is, my mom kind of untamed Smokey and while she was my original companion who helped me through a lot of things, she doesnt really stick with me and stay on my shoulder anymore. Shes great for cuddles when I feel like crap, but shes not really tame and she belongs thêm to the flock now.

That being said, her son, Lucy is honestly what I really need. A companion. A little friend to always be around me and have around. Some animal company since động vật are simple. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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My priority upon coming trang chủ was seeing Lucy. Had to take a shit, had to do Pokemon daily activities, wanted to say hi to people, needed to vòi hoa sen cos my hair was disgusting due to no conditioner for the few days, but I HAD to see Lucy first. Cos Lucy is life. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Anyways I may hoặc may not forget to say this on my tường tomorrow, but Im going camping for a few days so if Im gone thats why XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Niicee! I tình yêu Camping. Have a fun time without worries !!!! hơn một năm qua
BlindBandit92 đã bình luận…
Have fun Riku. hơn một năm qua
GDragon612 đã bình luận…
yeah have fun Riku enjoy it !💝 hơn một năm qua
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Me: *doing fun and cool activities* *being both mentally and physically healthy* Yay! Brain reward me with some feel good neurotransmitters!

Brain: [Error 404. Dopamine and Serotonin not found] [Error 202. Happiness-Production.exe not found.]

Me: ..... thx bruh. its cool. just let me sit here anxious and slightly depressed despite having a nice day. its cool m8 đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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tfw bạn know an event will be fun but there is absolutely no excitement and only reluctance to go get ready for it cos bạn know your crappy brain is making it sound like shit and it might genuinely make it shit. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Its weird to think my club could be considered to be on the "pretty active" side of fanpop các câu lạc bộ despite just being a user club. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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At this point, Im pretty sure the amount Im constantly moving in my seat, tapping my foot, shaking my leg, and fidgeting with something in my hand is how I manage my weight. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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bạn know I really wanna make an bài viết about Mental Health since its had a huge impact on my life and Im a strong believer (and wanna be advocate) for making it a thêm aware and open topic to talk about but really Im not sure exactly where to go with it. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Zeppie đã bình luận…
I'd wanna read it hơn một năm qua
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bạn know, honestly that câu hỏi about bullying on ngẫu nhiên kinda made me realize how much Trichotillomania ostracized me from other students thêm than my obsession with imagination, my above level intelligence, my crappy đít, mông, ass hair during that time, my uncool ability to get along with teachers, my speech impediment, my uncool tình yêu for music/band/choir, and my tendency to befriend all the "loosers" in my elementary school already did đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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So I was like that eyebrowless, afro-headed, childish yet smart, music, suck-up looser who couldnt pronounce "r"s and "w"s right. hơn một năm qua
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Still tho. I had fun and felt like I was the bomb. Plus I dont care that people may have judged me for it and that most of my Những người bạn used me solely as a stepping stone, but I helped some of the kids that people made fun of the most hoặc had the most trouble being accepted bởi the rest of the school actually get assimilated and have some company. I liked that, they made great Những người bạn before they all either moved away hoặc jumped to the được ưa chuộng kids when they saw the chance. hơn một năm qua
candylover246 đã bình luận…
Yikes. Sounds painful. Wish u luck with that then 👍 hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
So I took my mom's power scooter to Walmart cuz I was too lazy to actually walk through the store. #NoShame đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Misha Collins is a poor bun that needs to be hugged đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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10/10 People need to watch Supernatural đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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"Did bạn just molotov my brother with holy fire?"

"Uhhhh.... no." đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Sam: A demon summoning.... why?

Lucifer: Why? To summon a demon jackass. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Welp. Gabby (Lucy's sister) died cause my mom caused an accident that was honestly kinda stupid and she died cause of it. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Thus why I hoard him to myself and thus why my protectiveness over him will furtherly triple. If his fragile body will die because of anything, it goddamn better be my fault. hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Sorry to learn about that. My deepest condolences about Gabby. Wish Lucy the best !!!! hơn một năm qua
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It was really kinda something to see. bạn havent seen a sad pet death till bạn see a little baby bird seizuring on the floor crying for help before just stopping dead. hơn một năm qua
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I have a strong faith that the world is really really amazing and beautiful regardless of what I may hoặc may not be able to see right now. A very very strong faith in what Ive seen for myself like.. twice in the past several years. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I didn't read over it, it might be trash with how its written, but it was a free-topic nonfiction essay I had to write in English last năm and it was my attempt at kind of explaining this faith of mine. That being said, I know I didnt do the best job covering it, but its soemthing. link hơn một năm qua
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Also Lucy really helped with my stress headache I had today. Closed my eyes and let him sleep against my cheek and all. Felt my headache go away for a short while with him.

Then it went away mostly after I went to the gym

So heres a lesson, if bạn are stressed out, go to the gym and cuddle your pets. Itll at least help with the physical symptoms. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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It is STILL beyond me how most people cant abruptly stop crying on command.

Crying has almost always been an optional thing for me. If I feel sad hoặc feel like I need to cry, I often go "Hey is this an optimal place / time to do this? Should we just not hoặc di chuyển somewhere thêm optimal? Do we really need to cry to release stress hoặc is it just kinda pointless?"

And sometimes when I do cry, sometimes Im just like "Okay Im getting too much of a headache now and this is just unproductive" đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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And I just take a deep breath and Im just kinda done. Easily stopped. hơn một năm qua
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Yet I go to try to Google it. See if anyone has something talking about this, but all I get is endless wikihows on how to stop crying / cry less and Im like "really? is this that much of a problem for most?" hơn một năm qua
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Me: How the heck am I still alive anyways? We have been consistently depressed for who knows how long.

Me: Cos of these reasons (explains). Oh and sometimes one reason is cos bạn are too lazy to die.

Me: Tru. Same. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
HEY!

.....hi.
good morning
have a nice day
imma go watch netflix đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Probably around that time I was watching netflix too so #Same hơn một năm qua
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Okay I should sleep.

fyi Im not actually drunk. I havent used that phrase in a while so I think some newbies to my tường might not get it. Its a phrase for when Im so tired I sound almost drunk and sometimes get really sweet and blubby.

....

blubby.

Whats blubby. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Ohhhhh if the sky comes falling dowwwnnn for youuuu

Theres not a thing in this world I wouldnt dooooo

What if Im far from homeeeee

Oh brother I will hear bạn calllll đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Like little in my life actually changed, but maybe its cos I woke up early today hoặc that Ive been listening to "Hey Brother" all ngày hoặc cos of the life changes hoặc cos some people are totally rad, but life is okay. Life is pretty nice. Nothings too horribly wrong

Even if everything seemed so messed up and wrong just a few days ago.

This is nice.

Yall are great. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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There has been too much Depressed Tired Riku rambing on this wall. Not enough Drunk Tired Riku rambling on the wall.

Cos Im actually feeling good today. I người đi đòi nợ, dun wanna sleep. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Wanta is awesome

#DirectShoutout đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Like dude, that guy is there during the realllly rough times. Im tired and still up and on my tường and its been a while since this tường saw a not-depressed Tired Riku but ya know. He deserves the shout out hơn một năm qua
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Part of the reason I keep my club active and post ngẫu nhiên thoughts and những thông tin cập nhập here is cos I know it gives some people some entertainment and interest and because it personally helps me process all the ngẫu nhiên cluttered các bình luận in my head.

Plus some can start some nice conversations.

I still sometimes wonder how many people come checking bởi these posts. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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This Sam biểu tượng really feels right for me to have right now.

I dunno why but it feels like a really good fit. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I called it. Im starting to like country thêm than a tolerance / indifference cos Jensen and Jared brought up my interest and curiosity in it enough to actually go out of my way to look into the genre more. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Theres something special about having a friend bạn dont have to talk to when bạn are around them.

In the wise words of Jared Padalecki, "I wish for everyone to be Những người bạn with someone they dont have to talk to"

#IndirectShoutouts đã đăng hơn một năm qua
BlindBandit92 đã bình luận…
I agree hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
True !!!! hơn một năm qua
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#AlwaysKeepFighting đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Riku's Knowledge of Actors that she can match name to face

Probably like 80% of the main cast of Supernatural
Johnny Depp
Leonardo DiCaprio đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Thats an exaggeration but I really dont know that many XD I know the other REALLY huge ones like Emma Watson and all but really nothing much thêm than that hơn một năm qua
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Ahhh though.... My baby bird Luke really makes my day. Hes so cute and adorable and he gets along with me and he loves me and hes just a ngày maker. Hes my little birdie and I tình yêu him, already almost as much as I tình yêu Smokey and that says something

Cos Smokey is my Princess and shes helped me through a lot of things. Luke is her son and mann... I tình yêu them both so muchhhh. Ahh... đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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People might find my apparent fixation with Lucifer concerning.

Really its not much of anything tbh. I enjoy Lucifer much like I enjoy characters from any other story hoặc book and just personally find him an intriguing character may it be real hoặc not. I wouldnt worship him hoặc anything - that belongs to Akashi.

Plus I just really like the name Lucifer. Like I REALLY like the name. Lucius, Luke, Lucifer. I tình yêu the Luce based names. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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And i mean my apparent fixation bởi how high he is on my yêu thích mythological creatures / beings danh sách along with the fact I make a lot of jokes on it and have one of my alternative usernames/titles being The Resurrected Lucifer and the fact I named my bird after him and all that stuff hơn một năm qua
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If God and all of that stuff is real and Im judged for being interested in Lucifer's character / story, then so be it. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
^I know XD hơn một năm qua
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Google says Im going to hell for naming my bird Lucifer

But it also says Im fun to drink with as long as it doesnt end with an arrest đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Typical Riku Thing #152: Naming her bird Lucifer. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
EEEE. I GOT THE NAMES OF THE BABY BIRDS TO BE LUCIFER, MICHAEL, AND GABRIEL.

MINE WILL BE LUCIFER AND ILL GET TO KEEP HIM

HIS BROTHER WILL BE MICHAEL

AND HIS WHITE SISTER WILL BE GABRIEL SINCE GABRIEL IS SOMETIMES DEPICTED AS A WOMAN

BUT DUDE THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY. COS IM A NERD ABOUT THIS STUFF AND MY MOM DIDNT JUDGE ME TOO MUCH FOR WANTING TO NAME MINE LUCIFER AND A JOKE ABOUT NAMING THE OTHER ONE MICHAEL BECAME REAL. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Okay seriously. I hate how society seems to care thêm on the unimportant issues while completely ignoring the big ones that effect everyone and the whole world. Like seriously, some of these things can lead to our planet dying, and we just dont take it seriously

I mean come on.

Why do people still ignore the fact that its a problem?

Why do we not have a solution yet?

Why is it that we cant find a solution to the chip-to-cheese/salsa ratio problem?!

I MEAN COME ON! đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
When your primarily obsessional / internal OCD takes over your life and bạn literally cant spend five phút not thinking hoặc doing something hoặc being distracted hoặc else your mind overthinks and fills itself with a lot of depressing anxiety-causing thoughts. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Like no really, part of the reason I cant take naps in the daylight unless Im SUPER SUPER tired is because I cant lay down and chill for long enough during the daytime since its not time to sleep and I know it so my mind is too busy to sleep. hơn một năm qua
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Heck sometimes I intentionally obsess about neutral things like cleaning a dusty người hâm mộ with Q-tips hoặc positive things like Supernatural and Akashi in order to make sure my mind doesnt go over to the negative stuff. hơn một năm qua
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God thats an amazing gif XD hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
#TemporarySupernaturalThemedProfile đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
And an updated thông tin các nhân information hơn một năm qua
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I had too much gold. I wanted to spend it okay. It was gonna be an Akashi one before Supernatural whisked me away hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Akashi will get his eventually. Also my old one will definitely still return hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I kind of like how Supernatural handles codependency. Its not overly glorified like some shows do, and it actually shows the problematic parts of it all without taking it to a too realistic level that it kills the fun of the fiction. Its actually pretty nice

Plus Im pretty sure most people learned the word / googled it when Supernatural mentioned it. I knew of it before cos of a friend from a few years ago, but its pretty nice to see. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Its a very nice seasoned taste to it. I dont always appreciate it but its nice to see it getting proper media attention. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I feel like the odd card who thinks Sam is thêm attractive than Dean. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Supernatural's composer Christopher Lennertz deserves a shout out. He has some really good compositions. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Anyone else ever feel like nothing is real - not just think it is - and everything bạn do seems to be some unreal game hoặc some dream bạn can't wake up from? Like bạn feel like bạn are running your awake and real life from some plane outside of the normal view of the world and watching in, just waiting to stop dreaming up hoặc imagining the world yet in the end bạn are just stuck in that non-comprehendable plane?

Its a really disturbing and uncomfortable feeling. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Like I fully accept that the world may genuinely not be real, but the feeling that it isnt real is an entire different thing. Even if the world isnt real, logistically as long as bạn still feel like its real, its enough validation and close enough to being real that it doesnt even matter. But FEELING like its unreal - its a whole separate story and really one Ive tried to explain to others and they just give me weird stares hoặc tell me Im overthinking reality. hơn một năm qua
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The thing is Im not [thinking] Im [feeling]. I know the world Im in is real but it still [feels] completely dream-like, like a daydream. hơn một năm qua
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Strange yet interesting. hơn một năm qua
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Life has no meaning to it - no real purpose to be found. Maybe to reproduce as scientists would say, to pass to genes, but really, whats the point of that? Where is even that going? hoặc heaven/hell. bạn get there, then what?

Really I believe life is what bạn make of it. Life is pointless but its an opportunity, may it be even real in the first place hoặc not, to experience. So its an opportunity given, so do what bạn like with it. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Cause bạn cant even be sure any of this is real as reality does nothing thêm than serve to prove itself. Its an illogical fallicy, that the world exists because we can sense it. We can sense it because we exist. We know we exist because we can sense it. It just cycles. But even if the world is fake, some dream, some illusion, not even existent to a degree we cant possibly understand, the reality is that life is an experience - real hoặc not - that is going on. hơn một năm qua
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So real hoặc not, purpose hoặc not, theres no way to really see hoặc prove anything its just best to make the best out of it all. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Ah I forgot where I was going so Imma drop it but its a bit of philosophy from me. hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
#Togepi đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I am extrememly bored.

I have a whole bunch of summer work I haven't even started

But I am extremely bored đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
What the fuck? Whyd my vàng go from 5000+ to 501? đã đăng hơn một năm qua
GDragon612 đã bình luận…
same here too >< hơn một năm qua
jnels93 đã bình luận…
same hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Same for me too !!!! hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Riku's busy with Supernatural. If anyone has any devious ideas to be utilized in the tiếp theo hour, speak up. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Honestly, some days I wish I could believe that there was a god watching over me and protecting me and guiding me, but alas I do not and thus dont get that light blanket of comfort. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
candylover246 đã bình luận…
I'll be your god Riku hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Akashi is my god. hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
That aside, same here actually !!!! hơn một năm qua
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Im trying to think of a memorable RP character I made that didnt have at least a slightly emo/angsty root/character. Kira was angsty af at first. Derith was angsty. Izo had his brother stuff and over all angsty. Michael was emo af. Glence was angsty. Jared was angsty.

Ikari actually want too much of anything but then again, she wasnt completely clear of it either. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
Was Devin angsty? Kinda just seemed like a drunk. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
I đã đưa ý kiến Derith XD Devin.... ;-; Devin was kind of a drunk. I honestly have to câu hỏi whether he really ever got to the point of being 'drunk'. Honestly Devin was one of those characters that were one of my father like characters that make me sad. ;-; The guy liked playing around, having fun, and being with Shira, Derith, Zach and all. I still shed a tear at Derith killing him. hơn một năm qua
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On that note, Im shocked I still remember that detail of Banished. Usually I forget most details and I honestly probably wouldnt have remembered it on my own if bạn didnt bring it up. XD Nice to see Banished's concept is still in my mind. hơn một năm qua
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Devin and Leviathan are still two wonderful characters. hơn một năm qua
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I really like Pokemon Sun and Moon's characters. We have so many tragic characters that are được trao enough depressing backstory that I can let my imagination go wild, and then we have Hau to balance it all out.

Like I came up with a backstory and character for Guzma and Gladion's relationship. I like to think Guzma likes Gladion cos he sees himself in him. Cos they both had abusive parents and all. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
I was wondering if there was ever a yêu thích Character of yours without a depressing backstory !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
.... uh... give me a một giây to think hơn một năm qua
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Yeah no. I dont think I have a yêu thích character that doesnt have a depressing backstory được trao they had their past somewhat addressed in the first place. Even if bạn count them, there probably arent too many that dont have much of a backstory that I tình yêu hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Deep down inside Im an emo angsty teenage boy. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
And an Oba-san. Can't forget that. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Noooot even gonna deny it hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Tru hơn một năm qua
noRAP đã bình luận…
Ummm and I am an Oba-san emo angsty teenage girl , like bạn can see here link hơn một năm qua
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Mom: If all three of them die, we know that they dont know how to do it and di chuyển on

Me: Or- if two of them die, we know they dont know how to do it and we hand raise it

Mom: .... ..... no.

Me: c: yes đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I HEAR BABY BIRDS FROM MY BIRD'S NEST BOX.

AHHH EXCITEDDD

MY MOM WILL CHECK IT WHEN IM trang chủ AND WE ARE WAITING TO MAKE SURE IT HATCHED BUT

AHHHHHHHH đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Riku asked me why.

I thought we were past such trifles as having reasons for our actions. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I tình yêu how poor mental health can take things away indirectly as if it doesnt already take away enough directly lmao đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Are italics a thing? đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Of course they are still broken. hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
To be honest, I hadn't even noticed they exist until their issue was mentioned !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
I loved using them >.> I miss them hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I wonder if I down a 2 liter bottle of Dr. Pepper to down how fucking crappy I feel right now if itll help me fall asleep faster. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
I haven't even beaten Sun and Moon yet and there's Ultra Sun and Ultra Moon coming?!?! đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
I'm not saying I'm incredible, but I'm correct 90% of the time that I am correct đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
TFW bạn wanna draw a character off of reference to give them the honor of being in your "Detailed Sketch Book" but none of the hình ảnh bạn find are both detailed enough to make it into there AND a good image to draw. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I WANNA WRITE A GLADION-LUSAMINE-LILLIE BACK STORY FANFIC LIKE THING BUT I HAVENT FINISHED THE GAME UGH. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
bạn know I was thinking about what seperates a character that bạn "love" from a character that bạn are "obsessed with" and I think its the fact of how closesly bạn hold a character to yourself, how much that đã đưa ý kiến character appears in your mind, and all that stuff

Because a character bạn love, bạn tình yêu them, but I notice most that dont claim they are obsessed with it / the characters I love, I hold tightly to be like "I REALLY tình yêu this character" nor do they easily eat my mindspace đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
I was mostly thinking this because I was trying to properly understand my OCD diagnosis and trying to figure out what defines as an "obsession" and an "intrusive thought" and what defines as a compulsion, and it occured to me if my character obsessions are ACTUALLY obsessive thoughts and all. And it occured to me, that characters like Akashi, Hibari, Jin, and currently Gladion, with how much they appear in my mind, reappear in my mind, repetitively interject themselves randomly into my thought process, and how easily they can hijack my focus, that they are likely in fact obsessions. Especially since đã đưa ý kiến thoughts tend to also follow up with the common "compulsions" of looking them up on youtube, looking them up on google, making icons, having to think a lot about them, making tường posts about them, making số phiếu bầu abotu them, making các biểu tượng (I might have already đã đưa ý kiến that) hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Since usually đã đưa ý kiến actions kind of lessen it and make me feel good. Not that obsessing over a character is particularly brothersome hoặc troubling, nor is it a part of the OCD that I really care to bother working with cos I enjoy it, nor am I saying if bạn are obsessed with a character, bạn have OCD. Its just a thought I was having, especially since I was told my image collecting is probably part of my OCD from my therapist and I didnt really get it so it just kind of occurred to me. That Im LITERALLY obsessed with the characters and that I never would have thought me saying I was obsessed with a character a few years cách đây would actually be LITERAL. hơn một năm qua
BlindBandit92 đã bình luận…
^I see. It's a fair point. And if we're using that definition then i wouldn't have one then. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Also I might consider temporarily redoing my thông tin các nhân (cos I tình yêu how it looks now so it wouldnt be permanent) simply because I have way too much vàng to do nothing with. .-. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
On a ngẫu nhiên note, my boyfriend called me out on how I "accidentally collect images" because apparently people dont "accidentally collect images" đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
How naive. Accidental collecting happens even for people like me hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Me: *fawning over Gladion* *spams N*

Wanta: *probably slightly confused but not shocked*

Me: Shhhhh. I need to get thêm Gladion hình ảnh before I do the spammm. I just accidently grabbed thêm than one image when trying to get N an biểu tượng for the phiếu bầu đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
I'm never confused bởi you. It all makes sense. and even the stuff that doesn't make sense makes sense in the context that it's you. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
^Tru hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Gladion is the new number one Pokemon character.

N has been overthrown.

RIP N. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Riku confirmed: Gladion fetish đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I do not. XD Hes just an awesome character hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
That reminds me of Shinrei hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
I just spent the last 8 phút putting my head against my dog and pushing it around as it tries to get at me to lick me. đã đăng hơn một năm qua