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I had something weird happen to me two days in a row.
First a little back story...
When I was barely 18 (23 years ago) my life was torn apart.
My girlfriend and I had a fight over something stupid and being a grade A jerk I stormed off letting us break up over something someone else đã đưa ý kiến that wasn't true.
Neither of us would concede hoặc apologize and finally two weeks later a call came from her house. I thought it was her calling to apologize but it was her Mom; she had drown in the pool. I was a messed up person for a long time but eventually managed to bury it all and start moving on.
Keep in mind that I'm the type of person that bạn can't phase with anything now; nothing is a big deal; nothing offends me; nothing really matters enough to get upset about.
Yesterday while doing mindless work I had a play danh sách of Kelly's âm nhạc going and suddenly started crying and felt an overwhelming urge to contact Laurie's sister and didn't really know why. I did. I've been asking myself why of all times now 23 years later would I want to do such a thing especially since I've managed to bọc all of this into a pretty formidable system of defense mechanisms that have worked for years!?
I played the same playlist again today. I wasn't really listening to what was playing just like yesterday... suddenly Mr no feelings is crying AGAIN at work and not even sure why. I looked back at the song danh sách that just played to figure out what the hell just happened to me:
If No One will Listen, bạn Found Me, Break Away, Miss Independent, Don't Waste Your Time, and Already Gone. The last one was like she was speaking to me even though it was probably written about a breakup/whatever.
I thought I had all of this buried and behind me. I should have been over this a long time ago; I guess I'm not. It was like opening a time capsule to find something though Mất tích forever. I played them again and started crying again. I'm torn; to me if her memory lives so does she.
Anyway thought this might give bạn fodder for a song.
I don't know about you, but I think that's pretty amazing...
I hope Kelly reads her own blog wink.gif
I had something weird happen to me two days in a row.
First a little back story...
When I was barely 18 (23 years ago) my life was torn apart.
My girlfriend and I had a fight over something stupid and being a grade A jerk I stormed off letting us break up over something someone else đã đưa ý kiến that wasn't true.
Neither of us would concede hoặc apologize and finally two weeks later a call came from her house. I thought it was her calling to apologize but it was her Mom; she had drown in the pool. I was a messed up person for a long time but eventually managed to bury it all and start moving on.
Keep in mind that I'm the type of person that bạn can't phase with anything now; nothing is a big deal; nothing offends me; nothing really matters enough to get upset about.
Yesterday while doing mindless work I had a play danh sách of Kelly's âm nhạc going and suddenly started crying and felt an overwhelming urge to contact Laurie's sister and didn't really know why. I did. I've been asking myself why of all times now 23 years later would I want to do such a thing especially since I've managed to bọc all of this into a pretty formidable system of defense mechanisms that have worked for years!?
I played the same playlist again today. I wasn't really listening to what was playing just like yesterday... suddenly Mr no feelings is crying AGAIN at work and not even sure why. I looked back at the song danh sách that just played to figure out what the hell just happened to me:
If No One will Listen, bạn Found Me, Break Away, Miss Independent, Don't Waste Your Time, and Already Gone. The last one was like she was speaking to me even though it was probably written about a breakup/whatever.
I thought I had all of this buried and behind me. I should have been over this a long time ago; I guess I'm not. It was like opening a time capsule to find something though Mất tích forever. I played them again and started crying again. I'm torn; to me if her memory lives so does she.
Anyway thought this might give bạn fodder for a song.
I don't know about you, but I think that's pretty amazing...