i dont feel like my self i got an answer for this but i cant do it im not rich i realy cant aford any thing to take vidios of me hát and i dont no how to play any insterments wat else am i supost to do i need help

u r trying 2 do exactly wat im trying 2 do! anyway
wat u need 2 do is listen 2 some âm nhạc that is the same sryle u want 2 play, then u need 2 write some songs(have atleast 12 ready u never kno if they will work hoặc not)then tell ur parents, dont be embarrased! this is wat u wanna do so express it! tiếp theo see if they kno wat 2 do, if they dont, go online, (sorry im not sure wat website)and look for recording studios near u. also look @ the price and if thatstill doesnt work then maybe u can buy a camera. i know u đã đưa ý kiến u r short on cash, but r'nt we all!! anyway do u have a lawn mower? do u have neighbors? c if u can mow ur neighbors lawns 4 $! if not ur on ur own sorry i cant help any more!