Hy guys, sorry for late update, but I had amazing summer holyday and I hadn't enought time to finish this, but I think this one is the last chapter
Same night , after work House went to Cuddy’s, he wasn’t felt uncomfortable anymore to knocking at hers, they two become friends, and now he wasn’t scared to see her after work, now it was the same like to knock at Wilsons.
When she opened doors, she was wearing sport costume, ngựa con, ngựa, pony tail, without any make-up. It was different but she still looked good.
“- hay, come in.”, she smiled and let him in, she wasn’t shocked seeing him, no matter that they didn’t planed for him to come.
“- hay, bạn doing yoga hoặc Rachel know how to run already..?”, he was surprised seeing her in sport costume and was worried that she might going out.
“- I was planning go out running, just waiting for nanny.” She đã đưa ý kiến closing doors, somehow she was avoiding his eyes, and he could see that she feels uncomfortable. “- bạn brought your guitar?”, she finally smiled widely seeing đàn ghi ta, guitar on his back. She loved music, and she wanted to hear him playing.
“- yeah, bạn told me, that Rachel slept better when Lucas was playing for her. So I thought that I could help..”, he start staring at floors, he felt uncomfortable hiển thị his lovely and caring side.
“- that so sweet,” she touched and softly caressed his arm thanking him. He closed his eyes for a second, now she doesn’t feel uncomfortable touching him, maybe she doesn’t feel that sexual tension between them anymore, and it hurts. That is too much, he wanted to become friends, but he never wanted to Mất tích that connection.
Cuddy was smiling, but when she noticed pain in his face right when she touched his arm, and she scared, she took her hand away quickly, but damage is already done. She felt that is was mistake, she shouldn’t touched him, like hiển thị that he is just a friend, cause he is not. And he never would be. Maybe now she destroyed everything what she was hoping for, something more, something what Lucas couldn’t give it to her.
“- Rachel is in her room, if bạn want to, bạn could play for her. But I will leave when nanny will hiển thị up.” She was burning in shame and scared, she just knew that she must to say something, she have to save them from this situation.
“- Unless,... bạn want to stay with her alone..”, her voice was breaking but he was silent, so had to talk, but with every word she felt that it doesn’t help.
“- I already came, so yeah...I think I could try to play something..”, he wasn’t looking at her, he stared at floors, looked through her, but not into her eyes.
She closed her eyes for a second, but he didn’t noticed, hoặc maybe just his face stayed still. She felt that she could start crying, what is going on with her, all this time she was so strong. First she really needed a friend, she couldn’t think about relationship after Lucas, but now... she obviously get better, maybe she forget all this pain, or....yes... she just remember that this men is House, her friend was House. Men she was reaching for, men who was waiting for her to be ready, men who never could be just friend. And now, what she’s done, is she destroyed all his hopes, all his wishes, and all these years.
She felt she start shacking, she wanted to say something, she wanted him to say something, but she felt speechless, and he looked frozen, how long they could stand like this, which one would save hoặc destroy it, but finally ring chuông, bell saved her hoặc maybe him. She felt relieve, finally could took deep breath and make a move.
She opened doors and let nanny in. It was tall Spanish birth student, she was smiling widely, talked with cute accent, but House almost noticed that she is in the room. Cuddy told her that she is planning to get some run and nanny walked straight to Rachel’s room.
“- Feel free to stay if bạn want to..I’ll be right back..”, she took her iPod and walked out, just when House finally could feel to look into her eyes, she turned around and walked out, she just simply run away. She didn’t wait for him to respond hoặc to say anything, she didn’t give him a chance.
He was standing there Nữ hoàng băng giá for few phút until he heard crying Rachel. If she would stop crying soon, he could left, cause he đã đưa ý kiến he came to help Rachel to sleep, but if nanny would help her alone, he could feel free to walk home.
Rachel was crying and screaming, that nanny have to be new, hoặc maybe she just missed her mommy, “ Gosh, I have to go, I even don’t care about her stupid kid, and what I was trying to trick”, he was about to leave, when nanny came back into hallway with Rachel in her hands.
“- Excuse me, sir..” she came to House with desperate look, she obviously was missed what to do with this kid. “-Sir, please, can bạn help me..”, she wanted to ask something, but House cut her off, “- oh..don’t, I’m not her father, and not nanny, but bạn are, so do your job..”, he đã đưa ý kiến angrily in Spanish and reached door to walk out, when nanny whispered in Spanish, she felt thêm comfortable hearing her language, “- Please, can bạn hold her at least ..”, he didn’t planned but nanny already put baby in his arms. House just hopped that she will find a way how to make baby to sleep.
But it was necessary, cause right when Rachel felt his warm strong arms, she felt better. House shook her softly and Rachel quickly stopped crying and even smiled widely.
“ If just bạn would have your mommy smile I could feel in tình yêu with bạn too”, they too was looking at each other, and no matter that House don’t believe in such things, but they felt connection. What a pure, lovely child.
“- it looks she really likes you..”, Spanish nanny whispered and helped him to came back to earth. “-She is just a baby, she likes almost everyone and everything.” He just didn’t wanted to admit it, but they both liked each other.
Nanny went to the phòng bếp, nhà bếp to make dinner, and House with girl went to her room. He put Rachel in her giường and he sit in ghế bành tiếp theo to her and start playing with his guitar. This kid somehow made him relax and forget bad thing. When one woman stepped out of his tim, trái tim life, then another just walked in.
He start playing some nice melody for her, some funny songs, he didn’t knew what kind of âm nhạc he supposed to play for little girl, what âm nhạc she might like, so he tried to play something funny. But after few funny songs he knew, he start playing what he usually playing. Songs what he is playing being alone, and thinking about other woman, someone older, someone he always thinking.
Cuddy was running in her usually places, nice roads and parks, firstly she was running fast, like running from her minds, away of every thoughts, away from him. Usually running made her relax, let her to think about nice things, about her life, about her happy life, first job, then Rachel, later Lucas and new life with him, their happy future, later about why her life is not so happy, why she is not happy with her baby, later with Lucas and always with House. But know he was the only thought in her head. Why, why and why, but unfortunately she never could find good reason why, never find serious answers. No matter what she is doing in her life, He is always around and always in the same way. No matter what troubles hoặc success in job, no matter she Mất tích hoặc got a baby, no matter she is dating hoặc being alone, He is always around, he is always in her life. “ For better hoặc for worse bạn are part of my life”, she remember her words. Interesting what he thinks, is she is in his life, for better hoặc for worse, and what he start thinking when she đã đưa ý kiến it to him.
She was running until she get tired until she needed to stop to get breath, until she felt pain in her side and legs. She stopped bởi the cây catching breath and felt that her cheek is wet, she was crying, when, and why. Why he always hurting her but she still can’t stop thinking about him. Always giving him chance and forgive.
She took deep breath and start walking back at home, she didn’t had no thêm energy hoặc mood to joking again. She was walking in fresh night air enjoying nice wind.
When she reached trang chủ she felt much better, and missing her baby. She get inside and found her nanny in the kitchen
“- Maria, what are bạn doing there? Is Rachel sleeping?”, she found her nanny making bữa tối, bữa ăn tối and drinking ice tea
“- Dr. Cuddy, bạn already came back..Do bạn want cup of tea? And don’t worry, that nice men is watching little princes.”, she was smiling widely and looked absolutely calm, that she left Rachel with strange men.
“- Men..? Dr. House..? he is still there..?”, she get shock, she was absolutely sure that he would leave. Is he really likes to be with her baby.
“- Yes,. he is very nice with her. He was playing đàn ghi ta, guitar for her, bạn should go to listen, I have to say he is very talented.”, she looked very admired in him.
Cuddy couldn’t believe in her ears, is she is talking about the same House. She quickly walked into Rachel’s room. Rachel was already sleeping but he was still playing, and not what she expected to hear, she thought he would play something light, funny, what fit for baby, but it was different. She couldn’t say that is not nice, cause it was, it was absolutely amazing. But it was sad, lyric melody. It sound just like what she thought he is playing being alone, lonely sad, playing in dark.
He was playing with closed eyes, but later he felt someone in the room and stopped playing. When he opened his eyes, he saw Cuddy leaning bởi wall, looking at him with lovely but sad eyes.
“- Hi,” she talked first when he turned at her.
“- Hi”, he felt uncomfortable that she was looking how he is playing and especially for her baby. When he stopped playing in room become very silent, they both could hear each other breaths and Rachel’s too. “- Is she sleeping..?”, she whispered, both staring at each other. Their eyes locked and he didn’t wanted to turn away. He nodded.
“- Thank you”, she smiled and he smiled back, he didn’t planed, but her smile just melted him down.
He stood up and they both went back to the phòng bếp, nhà bếp where nanny was preparing to leave. “- I think bạn don’t need me anymore, so...I’m leaving now..”, she smiled at both doctors. Cuddy paid her and nanny left.
They two stayed alone standing in hallway, Rachel was sleeping and it was absolutely quiet. “- Do bạn want to eat something..? Maria prepared some food.”, they both didn’t wanted him to leave, they was like Những người bạn before so it won’t suppose to be awkward, but it was.
“- Food, sounds good.”, they both laughed and sit bởi phòng bếp, nhà bếp table. Maria knew that Cuddy is vegetarian, so thực phẩm was vegetarian too, but it was very delicious and even House liked it. They eat in silent sometimes talking about job, they wanted to talk, to have nice conversation but without hospital they couldn’t find any word.
“- It was very nice,.. what bạn played ,...for Rachel”, she felt her voice breaking, she felt nervous but somehow comfortable, she always wanted to sit and talk with him not in hospital. She wanted thêm natural situations together.
“- Yeah, it’s just I think she didn’t heard all of them...” , he was nervous too, but he liked there to sit in her kitchen, if they won’t be Những người bạn it could be like a date. And now they was talking, laughing , smiling at each other, they both forget that stupid friendship status, cause they feel that magic atmosphere that attraction between them and it’s obviously not just friendly.
When they finished eating Cuddy took plates from the table, when she turned around he was still sitting in his chair, now it was really awkward situation, is she supposed to offer something else, hoặc should ask to leave. But suddenly she yawned , he laid his head and stood up,
“- It’s late, bạn tired, I should leave now”, he looked sad, she couldn’t say is he disappointed hoặc not, he suppose to be hoặc maybe he always look sad.
“-Thanks for dinner,” he đã đưa ý kiến when he reached doors.
“- Thanks for coming”, she stood not far away, watching how he was dressing his áo khoác and putting đàn ghi ta, guitar on his back. They both was nervous, standing and staring at each other, they was so close to each other but not able to do anything. He heard that she took deep breath, is she nervous, is she feeling uncomfortable, he slowly opened doors. They both locked in each other eyes felt not able to move. They both took deep breath, she bite her lip and he moved closer just a little bit, waiting for respond, something who will hiển thị free road to continue. She hold her breath, slowly blinked and he moved closer, just a little bit again. now it’s her step, she stood little bit straighter and smiled just with her eyes. She felt him blending to her and she raised her head, both start closing eyes. Kiss. He brushed his lips with hers. Both hold breath. For moment they scared to move, but suddenly he took step back, she didn’t respond, she didn’t kissed him back. He just brushed his lips and she just stood. He took step back and opened his eyes. “- Goodnight “ he reached for doors and was ready to leave, but when he turned around she opened her eyes not sure what just happened. “- House..”, he froze in his step, scared to turn around, what he should do now, what she wants. He took deep breath and turned around she was looking at him with confuse. “- I don’t want us to be friends”, he closed his eyes for a second, scared for her answer , “- But I..” she was searching what to say, “- And I never wanted...I ....I never could be Những người bạn with you.”, she stood speechless, she wanted to hear it but now when she did, she didn’t knew what to do. “- I’m sorry..”, he turned around to leave again, but she stopped him again, “- Hold on..”, and he froze on step again, she was waiting for him to turn around, “- House..”, now he slowly turned around but scared to met her eyes. “- I’m not asking bạn to be my friend..”, now he looked straight into her eyes. She smiled half lips, he took step closer, she smiled widely and he stepped closer again. She looked so beautiful, lovely green-blue eyes, amazing wide smile, he smiled too. He stepped closer again and now he almost pressed her body, he blend and this time her lips catch his. He placed his free arm on her back and kissed back passionately, her arm quickly found his neck and pulled for deeper kiss, putting tongue into his mouth.
happy end
it was long one, so this is last chapter, it's not so intersting to write about happy life...
don't forget that it is drama show..
Same night , after work House went to Cuddy’s, he wasn’t felt uncomfortable anymore to knocking at hers, they two become friends, and now he wasn’t scared to see her after work, now it was the same like to knock at Wilsons.
When she opened doors, she was wearing sport costume, ngựa con, ngựa, pony tail, without any make-up. It was different but she still looked good.
“- hay, come in.”, she smiled and let him in, she wasn’t shocked seeing him, no matter that they didn’t planed for him to come.
“- hay, bạn doing yoga hoặc Rachel know how to run already..?”, he was surprised seeing her in sport costume and was worried that she might going out.
“- I was planning go out running, just waiting for nanny.” She đã đưa ý kiến closing doors, somehow she was avoiding his eyes, and he could see that she feels uncomfortable. “- bạn brought your guitar?”, she finally smiled widely seeing đàn ghi ta, guitar on his back. She loved music, and she wanted to hear him playing.
“- yeah, bạn told me, that Rachel slept better when Lucas was playing for her. So I thought that I could help..”, he start staring at floors, he felt uncomfortable hiển thị his lovely and caring side.
“- that so sweet,” she touched and softly caressed his arm thanking him. He closed his eyes for a second, now she doesn’t feel uncomfortable touching him, maybe she doesn’t feel that sexual tension between them anymore, and it hurts. That is too much, he wanted to become friends, but he never wanted to Mất tích that connection.
Cuddy was smiling, but when she noticed pain in his face right when she touched his arm, and she scared, she took her hand away quickly, but damage is already done. She felt that is was mistake, she shouldn’t touched him, like hiển thị that he is just a friend, cause he is not. And he never would be. Maybe now she destroyed everything what she was hoping for, something more, something what Lucas couldn’t give it to her.
“- Rachel is in her room, if bạn want to, bạn could play for her. But I will leave when nanny will hiển thị up.” She was burning in shame and scared, she just knew that she must to say something, she have to save them from this situation.
“- Unless,... bạn want to stay with her alone..”, her voice was breaking but he was silent, so had to talk, but with every word she felt that it doesn’t help.
“- I already came, so yeah...I think I could try to play something..”, he wasn’t looking at her, he stared at floors, looked through her, but not into her eyes.
She closed her eyes for a second, but he didn’t noticed, hoặc maybe just his face stayed still. She felt that she could start crying, what is going on with her, all this time she was so strong. First she really needed a friend, she couldn’t think about relationship after Lucas, but now... she obviously get better, maybe she forget all this pain, or....yes... she just remember that this men is House, her friend was House. Men she was reaching for, men who was waiting for her to be ready, men who never could be just friend. And now, what she’s done, is she destroyed all his hopes, all his wishes, and all these years.
She felt she start shacking, she wanted to say something, she wanted him to say something, but she felt speechless, and he looked frozen, how long they could stand like this, which one would save hoặc destroy it, but finally ring chuông, bell saved her hoặc maybe him. She felt relieve, finally could took deep breath and make a move.
She opened doors and let nanny in. It was tall Spanish birth student, she was smiling widely, talked with cute accent, but House almost noticed that she is in the room. Cuddy told her that she is planning to get some run and nanny walked straight to Rachel’s room.
“- Feel free to stay if bạn want to..I’ll be right back..”, she took her iPod and walked out, just when House finally could feel to look into her eyes, she turned around and walked out, she just simply run away. She didn’t wait for him to respond hoặc to say anything, she didn’t give him a chance.
He was standing there Nữ hoàng băng giá for few phút until he heard crying Rachel. If she would stop crying soon, he could left, cause he đã đưa ý kiến he came to help Rachel to sleep, but if nanny would help her alone, he could feel free to walk home.
Rachel was crying and screaming, that nanny have to be new, hoặc maybe she just missed her mommy, “ Gosh, I have to go, I even don’t care about her stupid kid, and what I was trying to trick”, he was about to leave, when nanny came back into hallway with Rachel in her hands.
“- Excuse me, sir..” she came to House with desperate look, she obviously was missed what to do with this kid. “-Sir, please, can bạn help me..”, she wanted to ask something, but House cut her off, “- oh..don’t, I’m not her father, and not nanny, but bạn are, so do your job..”, he đã đưa ý kiến angrily in Spanish and reached door to walk out, when nanny whispered in Spanish, she felt thêm comfortable hearing her language, “- Please, can bạn hold her at least ..”, he didn’t planned but nanny already put baby in his arms. House just hopped that she will find a way how to make baby to sleep.
But it was necessary, cause right when Rachel felt his warm strong arms, she felt better. House shook her softly and Rachel quickly stopped crying and even smiled widely.
“ If just bạn would have your mommy smile I could feel in tình yêu with bạn too”, they too was looking at each other, and no matter that House don’t believe in such things, but they felt connection. What a pure, lovely child.
“- it looks she really likes you..”, Spanish nanny whispered and helped him to came back to earth. “-She is just a baby, she likes almost everyone and everything.” He just didn’t wanted to admit it, but they both liked each other.
Nanny went to the phòng bếp, nhà bếp to make dinner, and House with girl went to her room. He put Rachel in her giường and he sit in ghế bành tiếp theo to her and start playing with his guitar. This kid somehow made him relax and forget bad thing. When one woman stepped out of his tim, trái tim life, then another just walked in.
He start playing some nice melody for her, some funny songs, he didn’t knew what kind of âm nhạc he supposed to play for little girl, what âm nhạc she might like, so he tried to play something funny. But after few funny songs he knew, he start playing what he usually playing. Songs what he is playing being alone, and thinking about other woman, someone older, someone he always thinking.
Cuddy was running in her usually places, nice roads and parks, firstly she was running fast, like running from her minds, away of every thoughts, away from him. Usually running made her relax, let her to think about nice things, about her life, about her happy life, first job, then Rachel, later Lucas and new life with him, their happy future, later about why her life is not so happy, why she is not happy with her baby, later with Lucas and always with House. But know he was the only thought in her head. Why, why and why, but unfortunately she never could find good reason why, never find serious answers. No matter what she is doing in her life, He is always around and always in the same way. No matter what troubles hoặc success in job, no matter she Mất tích hoặc got a baby, no matter she is dating hoặc being alone, He is always around, he is always in her life. “ For better hoặc for worse bạn are part of my life”, she remember her words. Interesting what he thinks, is she is in his life, for better hoặc for worse, and what he start thinking when she đã đưa ý kiến it to him.
She was running until she get tired until she needed to stop to get breath, until she felt pain in her side and legs. She stopped bởi the cây catching breath and felt that her cheek is wet, she was crying, when, and why. Why he always hurting her but she still can’t stop thinking about him. Always giving him chance and forgive.
She took deep breath and start walking back at home, she didn’t had no thêm energy hoặc mood to joking again. She was walking in fresh night air enjoying nice wind.
When she reached trang chủ she felt much better, and missing her baby. She get inside and found her nanny in the kitchen
“- Maria, what are bạn doing there? Is Rachel sleeping?”, she found her nanny making bữa tối, bữa ăn tối and drinking ice tea
“- Dr. Cuddy, bạn already came back..Do bạn want cup of tea? And don’t worry, that nice men is watching little princes.”, she was smiling widely and looked absolutely calm, that she left Rachel with strange men.
“- Men..? Dr. House..? he is still there..?”, she get shock, she was absolutely sure that he would leave. Is he really likes to be with her baby.
“- Yes,. he is very nice with her. He was playing đàn ghi ta, guitar for her, bạn should go to listen, I have to say he is very talented.”, she looked very admired in him.
Cuddy couldn’t believe in her ears, is she is talking about the same House. She quickly walked into Rachel’s room. Rachel was already sleeping but he was still playing, and not what she expected to hear, she thought he would play something light, funny, what fit for baby, but it was different. She couldn’t say that is not nice, cause it was, it was absolutely amazing. But it was sad, lyric melody. It sound just like what she thought he is playing being alone, lonely sad, playing in dark.
He was playing with closed eyes, but later he felt someone in the room and stopped playing. When he opened his eyes, he saw Cuddy leaning bởi wall, looking at him with lovely but sad eyes.
“- Hi,” she talked first when he turned at her.
“- Hi”, he felt uncomfortable that she was looking how he is playing and especially for her baby. When he stopped playing in room become very silent, they both could hear each other breaths and Rachel’s too. “- Is she sleeping..?”, she whispered, both staring at each other. Their eyes locked and he didn’t wanted to turn away. He nodded.
“- Thank you”, she smiled and he smiled back, he didn’t planed, but her smile just melted him down.
He stood up and they both went back to the phòng bếp, nhà bếp where nanny was preparing to leave. “- I think bạn don’t need me anymore, so...I’m leaving now..”, she smiled at both doctors. Cuddy paid her and nanny left.
They two stayed alone standing in hallway, Rachel was sleeping and it was absolutely quiet. “- Do bạn want to eat something..? Maria prepared some food.”, they both didn’t wanted him to leave, they was like Những người bạn before so it won’t suppose to be awkward, but it was.
“- Food, sounds good.”, they both laughed and sit bởi phòng bếp, nhà bếp table. Maria knew that Cuddy is vegetarian, so thực phẩm was vegetarian too, but it was very delicious and even House liked it. They eat in silent sometimes talking about job, they wanted to talk, to have nice conversation but without hospital they couldn’t find any word.
“- It was very nice,.. what bạn played ,...for Rachel”, she felt her voice breaking, she felt nervous but somehow comfortable, she always wanted to sit and talk with him not in hospital. She wanted thêm natural situations together.
“- Yeah, it’s just I think she didn’t heard all of them...” , he was nervous too, but he liked there to sit in her kitchen, if they won’t be Những người bạn it could be like a date. And now they was talking, laughing , smiling at each other, they both forget that stupid friendship status, cause they feel that magic atmosphere that attraction between them and it’s obviously not just friendly.
When they finished eating Cuddy took plates from the table, when she turned around he was still sitting in his chair, now it was really awkward situation, is she supposed to offer something else, hoặc should ask to leave. But suddenly she yawned , he laid his head and stood up,
“- It’s late, bạn tired, I should leave now”, he looked sad, she couldn’t say is he disappointed hoặc not, he suppose to be hoặc maybe he always look sad.
“-Thanks for dinner,” he đã đưa ý kiến when he reached doors.
“- Thanks for coming”, she stood not far away, watching how he was dressing his áo khoác and putting đàn ghi ta, guitar on his back. They both was nervous, standing and staring at each other, they was so close to each other but not able to do anything. He heard that she took deep breath, is she nervous, is she feeling uncomfortable, he slowly opened doors. They both locked in each other eyes felt not able to move. They both took deep breath, she bite her lip and he moved closer just a little bit, waiting for respond, something who will hiển thị free road to continue. She hold her breath, slowly blinked and he moved closer, just a little bit again. now it’s her step, she stood little bit straighter and smiled just with her eyes. She felt him blending to her and she raised her head, both start closing eyes. Kiss. He brushed his lips with hers. Both hold breath. For moment they scared to move, but suddenly he took step back, she didn’t respond, she didn’t kissed him back. He just brushed his lips and she just stood. He took step back and opened his eyes. “- Goodnight “ he reached for doors and was ready to leave, but when he turned around she opened her eyes not sure what just happened. “- House..”, he froze in his step, scared to turn around, what he should do now, what she wants. He took deep breath and turned around she was looking at him with confuse. “- I don’t want us to be friends”, he closed his eyes for a second, scared for her answer , “- But I..” she was searching what to say, “- And I never wanted...I ....I never could be Những người bạn with you.”, she stood speechless, she wanted to hear it but now when she did, she didn’t knew what to do. “- I’m sorry..”, he turned around to leave again, but she stopped him again, “- Hold on..”, and he froze on step again, she was waiting for him to turn around, “- House..”, now he slowly turned around but scared to met her eyes. “- I’m not asking bạn to be my friend..”, now he looked straight into her eyes. She smiled half lips, he took step closer, she smiled widely and he stepped closer again. She looked so beautiful, lovely green-blue eyes, amazing wide smile, he smiled too. He stepped closer again and now he almost pressed her body, he blend and this time her lips catch his. He placed his free arm on her back and kissed back passionately, her arm quickly found his neck and pulled for deeper kiss, putting tongue into his mouth.
happy end
it was long one, so this is last chapter, it's not so intersting to write about happy life...
don't forget that it is drama show..