I took Courtney and our children trang chủ the ngày after she gave birth,because the doctors had to check her out,and she was feeling better,but not very good.She đã đưa ý kiến she couldn't sleep in the same giường with me because she felt all squishy,and bloody,and uncomfortable,and wanted to be alone.
I let her do whatever she wanted,because basically it was my fault that I didn't intervene earlier.I did whatever she asked me to,as she took care of the children,wich was a lot.
Her dctor reccomendeded her to take a longer maternity leave after what happened.
I had noticed however that Courtney wasn't diễn xuất like herself.And when I asked why,she wouldn't respond.
She had no light in her eyes.She had Mất tích her glow,and she rarely smiled.She would hardly even speak,and she was always in pain.
And to hàng đầu, đầu trang that off,she thought she was a bad mom because she had devoloped breastmilk a week late.
I couldn't handle seeing Courtney like this,but I felt a little better with our children in our lives.
(Well,a lot better.)
There was one of our children who I was REALLY getting attached to.
I mean,I loved all of our babies,but I was obsessed with my Na-na.
Courtney called her Lu,and I called her Little Princess,(Being the youngest girl,)or Na-na,and she had a very particular liking of me.
Luna would cry when I wasn't near her,and liked to sleep on my chest when I was asleep with her.
I hid this from Courtney,hoping that it wouldn't make me look soft because I had already-
I suddenly heard Luna cry,breaking my train of thought.
It was the middle of the night,and I had let Courtney sleep,leaving me to take care of the children.
I walked over to Luna's crib.She wouldn't stop crying.
"No no no Little Princess!You'll wake up your mom and siblings!"
Luna stopped crying and smiled and cooed at me.
"Oh had a change of tim, trái tim have we?"
I tickled Luna and listened to her adorable little laugh.
"Diapers would get old,but I wish bạn could be my little baby girl forever."
Luna looked at me calmly as if to say;
"I always will."
"Okay Na-na,what's up?You want to play hoặc something?"
Luna just stared.
"Or are bạn hungry?"
Luna gave a little "Ga" for an answer.
"Your mom is sleeping right now.She's really tired and achy.I think we should give her a little rest huh?Can bạn wait?"
Luna started to sniffle,and I heard a little cough.
"Uh oh babe.Are bạn sick?"
I heard her start to cry.
"No no,it'll be okay Little Princess,I'll just look for some medicine in the cabinet okay?Why don't bạn lay quietly,and I đã đưa ý kiến quietly bởi mommy in the big bed?"
Na-na smiled and did a little clap wih her hands.
"Okay,don't cry for me,I'll make sure to come back okay?I won't leave Na-na."
I slinked stealthily down the hall until I saw Courtney running frantically into my arms.
"Princess what's the problem?Are bạn okay?"
"Just a really bad dream is all."
"You wanna talk about it?Or is it too traumatizing to bring up?"
"I want to make sure the kids are okay.Lu is fine I see,but...."
Courtney walked hysterically over to the other cribs.
"OH MY GOD!"
I heard her scream.
She took Junior,
(Duncan Jr. fo' shizzle.)
and ran into the bathroom locking the door.
She emerged with him a few phút later and I saw a band aid on his head.
I asked frightened,but hiding my fear in a suspenseful tone.
"I had a dream.....like a prophetic one...Gwen had us all tied up and she had him..."
I saw Courtney kissing Junior and stroking his face as he cooed.
"She was cutting him and well....look."
She peeled off the bangdage to hiển thị a cresent shaped mark,which was extremely tiny,
(You know Courtney exaggerates,)
on Duncan's temple.
I heard Na-na cry when she saw.
I told the baby kissing her fuzzy head,full of delicate curls.Courtney looked curiously at me as I did this.
"Just a coincidence."
I told her without confidence.I trusted Gwen no thêm seeing as she went ahead and played with Trent thêm times than there were days in a year.
Plus,Courtney's dreams were always right.I quickly grabbed a bottle of medicine out of the bathroom to hide my nervousness.
"Y-yeah you're.....you're probably right.Goodnight."
I tried to Kiss her,but she blocked with her hand.
"Still feeling gross?"
I asked crossly.
She replied laying on the đi văng with Duncan Jr. and not the bed.
"You and Lu can have the giường tonight.I don't care."
She told me.
I brushed this all off,and poured Luna some medicine,wich she drank willingly.
"Time for giường babe."
I told Luna as she yawned.
Luna laid on my chest and I patted her back as I went into Courtney and my bedroom.
I leaned back and let Luna lay quietly on hàng đầu, đầu trang of me.Pulling the blanket over us,and shimming under a little more,Luna fell quietly back to sleep as I watched her all night.
OH VERY TOUCHING NO?
HOLY CHICANO MAN!
DUNCAN REALLY IS A SOFTY NOW!
WILL HE RETURN TO THE BAD SIDE?
Poker is a lie,made bởi upset people in mental hospitals.
Don't smother your kids.