"Lucy get out and go find mummy go find mummy Lucy" He đã đưa ý kiến in an angry forcful voice as she looked up at him, i stared her in the eyes she looked at me and đã đưa ý kiến "w-why are bạn h-hurting Zack?" my tim, trái tim sank i new what was gonna happen SLAP! his hand was on her cheek she ran out of the room screaming and crying i closed my eyes in fear CREEK was all i heard i knew my dad had just closed the door i then heard CLICK as it got locked from the inside. I felt the giường sink as a body was on hàng đầu, đầu trang of me once again, Cold lips were placed on mine and his toung slowly slipped inbetween my lips, a disgusting Tast wen't down my lungs the tast of rượu vodka, vodka and smoke filled my mouth.
The tiếp theo morning i woke up and i was still tied to the giường luckily for me my dad wasn't gone i wanted to know where Lucy was if she was even in the house it was really quiet until i heard a knock on the front door, i knew exactly who it was "ZACK ZACK ARE bạn trang chủ ARE bạn OK?!" i didn't answer i couldn't my lungs hurt to much to speak SLAM the front door opened the floor creeked as foot steps found there way onto its surface the door slowly creeked open a face looked through the door yes it was him it was Devlin he ran over looking in the room making sure my dad hoặc as i would say the monster wasn't there Devlin undid the rope that had my hands shackled to the bed.
I was soon enclosed bởi his arm's as he pulled my head into his chest "why do bạn have to have this life Zack? it's not fair" he whispered into my ear as his voice broke i felt something wet land on my shirtless neck as it dripped down my shoulder and stopped at the rim of my jeans, Devlin always asked me this everyday he came to see me to make sure i still had life left in me. I hugged him back grabbing the back of his shirt. "Don't ever leave me" Devlin whispered "Devlin i" I wasn't able to finish my sentance because Devlin đã đưa ý kiến "its not a câu hỏi its a statment" i wasn't shocked that he would say that he had been there for me since i was six but that still didn't get me way from the fact that everyone who had ever cared had left me i was never going to trust him 100% but atleast he was here right here right now and that was all that was important in the moments i was with him.
"Lucy get out and go find mummy go find mummy Lucy" He đã đưa ý kiến in an angry forcful voice as she looked up at him, i stared her in the eyes she looked at me and đã đưa ý kiến "w-why are bạn h-hurting Zack?" my tim, trái tim sank i new what was gonna happen SLAP! his hand was on her cheek she ran out of the room screaming and crying i closed my eyes in fear CREEK was all i heard i knew my dad had just closed the door i then heard CLICK as it got locked from the inside. I felt the giường sink as a body was on hàng đầu, đầu trang of me once again, Cold lips were placed on mine and his toung slowly slipped inbetween my lips, a disgusting Tast wen't down my lungs the tast of rượu vodka, vodka and smoke filled my mouth.
The tiếp theo morning i woke up and i was still tied to the giường luckily for me my dad wasn't gone i wanted to know where Lucy was if she was even in the house it was really quiet until i heard a knock on the front door, i knew exactly who it was "ZACK ZACK ARE bạn trang chủ ARE bạn OK?!" i didn't answer i couldn't my lungs hurt to much to speak SLAM the front door opened the floor creeked as foot steps found there way onto its surface the door slowly creeked open a face looked through the door yes it was him it was Devlin he ran over looking in the room making sure my dad hoặc as i would say the monster wasn't there Devlin undid the rope that had my hands shackled to the bed.
I was soon enclosed bởi his arm's as he pulled my head into his chest "why do bạn have to have this life Zack? it's not fair" he whispered into my ear as his voice broke i felt something wet land on my shirtless neck as it dripped down my shoulder and stopped at the rim of my jeans, Devlin always asked me this everyday he came to see me to make sure i still had life left in me. I hugged him back grabbing the back of his shirt. "Don't ever leave me" Devlin whispered "Devlin i" I wasn't able to finish my sentance because Devlin đã đưa ý kiến "its not a câu hỏi its a statment" i wasn't shocked that he would say that he had been there for me since i was six but that still didn't get me way from the fact that everyone who had ever cared had left me i was never going to trust him 100% but atleast he was here right here right now and that was all that was important in the moments i was with him.
my life is hell. my parents can't stand to look at me anymore ever since i told them im gay. Then beat my brutally. every time i get beatin, i pass out. i went to my uncle's on night and he had Những người bạn over. this was a năm ago. i got up to get a drink of water and, unfortunatley they were all drunk. they gang raped me and i told my parents about it. they thought that i enjoyed it and it was my fault. the first time iwas raped i was 5. my dad throws me around like a rag doll and my bf abuses me in multiple ways. i just recently broke up with him and he threatened to kidnap, beat, rape, and kill me. my best friend tried to force himself on me and now im left with only my grandparents. they won't be around forever and i'll be left all alone. im miserable, cold, and hurt. no one believes me when i tell them that i've been abused sexually and other multiple ways. im numb inside and out. thats why i bring my pocket dao, con dao every where i go...i need somebody out there who knows how i feel...
