Hmmm HI everyone.! I'm currently in my closet. I don't want anyone to see my cry...I found one intresting fact about myself..!! when I cry tears only come out of my right eye sometimes!!That's awkward don't bạn think!? Today at school...it was funny :D stupid CJ he was diễn xuất like he didn't know me! he just gave me a O.O look That fucker! HE KNOWS EXACTLY WHO I AM! and when I went to band he đã đưa ý kiến hi there! im gonna hit him tommorow! hes kinda c...nevermind! aww..something is wrong with me! VERY VERY WRONG!! I WANT TO BUY A JUSTIN BIEBER áo sơ mi N WEAR IT AROUND PROUD!!O.O ok enough of this! MY CHEMICAL N BLACK VEIL BRIDE TIMEE!!! sam is such a cocky đít, mông, ass mother fucker! wait...can bạn cuss on articles? well if u cant sorry!! Because I'm going to(: I will c everyone later! I'm going to go to sleep in my closet.... If bạn text me and I don't answer...I'm sorry IM not ignoring yyouhh im just...sad? anywhore..byeee!! (: xoxo
-Love the freak...

Hi everyone.. How is it going?! I feel funny...and I dont like this feeling...I actually slept last night...thanks to my friend Avery. XxRedHeadxX oh come on! ughh that song!-.- ughh its the song that was playing when he first..nevermind...I have to many memories...and idk wtf to do! I had a dream that he had gotten shot...i ran to him n held him in my arms...i was crying my tim, trái tim out screaming for him to stay with me and he died in my arms...i couldnt handle it....so the person that i am i ran to my house...got a gun ran back to his body n shot myself in the head...i woke up right when i pulled the trigger...If that happened in real life would i do that? YES!! i tình yêu him to death!! and it would be soo hard to let him go now...:/ ICH LIEBE DICH? i have my black eyeliner now...so i guess im happy...(not) im going to lay down in my closet...so uhm laterz...if your đọc this thn this is to u "I tình yêu you"....
-Love his freak..

hi everyone!! i guess im going to be doing journal entries so u cn knw how much of a fucked up life i have(: so lets c...im in love? im mad...sad...i have problems...i bearly figured tht out..both mentally and physically!! FML! FML!
im kinda scared...my mom is txting me..n i knw she wants something from me...IM NT GOING TO GO VISIT HER IN COLORADO!! -.- unless she comes down to New Mexico grabs me bởi the neck shoves me in the thân cây of her car drives to colorado n keeps me there! wow tht sounded violent:/ so if ur intrested about how much of a freak i am ask me questions! ngẫu nhiên ones idc! keep me from going emoo!!!(: hehaha n bởi the way... IM NT EMO! I JUST HATE MYSELF(: hmm...have to get ready i have dance today...OH EM GEE! WHERE THE FUCK IS MY DAM PHONE?! holy crap idk where it is! errg FML! FTW! well byeee!!!:/ need to go find it...
-Love his freak..

i want to knw what bạn guys think of me...im curious...n i want to knw...if u wanna knw what i think of myself in "good terms" i think i am mysterious someone u will never meet...someone tht may keep to herself but opens up to someone she loves...i write poetry..no one would ever think i did tht..but i do i tình yêu it i may suck at it but i tình yêu it..i like romantic phim chiếu rạp but no mushy shit..everyone classifies me as tomboy/emo but i dnt knw...i knw this is a long bài viết LOL – Liên minh huyền thoại but i wanna knw what u guys think i am hoặc who i am...you will never knw me if u never get to knw me..i may b big on the outside but on the inside its someone i dnt knw...someone different i have many sides n i want everyone to knw who/what i am