I loved her.
As much as I hated her now I had loved her then.
But I had a problem now. The hate was getting in the way of my whole life. It was like this shadow that was always two steps behind me waiting to lash out. I did what I thought would help. Ignored it. And guess what? It just got worse. It got to the point where I was cold to everyone. My Những người bạn tiptoed around me hoặc avoided me altogether. My hatred and anger were controling my life. I should have asked for help but I was way to stubborn for that. Why would I need to talk to a shrink? They were for crazy people. So, after a few weeks of my Những người bạn avoiding me I realized what I needed to do. I needed to think about it. It would be like rubbing salt in a wound but I had to grin and chịu, gấu it if I wanted to be happy again.
I started with the toughest thing, figuring that was the way to go. Get the worst over with.
Why hadn't I talked to Lyn?
I could have. Harper did. But why hadn't I?
I had made that decision and stuck to it. Why? Why? Why? Then it hit me like an atom bomb, and I hated the reason. Hated it thêm than anything. I knew I was so angry that I would say things I would regret later. I still respected her. After she had ripped my life apart why I still had any shred of civility, let alone RESPECT, for this women was beyond me. But at least I had an answer.
That night I kept thinking. Laying in bed, my mind replaying the last few months.Smiles had been few and far between but I ignored it, because that's what bạn do for people bạn love. bạn just pretend that everythings alright, that bạn didn't just see that look on Dad's face. I had opened a floodgate that I couldn't close. Water just rushed out. That was the first night I let myself breakdown. I cried myself to sleep, but it was okay. I was crying healing tears. As the little drops of emotion hit my pillow, I knew I had begun to heal.
As much as I hated her now I had loved her then.
But I had a problem now. The hate was getting in the way of my whole life. It was like this shadow that was always two steps behind me waiting to lash out. I did what I thought would help. Ignored it. And guess what? It just got worse. It got to the point where I was cold to everyone. My Những người bạn tiptoed around me hoặc avoided me altogether. My hatred and anger were controling my life. I should have asked for help but I was way to stubborn for that. Why would I need to talk to a shrink? They were for crazy people. So, after a few weeks of my Những người bạn avoiding me I realized what I needed to do. I needed to think about it. It would be like rubbing salt in a wound but I had to grin and chịu, gấu it if I wanted to be happy again.
I started with the toughest thing, figuring that was the way to go. Get the worst over with.
Why hadn't I talked to Lyn?
I could have. Harper did. But why hadn't I?
I had made that decision and stuck to it. Why? Why? Why? Then it hit me like an atom bomb, and I hated the reason. Hated it thêm than anything. I knew I was so angry that I would say things I would regret later. I still respected her. After she had ripped my life apart why I still had any shred of civility, let alone RESPECT, for this women was beyond me. But at least I had an answer.
That night I kept thinking. Laying in bed, my mind replaying the last few months.Smiles had been few and far between but I ignored it, because that's what bạn do for people bạn love. bạn just pretend that everythings alright, that bạn didn't just see that look on Dad's face. I had opened a floodgate that I couldn't close. Water just rushed out. That was the first night I let myself breakdown. I cried myself to sleep, but it was okay. I was crying healing tears. As the little drops of emotion hit my pillow, I knew I had begun to heal.
'It was March 1957 and I was taking photographs in Paris.1 afternoon I went up the Bastille and I saw 2 những người đang yêu on a balcony.They were standing very near each other.They were talking.I took just 1 bức ảnh and they didn't hear me.I called it những người đang yêu at the Bastille.Luckily for me this bức ảnh became very được ưa chuộng in France.Soon posters and postcards with my picture of the 2 những người đang yêu were everywhere.But I never knew who the 2 young people were.They never contacted me.'
'30 years later I had an exhibition of my các bức ảnh in Paris.I was talking to some Những người bạn when suddenly a man came up to me and said,'I know your 2 lovers.They live near here.I can take bạn there if bạn want.'I immediately decided to go and meet them.This was their story.'
'30 years later I had an exhibition of my các bức ảnh in Paris.I was talking to some Những người bạn when suddenly a man came up to me and said,'I know your 2 lovers.They live near here.I can take bạn there if bạn want.'I immediately decided to go and meet them.This was their story.'
Alright, well as all bạn Naruto những người hâm mộ may know, the new movie Blood Prison has recently came out. I finish watching the movie and it made me completely mad...
The main conflict in Naruto Shippuden is Akatsuki and their plan to rule the world with the Eye of the Moon Plan. In this movie, the cỏ Village wants to accomplish the exact same thing... but with a box that grants bạn any wish.
The Akatsuki is know to be the toughest and have the most skilled people in its clan... so why would they have not just used the box from the cỏ biệt thự the from begging if it holds such immense power. Why would the masked guy known as Tobi go through the process of capturing all the Jinchūriki when he could just grant a wish for all his plan to happen...
This is what left me thinking what in the world is this...
The main conflict in Naruto Shippuden is Akatsuki and their plan to rule the world with the Eye of the Moon Plan. In this movie, the cỏ Village wants to accomplish the exact same thing... but with a box that grants bạn any wish.
The Akatsuki is know to be the toughest and have the most skilled people in its clan... so why would they have not just used the box from the cỏ biệt thự the from begging if it holds such immense power. Why would the masked guy known as Tobi go through the process of capturing all the Jinchūriki when he could just grant a wish for all his plan to happen...
This is what left me thinking what in the world is this...
"Oh my gawd! Lauren, bạn like Jack?!" đã đưa ý kiến Koshi. I blushed and replied,"... Yeah, so what?" she gave me a puzzled look, and then she caught up with my câu hỏi of curiosity and rolled her eyes and said, "So what? Do bạn even know the reason why it's a problem?" I shrug and say, "No," her face starts to get red like a cherry. I vượt qua, cross my arms, and shifted my weight on my left leg. "Why? Is it a problem if I like Jack?" Koshi looked down and looked at me like I should've heard."He wasn't a good boyfriend." I raised my eyebrows.What? Why hasn't anybody told me that Koshi and Jack were going out? Why? "Oh.My.GAWD!"