This is a short story a wrote a few months back :)
He woke up thinking it was just a dream, then reality hit him, it was not a dream at all, it was the truth. He fell to his knees and cried out to God, “Why did bạn do this to me!” he then fell to the ground sobbing, his whole body was shaking, he wanted to numb the pain. After a while he got up slowly and walked to the refrigerator and pulled out a beer. He then moved to his đi văng and turned on the TV, he did not watch it; he just needed something to drown out the silence. He took a sip of his beer, he had large bags under his eyes, his hair was a mess and his eyes were bloodshot, he self so empty. He finished the rest of his bia in one gulp and go up for another, he felt the alcohol start numb his pain, he cracked a smile as he gulped down another. He was soon numb of all pain and was passes out on the couch, when he awoke it was almost sunset, he sighed and moved to his bed, he opened the window and breathed in the fresh evening air. It was harm to his face even though it was the end of October, his phone rang and he ignored it, as he has done for weeks. He was lying in giường waiting for sleep to take him when a large bang was on the door, he waited for them to leave, but they never did. Regretfully he slowly moved to his door to open it. cá đuối, ray his best friend burst through the door.
“Vince, bạn have to get out of this house!” He shouted closing the door while Vince got another bia and sat down at the phòng bếp, nhà bếp table. He was fine in his house, why did he have to get out? He ignored his friend and takes little sips of his beer, while staring out the window. cá đuối, ray pulled up a ghế, chỗ ngồi tiếp theo to him, “This isn’t good for you,” Vince shrugged not caring, he wanted to die, he had nothing left. “Why are bạn doing this to yourself?” this made him turn and look at his friend,
“Because I can!” he snapped. But cá đuối, ray did not even flinch at Vince’s tone; he just stared at him with a worried look. Vince put his head on the table.
“Why don’t we go to a bar and get real beer?” Vince just shook his head no. cá đuối, ray sighed.
“I want to be alone! Just leave Ray!” He just wanted to pass out and have a dreamless sleep. But cá đuối, ray did not move, he just stared out the window waiting for Vince to give in. “I want to go to bed!” he scouted his head still on the table.
“You can go to giường after we get a drink,” he paused, “never mind the drink bạn have had way to much. We can go to the Football game, the Jets are playing, I forgot who but, Gary can get us in for about 30 bucks, I’ll pay,” Vince though about it. He did not want to leave his house and he could watch the game on the TV.
“No, I’m not leaving my house. I don’t care if bạn stay, but I’m going to bed,” he got up and walked into his room. He left the door open just because he was too lazy to close it, and flopped on the bed. He was out a few giây after he got comfortable, and had another dreamless sleep.
He woke up with a huge hangover, as he made his way to the bathroom he was surprised to see cá đuối, ray sleeping on his couch. He shrugged it off and moved to the toilet were he threw up. It took him a while to push himself off the bathroom floor and into the kitchen. While he sat there he thought he was to young to be a widower, he was only 23 and his wife had been only 22, way to young to die. They were married only three months. He choked back tears; he did not want to accept the fact that she was gone forever but he knew he had too. He moved to the refrigerator to find that his bia was missing, he cussed, cá đuối, ray must have hid them. He got angry but let it pass and made coffee instead.
When Vince was on his một giây cup cá đuối, ray woke up, Vince glared him down. “Were is my beer?” he asked his voice full of anger.
“It’s all gone,” cá đuối, ray stared at him bored and tired.
“What do bạn mean ‘its gone?’” cá đuối, ray chuckled
“I threw it out, to much of that is not good for you.” He was about to yell when he figured he could just go bởi thêm later. cá đuối, ray moved and made a cup of coffee for himself and sat across from Vince. Annoyed Vince got up and walked to the door, “Where are bạn going?”
“I want the paper” he walked out the door and down to the mailbox, he grabbed the newspaper but did not go back inside. Instead he went on a walk, he looked like death but he could care less. The cool morning breeze eased the pounding on his head and soothed his stomach. He did not know how long he walked but bởi the time he got back to his house, cá đuối, ray had left and he was alone again, he walked to the fridge but slammed it shut remembering cá đuối, ray had took all his beer. He through the paper and the bàn and went to the living room. As he leaned in the doorway he looked around, he stopped at the wedding picture hanging on the wall, and his wife was smiling bright, her hair, perfection. Her bright brown eyes stared at him with tình yêu this made him break down. He slid down to the floor and but his face in his hands, he let the silent tears fall. Since the ngày after the funeral everyone đã đưa ý kiến for him to get out of the house and get over it. This always pissed him off, he was not going to get over this, it was his wife! He always đã đưa ý kiến for them to shove it and stomped away. He needs time, three days it not time. Out of all his Những người bạn and family cá đuối, ray was the only one that seamed to not push him into getting over it. Yes, he tried pushing him out of the house but that’s understandable. Even his own father đã đưa ý kiến she was not worth the pain, now his dad has a nice broken nose. He has not heard from his mother hoặc father since.
He looked back at the picture, he remembered that day, and after they đã đưa ý kiến ‘I Do’ and they were one there way to the reception that Amelia was so nervous about everything. She was always afraid of screwing up, but she did wonderful; their reception was the first time he ever danced with her. That was also the one night her father did not call him one single name hoặc criticizes him, Vince knew it was for Amelia, and he was happy with it. At the wake, Vince was standing tiếp theo to Amelia’s dad, he đã đưa ý kiến to Vince that, he was the right man for his daughter, hearing him say that mad Vince sob even longer. After the wake Amelia’s dad đã đưa ý kiến to Vince that he was sorry for everything, the only reason he did not like Vince was because he was the one that took Amelia away from him. He cussed himself for not talking to her for a few months, and then they parted.
He had talked to her father a week ago, he called when Vince was sober, which was lucky for Vince because Mr. Adams hated drinking. They were talking about the few things he could keep of Amelia’s. All vince wanted was the pictures and her wedding ring, they last gift he gave her.
Vince sat on the floor crying, waiting to pass into unctuousness, but it never came. He then got up and turned on Amelia’s yêu thích move, Titanic every time she watched this she would cry into his shirt, this time he was the one crying but not because of the movie.
He woke up thinking it was just a dream, then reality hit him, it was not a dream at all, it was the truth. He fell to his knees and cried out to God, “Why did bạn do this to me!” he then fell to the ground sobbing, his whole body was shaking, he wanted to numb the pain. After a while he got up slowly and walked to the refrigerator and pulled out a beer. He then moved to his đi văng and turned on the TV, he did not watch it; he just needed something to drown out the silence. He took a sip of his beer, he had large bags under his eyes, his hair was a mess and his eyes were bloodshot, he self so empty. He finished the rest of his bia in one gulp and go up for another, he felt the alcohol start numb his pain, he cracked a smile as he gulped down another. He was soon numb of all pain and was passes out on the couch, when he awoke it was almost sunset, he sighed and moved to his bed, he opened the window and breathed in the fresh evening air. It was harm to his face even though it was the end of October, his phone rang and he ignored it, as he has done for weeks. He was lying in giường waiting for sleep to take him when a large bang was on the door, he waited for them to leave, but they never did. Regretfully he slowly moved to his door to open it. cá đuối, ray his best friend burst through the door.
“Vince, bạn have to get out of this house!” He shouted closing the door while Vince got another bia and sat down at the phòng bếp, nhà bếp table. He was fine in his house, why did he have to get out? He ignored his friend and takes little sips of his beer, while staring out the window. cá đuối, ray pulled up a ghế, chỗ ngồi tiếp theo to him, “This isn’t good for you,” Vince shrugged not caring, he wanted to die, he had nothing left. “Why are bạn doing this to yourself?” this made him turn and look at his friend,
“Because I can!” he snapped. But cá đuối, ray did not even flinch at Vince’s tone; he just stared at him with a worried look. Vince put his head on the table.
“Why don’t we go to a bar and get real beer?” Vince just shook his head no. cá đuối, ray sighed.
“I want to be alone! Just leave Ray!” He just wanted to pass out and have a dreamless sleep. But cá đuối, ray did not move, he just stared out the window waiting for Vince to give in. “I want to go to bed!” he scouted his head still on the table.
“You can go to giường after we get a drink,” he paused, “never mind the drink bạn have had way to much. We can go to the Football game, the Jets are playing, I forgot who but, Gary can get us in for about 30 bucks, I’ll pay,” Vince though about it. He did not want to leave his house and he could watch the game on the TV.
“No, I’m not leaving my house. I don’t care if bạn stay, but I’m going to bed,” he got up and walked into his room. He left the door open just because he was too lazy to close it, and flopped on the bed. He was out a few giây after he got comfortable, and had another dreamless sleep.
He woke up with a huge hangover, as he made his way to the bathroom he was surprised to see cá đuối, ray sleeping on his couch. He shrugged it off and moved to the toilet were he threw up. It took him a while to push himself off the bathroom floor and into the kitchen. While he sat there he thought he was to young to be a widower, he was only 23 and his wife had been only 22, way to young to die. They were married only three months. He choked back tears; he did not want to accept the fact that she was gone forever but he knew he had too. He moved to the refrigerator to find that his bia was missing, he cussed, cá đuối, ray must have hid them. He got angry but let it pass and made coffee instead.
When Vince was on his một giây cup cá đuối, ray woke up, Vince glared him down. “Were is my beer?” he asked his voice full of anger.
“It’s all gone,” cá đuối, ray stared at him bored and tired.
“What do bạn mean ‘its gone?’” cá đuối, ray chuckled
“I threw it out, to much of that is not good for you.” He was about to yell when he figured he could just go bởi thêm later. cá đuối, ray moved and made a cup of coffee for himself and sat across from Vince. Annoyed Vince got up and walked to the door, “Where are bạn going?”
“I want the paper” he walked out the door and down to the mailbox, he grabbed the newspaper but did not go back inside. Instead he went on a walk, he looked like death but he could care less. The cool morning breeze eased the pounding on his head and soothed his stomach. He did not know how long he walked but bởi the time he got back to his house, cá đuối, ray had left and he was alone again, he walked to the fridge but slammed it shut remembering cá đuối, ray had took all his beer. He through the paper and the bàn and went to the living room. As he leaned in the doorway he looked around, he stopped at the wedding picture hanging on the wall, and his wife was smiling bright, her hair, perfection. Her bright brown eyes stared at him with tình yêu this made him break down. He slid down to the floor and but his face in his hands, he let the silent tears fall. Since the ngày after the funeral everyone đã đưa ý kiến for him to get out of the house and get over it. This always pissed him off, he was not going to get over this, it was his wife! He always đã đưa ý kiến for them to shove it and stomped away. He needs time, three days it not time. Out of all his Những người bạn and family cá đuối, ray was the only one that seamed to not push him into getting over it. Yes, he tried pushing him out of the house but that’s understandable. Even his own father đã đưa ý kiến she was not worth the pain, now his dad has a nice broken nose. He has not heard from his mother hoặc father since.
He looked back at the picture, he remembered that day, and after they đã đưa ý kiến ‘I Do’ and they were one there way to the reception that Amelia was so nervous about everything. She was always afraid of screwing up, but she did wonderful; their reception was the first time he ever danced with her. That was also the one night her father did not call him one single name hoặc criticizes him, Vince knew it was for Amelia, and he was happy with it. At the wake, Vince was standing tiếp theo to Amelia’s dad, he đã đưa ý kiến to Vince that, he was the right man for his daughter, hearing him say that mad Vince sob even longer. After the wake Amelia’s dad đã đưa ý kiến to Vince that he was sorry for everything, the only reason he did not like Vince was because he was the one that took Amelia away from him. He cussed himself for not talking to her for a few months, and then they parted.
He had talked to her father a week ago, he called when Vince was sober, which was lucky for Vince because Mr. Adams hated drinking. They were talking about the few things he could keep of Amelia’s. All vince wanted was the pictures and her wedding ring, they last gift he gave her.
Vince sat on the floor crying, waiting to pass into unctuousness, but it never came. He then got up and turned on Amelia’s yêu thích move, Titanic every time she watched this she would cry into his shirt, this time he was the one crying but not because of the movie.
upset
and so many thoughts
circling around
your head,
bạn try to make
this right,
to find the best way
so bạn could feel better,
so bạn could be free.
Pain will never
go away,
it always stays
to remember you
that life is not a dream,
life is unpredictable.
Endless questions,
so many "Why",
but the answer
we will
never find!
The strength within
will not let us crack,
life is unpredictable,
who's to say?
Today you're happy,
and yet
despair waits
stealthily
to engulf you.
But,
bạn need to be prepared.
Not only bad things
happen to bad people.
Unfortunately,
so many pure,
honored hearts
have been broken for
so many times,
in so many pieces,
and yet
they live,
they live with
their agony,
they live with
their groan,
but they live,
tho their eyes are
always sad,
their hearts are
still softly.
Therefore
they know...
Therefore
they are...
The brightest star
that shines
in the dark,
that spark of hope
for all of us
who deserve better.
When bạn look at the night sky, what do bạn see?
In my eyes,
I see the moon as a peaceful spirit,
watching over me.
When bạn stop and listen to the wind, what do bạn hear?
In my eyes,
The wind sings to me and tells tales.
When bạn feel the sun on your back, what do bạn think?
In my eyes,
The sun reaches out and gives me a warm smile.
When bạn hear a flowing stream, how does it sound?
In my eyes,
The stream is floating in my tim, trái tim and soul, drifting on and on.
When bạn look at me, what do bạn see?
In my eyes,
I see an average girl who is silently struggling inside.
But that's all in my eyes.
In my eyes,
I see the moon as a peaceful spirit,
watching over me.
When bạn stop and listen to the wind, what do bạn hear?
In my eyes,
The wind sings to me and tells tales.
When bạn feel the sun on your back, what do bạn think?
In my eyes,
The sun reaches out and gives me a warm smile.
When bạn hear a flowing stream, how does it sound?
In my eyes,
The stream is floating in my tim, trái tim and soul, drifting on and on.
When bạn look at me, what do bạn see?
In my eyes,
I see an average girl who is silently struggling inside.
But that's all in my eyes.
Hi people. well im starting up an Lời khuyên column for those people who need Lời khuyên through situations and questions. If bạn yourself find your stuck in a problem email my account at dearannie_advice@hotmail.co.uk. this is my special account i use for people needing help. Dont worry anything bạn say will never be told to anyone else, thats my promise. If bạn dont think bạn trust me then send it to my fanpop account. im here to help those stuck.
please if bạn need advice, just try it.
the new Dear Annie
xxxxx
please if bạn need advice, just try it.
the new Dear Annie
xxxxx
I chanced a glance at you
from across the crowded room
and that was when I noticed
bạn were looking at me too
we both know this shouldn't happen
its a road we've been down before
and the only way it ever ends
is with bạn walking out the door
so I wish someone would explain to me
why I'm still rooted in place
staring in the direction
of just another lonely face
my mind is screaming at me to run
while my tim, trái tim asks me to stay
for a moment I dont know what to do
and if its a price I'm willing to pay
we both know this is wrong
the tình yêu that we share
but we also know that wont stop us
because to find this kind of tình yêu is rare
from across the crowded room
and that was when I noticed
bạn were looking at me too
we both know this shouldn't happen
its a road we've been down before
and the only way it ever ends
is with bạn walking out the door
so I wish someone would explain to me
why I'm still rooted in place
staring in the direction
of just another lonely face
my mind is screaming at me to run
while my tim, trái tim asks me to stay
for a moment I dont know what to do
and if its a price I'm willing to pay
we both know this is wrong
the tình yêu that we share
but we also know that wont stop us
because to find this kind of tình yêu is rare
xin chào guys I'm new here and I just want to tell u guys how to become a mermaid for those Những nàng tiên cá lovers
I only know 1 spells and I hope it works for u guys
SPELL1#
these 're the following items needed
cup of water with salt mixed in it
voice
steps to take
put ur hand in the salty water hoặc fresh water if u want
say the spell 3 times
Những nàng tiên cá in the sea oh so fast and free
I wish to be one of u, I will have a tail colour of ()
and the power to () water
I will get my tail and power in ten phút but no later
mermaid when wet, human when dry
10 giây is all it takesto transform
so mote it be×2
U might get ur tail after 10 phút but it might work for some people
BEWARE:U CHANGE AFTER ONE DROP OF WATER
Good luck
I only know 1 spells and I hope it works for u guys
SPELL1#
these 're the following items needed
cup of water with salt mixed in it
voice
steps to take
put ur hand in the salty water hoặc fresh water if u want
say the spell 3 times
Những nàng tiên cá in the sea oh so fast and free
I wish to be one of u, I will have a tail colour of ()
and the power to () water
I will get my tail and power in ten phút but no later
mermaid when wet, human when dry
10 giây is all it takesto transform
so mote it be×2
U might get ur tail after 10 phút but it might work for some people
BEWARE:U CHANGE AFTER ONE DROP OF WATER
Good luck