Alexander left for Boston yesterday. He left me with spare keys to his apartment. I promised him I would go apologize to Grey. I wasn’t excited about it, but it had to be done. I was going to do it today, the sooner the better.
I sighed as I rose from the leather couch, and took the keys from the hook. I walked to Grey’s house. It looked the same. Her car-well my car that I didn’t take with me-sat in the driveway. She didn’t have to work. I went up to the door and knocked.
I stood there a moment, and waited. I heard footsteps and the door opened. Grey stood looking at me open mouthed.
“Damien, what are bạn doing here?” she asked seeming board.
“I came to apologize,” she just looked at me. “May I come in?” she waved her hand, gesturing me to come in.
“Make this quick, I have plans,” she đã đưa ý kiến annoyed.
“I’m sorry, Grey. I shouldn’t have đã đưa ý kiến what I did. I did want to leave you, but I didn’t go about it the right way,” I đã đưa ý kiến feeling stupid.
“You’re damn right bạn didn’t,” Grey snapped.
“I know words can’t do much, so how can I make it up to you?” I asked feeling like an ass.
“Follow me,” she grinned. Grey walked up the steps, her jeans rubbed together as she walked. Her hàng đầu, đầu trang rode up her body, revealing her waist. I looked away, I wasn’t with her anymore. I wasn’t having regrets; I was just so used to seeing her body.
Grey walked into the bedroom we once shared. She climbed onto the giường and laid on her side.
“Come here,” she whispered seductively. I should’ve known she would play this card.
“Grey, I can’t,” I protested, I didn’t want to cheat on Alexander.
“You đã đưa ý kiến anything, this is my choice,” she said.
“But Alexander-”
“Doesn’t have to know,” Grey stood and pulled me onto the giường with her. She crawled on hàng đầu, đầu trang of me, and started kissing my neck. Grey began unbuttoning my shirt, and rubbing my abs. I moaned a little.
“Grey stop,” I was becoming weak. No, I couldn’t let her do this, but it felt so good.
“Why,” she bit my ear. I moaned again.
“It’s not right, and I can’t just cheat on Alexander,” I đã đưa ý kiến feeling guilty.
“You cheated on me, what makes him so different?” she asked kissing my neck more. I didn’t reply. The only answer that came to mind would be cruel. She kissed my lips and took off my shirt. I let her do what she wanted to me. I was her slave.
I vowed to confess to Alexander when he came home. I felt bad even as I let her do wicked things to me. Grey kept kissing me, and I fought to hold back my tears. Hold on Damien, it will be over soon enough. I hoped the voice in my head was right. Although, I did not believe it.
I sighed as I rose from the leather couch, and took the keys from the hook. I walked to Grey’s house. It looked the same. Her car-well my car that I didn’t take with me-sat in the driveway. She didn’t have to work. I went up to the door and knocked.
I stood there a moment, and waited. I heard footsteps and the door opened. Grey stood looking at me open mouthed.
“Damien, what are bạn doing here?” she asked seeming board.
“I came to apologize,” she just looked at me. “May I come in?” she waved her hand, gesturing me to come in.
“Make this quick, I have plans,” she đã đưa ý kiến annoyed.
“I’m sorry, Grey. I shouldn’t have đã đưa ý kiến what I did. I did want to leave you, but I didn’t go about it the right way,” I đã đưa ý kiến feeling stupid.
“You’re damn right bạn didn’t,” Grey snapped.
“I know words can’t do much, so how can I make it up to you?” I asked feeling like an ass.
“Follow me,” she grinned. Grey walked up the steps, her jeans rubbed together as she walked. Her hàng đầu, đầu trang rode up her body, revealing her waist. I looked away, I wasn’t with her anymore. I wasn’t having regrets; I was just so used to seeing her body.
Grey walked into the bedroom we once shared. She climbed onto the giường and laid on her side.
“Come here,” she whispered seductively. I should’ve known she would play this card.
“Grey, I can’t,” I protested, I didn’t want to cheat on Alexander.
“You đã đưa ý kiến anything, this is my choice,” she said.
“But Alexander-”
“Doesn’t have to know,” Grey stood and pulled me onto the giường with her. She crawled on hàng đầu, đầu trang of me, and started kissing my neck. Grey began unbuttoning my shirt, and rubbing my abs. I moaned a little.
“Grey stop,” I was becoming weak. No, I couldn’t let her do this, but it felt so good.
“Why,” she bit my ear. I moaned again.
“It’s not right, and I can’t just cheat on Alexander,” I đã đưa ý kiến feeling guilty.
“You cheated on me, what makes him so different?” she asked kissing my neck more. I didn’t reply. The only answer that came to mind would be cruel. She kissed my lips and took off my shirt. I let her do what she wanted to me. I was her slave.
I vowed to confess to Alexander when he came home. I felt bad even as I let her do wicked things to me. Grey kept kissing me, and I fought to hold back my tears. Hold on Damien, it will be over soon enough. I hoped the voice in my head was right. Although, I did not believe it.
This is for all the kids who are bullied bởi words. My teachers always say be bleacher people. Lift others up. I hope this poem gives that message to others.
bạn yell at me
mean words.
They
pierce my heart.
I say its ok.
I di chuyển on.
But the words
still have power.
They still hurt
me.
My friends
tell me
its a big deal,
and that I
need to tell
a teacher.
But I say im fine.
Im really not.
I want to
believe
that im fine,
I want to
believe that
it was
nothing.
But it was
something.
Words always
have power.
Enough power to
strike me
down,
hoặc lift
me up.
Why must
bạn hurt
me?
bạn yell at me
mean words.
They
pierce my heart.
I say its ok.
I di chuyển on.
But the words
still have power.
They still hurt
me.
My friends
tell me
its a big deal,
and that I
need to tell
a teacher.
But I say im fine.
Im really not.
I want to
believe
that im fine,
I want to
believe that
it was
nothing.
But it was
something.
Words always
have power.
Enough power to
strike me
down,
hoặc lift
me up.
Why must
bạn hurt
me?
I live in my opinion possibly the most ghetto town in the United States, Pittsburgh. People have been committing suicide all over town. Population all over town has been decreasing, fast. Some of my Những người bạn were so depressed that they were thinking about "joining the crowd". I wouldn't live without my friends. I don't want my Những người bạn to go as well as my mom and dad. Yes, I'm an orphan. I've been an orphan for about three weeks. My Những người bạn have disappeared. I think they went to Clarion; but I could be wrong. There have been tons of fights at my school. Most of the people that were committing suicide were middle school and high school aged. I was getting really tired really fast. I climbed up in a cây and found a comfortable spot and fell asleep. tiếp theo thing I knew, I was tied up on a pole.
Sorry for cliffhangers....
Sorry for cliffhangers....