I felt stiff, and I stretched. I slowly opened my eyes; I was in Alexander’s bedroom. I was fully clothed, that was a good sign. I laid flat on my back.
“Yes, I found him on the street,” Alexander must’ve been on the phone. Was he talking about me? There was a pause.
“He was crying, and I brought him back here. He got into a bad fight with Grey. She kicked him out,” great a recap.
“Okay, I will. Goodbye Dr. Anozi,” Alexander hung up the phone. He was talking to Dr. Anozi. I felt comforted bởi the fact that the doctor still cared about me. I heard Alexander’s footsteps creeping closer to his bedroom. He stood in the doorway and looked at me with his warm, brown eyes; it made my tim, trái tim melt. “I was beginning to think only your prince charming could get bạn up,” Alexander đã đưa ý kiến grinning. He leaned on the doorframe.
“You didn’t try to get me up did you?” It wasn’t like me to say something so spontaneous.
“No, I thought the sleep would help your mind rework itself into a trước đó state,” Alexander said.
“How long was I out?” I asked. bởi the way my muscles felt I’m going to guess a while.
“About three days. I started to get worried, and I’ve been calling Dr. Anozi,” he said. Wow, three days…I’ve been stoned and drunk, but I didn’t sleep that long.
“God, I feel like shit,” I đã đưa ý kiến trying to stand up. Alexander walked over to me, and helped me. I stood, and my ankles and knees popped.
“You alright there old man?” Alexander asked chuckling.
“Very funny, help me into the living room,” I said. He put my arm around his neck, and walked as I hobbled beside him into the living room. He sat me on the couch.
“Do bạn need anything?” Alexander asked.
“Uh, my meds,” I said. I didn’t need to have a schizophrenic outbreak anytime soon. It would be worse now, considering I had so much on my mind. Alexander walked into the kitchen. I looked around the living room for my suitcase. He had laid it in here when I first came. Now where was it?
He entered the room with my pills and a glass of water. I took them. “Thanks,” I put the pills in my mouth and took a sip of water.
“How are bạn feeling?” Alexander asked concernedly, his soft hand lying on hàng đầu, đầu trang of mine. I felt the nerves in my hands go wild.
“There has been worse, yet there has been better,” I said. I didn’t quite know how I felt. I wanted to feel bad, to feel raging guilt. I didn’t though I felt happy, and secure. Just being here with Alexander in this moment meant the world to me. He studied me for a moment; I looked down. I hated it when people looked at me.
“I tình yêu you,” Alexander đã đưa ý kiến picking up my chin to look in my eyes. A shiver went down my spine and my tim, trái tim melted. I wanted to say it back, but I was speechless. I took a deep, shaky breath.
“I-I tình yêu bạn t-too,” I stammered. I was sure I did, but I was in shock. He kissed me; I felt a tear go down my cheek. Was this my forever, hoặc only a moment that I’ll look back on later? He pulled back and looked at me.
“Why are bạn crying?” Alexander asked.
“I want to feel bad, but I don’t,” I said.
“Feel bad about what?” his brow furrowed as he looked at me. “The fight with Grey. I want to feel guilty, but I don’t. I’m happy,” I said, and hung my head as thêm tears came down.
“This is what I think bạn should do. I’m going to Boston for a few days for a conference. During that time bạn should go and apologize to Grey,” đã đưa ý kiến Alexander. My tim, trái tim sank as I heard I wouldn’t see him.
“What will I say?” I asked. How do bạn apologize to Grey? She won’t accept it.
“Just say sorry, that’s all bạn have to do,” Alexander said, and picked up my chin. He looked me in the eyes. “You can do this, I know bạn can.” I was glad to know he had faith in me. For, I did not.
“Yes, I found him on the street,” Alexander must’ve been on the phone. Was he talking about me? There was a pause.
“He was crying, and I brought him back here. He got into a bad fight with Grey. She kicked him out,” great a recap.
“Okay, I will. Goodbye Dr. Anozi,” Alexander hung up the phone. He was talking to Dr. Anozi. I felt comforted bởi the fact that the doctor still cared about me. I heard Alexander’s footsteps creeping closer to his bedroom. He stood in the doorway and looked at me with his warm, brown eyes; it made my tim, trái tim melt. “I was beginning to think only your prince charming could get bạn up,” Alexander đã đưa ý kiến grinning. He leaned on the doorframe.
“You didn’t try to get me up did you?” It wasn’t like me to say something so spontaneous.
“No, I thought the sleep would help your mind rework itself into a trước đó state,” Alexander said.
“How long was I out?” I asked. bởi the way my muscles felt I’m going to guess a while.
“About three days. I started to get worried, and I’ve been calling Dr. Anozi,” he said. Wow, three days…I’ve been stoned and drunk, but I didn’t sleep that long.
“God, I feel like shit,” I đã đưa ý kiến trying to stand up. Alexander walked over to me, and helped me. I stood, and my ankles and knees popped.
“You alright there old man?” Alexander asked chuckling.
“Very funny, help me into the living room,” I said. He put my arm around his neck, and walked as I hobbled beside him into the living room. He sat me on the couch.
“Do bạn need anything?” Alexander asked.
“Uh, my meds,” I said. I didn’t need to have a schizophrenic outbreak anytime soon. It would be worse now, considering I had so much on my mind. Alexander walked into the kitchen. I looked around the living room for my suitcase. He had laid it in here when I first came. Now where was it?
He entered the room with my pills and a glass of water. I took them. “Thanks,” I put the pills in my mouth and took a sip of water.
“How are bạn feeling?” Alexander asked concernedly, his soft hand lying on hàng đầu, đầu trang of mine. I felt the nerves in my hands go wild.
“There has been worse, yet there has been better,” I said. I didn’t quite know how I felt. I wanted to feel bad, to feel raging guilt. I didn’t though I felt happy, and secure. Just being here with Alexander in this moment meant the world to me. He studied me for a moment; I looked down. I hated it when people looked at me.
“I tình yêu you,” Alexander đã đưa ý kiến picking up my chin to look in my eyes. A shiver went down my spine and my tim, trái tim melted. I wanted to say it back, but I was speechless. I took a deep, shaky breath.
“I-I tình yêu bạn t-too,” I stammered. I was sure I did, but I was in shock. He kissed me; I felt a tear go down my cheek. Was this my forever, hoặc only a moment that I’ll look back on later? He pulled back and looked at me.
“Why are bạn crying?” Alexander asked.
“I want to feel bad, but I don’t,” I said.
“Feel bad about what?” his brow furrowed as he looked at me. “The fight with Grey. I want to feel guilty, but I don’t. I’m happy,” I said, and hung my head as thêm tears came down.
“This is what I think bạn should do. I’m going to Boston for a few days for a conference. During that time bạn should go and apologize to Grey,” đã đưa ý kiến Alexander. My tim, trái tim sank as I heard I wouldn’t see him.
“What will I say?” I asked. How do bạn apologize to Grey? She won’t accept it.
“Just say sorry, that’s all bạn have to do,” Alexander said, and picked up my chin. He looked me in the eyes. “You can do this, I know bạn can.” I was glad to know he had faith in me. For, I did not.
this is my first story that i made on here i'm still decideing if i want to make thêm of this book hoặc not i am still decideing on a tittle name.please do not hesitate to criticize i need it.thank bạn <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 I Taylor Ann Smith was not happy.I was very mad.How dare them! i thought angrily to myself.how dare them decide who i marry!.this all happened when i came down for breakfast."Good morning mother,good morning farther."i đã đưa ý kiến happily.Mother was cooking eggs and bánh mì nướng while father was waiting."Hello darling"said Mother cheerfully as she sat a plate of eggs and bánh mì nướng in front of me."good morning taylor" farther answered. his plate."what's happening today?"i asked still eating."well.. mom started looked unconfertable...we decided who bạn were to marry"."What!" i cried almost chocking on my food.
Glance the other way
Rip your tim, trái tim out
I just don't care anymore
You're useless
And uncaring
bạn know nothing!
Yet bạn pretend bạn do
You're a pretender
A pretender is just a liar in disguise
A pretender is a faker
A pretender hides
A pretender is a maker
Of the dark abyss
bạn told me once
I told bạn twice
Now what?
Do we forget the past?
Live for the future?
hoặc remember and continue on our path?
...Decisions...Decisions...
Left hoặc right?
Up hoặc down?
Wrong hoặc right?
Please give me the answer
For I do not know
Right and wrong any longer
Rip your tim, trái tim out
I just don't care anymore
You're useless
And uncaring
bạn know nothing!
Yet bạn pretend bạn do
You're a pretender
A pretender is just a liar in disguise
A pretender is a faker
A pretender hides
A pretender is a maker
Of the dark abyss
bạn told me once
I told bạn twice
Now what?
Do we forget the past?
Live for the future?
hoặc remember and continue on our path?
...Decisions...Decisions...
Left hoặc right?
Up hoặc down?
Wrong hoặc right?
Please give me the answer
For I do not know
Right and wrong any longer