Will the pain ever go away?
Bella người hâm mộ fiction
“Smile sweetie.” Dad tried to tell me to do. It didn’t work. The crap that I was going through couldn’t be stopped anyway possible. Charlie wasn’t helping, Jacob wasn’t helping, not even work was helping. I wanted to curl up and die. My life sucked and all I wished was that I could get the pain through my body in one nhanh, swift move. The pain didn’t want to cooperate. It wanted to scream at my soul to shut down. And it was working. Everything people told me from the beginning. It was to good to be true.
That night I didn’t touch my dinner. And I also didn’t finish my chemistry homework. hoặc any other assignment. I was failing in all my classes (of course Phys Ed included). I asked my dad if I could be excused and went up to my room with a small glass of water. I got my blanket off my chair and laid it out on the floor. I couldn’t sleep in the giường my father provided me with, because it smelled of Edward. Or, HIM as I referred to it. I got my cái gối, gối and laid down. I didn’t put my giường clothes on, just laying in my T-shirt and jeans on the blanket. I looked at my phone one last time and saw 1 new message:
xin chào Bells, r u OK? I want to come see u but my dad đã đưa ý kiến I couldn’t yet. I have the flu. Text me back. I tình yêu u. -Jacob.
I tried to smile but my lips wouldn’t provide the action, so I smiled in my brain and read the text again and again. I decided I would text him back, I didn’t want to close the door on Jacob, as much as I did the rest of the world.
Hi Jake. No, my world is caving in. I’m sorry about ur flu. Can I come c u? I miss u very much. I tình yêu u 2. Please don’t think I’m shutting bạn out. -Bella
I waited for about 30 phút after that and decided I would check my e-mails instead to see if I’d gotten any new e-mails from Jake, mostly.
The computer I had was slow, but steady and it was all I had. I hadn’t minded it when HE was here. I’d only minded it when I was alone. I fidgeted because it was so slow and it made me scream inside.
Finally the piece of crap started up and let me get on my e-mail.
3 new e-mails, the computer told me. I expected all of them to be from Jake, but surprisingly one said, Acullen@mail.org. That couldn’t be right. Alice’s e-mail was AliceCullen@hotmail.com. Someone was either blackmailing me hoặc tricking me.
From: Acullen@mail.org
To: BellaSwan@mail.org
Subject:
Hello Bella,
It’s Jasper. If it đã đưa ý kiến Jasper bạn would think it would be something else. Not sure what but I know you, I am very sorry for the outburst. Alice was too afraid to tend to your e-mails. Esme misses bạn so much. bạn kept Edward in place. I’ll be visiting bạn soon, Bella. I promise bạn will be fine until I get there. Don’t answer back, please. Thank you.
Love, Jasper Cullen *your friend* :]
This time I really did smile. Jasper was coming to see me, I wouldn’t be alone. The fight was coming to an end, because where one Cullen goes, the rest follow. Like chain mail.
3 days later:
I was at school and I had my homework done because I’d been really excited for Jasper’s return. The ngày went really fast because Jasper was coming and I was just really excited. I had been texting Jake back with enthusiasm. He’d đã đưa ý kiến hopefully the flu would go away soon but I still wasn’t aloud to see him….
I got in my truck and went home. I was eating again too, so I got a snack and put a bowl of chili in the microwave. I looked in the living room to be sure that Jasper wasn’t hiding in there with Edward hoặc someone else…he wasn’t. I went up into my room to see my giường as it was and my sheets on the floor. I looked around, and something caught my eye…At first I thought it was Jasper. But I looked again and saw it was EDWARD!!!!! I rubbed my eyes to make sure I wasn’t kidding myself (I did this often). I wasn’t and it was true.
“Hello my love.” he said. I screamed and dropped what was in my hand. I ran up to him and hugged him tightly. “YOUR BACK!” I yelled. He hugged me back and then we kissed. “Are bạn staying?” I asked. “Yes.” He smiled. “Really?” “Really.” “Where’s Jasper?” I asked. “Jasper didn’t send that e-mail. I did.” “You did?” “I did.” I smiled and hugged him again. This was the perfect present. I would never forget that. “I tình yêu you.” I said. “Me too.” Edward đã đưa ý kiến and picked me up, bridal style.
Bella người hâm mộ fiction
“Smile sweetie.” Dad tried to tell me to do. It didn’t work. The crap that I was going through couldn’t be stopped anyway possible. Charlie wasn’t helping, Jacob wasn’t helping, not even work was helping. I wanted to curl up and die. My life sucked and all I wished was that I could get the pain through my body in one nhanh, swift move. The pain didn’t want to cooperate. It wanted to scream at my soul to shut down. And it was working. Everything people told me from the beginning. It was to good to be true.
That night I didn’t touch my dinner. And I also didn’t finish my chemistry homework. hoặc any other assignment. I was failing in all my classes (of course Phys Ed included). I asked my dad if I could be excused and went up to my room with a small glass of water. I got my blanket off my chair and laid it out on the floor. I couldn’t sleep in the giường my father provided me with, because it smelled of Edward. Or, HIM as I referred to it. I got my cái gối, gối and laid down. I didn’t put my giường clothes on, just laying in my T-shirt and jeans on the blanket. I looked at my phone one last time and saw 1 new message:
xin chào Bells, r u OK? I want to come see u but my dad đã đưa ý kiến I couldn’t yet. I have the flu. Text me back. I tình yêu u. -Jacob.
I tried to smile but my lips wouldn’t provide the action, so I smiled in my brain and read the text again and again. I decided I would text him back, I didn’t want to close the door on Jacob, as much as I did the rest of the world.
Hi Jake. No, my world is caving in. I’m sorry about ur flu. Can I come c u? I miss u very much. I tình yêu u 2. Please don’t think I’m shutting bạn out. -Bella
I waited for about 30 phút after that and decided I would check my e-mails instead to see if I’d gotten any new e-mails from Jake, mostly.
The computer I had was slow, but steady and it was all I had. I hadn’t minded it when HE was here. I’d only minded it when I was alone. I fidgeted because it was so slow and it made me scream inside.
Finally the piece of crap started up and let me get on my e-mail.
3 new e-mails, the computer told me. I expected all of them to be from Jake, but surprisingly one said, Acullen@mail.org. That couldn’t be right. Alice’s e-mail was AliceCullen@hotmail.com. Someone was either blackmailing me hoặc tricking me.
From: Acullen@mail.org
To: BellaSwan@mail.org
Subject:
Hello Bella,
It’s Jasper. If it đã đưa ý kiến Jasper bạn would think it would be something else. Not sure what but I know you, I am very sorry for the outburst. Alice was too afraid to tend to your e-mails. Esme misses bạn so much. bạn kept Edward in place. I’ll be visiting bạn soon, Bella. I promise bạn will be fine until I get there. Don’t answer back, please. Thank you.
Love, Jasper Cullen *your friend* :]
This time I really did smile. Jasper was coming to see me, I wouldn’t be alone. The fight was coming to an end, because where one Cullen goes, the rest follow. Like chain mail.
3 days later:
I was at school and I had my homework done because I’d been really excited for Jasper’s return. The ngày went really fast because Jasper was coming and I was just really excited. I had been texting Jake back with enthusiasm. He’d đã đưa ý kiến hopefully the flu would go away soon but I still wasn’t aloud to see him….
I got in my truck and went home. I was eating again too, so I got a snack and put a bowl of chili in the microwave. I looked in the living room to be sure that Jasper wasn’t hiding in there with Edward hoặc someone else…he wasn’t. I went up into my room to see my giường as it was and my sheets on the floor. I looked around, and something caught my eye…At first I thought it was Jasper. But I looked again and saw it was EDWARD!!!!! I rubbed my eyes to make sure I wasn’t kidding myself (I did this often). I wasn’t and it was true.
“Hello my love.” he said. I screamed and dropped what was in my hand. I ran up to him and hugged him tightly. “YOUR BACK!” I yelled. He hugged me back and then we kissed. “Are bạn staying?” I asked. “Yes.” He smiled. “Really?” “Really.” “Where’s Jasper?” I asked. “Jasper didn’t send that e-mail. I did.” “You did?” “I did.” I smiled and hugged him again. This was the perfect present. I would never forget that. “I tình yêu you.” I said. “Me too.” Edward đã đưa ý kiến and picked me up, bridal style.
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Last born of the clan
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his dao, con dao and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing tiếp theo of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his Những người bạn was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his Những người bạn was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his dao, con dao and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing tiếp theo of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his Những người bạn was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his Những người bạn was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That's not what bạn want to hear
One is born so one can die
bạn must wait a real long time
That's thêm than bạn can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the ngày bạn cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to hiển thị me that bạn were there
hoa raised up like a snake
bạn will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the ngày bạn cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what bạn want to hear
That’s not what bạn want to hear
The road is always clear
That's not what bạn want to hear
One is born so one can die
bạn must wait a real long time
That's thêm than bạn can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the ngày bạn cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to hiển thị me that bạn were there
hoa raised up like a snake
bạn will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the ngày bạn cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what bạn want to hear
That’s not what bạn want to hear
I think I know what’s on your mind
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything bạn want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything bạn want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
When these pillars get put down
It will be bạn who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much tình yêu would make bạn whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my tim, trái tim is chẻ, phân chia, split like Rio
And I assure bạn my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
bạn are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
It will be bạn who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much tình yêu would make bạn whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my tim, trái tim is chẻ, phân chia, split like Rio
And I assure bạn my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
bạn are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
Should never think
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me bởi my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell bạn to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my áo, áo khoác on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
bạn got it all
So hold on
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Without me bạn got it all
Without me bạn got it all
So hold on
Without me bạn got it all
So hold on
Without me bạn got it all
So hold on
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me bởi my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell bạn to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my áo, áo khoác on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
bạn got it all
So hold on
Without me bạn got it all
Hold on
Without me bạn got it all
Without me bạn got it all
So hold on
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HELLO EVERY ONE!! This bài viết is about the 1st part of breaking dawn the movie, if bạn have NOT read the book then do not read any further.
They have chẻ, phân chia, split it into 2 parts the first part is when Edward and Bella get married and when she figures out that she became pregnant.
The một giây part is ALL about Jacob and how he feels when he figures out how Bella is prego with a cute devil child! (Or a bloodsucker/human) It is going to be the best movie in the whole world!!!
Well CHOW until tiếp theo week on Monday
MOOSH!!!! <3
They have chẻ, phân chia, split it into 2 parts the first part is when Edward and Bella get married and when she figures out that she became pregnant.
The một giây part is ALL about Jacob and how he feels when he figures out how Bella is prego with a cute devil child! (Or a bloodsucker/human) It is going to be the best movie in the whole world!!!
Well CHOW until tiếp theo week on Monday
MOOSH!!!! <3