Once we get to the house, I looked around everywhere. Making sure Charlie hoặc anyone is not around hiding on the outskirts of my home. After I made sure it was safe, I unbuckled and gathered my stuff ready to blot inside my an toàn, két an toàn home. Edward got out of the car, I noticed. He was opening my door for me. I gathered all of my thuyền mành, rác rưởi, rác and was ready.
“Are bạn alright to walk?” he asked. While he asked the questionable question, He grabbed all of my things out of my arms. I didn’t answer. “Are bạn okay to walk, Bella?” He asked again, after a few minutes. I just nodded my head. I got up out of the car to have my knees give out and fall into 2 very strong, comforting arms, which belong to my beloved, Edward.
“Now, I guess the klutz Bella from awhile cách đây is still here. Go figure. Now are bạn going to let me carry bạn hoặc are bạn going to be stubborn and force you?” He asked calmly. He was hiding the fact that he was about to start laughing at any moment.
“Stubborn. There is no way I am going to allow bạn to carry me up the stairs. I can walk myself thank bạn very much.” I sighed. “Plus bạn have all of that stuff in your arms. We wouldn’t want everything to fall down while going towards the building. Now would we?” I said, smiling. I feel as though I won though the feeling was soon taken away.
After a few seconds, he took at his cell phone dialing a number and pressed send. I just stared at him and he just smiled at me, telling me I just lost.
“Hey, Emmett.” He đã đưa ý kiến into his phone. He listened to whatever Emmett đã đưa ý kiến and answered his question. “Yes, we are outside. Though I kind of need your help bring up some of this stuff from the party.” He said. He listened to what Emmett đã đưa ý kiến while still smiling at me. “Well of course I have Bells with me. No the reason why we haven’t gone up yet is because Bella is having a hard time walking without falling. That is why I need bạn to bring up the stuff, while I grab her.” He said, obviously very annoyed. He listened to everything Emmett had to say then he hung up his phone with a quick bye bro.
After a few phút Emmett came down stairs with a huge smile on his face. He grabbed everything out of Edwards’s arms and thêm from the car. Emmett took off right after taking the stuff. I got no hug, no xin chào bells. Nothing. It kind of hurt that my teddy bear, my sort of older brother didn’t say hi hoặc even see me here. Though before I could over think anything Edward grabbed on to my legs and my lower back and lifted me up against his chest. He picked me up like I weighed nothing instead of 102 pounds. It was kind of scary but in not a frightening me way. On the way I fell asleep from all the stress and break downs today in my safety place.
I woke up a couple hours later with the noise of two people talking out in the living room. They weren’t very loud but my house echoes from not having a lot of stuff around. I started to figure out the voices better they were Emmett and Jasper. Though where were Edward and the girls? I felt the giường di chuyển and I froze automatically thinking it was Charlie. I was afraid to look scared that it will be the one person I scared of most. That is until the person started to talk and pulled me into their arms and I felt an toàn, két an toàn automatically like a switch.
“Bella, my sweet innocent Bella.” A smoothing voice spoke. “Why must bạn go through so much pain?” He spoke with pain that mirrors my own. “Why didn’t bạn tell me?” he spoke. “Why did bạn keep it from me?” He spoke again “Bella, I could have helped you. I could have stopped Charlie” Spoke the voice; I would know my whole life. I decided then to “wake up” from my pretend sleep.
“Edward?” I asked my voice full of sleep. “I am sorry.” I said, full of sadness. “I didn’t mean for bạn to find out the way bạn did” I said, regret filled my tone. “I wanted to tell once we got home, not when I fell asleep” I said, I really need to stop sleep talking. He looked at me with a small amount of tears covering his eyes and cheeks. I reached and wiped them away for him.
“My, Bella, it is fine. Though I would liked to of known when this was going on and not 2 years after. Though, I would still like to hear the rest of the story if bạn are still willing to tell me.” He sighed and I sighed. “So I can help.” He said, looking up at me with nervousness covering every inch of his eyes. “Bella, my sweet Bella. bạn scared me today and it made me believe that I need to man up and finally tell bạn how I feel. I tình yêu bạn Bella. I have for a very long time. I just couldn’t spit it out every time I was going to tell you. I tình yêu bạn Bella.” He stated, he looked almost scared, like I was going to reject him. I sat up and took his hand into mine and I simply kissed him with everything I had.
After a few phút we chẻ, phân chia, split up trying to breath. He looked happy and I am very positive that I have the same look on my face and I don’t care what I look like. I am happy
“You don’t know how long I have been waiting to Kiss and for bạn tell me” I stated after I caught my breath. “I guess the saying Better late than never woks right now. I have loved bạn ever seen moved to forks, Washington all those years ago.” I said, my tone full all the tình yêu I feel for this man sitting tiếp theo to me. “As for telling bạn the whole story, I can do that but your parents need to know. So that they can know why their kids were always lying to cover for me.” I said. I felt horrible for not telling bạn them and for endangering their kids all those years and even now I am still endangering them.
“God am I glad bạn đã đưa ý kiến that.” He said. He pulled me into his lap and picked me and started to carry us out to the living room. I was about to reject about it and that I could walk but for once I didn’t. I felt an toàn, két an toàn and protected and loved. The right kind of love, it feels so unmoral and foreign to me but I like it.
“Let’s go into the living room and phòng bếp, nhà bếp to figure out who is here and who isn’t. Then I will tell my infamous story of my child hood.” The part that haunts me every ngày of my life and that is my whole child hood.