Chapter 4
At the airport Carlisle came to pick us up this time. Aunt alice ran to Carlisle and came his a hug. Me Emmett and Rosalie were walking slowly just to get on alice’s nerves. Carlisle came up to me.
“how was ur vacation nessie?” carlisel aske me before I could answer alice answered first.
“she looked sick to me all the time, the only thing she did was sit in the house and do her work, Carlisle I think bạn need to check her” alice said
“really?” Carlisle aske me
“grandpa Carlisle I feel fine” I lied, I got a huge headache, I felt dizzy and everything went black. Then the tiếp theo thing I see is the ceiling. “yep u do look fine” Emmett joked around. Rosalie slapped his arm.
“this is what happens when bạn don’t hunt renesmee” grandpa Carlisle told me. I closed my eyes back. I knew even thought my father was mad at me he would talk to me about this. When everyone left the room except my dad.
“renesmee Cullen r u out of your mind?” he practically shouted.
“I didn’t want to hunt” I told him I was just tired of arguing with him.
“but u know u have to u don’t have a choice” he practically shouted again.
“stop!” I shouted “why do u always argue with me, y cant u just leave me alone!” I shouted in his face. And left the room I walked down stairs.
“uncle Emmett!” I shouted and he followed me outside.
“wanna fight?” I asked him
“love too since wen do u wanna fight me?” he asked in excitement.
“IT helps ME CALM DOWN” I told him. Then all of a sudden when I started fighting uncle Emmett all of my family came out.
“Emmett sop it!!” my father yelled.
“she wants to fight this time not me” uncle Emmett answered.
“nessie?” he asked in shock “she would never ask u to fight her” my father told him but he was way wrong.
“do u even know me?” I asked him “dad,… u still pretend I’m a little girl, im not I grew up and I asked to fight uncle Emmett it calms me down so now every time when im mad ill be fighting” I told him. I looked into my family’s shocked expressions.
“tight” uncle Emmett said.
At the airport Carlisle came to pick us up this time. Aunt alice ran to Carlisle and came his a hug. Me Emmett and Rosalie were walking slowly just to get on alice’s nerves. Carlisle came up to me.
“how was ur vacation nessie?” carlisel aske me before I could answer alice answered first.
“she looked sick to me all the time, the only thing she did was sit in the house and do her work, Carlisle I think bạn need to check her” alice said
“really?” Carlisle aske me
“grandpa Carlisle I feel fine” I lied, I got a huge headache, I felt dizzy and everything went black. Then the tiếp theo thing I see is the ceiling. “yep u do look fine” Emmett joked around. Rosalie slapped his arm.
“this is what happens when bạn don’t hunt renesmee” grandpa Carlisle told me. I closed my eyes back. I knew even thought my father was mad at me he would talk to me about this. When everyone left the room except my dad.
“renesmee Cullen r u out of your mind?” he practically shouted.
“I didn’t want to hunt” I told him I was just tired of arguing with him.
“but u know u have to u don’t have a choice” he practically shouted again.
“stop!” I shouted “why do u always argue with me, y cant u just leave me alone!” I shouted in his face. And left the room I walked down stairs.
“uncle Emmett!” I shouted and he followed me outside.
“wanna fight?” I asked him
“love too since wen do u wanna fight me?” he asked in excitement.
“IT helps ME CALM DOWN” I told him. Then all of a sudden when I started fighting uncle Emmett all of my family came out.
“Emmett sop it!!” my father yelled.
“she wants to fight this time not me” uncle Emmett answered.
“nessie?” he asked in shock “she would never ask u to fight her” my father told him but he was way wrong.
“do u even know me?” I asked him “dad,… u still pretend I’m a little girl, im not I grew up and I asked to fight uncle Emmett it calms me down so now every time when im mad ill be fighting” I told him. I looked into my family’s shocked expressions.
“tight” uncle Emmett said.
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the tim, trái tim which will stop beating soon, the tim, trái tim which was the reason for me to live, the tim, trái tim which she had được trao to me to keep an toàn, két an toàn just like how I had được trao her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the tim, trái tim which will stop beating soon, the tim, trái tim which was the reason for me to live, the tim, trái tim which she had được trao to me to keep an toàn, két an toàn just like how I had được trao her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.