hey! It's me again! Here is chapter 2 of Bella becomes a vampire! I hope bạn like it!
2. Friends
I didn't know what to say. Edward just asked me to marry him. I stared at the sparkling red dimond, not knowing what to say.
"Edward, I just became a vampire, this is something that will have a huge impact on my life. I need to think about this first." I đã đưa ý kiến with shock on my face.
"Bella, I tình yêu you, and bạn tình yêu me. bạn want to be with me forever right?" Edward đã đưa ý kiến smiling.
"Yes of course but, I can't comprehend all of this at one time. Becoming a vampire already is a big thing to take in. Just give me some time ok?" I đã đưa ý kiến trying to sound convincing.
"Ok. But bởi tiếp theo week I want an answer, ok?" Edward đã đưa ý kiến shutting the little box.
"Ok, Edward I know your probally going to say no to this but, can I go see Jacob?" I đã đưa ý kiến with hope in my voice.
"Bella. bạn are a vampire, Jacob is a werewolf! And a young one at that!" Edward đã đưa ý kiến with frustration and anger in his voice.
"Do bạn want to die?!" He đã đưa ý kiến sounding thêm sinister.
"Edward, I need to see Jacob. I haven't seen him in a while and I would like to see him just one last time!" I đã đưa ý kiến trying to sound as angry as he was.
"Fine, I'll take bạn but this will be the last time." He đã đưa ý kiến surenduring to me.
"Thanks." I đã đưa ý kiến apreciative.
"Come on. I'll be hiding in the woods close bởi in case bạn need me." He đã đưa ý kiến sounding defeted.
He started walking towards the window.
"Why can't we use the door?" I asked.
"Because I don't think the others will approve of this." He đã đưa ý kiến climbing out the window.
I didn't reply I just climbed out the window behind him.
We ran through the woods, then we finnally reach the bờ biển, bãi biển where I saw Jacob sitting on a piece of wood.
"I'll be right here." Edward đã đưa ý kiến leaning against a tree.
I sped towards jacob appearing at his side in a flash.
"Hi Jacob." I đã đưa ý kiến playfully.
"Bella, why do bạn smell so bad, when was the last time bạn showered?" He đã đưa ý kiến as he turned around. He froze, shock on his face.
"Bella? Is that you? Why are your eyes-" he đã đưa ý kiến stopping short of what he was about to say. Then it all sunk into his brain, of what I'd become.
"Yes Jacob it's true. I'm a vampire." I đã đưa ý kiến trying to calm him down.
"WHO DID THIS TO YOU?!?!?! WAS IT THAT BLOODSUCKER EDWARD????? I'LL KILL HIM!!!" He đã đưa ý kiến anger in his voice, he started to shiver. Automaticly I knew what was about to happen. I backed up before he could transform. Edward appeared in front of me ready to protect me.
"Jacob! Calm down I wanted him to do this. This was my choice." I đã đưa ý kiến not knowing what was about to happen.
Jacob raced phía trước, chuyển tiếp towards Edward and threw him on the ground.
"JACOB NO!" I screamed but it was to late the battle had begun.
"Bella go get the others! Hurry!" Edward đã đưa ý kiến holding off Jacob.
Quickly I raced back to the house I told Carlisle and the others and we ran back to La push beach.
Edward was on the ground his áo sơ mi torn and cresant shapes all over his body. Emmet and the rest went to restrain Jacob. I was at Edward's side in less than a second.
"Edward, Edward! Edward are bạn ok?" I đã đưa ý kiến franticly.
"Bella, Jacob isn't good for you." He đã đưa ý kiến slowly pulling himself into an upright sitting position.
I looked over my shoulder, Alice and Jasper were making a fire.
"NO!" I screamed. I ran over to Alice.
"You can't! bạn can't do this to him!" I đã đưa ý kiến anger in my voice.
"Bella, He tried to kill Edward. bạn need to choose. Edward hoặc Jacob? I suggest bạn choose Edward, because Jacob is too dangerous." She đã đưa ý kiến helpless.
"I'll never come to see him again just don't destroy him okay? Let me talk to him first." I đã đưa ý kiến sadness in my voice.
"Jasper, stop theres no need for a ngọn lửa, chữa cháy now." she said, I took that as my answer.
I walked slowly over to Jacob. Carlisle, Esme, Rosalie and Emmett were holding him to the ground so he couldnt move, he was still in chó sói, sói form.
"Jacob, I tình yêu Edward, I chose for him to change me. He didn't want to do it, but I wanted to be one of them. So I could live with Edward forever." I đã đưa ý kiến solemly.
"Bella, how could bạn do this to me? I loved you! Now everytime I get near bạn my throught burns." Jacob đã đưa ý kiến tears forming in his big brown eyes.
"But Jacob bạn don't understand! I tình yêu Edward in a different way. I tình yêu him thêm than I tình yêu the air in my lungs. Now if I tell them to let go do bạn promise to let us go in peace? I don't want to fight bạn Jacob." I đã đưa ý kiến staring into his big brown eyes.
"Yes." He đã đưa ý kiến quickly.
"Let go." I đã đưa ý kiến nodding towards Carlisle and the rest of them that were holding Jacob to the ground.
He let go and I ran back to Edward's side. Edward got up.
"You have to promise me to never come up here again. He will only bring bạn trouble." Edward đã đưa ý kiến looking down into my eyes.
"Okay, I promise." I đã đưa ý kiến staring back.
When we got back to the house, I thought about Jacob, the look in his eyes when I told him about Edward and me. It took all of the strength in me to run back to Edward, and ignore him. I wanted to just run back over to him and tell him that everthing was going to be alright, that everything was going to go back to normal soon. But I couldn't, because everything wasn't going to go back to normal, because it wasn't going to be alright. Nothing would ever be right. Not now, not ever. Edward was right, Jacob wasn't good for me. We are two totally different species now. My tình yêu for Edward is stronger than my tình yêu for Jacob.
Later that night, we went hunting. I went with Rosalie and the others chẻ, phân chia, split up into groups of two. Rosalie and me were about to snag a deer when we heard something.
"What was that?" I asked suddenly frightened that it might be a tìm kiếm team sent out to look for me.
"Shhhhh." Rosalie hissed.
"It sounds like people talking. What if it's a tìm kiếm team sent out to look for me?" I đã đưa ý kiến ignoring Rosalie.
"C'mon let's go check it out." Rosalie đã đưa ý kiến walking towards the voices.
We climbed up a cây trying to hear where the voices were comming from. I looked down towards a pine tree, and there were several police officers with tìm kiếm chó looking for something hoặc someone.
"Look over there." I đã đưa ý kiến pointing towards the police officers.
"I think they're looking for me." I đã đưa ý kiến looking back at Rosalie.
"Just don't let them see bạn and we should be okay." Rosalie đã đưa ý kiến watching the men walk towards a big oak tree.
"Okay." I đã đưa ý kiến climbing down the tree.
"Let's head back to the house." Rosalie đã đưa ý kiến guesturing towards the house.
We sped off into the woods arriving back at Carlisle's house giây later.
Alice and Jasper were on the steps talking. I thought about Charlie, what is he going to think, me disappearing all of a sudden. The last time I saw him was when he was mad at Edward, yelling at him. I cringed at the thought of that.
"Alice, what is gonna happen to Charlie?" I asked staring into her golden eyes.
"I don't know what we are going to do about that, bạn need to ask Carlisle about it. I'll try later to see if I can see anything new about him." Alice đã đưa ý kiến standing up.
"Okay." I đã đưa ý kiến looking back at Edward as he appeared beside me.
"What is it Alice?" he asked looking at her. He heard her thoughts and looked down.
"I don't know whats going to happen to Charlie." He đã đưa ý kiến looking down at me.
"Edward, the vision that I had, I'm still worrying about that, could that still be a possibility?" I asked looking him in the eye.
"Are bạn saying bạn want Charlie to become one of us?" He asked me a low growl rumbling in his chest.
I opened my mouth to speak, but he interupted.
"Charlie hates me right now! If he found out about what bạn are now, and that I did it to bạn he would try to kill me!" He đã đưa ý kiến furious.
"Edward, he's worrying, I know it, and I don't want him to go through the pain of worrying about where I am, that pain is worse than the pain I went through yesterday!" I đã đưa ý kiến trying to match the anger in his voice.
"Bella, Charlie needs to remain human." Edward đã đưa ý kiến through gritted teeth.
"Edward thats my dad, I tình yêu him, and I don't want him to suffer the pain, the pain I went through when bạn left and went to Italy, I worried everyday about you, hoping that bạn would come back and stay here in Forks." I đã đưa ý kiến watching his as he cringed at what I'd said.
"Bella, I won't ever leave you, bạn are my life now. Charlie is different, I know he is your dad, but bạn both are two different species now, bạn are a vampire, and he is a human. The pain of becoming a vampire isn't worse than worrying about someone bạn love, I would know that feeling because I worried about bạn too. One ngày I came back to check on bạn and snuck into your bedroom and sat on bạn bed, wondering how much longer I could go without you. Then your alarm clock went off and I had to go because I knew a một giây separation from me would be even harder than the first. I know that feeling, of wondering, what's going to happen next." Edward đã đưa ý kiến looking deep into my eyes.
"Edward, I need to talk to bạn in your room." I đã đưa ý kiến trying to sound serious.
"Okay." He đã đưa ý kiến starting towards the stairs.
When we arrived in his room he shut the door behind us, he slowly leaned in towards me our lips met, this Kiss was thêm rough than the others, I reached my hands into his hair as he did mine, he threw me on the couch, then we heard a knock. He went to get the door as I fixed my hair.
"Bella, Charlie is here." Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến a serious look on his face.
"What??!! What do I do?? What's he gonna say when he sees me??" I đã đưa ý kiến sounding frantic.
"Don't worry Bella, maybe he won't react like bạn think he will." Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến trying to sound calm.
We walked down stairs Charlie was standing in the doorway, when he saw me his mouth dropped open.
"ISABELLA SWAN!! WHY ARE bạn HERE?!? WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU?? WHAT HAS EDWARD DONE TO YOU??? YOU'RE COMMING trang chủ WITH ME!!" He đã đưa ý kiến his face turning purple, anger building into his voice.
"No dad, I'm staying here with Edward!" I đã đưa ý kiến as Edward put his arm around me.
"BELLA, YOU'RE NOT STAYING HERE WITH THIS BOY, YOU'RE COMMING HOME!!" Charlie said, his voice full of anger and frustration.
"Charlie I can assure bạn she's fine. bạn shouldn't be mad at her." Edward đã đưa ý kiến trying to calm him down.
"DON'T TELL ME WHO I CAN BE MAD AT!!" Charlie đã đưa ý kiến drawing back his fist, I knew if he hit Edward, it would shatter his fist and then he would know something was wrong with Edward.
"Dad no!!!" I đã đưa ý kiến grabbing his fist, stopping it in mid-hit. I could feel the Bones in his hand smash. One bone jutted out the side of his hand. His mouth twisted in pain as he crumpled to the floor grabbing his fist.
"CARLISLE!" I yelled staring in horror at what I done to my father. The smell of blood lurched into my throught, burning, like some one had set my throught on fire. The burning was excruciating. I must fight, I can't let this get the best of me.
Carlisle appeared giây later, bởi the sound of my voice he knew something was terribly wrong so he brought along his black medicine bag.
"Bella what happened?" He đã đưa ý kiến getting down on both knees beside Charlie examining his hand.
"He was going to hit Edward and I grabbed his fist before it could hit him." I đã đưa ý kiến franticly, still staring at the blood that oozed out of his hand where the bone had broke through Charlie's skin.
"His hand is broken in a couple of places, and the bone has broke through his skin. Edward, go get something to stablize it and I need something to stop the blood. I need to stablize it, hurry." Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến looking at Charlie's hand.
"What can I do?" I đã đưa ý kiến looking into Charlie's eyes.
Edward came back carrying three boards small eneough in length to fit Charlie's hand and an old gray T-shirt.
"Go find some masking tape to hold the boards in place." Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến as he tied the gray áo sơ mi around Cahrlie's hand.
I went into Carlisle's study and searched through the hàng đầu, đầu trang drawer until I found some masking tape. I ran back to Carlisle.
"Here, will he be okay?" I asked staring at the boards, in which Carlisle had made a brace out of.
"I'm not sure yet, he's still loosing alot of blood, he has broke a couple of Bones in the hàng đầu, đầu trang of his hand as well, we need to get him to the ER, Alice go get the car." He đã đưa ý kiến just loud enough for Alice-who was in the other room-to hear.
A couple of giây later, Carlisle was carrying Charlie to his car.
"What's happened? Where are we going?" Charlie asked, still in pain.
"We are going to the ER, bạn have broken your hand in three places, and theres a bone thats broke through your skin." Edward đã đưa ý kiến as he got into the front with Alice. Carlisle and me were sitting in the back, Carlisle was holding Charlie's hand so he couldn't di chuyển it.
"Dad I'm so sorry." I đã đưa ý kiến with sympathy in my voice.
"Your hand, it was so......so......cold." Charlie đã đưa ý kiến staring into my eyes.
"Dad alot of things have happened in these two days-" I started to say, but Edward glanced at me from his ghế, chỗ ngồi and I knew I shouldn't say anything about me becoming a vampire, because if I did, Charlie would have to become one so he wouldn't let our secret out, because then it would be his secret too. My throught was still burning, being in a closed up không gian with a human, and a bleeding one at that, was not a good idea for a newborn vampire.
"And your eyes they're so different they look like melted gold, and your skin is so pale. What has that boy done to you?" He đã đưa ý kiến tears forming in his eyes. I saw Edward squeeze his eyes shut, then open them again.
"Dad, Edward hasn't done anything to me that I didn't want." I đã đưa ý kiến and that was the truth, and the truth I've learned, is dangerous. I wanted to just tell him about everything, about me being a vampire now, about how Edward proposed to me, and about how I wanted to say yes, yes a million times yes, when he proposed. I wanted to be a normal teenage girl again, but that would never happen again I'll never be normal, nothing will ever be normal.
"What did he do to bạn that bạn did want?" Charlie asked his face Nữ hoàng băng giá in horror. I didn't know what to say I knew what he was thinking but I wasn't ready to take the leap of that action yet.
"He has loved me, the way no one else could tình yêu me." I đã đưa ý kiến looking at Edward.
We arrived at the hospital, Carlisle told the nurse at the nurse's bàn that Charlie had come over to our house to apoligize to Edward but he fell in the drive-way, falling on the gravel, and when he fell he landed on a big rock that may have smashed a couple of bones, and tore through his skin.
They took Charlie back to the ER and they told Edward, Alice, and me that we couldn't come back with him. the ER was full of the smell of fresh blood, but I saw no one in the halls.
"But he's my Dad I need to be back-" Edward put his hand on my shoulder. He bent down to my ear,
"He'll be okay, he's in good hands." He whispered in my ear, only a vampire could understand what he said. Alice took my arm, leading me to the waiting room. When we got back to the waiting room I had a look of sorrow and fear on my face. There was no one in the waiting room except us. Alice sat over tiếp theo to me đọc an issue of Fashion Magazine. Edward took my hand and I heard his thoughts.
"Your father will be okay. bạn didn't mean to hurt him, I know bạn didn't. If he had hit my face, it would have been worse. An older ma cà rồng skin is harder than a stone wall. bạn did the right thing. I'm proud of bạn for resisting him Bella, bạn being a newborn vampire and everything. Not alot of newborns have the strength to do that." He bent down to Kiss my forehead.
"I know but I can't take the thought that I hurt him, that I caused him pain." I đã đưa ý kiến pulling him closer to me, I felt like I never wanted to let him go, I layed my head against his chest. Alice was sitting tiếp theo to me she put the magazine down and leaned her head back and shut her eyes, probally trying to see what was going to happen to Charlie. I layed there very still, my head on his chest, worrying about Charlie.
"I can't see anything about Charlie Bella, I don't know whats going to happen." Alice said, a look of sadness and sympathy on her face.
Leter that night, Carlisle came back into the waiting room and talked to us, bad news.
"Bella, when one of the Bones broke, a chip of it flew towards a critical vein and busted it. I can't repair a vein, he's still loosing alot of blood, he might not have very long to live. But there's another option, I can change him if he gets too bad, if he looses too much blood. Would bạn want me to do that?" He said, I just stared back at him, a blank, hurt expression on my face, if I could cry,if that were possible, I would be sobbing uncontrolably right now.
"Do what bạn must, just don't let him go." I said, my voice full of sorrow and despair.
"Are your sure Bella?" He asked me, looking deep into my eyes, if I had a soul, he would be staring right through it.
"Yes." I đã đưa ý kiến leaning my head onto Edward's shoulder.
We waited and waited and still no reply from Carlisle, I never knew that a couple of broken Bones and torn skin could cause so much damage.
When your imortal, time is slow, and where I am right now, it's slow and painful.
2:34 AM
3:15 AM
Carlisle walked into the room.
"Bella he's not going to make it, unless I change him, he's loosing to much blood and we can't stop the vein from bleeding, I'm going to take him back to our house. I have no other choice, besides just letting him......die." Carlisle said, with sympathy in his voice.
"We are going to head on back to the house then, and wait for you." I đã đưa ý kiến sadly.
"I'll meet bạn there." he đã đưa ý kiến walking back through the double doors into the ER.
"Let's go bella." Edward đã đưa ý kiến as he stood up. Alice stood up as he did.
"He's gonna be okay, don't worry, Bella." Alice đã đưa ý kiến rubbing my shoulder.
"I hope so." I đã đưa ý kiến staring at the ground.
Alice slid into the driver's ghế, chỗ ngồi of Carlisle's car and Edward and I slid into the back, I layed down and put my head in Edward lap. He stoked my hair with gentle strokes.
When we got back to the house, Alice went into the living room and sat down, Carlisle came in the door with Charlie in his arms giây later.
"Okay Bella, I need to do this now hoặc we might loose him. Do bạn want to come with me?" He đã đưa ý kiến checking looking at Charlie.
"No, I don't think I could take that." I đã đưa ý kiến squeezing my eyes shut, and then opening them.
"Okay." Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến as he started to walk down the hall.
After a couple of phút we heard Charlie moan, followed bởi some kind of inhuman sound that sounded like it came from a horror movie, I cringed, burying my face into Edward's crumpled black T-shirt.
I heard his thoughts.
"It's okay Bella, we had no choice besides to just let him die. I don't want bạn to go through Charlie dieing."
"I tình yêu bạn Edward." I đã đưa ý kiến staring up into his eyes. That was true, I loved him I loved the way he protected me, even though I was stronger than him. I loved the way he traced my face with his finger tips. I loved the way he kissed the hàng đầu, đầu trang of my head when I was worried. I loved him, no matter what will try to rip us apart, I. Love. Him. He hugged me tighter to him, I was grateful for that.
About an giờ after Carlisle had taken Charlie Back to his room, they both walked out. Charlie was..... he was... beautiful. His eyes were a lovley ruby red color, and his hair was still that same old golden brown.
"Bella," Charlie đã đưa ý kiến as he ran towards me and put his arms around me.
"Bella, I told him about us, about what we are, I explained everything to him. What we eat, about our strength, about our immortality, and that he is one now. I told him he couldn't tell anyone and he promised that he wouldn't tell anyone." Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến looking at Charlie
"Dad, I'm so sorry that I ran away, I just.........I just need to be with Edward, I tình yêu him, and then he was refusing to turn me and I wanted to be a vampire so I could live with him forever so, I put my mortality to a vote and now, I'm a vampire." I đã đưa ý kiến looking into his ruby red eyes.
"It's okay Bella, what matters now is that we are together and we always will be, you're the best daughter ever Bella, vampire hoặc human." Charlie đã đưa ý kiến looking deep into my eyes.
I looked down at his wrist, there was no bone jagging out of his skin.
"Carlisle, what happened to his wrist." I asked staring at his healed wrist.
"When someone has a wound and then they are turned, the venom heals all wounds and bones." Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến looking at Charlie still.
"Where are the others?" I asked Carlisle.
"They're hunting, they all đã đưa ý kiến earlier today about hunting early this morning." He answered, smiling a curious smile.
"Can get something to eat? I'm running on empty." Charlie asked rubbing his belly.
Carlisle let out a chuckle.
"Yes Charlie, come on I'll go with you, I'll teach bạn the proper way to hunt. We'll try to find the others as well." Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến guesturing towards the door.
"Be back in a little while Bells." Charlie đã đưa ý kiến heading out the door.
"I'm going up to my room if anyone needs me." Alice called as she headed up the stairs.
"So what should we do now?" Edward asked, looking at me playfully.
"Let's go up to your room." I đã đưa ý kiến pulling him towards the stairs.
Edward then put his arms around me and whispered in my ear.
"Let's Be Safe." Edward said.
That was true I was going to be an toàn, két an toàn forever, and so was Edward, we had alot of people who loved us and who protected us.
As long as I was with Edward, I would be safer than ever, because he was my tường of protection, he was one of the best things that had ever happened to me, but yet still I wonder about Renee and Jacob. About what lies ahead in my new, immortal life, I will never know until tomorrow. Another ngày means new surprises, and new adventures.
2. Friends
I didn't know what to say. Edward just asked me to marry him. I stared at the sparkling red dimond, not knowing what to say.
"Edward, I just became a vampire, this is something that will have a huge impact on my life. I need to think about this first." I đã đưa ý kiến with shock on my face.
"Bella, I tình yêu you, and bạn tình yêu me. bạn want to be with me forever right?" Edward đã đưa ý kiến smiling.
"Yes of course but, I can't comprehend all of this at one time. Becoming a vampire already is a big thing to take in. Just give me some time ok?" I đã đưa ý kiến trying to sound convincing.
"Ok. But bởi tiếp theo week I want an answer, ok?" Edward đã đưa ý kiến shutting the little box.
"Ok, Edward I know your probally going to say no to this but, can I go see Jacob?" I đã đưa ý kiến with hope in my voice.
"Bella. bạn are a vampire, Jacob is a werewolf! And a young one at that!" Edward đã đưa ý kiến with frustration and anger in his voice.
"Do bạn want to die?!" He đã đưa ý kiến sounding thêm sinister.
"Edward, I need to see Jacob. I haven't seen him in a while and I would like to see him just one last time!" I đã đưa ý kiến trying to sound as angry as he was.
"Fine, I'll take bạn but this will be the last time." He đã đưa ý kiến surenduring to me.
"Thanks." I đã đưa ý kiến apreciative.
"Come on. I'll be hiding in the woods close bởi in case bạn need me." He đã đưa ý kiến sounding defeted.
He started walking towards the window.
"Why can't we use the door?" I asked.
"Because I don't think the others will approve of this." He đã đưa ý kiến climbing out the window.
I didn't reply I just climbed out the window behind him.
We ran through the woods, then we finnally reach the bờ biển, bãi biển where I saw Jacob sitting on a piece of wood.
"I'll be right here." Edward đã đưa ý kiến leaning against a tree.
I sped towards jacob appearing at his side in a flash.
"Hi Jacob." I đã đưa ý kiến playfully.
"Bella, why do bạn smell so bad, when was the last time bạn showered?" He đã đưa ý kiến as he turned around. He froze, shock on his face.
"Bella? Is that you? Why are your eyes-" he đã đưa ý kiến stopping short of what he was about to say. Then it all sunk into his brain, of what I'd become.
"Yes Jacob it's true. I'm a vampire." I đã đưa ý kiến trying to calm him down.
"WHO DID THIS TO YOU?!?!?! WAS IT THAT BLOODSUCKER EDWARD????? I'LL KILL HIM!!!" He đã đưa ý kiến anger in his voice, he started to shiver. Automaticly I knew what was about to happen. I backed up before he could transform. Edward appeared in front of me ready to protect me.
"Jacob! Calm down I wanted him to do this. This was my choice." I đã đưa ý kiến not knowing what was about to happen.
Jacob raced phía trước, chuyển tiếp towards Edward and threw him on the ground.
"JACOB NO!" I screamed but it was to late the battle had begun.
"Bella go get the others! Hurry!" Edward đã đưa ý kiến holding off Jacob.
Quickly I raced back to the house I told Carlisle and the others and we ran back to La push beach.
Edward was on the ground his áo sơ mi torn and cresant shapes all over his body. Emmet and the rest went to restrain Jacob. I was at Edward's side in less than a second.
"Edward, Edward! Edward are bạn ok?" I đã đưa ý kiến franticly.
"Bella, Jacob isn't good for you." He đã đưa ý kiến slowly pulling himself into an upright sitting position.
I looked over my shoulder, Alice and Jasper were making a fire.
"NO!" I screamed. I ran over to Alice.
"You can't! bạn can't do this to him!" I đã đưa ý kiến anger in my voice.
"Bella, He tried to kill Edward. bạn need to choose. Edward hoặc Jacob? I suggest bạn choose Edward, because Jacob is too dangerous." She đã đưa ý kiến helpless.
"I'll never come to see him again just don't destroy him okay? Let me talk to him first." I đã đưa ý kiến sadness in my voice.
"Jasper, stop theres no need for a ngọn lửa, chữa cháy now." she said, I took that as my answer.
I walked slowly over to Jacob. Carlisle, Esme, Rosalie and Emmett were holding him to the ground so he couldnt move, he was still in chó sói, sói form.
"Jacob, I tình yêu Edward, I chose for him to change me. He didn't want to do it, but I wanted to be one of them. So I could live with Edward forever." I đã đưa ý kiến solemly.
"Bella, how could bạn do this to me? I loved you! Now everytime I get near bạn my throught burns." Jacob đã đưa ý kiến tears forming in his big brown eyes.
"But Jacob bạn don't understand! I tình yêu Edward in a different way. I tình yêu him thêm than I tình yêu the air in my lungs. Now if I tell them to let go do bạn promise to let us go in peace? I don't want to fight bạn Jacob." I đã đưa ý kiến staring into his big brown eyes.
"Yes." He đã đưa ý kiến quickly.
"Let go." I đã đưa ý kiến nodding towards Carlisle and the rest of them that were holding Jacob to the ground.
He let go and I ran back to Edward's side. Edward got up.
"You have to promise me to never come up here again. He will only bring bạn trouble." Edward đã đưa ý kiến looking down into my eyes.
"Okay, I promise." I đã đưa ý kiến staring back.
When we got back to the house, I thought about Jacob, the look in his eyes when I told him about Edward and me. It took all of the strength in me to run back to Edward, and ignore him. I wanted to just run back over to him and tell him that everthing was going to be alright, that everything was going to go back to normal soon. But I couldn't, because everything wasn't going to go back to normal, because it wasn't going to be alright. Nothing would ever be right. Not now, not ever. Edward was right, Jacob wasn't good for me. We are two totally different species now. My tình yêu for Edward is stronger than my tình yêu for Jacob.
Later that night, we went hunting. I went with Rosalie and the others chẻ, phân chia, split up into groups of two. Rosalie and me were about to snag a deer when we heard something.
"What was that?" I asked suddenly frightened that it might be a tìm kiếm team sent out to look for me.
"Shhhhh." Rosalie hissed.
"It sounds like people talking. What if it's a tìm kiếm team sent out to look for me?" I đã đưa ý kiến ignoring Rosalie.
"C'mon let's go check it out." Rosalie đã đưa ý kiến walking towards the voices.
We climbed up a cây trying to hear where the voices were comming from. I looked down towards a pine tree, and there were several police officers with tìm kiếm chó looking for something hoặc someone.
"Look over there." I đã đưa ý kiến pointing towards the police officers.
"I think they're looking for me." I đã đưa ý kiến looking back at Rosalie.
"Just don't let them see bạn and we should be okay." Rosalie đã đưa ý kiến watching the men walk towards a big oak tree.
"Okay." I đã đưa ý kiến climbing down the tree.
"Let's head back to the house." Rosalie đã đưa ý kiến guesturing towards the house.
We sped off into the woods arriving back at Carlisle's house giây later.
Alice and Jasper were on the steps talking. I thought about Charlie, what is he going to think, me disappearing all of a sudden. The last time I saw him was when he was mad at Edward, yelling at him. I cringed at the thought of that.
"Alice, what is gonna happen to Charlie?" I asked staring into her golden eyes.
"I don't know what we are going to do about that, bạn need to ask Carlisle about it. I'll try later to see if I can see anything new about him." Alice đã đưa ý kiến standing up.
"Okay." I đã đưa ý kiến looking back at Edward as he appeared beside me.
"What is it Alice?" he asked looking at her. He heard her thoughts and looked down.
"I don't know whats going to happen to Charlie." He đã đưa ý kiến looking down at me.
"Edward, the vision that I had, I'm still worrying about that, could that still be a possibility?" I asked looking him in the eye.
"Are bạn saying bạn want Charlie to become one of us?" He asked me a low growl rumbling in his chest.
I opened my mouth to speak, but he interupted.
"Charlie hates me right now! If he found out about what bạn are now, and that I did it to bạn he would try to kill me!" He đã đưa ý kiến furious.
"Edward, he's worrying, I know it, and I don't want him to go through the pain of worrying about where I am, that pain is worse than the pain I went through yesterday!" I đã đưa ý kiến trying to match the anger in his voice.
"Bella, Charlie needs to remain human." Edward đã đưa ý kiến through gritted teeth.
"Edward thats my dad, I tình yêu him, and I don't want him to suffer the pain, the pain I went through when bạn left and went to Italy, I worried everyday about you, hoping that bạn would come back and stay here in Forks." I đã đưa ý kiến watching his as he cringed at what I'd said.
"Bella, I won't ever leave you, bạn are my life now. Charlie is different, I know he is your dad, but bạn both are two different species now, bạn are a vampire, and he is a human. The pain of becoming a vampire isn't worse than worrying about someone bạn love, I would know that feeling because I worried about bạn too. One ngày I came back to check on bạn and snuck into your bedroom and sat on bạn bed, wondering how much longer I could go without you. Then your alarm clock went off and I had to go because I knew a một giây separation from me would be even harder than the first. I know that feeling, of wondering, what's going to happen next." Edward đã đưa ý kiến looking deep into my eyes.
"Edward, I need to talk to bạn in your room." I đã đưa ý kiến trying to sound serious.
"Okay." He đã đưa ý kiến starting towards the stairs.
When we arrived in his room he shut the door behind us, he slowly leaned in towards me our lips met, this Kiss was thêm rough than the others, I reached my hands into his hair as he did mine, he threw me on the couch, then we heard a knock. He went to get the door as I fixed my hair.
"Bella, Charlie is here." Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến a serious look on his face.
"What??!! What do I do?? What's he gonna say when he sees me??" I đã đưa ý kiến sounding frantic.
"Don't worry Bella, maybe he won't react like bạn think he will." Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến trying to sound calm.
We walked down stairs Charlie was standing in the doorway, when he saw me his mouth dropped open.
"ISABELLA SWAN!! WHY ARE bạn HERE?!? WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU?? WHAT HAS EDWARD DONE TO YOU??? YOU'RE COMMING trang chủ WITH ME!!" He đã đưa ý kiến his face turning purple, anger building into his voice.
"No dad, I'm staying here with Edward!" I đã đưa ý kiến as Edward put his arm around me.
"BELLA, YOU'RE NOT STAYING HERE WITH THIS BOY, YOU'RE COMMING HOME!!" Charlie said, his voice full of anger and frustration.
"Charlie I can assure bạn she's fine. bạn shouldn't be mad at her." Edward đã đưa ý kiến trying to calm him down.
"DON'T TELL ME WHO I CAN BE MAD AT!!" Charlie đã đưa ý kiến drawing back his fist, I knew if he hit Edward, it would shatter his fist and then he would know something was wrong with Edward.
"Dad no!!!" I đã đưa ý kiến grabbing his fist, stopping it in mid-hit. I could feel the Bones in his hand smash. One bone jutted out the side of his hand. His mouth twisted in pain as he crumpled to the floor grabbing his fist.
"CARLISLE!" I yelled staring in horror at what I done to my father. The smell of blood lurched into my throught, burning, like some one had set my throught on fire. The burning was excruciating. I must fight, I can't let this get the best of me.
Carlisle appeared giây later, bởi the sound of my voice he knew something was terribly wrong so he brought along his black medicine bag.
"Bella what happened?" He đã đưa ý kiến getting down on both knees beside Charlie examining his hand.
"He was going to hit Edward and I grabbed his fist before it could hit him." I đã đưa ý kiến franticly, still staring at the blood that oozed out of his hand where the bone had broke through Charlie's skin.
"His hand is broken in a couple of places, and the bone has broke through his skin. Edward, go get something to stablize it and I need something to stop the blood. I need to stablize it, hurry." Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến looking at Charlie's hand.
"What can I do?" I đã đưa ý kiến looking into Charlie's eyes.
Edward came back carrying three boards small eneough in length to fit Charlie's hand and an old gray T-shirt.
"Go find some masking tape to hold the boards in place." Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến as he tied the gray áo sơ mi around Cahrlie's hand.
I went into Carlisle's study and searched through the hàng đầu, đầu trang drawer until I found some masking tape. I ran back to Carlisle.
"Here, will he be okay?" I asked staring at the boards, in which Carlisle had made a brace out of.
"I'm not sure yet, he's still loosing alot of blood, he has broke a couple of Bones in the hàng đầu, đầu trang of his hand as well, we need to get him to the ER, Alice go get the car." He đã đưa ý kiến just loud enough for Alice-who was in the other room-to hear.
A couple of giây later, Carlisle was carrying Charlie to his car.
"What's happened? Where are we going?" Charlie asked, still in pain.
"We are going to the ER, bạn have broken your hand in three places, and theres a bone thats broke through your skin." Edward đã đưa ý kiến as he got into the front with Alice. Carlisle and me were sitting in the back, Carlisle was holding Charlie's hand so he couldn't di chuyển it.
"Dad I'm so sorry." I đã đưa ý kiến with sympathy in my voice.
"Your hand, it was so......so......cold." Charlie đã đưa ý kiến staring into my eyes.
"Dad alot of things have happened in these two days-" I started to say, but Edward glanced at me from his ghế, chỗ ngồi and I knew I shouldn't say anything about me becoming a vampire, because if I did, Charlie would have to become one so he wouldn't let our secret out, because then it would be his secret too. My throught was still burning, being in a closed up không gian with a human, and a bleeding one at that, was not a good idea for a newborn vampire.
"And your eyes they're so different they look like melted gold, and your skin is so pale. What has that boy done to you?" He đã đưa ý kiến tears forming in his eyes. I saw Edward squeeze his eyes shut, then open them again.
"Dad, Edward hasn't done anything to me that I didn't want." I đã đưa ý kiến and that was the truth, and the truth I've learned, is dangerous. I wanted to just tell him about everything, about me being a vampire now, about how Edward proposed to me, and about how I wanted to say yes, yes a million times yes, when he proposed. I wanted to be a normal teenage girl again, but that would never happen again I'll never be normal, nothing will ever be normal.
"What did he do to bạn that bạn did want?" Charlie asked his face Nữ hoàng băng giá in horror. I didn't know what to say I knew what he was thinking but I wasn't ready to take the leap of that action yet.
"He has loved me, the way no one else could tình yêu me." I đã đưa ý kiến looking at Edward.
We arrived at the hospital, Carlisle told the nurse at the nurse's bàn that Charlie had come over to our house to apoligize to Edward but he fell in the drive-way, falling on the gravel, and when he fell he landed on a big rock that may have smashed a couple of bones, and tore through his skin.
They took Charlie back to the ER and they told Edward, Alice, and me that we couldn't come back with him. the ER was full of the smell of fresh blood, but I saw no one in the halls.
"But he's my Dad I need to be back-" Edward put his hand on my shoulder. He bent down to my ear,
"He'll be okay, he's in good hands." He whispered in my ear, only a vampire could understand what he said. Alice took my arm, leading me to the waiting room. When we got back to the waiting room I had a look of sorrow and fear on my face. There was no one in the waiting room except us. Alice sat over tiếp theo to me đọc an issue of Fashion Magazine. Edward took my hand and I heard his thoughts.
"Your father will be okay. bạn didn't mean to hurt him, I know bạn didn't. If he had hit my face, it would have been worse. An older ma cà rồng skin is harder than a stone wall. bạn did the right thing. I'm proud of bạn for resisting him Bella, bạn being a newborn vampire and everything. Not alot of newborns have the strength to do that." He bent down to Kiss my forehead.
"I know but I can't take the thought that I hurt him, that I caused him pain." I đã đưa ý kiến pulling him closer to me, I felt like I never wanted to let him go, I layed my head against his chest. Alice was sitting tiếp theo to me she put the magazine down and leaned her head back and shut her eyes, probally trying to see what was going to happen to Charlie. I layed there very still, my head on his chest, worrying about Charlie.
"I can't see anything about Charlie Bella, I don't know whats going to happen." Alice said, a look of sadness and sympathy on her face.
Leter that night, Carlisle came back into the waiting room and talked to us, bad news.
"Bella, when one of the Bones broke, a chip of it flew towards a critical vein and busted it. I can't repair a vein, he's still loosing alot of blood, he might not have very long to live. But there's another option, I can change him if he gets too bad, if he looses too much blood. Would bạn want me to do that?" He said, I just stared back at him, a blank, hurt expression on my face, if I could cry,if that were possible, I would be sobbing uncontrolably right now.
"Do what bạn must, just don't let him go." I said, my voice full of sorrow and despair.
"Are your sure Bella?" He asked me, looking deep into my eyes, if I had a soul, he would be staring right through it.
"Yes." I đã đưa ý kiến leaning my head onto Edward's shoulder.
We waited and waited and still no reply from Carlisle, I never knew that a couple of broken Bones and torn skin could cause so much damage.
When your imortal, time is slow, and where I am right now, it's slow and painful.
2:34 AM
3:15 AM
Carlisle walked into the room.
"Bella he's not going to make it, unless I change him, he's loosing to much blood and we can't stop the vein from bleeding, I'm going to take him back to our house. I have no other choice, besides just letting him......die." Carlisle said, with sympathy in his voice.
"We are going to head on back to the house then, and wait for you." I đã đưa ý kiến sadly.
"I'll meet bạn there." he đã đưa ý kiến walking back through the double doors into the ER.
"Let's go bella." Edward đã đưa ý kiến as he stood up. Alice stood up as he did.
"He's gonna be okay, don't worry, Bella." Alice đã đưa ý kiến rubbing my shoulder.
"I hope so." I đã đưa ý kiến staring at the ground.
Alice slid into the driver's ghế, chỗ ngồi of Carlisle's car and Edward and I slid into the back, I layed down and put my head in Edward lap. He stoked my hair with gentle strokes.
When we got back to the house, Alice went into the living room and sat down, Carlisle came in the door with Charlie in his arms giây later.
"Okay Bella, I need to do this now hoặc we might loose him. Do bạn want to come with me?" He đã đưa ý kiến checking looking at Charlie.
"No, I don't think I could take that." I đã đưa ý kiến squeezing my eyes shut, and then opening them.
"Okay." Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến as he started to walk down the hall.
After a couple of phút we heard Charlie moan, followed bởi some kind of inhuman sound that sounded like it came from a horror movie, I cringed, burying my face into Edward's crumpled black T-shirt.
I heard his thoughts.
"It's okay Bella, we had no choice besides to just let him die. I don't want bạn to go through Charlie dieing."
"I tình yêu bạn Edward." I đã đưa ý kiến staring up into his eyes. That was true, I loved him I loved the way he protected me, even though I was stronger than him. I loved the way he traced my face with his finger tips. I loved the way he kissed the hàng đầu, đầu trang of my head when I was worried. I loved him, no matter what will try to rip us apart, I. Love. Him. He hugged me tighter to him, I was grateful for that.
About an giờ after Carlisle had taken Charlie Back to his room, they both walked out. Charlie was..... he was... beautiful. His eyes were a lovley ruby red color, and his hair was still that same old golden brown.
"Bella," Charlie đã đưa ý kiến as he ran towards me and put his arms around me.
"Bella, I told him about us, about what we are, I explained everything to him. What we eat, about our strength, about our immortality, and that he is one now. I told him he couldn't tell anyone and he promised that he wouldn't tell anyone." Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến looking at Charlie
"Dad, I'm so sorry that I ran away, I just.........I just need to be with Edward, I tình yêu him, and then he was refusing to turn me and I wanted to be a vampire so I could live with him forever so, I put my mortality to a vote and now, I'm a vampire." I đã đưa ý kiến looking into his ruby red eyes.
"It's okay Bella, what matters now is that we are together and we always will be, you're the best daughter ever Bella, vampire hoặc human." Charlie đã đưa ý kiến looking deep into my eyes.
I looked down at his wrist, there was no bone jagging out of his skin.
"Carlisle, what happened to his wrist." I asked staring at his healed wrist.
"When someone has a wound and then they are turned, the venom heals all wounds and bones." Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến looking at Charlie still.
"Where are the others?" I asked Carlisle.
"They're hunting, they all đã đưa ý kiến earlier today about hunting early this morning." He answered, smiling a curious smile.
"Can get something to eat? I'm running on empty." Charlie asked rubbing his belly.
Carlisle let out a chuckle.
"Yes Charlie, come on I'll go with you, I'll teach bạn the proper way to hunt. We'll try to find the others as well." Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến guesturing towards the door.
"Be back in a little while Bells." Charlie đã đưa ý kiến heading out the door.
"I'm going up to my room if anyone needs me." Alice called as she headed up the stairs.
"So what should we do now?" Edward asked, looking at me playfully.
"Let's go up to your room." I đã đưa ý kiến pulling him towards the stairs.
Edward then put his arms around me and whispered in my ear.
"Let's Be Safe." Edward said.
That was true I was going to be an toàn, két an toàn forever, and so was Edward, we had alot of people who loved us and who protected us.
As long as I was with Edward, I would be safer than ever, because he was my tường of protection, he was one of the best things that had ever happened to me, but yet still I wonder about Renee and Jacob. About what lies ahead in my new, immortal life, I will never know until tomorrow. Another ngày means new surprises, and new adventures.
