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Enough Bella, I’m not going to write notes anymore like a bunch of một giây graders. Your living the life bạn want to and now bạn have to deal with the consequences. I can’t handle this anymore. I’m protecting myself from getting hurt so don’t call, don’t write, and don’t even think about me! If I need to talk to bạn for any reason, I will get a hold of YOU. It won’t happen anytime soon so don’t hang out bởi the phone hoặc anything….
Jacob
I slowly dropped the rain soaked note back onto the phòng bếp, nhà bếp table. Well if Jacob wanted me to leave him alone I would. As I pulled myself from my gần đây memorandum, I swear I could smell something burning. I quickly ran over to the stove and discovered that I had left an empty pan on a lit burner. I soon placed the contents of me and Charlie’s bữa ăn tối, bữa tối, bữa tiệc ly into it and got cooking. bởi that time Charlie had heaved himself off his chair and came to sit in his chair in the kitchen.
That was a bad sign-I knew he was about to start questioning-but I disregarded it, I was too busy worrying about Jacob.
“So what did Jake’s note say, Bells?”
“Not much...” I hedged, wanting to sidestep the tiếp theo conversation that I knew was coming.
“Oh come on, I saw thêm ink on that note than the last one. He had to have đã đưa ý kiến something for bạn to be diễn xuất like this”
My eyes went into a squint
“ bạn read the note, didn’t you?” I đã đưa ý kiến outraged
“ I don’t think you’re the type to wait bởi the phone Bells.” He đã đưa ý kiến slowly, embarrassed bởi getting caught.
“ Gah! I never get any privacy around here!” I complained, although I knew it was almost the complete opposite, I got thêm than enough.
At that exact moment two knocks on the door- making little noise- sent my tim, trái tim into a frenzy, and consequently saving Charlie from hearing anymore of my useless ranting.
I turned off the burner before I went to open the door.
The last time I had seen Edward was Friday night. He went with Emmett and Jasper to go hunting at a wildlife reservation with an elk problem. Although I hadn’t seen him for two days he still remained untouched. He was just as perfect as he was the last time I had seen him. His bronze hair was its usual do. His hands clasped a small package. As soon as I noticed it he quickly put it behind his back. I quickly looked at his beautiful face and noticed his lips held a smile quite like the one I loved.
“Hey..” I đã đưa ý kiến deviously interlacing our hands together.
“Hello” He said, still smiling.
“Hey Edward. How was your weekend?” Charlie asked to my complete surprise.
He had been giving Edward a hard time since he came back, but maybe he was starting to see how happy I was again, I thought hopefully. He would have to give Edward a break, I mean since I planned on spending the rest of eternity with him.
“ It was fine, nothing terribly exciting. I see bạn are about to eat dinner, if you’ll excuse me…” He đã đưa ý kiến slipping into the living room and out of my grasp-which I thought was firm but apparently not.
I raised my eyebrows at the action, but I’d ask him about it later, I was actually hungry and couldn’t ignore that fact. As I finished our bữa ăn tối, bữa tối, bữa tiệc ly I pondered. I quickly caught myself as soon as I realized I was thinking about Jacob.
Banishing him from my thoughts, I sat our plates down and began to eat my spaghetti. Slowly twirling my fork between the noodles. Jacob soon came back into my line of vision; my eyes were closed not remembering do so , I quickly opened them and found that Charlie was staring at me with deep concern in his eyes. He probably thought I was worried about Edward but-for once- that wasn’t the case. My eyes averted his and I swiftly turned them back to my swirls of noodles. I suddenly Mất tích my appetite, and put plastic bọc over my leftovers and shoved them into the refrigerator. I sat back down staring at the now damp note.
Charlie was finished with his bữa ăn tối, bữa tối, bữa tiệc ly too. He stood up and went to the sink and started washing his plate. Usually I would object and offer to do them. But I was still deep in thought. I felt like I need to slap my self. Jacob đã đưa ý kiến not to think about him. That was easier said, than done.
Charlie finished washing his dishes and walked back into the living room. As Charlie entered, Edward exited. He came and sat where Charlie had and with almost the same expression. I wouldn’t have allowed Charlie to ask but it was Edward and I could tell him anything.
“ Bella, what’s wrong?” He finally asked
“Ugh, it’s Jacob.” I đã đưa ý kiến handing him the note Charlie had được trao me from Jacob.
He didn’t like that I was thinking about Jacob, that much was easy to read in his eyes. As soon as he finished đọc it he put it down and quickly grabbed me, pulling me into his arms. He softly stroked my hair and rocked me as if someone had died. That wasn’t the case, but it sure felt like someone had.
“ Bella love, I’m so sorry. I know how much he means to you.” He đã đưa ý kiến softly still stroking my hair.
I could feel my eyebrows pushing together. What was with these people? First Charlie and now Edward? Was it opposite day? Why was everyone diễn xuất so…so strange?
“I know” I đã đưa ý kiến exhaling and taking one of his hands, “It’s just hard to do what some people ask, bạn can’t help but do the opposite of what they want.”
“Hmm..that sounds like similar situation that I, myself have been put in..” He đã đưa ý kiến in a soft but serious tone.
I looked up at him and realized he must feel the same way I do now when I ask him to change me into a vampire. I immediately felt guilty, but pushed all of it away— the worry, and Jacob into the back of my mind. I had to câu hỏi him on the small bundle he had carried with him when he came here.
“So. What is in your other hand?” I questioned since I had his left hand in both of mine. He was obviously keeping the right far away from me.
Enough Bella, I’m not going to write notes anymore like a bunch of một giây graders. Your living the life bạn want to and now bạn have to deal with the consequences. I can’t handle this anymore. I’m protecting myself from getting hurt so don’t call, don’t write, and don’t even think about me! If I need to talk to bạn for any reason, I will get a hold of YOU. It won’t happen anytime soon so don’t hang out bởi the phone hoặc anything….
Jacob
I slowly dropped the rain soaked note back onto the phòng bếp, nhà bếp table. Well if Jacob wanted me to leave him alone I would. As I pulled myself from my gần đây memorandum, I swear I could smell something burning. I quickly ran over to the stove and discovered that I had left an empty pan on a lit burner. I soon placed the contents of me and Charlie’s bữa ăn tối, bữa tối, bữa tiệc ly into it and got cooking. bởi that time Charlie had heaved himself off his chair and came to sit in his chair in the kitchen.
That was a bad sign-I knew he was about to start questioning-but I disregarded it, I was too busy worrying about Jacob.
“So what did Jake’s note say, Bells?”
“Not much...” I hedged, wanting to sidestep the tiếp theo conversation that I knew was coming.
“Oh come on, I saw thêm ink on that note than the last one. He had to have đã đưa ý kiến something for bạn to be diễn xuất like this”
My eyes went into a squint
“ bạn read the note, didn’t you?” I đã đưa ý kiến outraged
“ I don’t think you’re the type to wait bởi the phone Bells.” He đã đưa ý kiến slowly, embarrassed bởi getting caught.
“ Gah! I never get any privacy around here!” I complained, although I knew it was almost the complete opposite, I got thêm than enough.
At that exact moment two knocks on the door- making little noise- sent my tim, trái tim into a frenzy, and consequently saving Charlie from hearing anymore of my useless ranting.
I turned off the burner before I went to open the door.
The last time I had seen Edward was Friday night. He went with Emmett and Jasper to go hunting at a wildlife reservation with an elk problem. Although I hadn’t seen him for two days he still remained untouched. He was just as perfect as he was the last time I had seen him. His bronze hair was its usual do. His hands clasped a small package. As soon as I noticed it he quickly put it behind his back. I quickly looked at his beautiful face and noticed his lips held a smile quite like the one I loved.
“Hey..” I đã đưa ý kiến deviously interlacing our hands together.
“Hello” He said, still smiling.
“Hey Edward. How was your weekend?” Charlie asked to my complete surprise.
He had been giving Edward a hard time since he came back, but maybe he was starting to see how happy I was again, I thought hopefully. He would have to give Edward a break, I mean since I planned on spending the rest of eternity with him.
“ It was fine, nothing terribly exciting. I see bạn are about to eat dinner, if you’ll excuse me…” He đã đưa ý kiến slipping into the living room and out of my grasp-which I thought was firm but apparently not.
I raised my eyebrows at the action, but I’d ask him about it later, I was actually hungry and couldn’t ignore that fact. As I finished our bữa ăn tối, bữa tối, bữa tiệc ly I pondered. I quickly caught myself as soon as I realized I was thinking about Jacob.
Banishing him from my thoughts, I sat our plates down and began to eat my spaghetti. Slowly twirling my fork between the noodles. Jacob soon came back into my line of vision; my eyes were closed not remembering do so , I quickly opened them and found that Charlie was staring at me with deep concern in his eyes. He probably thought I was worried about Edward but-for once- that wasn’t the case. My eyes averted his and I swiftly turned them back to my swirls of noodles. I suddenly Mất tích my appetite, and put plastic bọc over my leftovers and shoved them into the refrigerator. I sat back down staring at the now damp note.
Charlie was finished with his bữa ăn tối, bữa tối, bữa tiệc ly too. He stood up and went to the sink and started washing his plate. Usually I would object and offer to do them. But I was still deep in thought. I felt like I need to slap my self. Jacob đã đưa ý kiến not to think about him. That was easier said, than done.
Charlie finished washing his dishes and walked back into the living room. As Charlie entered, Edward exited. He came and sat where Charlie had and with almost the same expression. I wouldn’t have allowed Charlie to ask but it was Edward and I could tell him anything.
“ Bella, what’s wrong?” He finally asked
“Ugh, it’s Jacob.” I đã đưa ý kiến handing him the note Charlie had được trao me from Jacob.
He didn’t like that I was thinking about Jacob, that much was easy to read in his eyes. As soon as he finished đọc it he put it down and quickly grabbed me, pulling me into his arms. He softly stroked my hair and rocked me as if someone had died. That wasn’t the case, but it sure felt like someone had.
“ Bella love, I’m so sorry. I know how much he means to you.” He đã đưa ý kiến softly still stroking my hair.
I could feel my eyebrows pushing together. What was with these people? First Charlie and now Edward? Was it opposite day? Why was everyone diễn xuất so…so strange?
“I know” I đã đưa ý kiến exhaling and taking one of his hands, “It’s just hard to do what some people ask, bạn can’t help but do the opposite of what they want.”
“Hmm..that sounds like similar situation that I, myself have been put in..” He đã đưa ý kiến in a soft but serious tone.
I looked up at him and realized he must feel the same way I do now when I ask him to change me into a vampire. I immediately felt guilty, but pushed all of it away— the worry, and Jacob into the back of my mind. I had to câu hỏi him on the small bundle he had carried with him when he came here.
“So. What is in your other hand?” I questioned since I had his left hand in both of mine. He was obviously keeping the right far away from me.
God and His priests and His kings
All were waiting
All will wait
As they go over
Mmm, held between heaven and hell
As they're dancing
As they dance over and over
Over
Cold
Cold
Crimson and bare as I stand
Yours completely
Yours as we go over
Sing for the lion and cừu, thịt cừu
Their hearts are hunting
Still hearts hold ever and ever
Ever
Cold
Cold
God and His priests and His kings
Turn their faces
Even they feel the cold
Ooooooh, ooooooh
What bạn are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What bạn are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What bạn are given
Can't be forgotten
Cold
All were waiting
All will wait
As they go over
Mmm, held between heaven and hell
As they're dancing
As they dance over and over
Over
Cold
Cold
Crimson and bare as I stand
Yours completely
Yours as we go over
Sing for the lion and cừu, thịt cừu
Their hearts are hunting
Still hearts hold ever and ever
Ever
Cold
Cold
God and His priests and His kings
Turn their faces
Even they feel the cold
Ooooooh, ooooooh
What bạn are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What bạn are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What bạn are given
Can't be forgotten
Cold
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
An innocent child in New Orleans
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no tình yêu in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no tình yêu in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
It's all hats off now, all drum rolls and applause
bởi slight of the hand bạn will turn them into dust
A face to face bạn will lead them bởi the fall
A track fiend and the saw dust
You're allowed to stare it out
It’s all good luck charms
All trying to understand
Indeed inside me will always hope for worse
bạn say bạn keep them close by
They're closer than bạn think
A track fiend and the saw dust
You're allowed to stare it out
tiếp theo spring will bring bạn back again
You'll sigh and crack the whip for us
And maybe bạn will be the one
Who'll draw the line in the sand
For us to crawl
It's all past bats now
All painting gorgeous time
And maybe when the night comes
You'll open up the cage
You'll open up the cage
bởi slight of the hand bạn will turn them into dust
A face to face bạn will lead them bởi the fall
A track fiend and the saw dust
You're allowed to stare it out
It’s all good luck charms
All trying to understand
Indeed inside me will always hope for worse
bạn say bạn keep them close by
They're closer than bạn think
A track fiend and the saw dust
You're allowed to stare it out
tiếp theo spring will bring bạn back again
You'll sigh and crack the whip for us
And maybe bạn will be the one
Who'll draw the line in the sand
For us to crawl
It's all past bats now
All painting gorgeous time
And maybe when the night comes
You'll open up the cage
You'll open up the cage
Other lives, always tempted to trade
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your tình yêu I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take bạn out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your tình yêu I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your tình yêu I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your tình yêu I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take bạn out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your tình yêu I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your tình yêu I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
I think I know what’s on your mind
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything bạn want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything bạn want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
Situations are critical
bạn got to look first before bạn go
If bạn wasn’t too sure then now bạn know
The situations are critical
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before bạn go
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before bạn go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
The monsters are buried down deep inside
bạn never know when they’re satisfied
Buried down deep where the sun don’t shine
The monsters are buried down deep inside but
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before bạn go
You’re wasting away, ok, you’ve got to look before bạn go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before bạn go
Oh wait, ok, you’ve got to look before bạn go
You’re wasting away, ok, you’ve got to look before bạn go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness
bạn got to look first before bạn go
If bạn wasn’t too sure then now bạn know
The situations are critical
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before bạn go
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before bạn go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
The monsters are buried down deep inside
bạn never know when they’re satisfied
Buried down deep where the sun don’t shine
The monsters are buried down deep inside but
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before bạn go
You’re wasting away, ok, you’ve got to look before bạn go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Wait, ok, you’ve got to look before bạn go
Oh wait, ok, you’ve got to look before bạn go
You’re wasting away, ok, you’ve got to look before bạn go
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness where I hide
Deep into the darkness