i was still looking at those beautifull green eyes
noah was here noah was here i thought about that every beat of my heart
we started to get closer bởi little steps
did he also thinks this might be a dream and is also afraid to wake up if we do anything to fast hoặc was this in fact just another of the many dreams i had....
then finally we where face to face. Noah took my hands gently and softly with one of his hands and just as gently as if i was just and ilusion he touch my cheek with his other hand.
"renesmee" he đã đưa ý kiến and sigh it was filled with joy but also with agony
why is he in agony we were finally together werent we???
then i just realize my answer looking into his eyes he wasn't staying....
i started to cry
noah clean my tears like he always did
then i was able to speak
"noah i missed bạn so much i i i "i sniff my voice broke 2 times
"i tình yêu bạn i hadn't forget you" i touch his cheek and hiển thị him how much i had thought of him
if his eyes were with some agony now they were past agony they were terrible miserable
he took my face with his both hands
"no renesmee thats not right" he said.
it sounded that he wanted to believe in his words but he just couldn't he was a terrible liar just like my mom...
i grab his neck and pull myself closer to him he step back
and look angrily at me
"no renesmee this is wrong i should leave.... i am leaving now"
my tim, trái tim crash but just when he was about to run before i đã đưa ý kiến anything
"mommy is that noah is that our dad" my em bé ask in anxious ,shy , happy , nervous voices
noah stop suddenly and turn around to look at the twins his eyes filled with surprized, then they were so happy and then miserable he must had thought the same as i thought
he was still leaving me .....
"what" noah ask well almost yelled in shook
little noah and little jake grab my hands they look so happy and excited they were almost jumping up and down
"yes noah this are our babies" i had to smile at that words our babies!!
noah look shook he walk towards me and he touch my cheek
"how i mean how long what ?" noah ask shook not really saying anything
"this is noah and this is jake they are twins as bạn can see" i smile
noah just look at noah then at jake and then at me he was crying
i hug noah tightly
"it's ok noah everything will work out" i đã đưa ý kiến
i felt noah shook his head
" i hope it will nessie" he Kiss my forehead and my cheeks and he sigh it was almost a happy sigh an old noah sigh
"i tình yêu bạn too my nessie like bạn can imagine and i miss bạn like crazy ness! " he smile brightly and then he murmured really quietly at my ear
"look ness im thêm that happy and grateful to bạn honor that bạn đã đưa ý kiến that im their father but it wont be easier for them if bạn had tell them it was jake's " noah murrmure really sadly
" i would never do that and well i couldn't they have amazing powers bạn know" i đã đưa ý kiến probably sounding like a proud mother and i was
his eyebrows went up his green eyes were happy
" really " noah đã đưa ý kiến looking at my em bé our em bé
"yeah noah can read minds like my dad and can manipulate the elemts like you"
i patted little noah's head
"jake can also read minds but has to touch the person like me"
"or aro" noah murmurred with hate
"and has a shield like bella" i finish touching jake cheek
noah smile brightly like a proud dad i chucled
then noah look really shyly at little noah and little jake "hi am noah im sorry i wasn't here earlier" he đã đưa ý kiến embarassed and shyly
then an important câu hỏi appear in my mind i murmur in his ear
" how much time?" i ask in a tremling voice
"4 hours" noah đã đưa ý kiến sadly but then he lift my chin and look at my eyes with determination
"this wont be the last time bạn see me ness i'll find a way to make things right with you" he đã đưa ý kiến and then he Kiss me
i felt the ngọn lửa, chữa cháy he pull me closer and i pull closer to him we pull away i rested my head against his chest
"only 4 hours" i sigh "what can we do in 4 hours" i muttered miserably
noah Kiss my cheek
"dont be sad and well i would like to spend time with the twins" he smile brightly and shyly again
"our twins"i đã đưa ý kiến and took his hand