renesmee's pov
i wake up i was felling better my neck was almost heal because i heal faster than normal humans
i was alone in my room but i could hear jake and noah talking outside in a low voice but i could still hear it
"look bloodsucker let me explain this to you" jake said
"hey don't call me bloodsucker and i won't call bạn dog ok?" noah đã đưa ý kiến
jake sigh and đã đưa ý kiến "ok look i just wanted to explain bạn what imprinting is "
noah interupted him
"oo i get it is like tình yêu at first sight but"
jake start talking
"no no is not like that i imprinted on renesmee since the ngày she was born " jake đã đưa ý kiến paitienly
"YOU WHAT?? ugh are bạn sick that is just gross she was a baby for god sake" noah đã đưa ý kiến i laugh quietly
"no no agh could bạn shut up and let me explain god i dont know how ness can tình yêu YOU"
"I ask myself the same question" noah muttered
"Are bạn going to let me explain"jake ask
"sure" noah said
"imprinting is the way we find our soulmates it's thêm powerful that tình yêu at first sight it is thêm absolute, so when renesmee was a baby i didn't like her in any romantic way no i tình yêu her as a daughter then as a sister as a friend and now..."
noah was speechless for the fist time
"so do bạn see how ness and i are destine for each other, forever "jake ask noah he sounded a bit smug
noah was silent
"blood-noah "jake đã đưa ý kiến expecting an answer
"well but "noah started to talk his voice sounded depressed "if bạn and renesmee are for each other "he barely spoke the last words
"then why i fall in tình yêu with nessie and nessie says she loves me too huh "
"don't bạn think that because ness and i are the same kind well maybe that's why your imprinting didn't work"
"imprinting doesn't is that it work hoặc didn't. it is written it cant be change renesmee is mine and i am hers maybe it is like bạn đã đưa ý kiến that because bạn are her kind that maybe confused nessie but believe me ness and i are going to end together" jake đã đưa ý kiến sure of himself
really ??he sounded so sure but the tình yêu i felt for noah i knew it wasn't just a confusion hoặc a silly crush it was thêm i remember the ngọn lửa, chữa cháy of the kiss.. no no i was not just confused
"well im going to stay here until nessie says something differnt and one thêm thing,"noah đã đưa ý kiến slowly"i'll be fighting for her too i been alone all my life and i am going to fight for her twice as hard as bạn are"
jake sigh"you are only going to make it hard for her why don't bạn just understand that nessie is mine" "but it's ok i fight for her too but bạn are fighting something that bạn already lose ok "
"you wish dog and bởi the way in this moment she is not yours so stop with that" noah said
and opened the door of my room before jake could answer
"hi noah "i đã đưa ý kiến sleepy
"hey ness you. had a good night sleepy?? " he come closer and whipered at my ear" i miss you"
i put my hand at his cheek and đã đưa ý kiến
"me too " because i truly had miss him
he chucled and Kiss my forehead he sat bởi my giường and took my hand.
then i saw jake come in i smile at him
he look at me "hey baby" and Kiss my lips y open my eyes surprized this was the 3 Kiss jake gave me in all my live.
but i realize i didn't felt the ngọn lửa, chữa cháy i felt with noah it was something differnt but also strong
noah's grip on my hand became a little harder
"hey jake"
"Jacob, billy arrived he says that bạn need to come down" alice yelled
Noah chucled quietly and smile smugly
jake get up and run to the door
"finally some time alone, rose is right they do reak" he smile at me
i laughed "no they dont well not to us only to ma cà rồng and bạn know that"
he sigh "yeah bạn are right so i know bạn hear our conversation out there so what do bạn think about it?" noah ask
what did i think about imprinting hoặc on noah's fellings about me hoặc how i was going to chose hoặc on whether jake should say i was his i didn't knew about any of it
i look down "i dont know"
noah pick my chin up so i was looking at him
"but do bạn tình yêu well like me i know yesterday bạn đã đưa ý kiến bạn did tình yêu me but well please don't say it just to make me fell better tell me the truth is it true that jake is your only and truly love??"
"No Noah i don't only tình yêu jake i also tình yêu bạn and it is true i truly tình yêu bạn but i also truly tình yêu jake
im so sorry about that but it is true i i i can't decied i dont want to leave any of bạn "
i tear roll down my cheek
i was crying a lot this days
noah took the tear away with his lips and my skin was on ngọn lửa, chữa cháy bởi that simple touch
"its ok"he smile "i would stay here bởi your side until bạn want me to go away"
"so do bạn think that i could Kiss bạn again ness?" he ask innocently
of course i wanted to Kiss him again but that would hurt jake if i ask him
i just look at his green eyes and he started to get closer me too and then our lips met
it was the same explosion but my neck was still sore so he pull away quickly and Kiss my cheek
"thank bạn ness "
then jake arrive
"hey noah carlisle is asking for bạn " he đã đưa ý kiến
"yeah right " noah snorted and was still holding my hand
and then from downstairs my grampa said
"noah can i ask bạn something about well your eating desicions well if bạn hunt hum"
"im coming " noah đã đưa ý kiến
"tell ya" jake đã đưa ý kiến smugly
be right back
ok i đã đưa ý kiến
ooo this was looking so like little kids like they couldn't be in the same room together i sighed
i wake up i was felling better my neck was almost heal because i heal faster than normal humans
i was alone in my room but i could hear jake and noah talking outside in a low voice but i could still hear it
"look bloodsucker let me explain this to you" jake said
"hey don't call me bloodsucker and i won't call bạn dog ok?" noah đã đưa ý kiến
jake sigh and đã đưa ý kiến "ok look i just wanted to explain bạn what imprinting is "
noah interupted him
"oo i get it is like tình yêu at first sight but"
jake start talking
"no no is not like that i imprinted on renesmee since the ngày she was born " jake đã đưa ý kiến paitienly
"YOU WHAT?? ugh are bạn sick that is just gross she was a baby for god sake" noah đã đưa ý kiến i laugh quietly
"no no agh could bạn shut up and let me explain god i dont know how ness can tình yêu YOU"
"I ask myself the same question" noah muttered
"Are bạn going to let me explain"jake ask
"sure" noah said
"imprinting is the way we find our soulmates it's thêm powerful that tình yêu at first sight it is thêm absolute, so when renesmee was a baby i didn't like her in any romantic way no i tình yêu her as a daughter then as a sister as a friend and now..."
noah was speechless for the fist time
"so do bạn see how ness and i are destine for each other, forever "jake ask noah he sounded a bit smug
noah was silent
"blood-noah "jake đã đưa ý kiến expecting an answer
"well but "noah started to talk his voice sounded depressed "if bạn and renesmee are for each other "he barely spoke the last words
"then why i fall in tình yêu with nessie and nessie says she loves me too huh "
"don't bạn think that because ness and i are the same kind well maybe that's why your imprinting didn't work"
"imprinting doesn't is that it work hoặc didn't. it is written it cant be change renesmee is mine and i am hers maybe it is like bạn đã đưa ý kiến that because bạn are her kind that maybe confused nessie but believe me ness and i are going to end together" jake đã đưa ý kiến sure of himself
really ??he sounded so sure but the tình yêu i felt for noah i knew it wasn't just a confusion hoặc a silly crush it was thêm i remember the ngọn lửa, chữa cháy of the kiss.. no no i was not just confused
"well im going to stay here until nessie says something differnt and one thêm thing,"noah đã đưa ý kiến slowly"i'll be fighting for her too i been alone all my life and i am going to fight for her twice as hard as bạn are"
jake sigh"you are only going to make it hard for her why don't bạn just understand that nessie is mine" "but it's ok i fight for her too but bạn are fighting something that bạn already lose ok "
"you wish dog and bởi the way in this moment she is not yours so stop with that" noah said
and opened the door of my room before jake could answer
"hi noah "i đã đưa ý kiến sleepy
"hey ness you. had a good night sleepy?? " he come closer and whipered at my ear" i miss you"
i put my hand at his cheek and đã đưa ý kiến
"me too " because i truly had miss him
he chucled and Kiss my forehead he sat bởi my giường and took my hand.
then i saw jake come in i smile at him
he look at me "hey baby" and Kiss my lips y open my eyes surprized this was the 3 Kiss jake gave me in all my live.
but i realize i didn't felt the ngọn lửa, chữa cháy i felt with noah it was something differnt but also strong
noah's grip on my hand became a little harder
"hey jake"
"Jacob, billy arrived he says that bạn need to come down" alice yelled
Noah chucled quietly and smile smugly
jake get up and run to the door
"finally some time alone, rose is right they do reak" he smile at me
i laughed "no they dont well not to us only to ma cà rồng and bạn know that"
he sigh "yeah bạn are right so i know bạn hear our conversation out there so what do bạn think about it?" noah ask
what did i think about imprinting hoặc on noah's fellings about me hoặc how i was going to chose hoặc on whether jake should say i was his i didn't knew about any of it
i look down "i dont know"
noah pick my chin up so i was looking at him
"but do bạn tình yêu well like me i know yesterday bạn đã đưa ý kiến bạn did tình yêu me but well please don't say it just to make me fell better tell me the truth is it true that jake is your only and truly love??"
"No Noah i don't only tình yêu jake i also tình yêu bạn and it is true i truly tình yêu bạn but i also truly tình yêu jake
im so sorry about that but it is true i i i can't decied i dont want to leave any of bạn "
i tear roll down my cheek
i was crying a lot this days
noah took the tear away with his lips and my skin was on ngọn lửa, chữa cháy bởi that simple touch
"its ok"he smile "i would stay here bởi your side until bạn want me to go away"
"so do bạn think that i could Kiss bạn again ness?" he ask innocently
of course i wanted to Kiss him again but that would hurt jake if i ask him
i just look at his green eyes and he started to get closer me too and then our lips met
it was the same explosion but my neck was still sore so he pull away quickly and Kiss my cheek
"thank bạn ness "
then jake arrive
"hey noah carlisle is asking for bạn " he đã đưa ý kiến
"yeah right " noah snorted and was still holding my hand
and then from downstairs my grampa said
"noah can i ask bạn something about well your eating desicions well if bạn hunt hum"
"im coming " noah đã đưa ý kiến
"tell ya" jake đã đưa ý kiến smugly
be right back
ok i đã đưa ý kiến
ooo this was looking so like little kids like they couldn't be in the same room together i sighed
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the tim, trái tim which will stop beating soon, the tim, trái tim which was the reason for me to live, the tim, trái tim which she had được trao to me to keep an toàn, két an toàn just like how I had được trao her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the tim, trái tim which will stop beating soon, the tim, trái tim which was the reason for me to live, the tim, trái tim which she had được trao to me to keep an toàn, két an toàn just like how I had được trao her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what bạn think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what bạn think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when bạn say one of the các bình luận -and you've probably đã đưa ý kiến one of the các bình luận thêm then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure bạn can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so được ưa chuộng if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my Những người bạn just don't understand lol). How many do bạn think bạn can fill, bình luận below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what bạn think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure bạn can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so được ưa chuộng if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my Những người bạn just don't understand lol). How many do bạn think bạn can fill, bình luận below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what bạn think please.
So these are, bởi far, my yêu thích trích dẫn from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I tình yêu you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I tình yêu you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD