this story is the last of the Jacob and bella thing, the tiếp theo one will be Bella and Edward :D
It’s been 2 hole days since I heard from Edward hoặc someone else of the Cullen’s, I was started to worry but I needed to held strong. I was lucky Jake came to visit every day, he could keep my mind of them. Than my dad kept saying to me that I should talk things out with Edward, but he didn’t know the true reason of the fight but I never told him either.
Daniel was starting to get on my nerves always asking me that Mason and I should go with him, I kept saying ‘no’ but I was starting to doubt, what if it is better for me and Mason to go with Daniel. The last time Daniel asked me I didn’t say anything because I wasn’t sure anymore, perhaps if I didn’t hear from Edward in 2 thêm days, it would be the best for us to go with him, so I would be sure we would be an toàn, két an toàn of the Volturi.
I never been so afraid not of the volturi but for leaving Edward and Renesmee like that.
“Bella, I’m leaving tomorrow, Have bạn decided yet” Daniel asked me
I took a breath “No not really, but I let bạn know tomorrow before bạn leave, When are bạn planning to leave tomorrow?” I asked him
“Around the afternoon” he đã đưa ý kiến smiling
“Okay, I’ll let bạn know in time” I đã đưa ý kiến back insecure.
This ngày past bởi so fast, I helped Charlie around the house while he was at work, I even found my old cũi, giường cũi in the basement, it was perfect for Mason so I made it all ready for him in my room. While Jake was enjoying his time with Mason like always, Daniel was working on my nerves as usual till he left to the store.
“Are bạn sure, leaving with Daniel” Jake asked me curious and worried
“No, I’m not, but we would be much safer for a while” I đã đưa ý kiến to Jake.
Now I felt every emotion coming up from the last couple days, it’s been a hard time now I could feel my tears coming up and I started to snob.
“Oh bells, please don’t be sad, everything will work out just fine. I’m heading to the Cullen’s house to talk to Renesmee and I’ll see what’s going on there, Okay, please don’t be sad” He đã đưa ý kiến concerned and also a little sad
“I’m sorry Jake” I đã đưa ý kiến with a snob, it’s just so hard leaving all of this, it’s my life”.
“I now but if it’s the only way that bạn and mason are going to be safe, bạn should take it” I đã đưa ý kiến still concerned in determent. I just nodded
“I think Mason is getting tired and bạn should get some rest too” Jake đã đưa ý kiến to me worried. I nodded again and took Mason in my arms and walked up the stairs
“See ya, Jake” I đã đưa ý kiến with a little snob
“take care bells” he đã đưa ý kiến back and I heard a click of the door closing.
I walked into my room and start cradled Mason till he was sleeping then I laid him down in my old crib. Kept starring at him and I touched his forehead and gave him a kiss.
“Sweet dreams, my angel” I đã đưa ý kiến to him in a whisper and walked towards my giường and I just laid there staring at Mason in the crib. Jake was right I was tired but I didn’t hunger for sleep it was just all the thoughts in my head that made me exhausting.
I laid there for a long time, I even heard Charlie come in and he came to check on me.
“hey Bells, is he sleeping” he whispered while he took a look at Mason.
“Yes about an giờ hoặc 2, I think” I replied him with a whisper back.
“it’s good that bạn are resting too bells, bạn look terrible” he đã đưa ý kiến worried
“hmm” I đã đưa ý kiến back. Then I noticed I didn’t eat for 5 days now, I just didn’t wanted to leave Mason out of my sight.
“If bạn need something, bạn know where to find me” he đã đưa ý kiến and smiled at me. I gave him a little smile back and he closed the door.