I stared at my tiny room’s ceiling. The paint is starting to peel off and Dad’s been bugging me to work on it. I don’t want to. I just wanted to lie in giường and do nothing. Do nothing but think of her, dream of her.
Once again, her beautiful face flashed before my eyes…
“D-do bạn want me to l-leave? So bạn could be free?” She asked brokenly.
I winced at the memory of her lovely face torn with pain. That look on her face haunted me for months now.
“Do bạn want me to haul your stupid butt out of this room, Jacob Black?” Leah growled from the doorway.
I glared at her.
“Get lost, Leah.”
“There’s no sense in moping around. She’s in Dartmouth, now. This is your stupid idea. So, get over it.” She snapped harshly.
Leah sided with her step niece. She thought my idea was completely rash and stupid. I can’t blame her.
She sat on the floor bởi the doorway. “I never really thought bạn were completely brainless until now. Oh, correction. Completely heartless will suit bạn better.”
I squeezed my eyes tight forcing the tears back.
She cleared her throat and murmured, “Sorry.”
I sighed.
“What really made bạn decide to let her go, Jake?” She asked softly, almost sympathetically.
“Don’t want to talk about it.” I đã đưa ý kiến under my breath.
“You obviously still tình yêu her. Why shove her away?”
“For the tình yêu of God, Leah, leave me alone!” I đã đưa ý kiến through gritted teeth.
“You’re falling to pieces, tough guy. bạn just can’t expect me to face the other way.”
I have refused to phase. I don’t want the pack to suffer with me. I don’t want them to know how much this cost me. Besides it was much harder to deal with this when I'm human. I want that. I want to feel undiluted pain. I want to punish myself.
The only time I gave in was when I tried to follow her to the airport, the ngày she left for Dartmouth. I wanted to explain myself, to make her understand but I was too late. I saw how determined she was to forget about me.
“Please, tell me Jacob. The whole pack’s worried. All of us stayed away from the Cullen’s place. We don’t know how they would treat us. Edward very nearly hunted bạn down for breaking his precious daughter’s heart. The treaty’s almost back in effect. Sam isn’t happy about it and neither is Carlisle. Seth is going crazy, too. He missed Esme’s cooking.”
I rolled my eyes at her. “You know the Cullens won’t touch a single hair on your body. Bella won’t allow it so cut the whining.” I stared sardonically at her. “or do bạn miss the Cullens now, too?” I asked her sarcastically.
She made a face and didn’t respond. Though, I know she is far from fond of our former enemies, she was way past any misgivings she had before.
“Are bạn going to tell me why bạn broke up with Nessie hoặc not?!” she demanded.
I didn’t answer her.
She suddenly bolted up from the floor and grabbed my cell phone from the bedside table.
“What do bạn think you’re doing?” I demanded.
Her eyes became dangerously determined.
“Why don’t we give Nessie a call? Maybe I could gain some information from her.”
I was shaking uncontrollably now. I stood in front of her.
“Don’t bạn dare!” I đã đưa ý kiến each word separately, threateningly.
“Is that a command my dear Alpha?” she asked sarcastically.
I clenched my jaw tight and squeezed my eyes shut. I could see red haze beneath my lids. Someone help me, I could definitely strangle this girl right now.
“I don’t think so.” She quipped, answering her own question.I opened my eyes and saw her finger hit the sped dial.
“Leah…” I growled but my feet remained rooted on the bare wooden floor, my tim, trái tim stopped beating as we both listened to the ringing on the floor.
What would I say to her?
Would I beg her to come back?
“Why didn’t she answer her stupid phone?” She tossed my own battered phone on my giường as I gave a huge sigh of relief. I sank on the floor.
“Do that again, Leah and I’ll….” My threat was interrupted bởi my suddenly ringing phone. Nessie’s number flashed on the tiny screen.
“Aren’t bạn going to answer her call?” Leah asked, immediately knowing who it was.
I was out the door of my house in a flash. My clothed ripped into tiny shreds as I phased. I run as fast as I could from the ringing phone.
Once again, her beautiful face flashed before my eyes…
“D-do bạn want me to l-leave? So bạn could be free?” She asked brokenly.
I winced at the memory of her lovely face torn with pain. That look on her face haunted me for months now.
“Do bạn want me to haul your stupid butt out of this room, Jacob Black?” Leah growled from the doorway.
I glared at her.
“Get lost, Leah.”
“There’s no sense in moping around. She’s in Dartmouth, now. This is your stupid idea. So, get over it.” She snapped harshly.
Leah sided with her step niece. She thought my idea was completely rash and stupid. I can’t blame her.
She sat on the floor bởi the doorway. “I never really thought bạn were completely brainless until now. Oh, correction. Completely heartless will suit bạn better.”
I squeezed my eyes tight forcing the tears back.
She cleared her throat and murmured, “Sorry.”
I sighed.
“What really made bạn decide to let her go, Jake?” She asked softly, almost sympathetically.
“Don’t want to talk about it.” I đã đưa ý kiến under my breath.
“You obviously still tình yêu her. Why shove her away?”
“For the tình yêu of God, Leah, leave me alone!” I đã đưa ý kiến through gritted teeth.
“You’re falling to pieces, tough guy. bạn just can’t expect me to face the other way.”
I have refused to phase. I don’t want the pack to suffer with me. I don’t want them to know how much this cost me. Besides it was much harder to deal with this when I'm human. I want that. I want to feel undiluted pain. I want to punish myself.
The only time I gave in was when I tried to follow her to the airport, the ngày she left for Dartmouth. I wanted to explain myself, to make her understand but I was too late. I saw how determined she was to forget about me.
“Please, tell me Jacob. The whole pack’s worried. All of us stayed away from the Cullen’s place. We don’t know how they would treat us. Edward very nearly hunted bạn down for breaking his precious daughter’s heart. The treaty’s almost back in effect. Sam isn’t happy about it and neither is Carlisle. Seth is going crazy, too. He missed Esme’s cooking.”
I rolled my eyes at her. “You know the Cullens won’t touch a single hair on your body. Bella won’t allow it so cut the whining.” I stared sardonically at her. “or do bạn miss the Cullens now, too?” I asked her sarcastically.
She made a face and didn’t respond. Though, I know she is far from fond of our former enemies, she was way past any misgivings she had before.
“Are bạn going to tell me why bạn broke up with Nessie hoặc not?!” she demanded.
I didn’t answer her.
She suddenly bolted up from the floor and grabbed my cell phone from the bedside table.
“What do bạn think you’re doing?” I demanded.
Her eyes became dangerously determined.
“Why don’t we give Nessie a call? Maybe I could gain some information from her.”
I was shaking uncontrollably now. I stood in front of her.
“Don’t bạn dare!” I đã đưa ý kiến each word separately, threateningly.
“Is that a command my dear Alpha?” she asked sarcastically.
I clenched my jaw tight and squeezed my eyes shut. I could see red haze beneath my lids. Someone help me, I could definitely strangle this girl right now.
“I don’t think so.” She quipped, answering her own question.I opened my eyes and saw her finger hit the sped dial.
“Leah…” I growled but my feet remained rooted on the bare wooden floor, my tim, trái tim stopped beating as we both listened to the ringing on the floor.
What would I say to her?
Would I beg her to come back?
“Why didn’t she answer her stupid phone?” She tossed my own battered phone on my giường as I gave a huge sigh of relief. I sank on the floor.
“Do that again, Leah and I’ll….” My threat was interrupted bởi my suddenly ringing phone. Nessie’s number flashed on the tiny screen.
“Aren’t bạn going to answer her call?” Leah asked, immediately knowing who it was.
I was out the door of my house in a flash. My clothed ripped into tiny shreds as I phased. I run as fast as I could from the ringing phone.
!!!!!!ATTENTION ALL TWILIGHT FANS!!!!!!
If bạn are a MAJOR hoặc just a người hâm mộ of Stephanie Meyer's most được ưa chuộng Twilight Saga then pay attention.
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-twilight_unite-(MAJOR người hâm mộ OF TWILIGHT SAGA)
If bạn are a MAJOR hoặc just a người hâm mộ of Stephanie Meyer's most được ưa chuộng Twilight Saga then pay attention.
On youtube.com there is a video of Stephanie being interviewed.She is going to đăng lên Midnight Sun.If bạn have read her draft of Midnight Sun hoặc even if bạn haven't then bạn can right how bạn think it should be.She wants to see what her những người hâm mộ (aka- Us)think.And she also beleives that if we have a story in us then we should write it out and hiển thị evryone what we're capable of.
-twilight_unite-(MAJOR người hâm mộ OF TWILIGHT SAGA)