Be nice please- this ones completely true and its alot closer to my heart. Im still not over it for whatever reason but I have to get it off my chest....
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I was happy being myself and being loved bởi the people that mattered to me but then something hoặc well someone happened that threw my happiness into a spiral of confused happiness. I had went to school like usual, half asleep and grumbling about how stupid it was that school started so freakin early when I saw him. He was slumped in a chair wearing a Blood On the Dance floor t-shirt, black skinny jeans, had his ears pierced and generally just pretty much screamed ‘I’m not normal.’ Of course this got my attention, I lived in a tiny town where the high school consisted of about 300 people including the faculty and so not many people went against the usual trends.
Me doing something completely out of the ordinary walked up to him and started a conversation. We instantly clicked and he became my absolute bestest friend in the world. We were the 2 invincible teens in a world of drama and hurt. He was good for me hoặc so I thought at the time. He made me pay attention in class and he helped raise all my grades. But I spent less and less time with my family of friends, not that I noticed at the time.
Me and him were always together, sitting in the hallways listening to music, him being my cái gối, gối as I slept in class. He became my everything and nothing else mattered to me, I loved him to death and he loved me. We held hands, we hugged, we went to the phim chiếu rạp together but we were never actually dating. We told each other everything and as far as I knew we had no secrets. And I liked things that way.
There was no struggle to be perfect and no worries about anything. We were just us and that’s all we expected of each other. No matter how comfortable I was with my family of friends, he was the only one I could be totally me around. He didn’t care that I screamed, jumped and snuggled up to him during scary movies. He didn’t care that I had trust issues hoặc that I was easily depressed. He was always there for me with open arms and loving help.
I never knew why but he’s the only person much less guy that I ever trusted 100% instantly without a một giây thought. I never thought we’d ever leave our happy bubble of just us but we did. And I’m still not over it…..
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I was happy being myself and being loved bởi the people that mattered to me but then something hoặc well someone happened that threw my happiness into a spiral of confused happiness. I had went to school like usual, half asleep and grumbling about how stupid it was that school started so freakin early when I saw him. He was slumped in a chair wearing a Blood On the Dance floor t-shirt, black skinny jeans, had his ears pierced and generally just pretty much screamed ‘I’m not normal.’ Of course this got my attention, I lived in a tiny town where the high school consisted of about 300 people including the faculty and so not many people went against the usual trends.
Me doing something completely out of the ordinary walked up to him and started a conversation. We instantly clicked and he became my absolute bestest friend in the world. We were the 2 invincible teens in a world of drama and hurt. He was good for me hoặc so I thought at the time. He made me pay attention in class and he helped raise all my grades. But I spent less and less time with my family of friends, not that I noticed at the time.
Me and him were always together, sitting in the hallways listening to music, him being my cái gối, gối as I slept in class. He became my everything and nothing else mattered to me, I loved him to death and he loved me. We held hands, we hugged, we went to the phim chiếu rạp together but we were never actually dating. We told each other everything and as far as I knew we had no secrets. And I liked things that way.
There was no struggle to be perfect and no worries about anything. We were just us and that’s all we expected of each other. No matter how comfortable I was with my family of friends, he was the only one I could be totally me around. He didn’t care that I screamed, jumped and snuggled up to him during scary movies. He didn’t care that I had trust issues hoặc that I was easily depressed. He was always there for me with open arms and loving help.
I never knew why but he’s the only person much less guy that I ever trusted 100% instantly without a một giây thought. I never thought we’d ever leave our happy bubble of just us but we did. And I’m still not over it…..
Chapter One: I walked across the Merdog bờ biển, bãi biển in my blue v-neck bikini. I walked towards the shore-line. chó were all playing together at the wonderful dog beach. "Lucky!" I called to my 6 tháng old German Shepperd,"Here boy!" Lucky came zipping towards me and knocked me over into the clear water.
I laughed as I sat up in the ankle deep water."Oh boy!" I laughed, "Are bạn hungry? Are bạn hungry? I bet bạn are!" Lucky's tail wagged like there was no tomorrow. I ran up the bờ biển, bãi biển to the Dog Shack.
"Hi Rosie! What can I get bạn today?" đã đưa ý kiến the young employee, Jackson. "Can I have the miếng bò hầm, bít tết tips 'n' gravy, please?" I đã đưa ý kiến smiling at the cute boy.
"Sure! This time I'll trow in a trái xoài, xoài sinh tố free." replied Jackson. "Thank bạn so much!" I đã đưa ý kiến happily. Mangoes were my yêu thích fruit. "Hey Rosie do bạn have any plans for tonight?" asked Jackson. "Yes. I am going to bữa tối, bữa ăn tối with Carson. Why?" I said.
I laughed as I sat up in the ankle deep water."Oh boy!" I laughed, "Are bạn hungry? Are bạn hungry? I bet bạn are!" Lucky's tail wagged like there was no tomorrow. I ran up the bờ biển, bãi biển to the Dog Shack.
"Hi Rosie! What can I get bạn today?" đã đưa ý kiến the young employee, Jackson. "Can I have the miếng bò hầm, bít tết tips 'n' gravy, please?" I đã đưa ý kiến smiling at the cute boy.
"Sure! This time I'll trow in a trái xoài, xoài sinh tố free." replied Jackson. "Thank bạn so much!" I đã đưa ý kiến happily. Mangoes were my yêu thích fruit. "Hey Rosie do bạn have any plans for tonight?" asked Jackson. "Yes. I am going to bữa tối, bữa ăn tối with Carson. Why?" I said.