I have let the darkness cover me.....from when I was a child on my own planet. I'd lived the same place my own life and they never did kno my name....I was unwanted from birth, u c? Left on the streets to rot.....a tiny little child less then 6 inches long and not even a pound....a very small child at birth....lost and hurt...and starving...no1 would take me in. My only refuge was an elderly lady who took me in....she lived in the forest and no1 knew...4 a while....not until I was 14...when they found out and they killed her for raising me. At tht time...I was still blue and white pointed...
After a while, I was again on my own and again no1 cared, but I still managed 2 keep my spirit's up. I met some1...a guy whom I'd fallen instantly in tình yêu with...and he loved me 2. or...so I thought...I was 15 and tht was the normal age to find a husband where I'm from. We were to b married tht spring. Little did I kno he was using me....and playing with my emotions on a bet he was given.
The ngày we were 2 b married I was waring blue to match my fur...my name was chim giẻ cùi, jay at tht time...but tht's the ngày I got my new name...because he left me there in the abandon church....he đã đưa ý kiến he was going 2 have his whole family there and there was no1 when I showed up...no1 but the priest whom I had gotten....he was the only friend I'd had who hadn't left....u can't possibly kno the pain I went thro tht day....my hull had been broken so many times.....and this just froze my soul and my heart....was shattered yet again. It was a beautiful church and a beautiful gown...until the moment I realized he was never coming....
Tht's when I let darkness cover me...and I tried 2 deny everything and tell myself it wasn't happening 2 me. “y does this shit keep happening 2 me?!” I finally screamed, the white on my lông, lông thú turning black and the blue turning red...I changed demonic rite in front of a priest who'd always đã đưa ý kiến I was 1 of the most angelic girl's he'd met. The dress changed 2....it became leather, studded, and gothic...and so did the church...the once holy church looked like demons had taken over...and my tears went from clear 2 blood instantly...and the priest ran, as if being near the place would kill him. “living my life's not hard enough....take everything away!” I scream, a voice not mine flying from my throat. “leave me NO1!!” suddenly my sadness turns to rage. “living life isn't hard enough, BURN ME ALIVE INSIDE!!!” my eyes, once crystal blue, now were midnight...and my pupils narrowed. “I'm gonna kill the bitch.....i'm gonna kill him....him and the other chó cái, bitch he's with...the motha fucka...” I growl, knowing the voice wasn't mine...it was my new-found friend....the demonic entity tht took over...and I'd let him.....because I'd been talking 2 him since I was a child, u c...when I had no1 2 talk 2 he showed up...and I realized he was my only friend I had and the only 1 I needed...
I ran out of the church and 2 the place I knew him and any1 he had with him would b....the peer...the same place he took me so long ago.... “leave well enough alone and don't remember!” I hiss at myself. “hide behind the mask and try 2 believe....no, just walk alone and try 2 escape...” my own voice now...
I end up at the peer and c him and the other girl he's with...and I growl, glaring at them and running forward, baring my teeth. “run...” I snarl
“w-what?” He looks at me, clearly trying 2 play this off.
“run....unless u want 2 die of drowning....I'm giving u a choice as 2 how u die, isn't tht nice of me. If u want me 2 kill u and thro ur body in2 the water, stay....if u wish 2 pro-long ur life a bit longer then run....either way, UR MINE!” not my voice anymore....it's his...
“w-wait....what'd I do 2 u tht makes u wanna kill me...?”
“oh, nothing in particular....just LEFT ME AT THE FUCKIN' ALTER CRYING MY EYES OUT UNTIL I BECAME 1 WITH THE DARKNESS!” snaps, grabbing them both bởi the throat. “and 4 who? This little bitch!? What, u didn't like a girlfriend the same height as u hoặc somethin'?!” I squeeze slowly.
“w-w-wait, lemma explain!” he chokes out, bug-eyed. The girl looks at him, clearly having been told nothing.
“Explain what?! How u left me 4 some chó cái, bitch hoặc how u were only with me because of some bet?!”
“h-how did u...?”
“I have good hearing u idiot! I heard them outside the church laughing saying it was all a fake but I tried ignoring them until after an giờ had fuckin' past!”
“u waited an hour?!” he laughs slightly and I tighten my grip.
“u think it's funny playing with my emotions?!” I snap. “THEN U DESERVE 2 DIE!” and, with tht, I flip him, breaking both his neck and his back b4 he slides uselessly in2 the water. “and u...” I growl, looking at the girl whose neck I still held tight. “I have no quarrel with u unless u intend on telling any1 what just happened here....understand?!” my pupils narrow and she makes a funny squeaking sound and nods frantically. “good....” I let her drop and she falls 2 the ground, panting. “and remember....” I lean down and look her dead in the eyes. “darkness is everywhere....it hears everything and so do I....” and I took off and away from the peer, leaving her wide-eyed and staring. I take off in2 the forest and 2 the house of the elderly lady who was killed....now I lived in tht house. As I walked bởi the roses, they all turned from their normal màu sắc to blacks ad dark reds and blues...I ran in2 the house and cried 4 a while....until my 1 friend showed up again, holding me close....and tho 2 every1 else he wasn't there.....I realized then tht he was the only 1 I loved...Dylan...the pure black chó sói, sói demon who was always with me....I cried on2 his shoulder and he kept me close to him...and I realized his arms were the only place I truly felt safe.
“I will always b here 4 u....” he whispers in2 my ear. “I will never leave u like he did...”
“i...i hope not...” I whimper. “ur all I have left now....”
I stayed on tht planet for another năm until I managed 2 finish my rocket and get the fuck out of there. I had to get away....and then I crash-landed here. I still haven't a clue where “here” is....because 2 me....names r no thêm then a label...but mine....my new 1....is Darkness...and Death is an old friend of mine...Nemo me impone lacessit! NO 1 can attack me without being punished...I'm just ur everyday, ordinary, fairytale without the fairy...i might not have the normal Zalation joyfulness...but can u rlly blame me?
After a while, I was again on my own and again no1 cared, but I still managed 2 keep my spirit's up. I met some1...a guy whom I'd fallen instantly in tình yêu with...and he loved me 2. or...so I thought...I was 15 and tht was the normal age to find a husband where I'm from. We were to b married tht spring. Little did I kno he was using me....and playing with my emotions on a bet he was given.
The ngày we were 2 b married I was waring blue to match my fur...my name was chim giẻ cùi, jay at tht time...but tht's the ngày I got my new name...because he left me there in the abandon church....he đã đưa ý kiến he was going 2 have his whole family there and there was no1 when I showed up...no1 but the priest whom I had gotten....he was the only friend I'd had who hadn't left....u can't possibly kno the pain I went thro tht day....my hull had been broken so many times.....and this just froze my soul and my heart....was shattered yet again. It was a beautiful church and a beautiful gown...until the moment I realized he was never coming....
Tht's when I let darkness cover me...and I tried 2 deny everything and tell myself it wasn't happening 2 me. “y does this shit keep happening 2 me?!” I finally screamed, the white on my lông, lông thú turning black and the blue turning red...I changed demonic rite in front of a priest who'd always đã đưa ý kiến I was 1 of the most angelic girl's he'd met. The dress changed 2....it became leather, studded, and gothic...and so did the church...the once holy church looked like demons had taken over...and my tears went from clear 2 blood instantly...and the priest ran, as if being near the place would kill him. “living my life's not hard enough....take everything away!” I scream, a voice not mine flying from my throat. “leave me NO1!!” suddenly my sadness turns to rage. “living life isn't hard enough, BURN ME ALIVE INSIDE!!!” my eyes, once crystal blue, now were midnight...and my pupils narrowed. “I'm gonna kill the bitch.....i'm gonna kill him....him and the other chó cái, bitch he's with...the motha fucka...” I growl, knowing the voice wasn't mine...it was my new-found friend....the demonic entity tht took over...and I'd let him.....because I'd been talking 2 him since I was a child, u c...when I had no1 2 talk 2 he showed up...and I realized he was my only friend I had and the only 1 I needed...
I ran out of the church and 2 the place I knew him and any1 he had with him would b....the peer...the same place he took me so long ago.... “leave well enough alone and don't remember!” I hiss at myself. “hide behind the mask and try 2 believe....no, just walk alone and try 2 escape...” my own voice now...
I end up at the peer and c him and the other girl he's with...and I growl, glaring at them and running forward, baring my teeth. “run...” I snarl
“w-what?” He looks at me, clearly trying 2 play this off.
“run....unless u want 2 die of drowning....I'm giving u a choice as 2 how u die, isn't tht nice of me. If u want me 2 kill u and thro ur body in2 the water, stay....if u wish 2 pro-long ur life a bit longer then run....either way, UR MINE!” not my voice anymore....it's his...
“w-wait....what'd I do 2 u tht makes u wanna kill me...?”
“oh, nothing in particular....just LEFT ME AT THE FUCKIN' ALTER CRYING MY EYES OUT UNTIL I BECAME 1 WITH THE DARKNESS!” snaps, grabbing them both bởi the throat. “and 4 who? This little bitch!? What, u didn't like a girlfriend the same height as u hoặc somethin'?!” I squeeze slowly.
“w-w-wait, lemma explain!” he chokes out, bug-eyed. The girl looks at him, clearly having been told nothing.
“Explain what?! How u left me 4 some chó cái, bitch hoặc how u were only with me because of some bet?!”
“h-how did u...?”
“I have good hearing u idiot! I heard them outside the church laughing saying it was all a fake but I tried ignoring them until after an giờ had fuckin' past!”
“u waited an hour?!” he laughs slightly and I tighten my grip.
“u think it's funny playing with my emotions?!” I snap. “THEN U DESERVE 2 DIE!” and, with tht, I flip him, breaking both his neck and his back b4 he slides uselessly in2 the water. “and u...” I growl, looking at the girl whose neck I still held tight. “I have no quarrel with u unless u intend on telling any1 what just happened here....understand?!” my pupils narrow and she makes a funny squeaking sound and nods frantically. “good....” I let her drop and she falls 2 the ground, panting. “and remember....” I lean down and look her dead in the eyes. “darkness is everywhere....it hears everything and so do I....” and I took off and away from the peer, leaving her wide-eyed and staring. I take off in2 the forest and 2 the house of the elderly lady who was killed....now I lived in tht house. As I walked bởi the roses, they all turned from their normal màu sắc to blacks ad dark reds and blues...I ran in2 the house and cried 4 a while....until my 1 friend showed up again, holding me close....and tho 2 every1 else he wasn't there.....I realized then tht he was the only 1 I loved...Dylan...the pure black chó sói, sói demon who was always with me....I cried on2 his shoulder and he kept me close to him...and I realized his arms were the only place I truly felt safe.
“I will always b here 4 u....” he whispers in2 my ear. “I will never leave u like he did...”
“i...i hope not...” I whimper. “ur all I have left now....”
I stayed on tht planet for another năm until I managed 2 finish my rocket and get the fuck out of there. I had to get away....and then I crash-landed here. I still haven't a clue where “here” is....because 2 me....names r no thêm then a label...but mine....my new 1....is Darkness...and Death is an old friend of mine...Nemo me impone lacessit! NO 1 can attack me without being punished...I'm just ur everyday, ordinary, fairytale without the fairy...i might not have the normal Zalation joyfulness...but can u rlly blame me?
