I think this is the key reason I developed SAD. I know at the time they did the best they could with what resources they had - so I don't blame they or feel bitter towards them. If I ever have kids of my own, I'd hope I've learned a lot from my parents mistakes.

Actually I was born with SAD , there wasn't any traumatic experience or a specific reason for it. My counselor told my that it was mostly a matter of genes. My parents always adored me and believed that I was extremely shy but they didn't know what SAD is and didn't understand how serious it was. Deep inside I knew from a very young age that something was wrong with me but couldn't explain it and I believed that it was all my fault so my parents had no idea how awful I was feeling. My teachers on the other hand those bitches didn't give a crap about me and never said that I needed professional help while it was sooooo obvious that I was totally incapable to talk and to develop any social relationship with other kids. As a result this embarrassment and isolation went on untill I was 16 when I decided to help myself

Not really!