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posted by MephilesTheDark
Ah, fanpop, it's been so long since I had a nice rant.

Recently due to personal experiences I've been looking up people's opinions of cutting, as in, self-harm. Which got me thinking about how other people think in relation to this issue.

The most common thoughts in regard to cutting is 'It's weak and pathetic,' although there are some dumbfucks out there who seem to think 'eet's just a way 4 deprezive ppl 2 tak out how der feelin.'

Wanna know what really fucking PISSES ME OFF about these two groups? In the majority, NEITHER OF THEM CUTS. They might know cutters, but they've never put a fucking blade to their own skin and watched themselves bleed, knowing that THEY caused this. THEY are the ones responsible for the red trickling down their arm/thigh/wrist/shoulder/WHATEVER with an expression of blank amusement on their face.

If you've ever cut, you'll know what I'm talking about. If bạn haven't, then bạn can try.

I am a cutter. It's not something to be proud of, it's sure as hell not any form of art, and it seems a lot of non-cutters have taken the issue off our hands and into their own! Yeah, thanks for that! It's so appreciated! /OBVIOUS AND HEAVY SARCASM

From my experiences as a cutter, it's not because I get a THRILL out of seeing my own blood. It's not because I'm a masochist, and to be honest, if I'm a masochist hoặc not isn't any of your fucking business. It's not because I'm depressed. It's not because I hate myself. And it's NOT because I want to die.

I DO NOT SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION. NOT ALL CUTTERS DO, OKAY!?

So why do I do it? Simple; I AM WEAK AND PATHETIC.

So dumbfucks, if you're out there saying that cutting is some form of art hoặc some other such related bullshit, then I suggest strongly that bạn get the fuck out of your little hole, come out from under your rock, and take it in for what it is; self-harm.

Not all cutters suffer from depression, as said. Some do, but not all of them. They don't need your support, they need your fucking HELP. They need someone to pat them on the fucking back, tell them it'll all be okay, and that they should just grow up and stop hurting themselves over stupid reasons.

People cut because they're NOT DEALING WITH THINGS that other people CAN DEAL WITH. What a cutter needs is someone to help them deal with their problems. Not sympathy, not support, and for fucking sakes NOT bạn STUPID FUCKS telling them it's art!

I know it sounds really hypocritical coming from someone sitting here typing with scarred hands from cuts made only yesterday, but it's HARDER than just stopping.

It's like an addiction, okay? It's a part of a routine. I get fucking PISSED OFF if I haven't cut myself. I want to KILL people when I don't. Hell, if bạn gave me a nine-iron I probably WOULD kill people if I haven't had my dose of bleeding.

What a cutter needs most of all is understanding. The best people for helping cutters isn't someone with a psychology degree, it's someone who's cut themselves either in the past, hoặc hell, even someone who does still cut but wants to change.

So for bạn dumbass 'lol imma emo' people, I'd really appreciate it if you'd STOP representing me. Stop being butthurt attention-seeking little asswipes and grow a fucking pair. Your life is not THAT FUCKING BAD. Truth is, 'normal' people wouldn't hate bạn so much if bạn just stopped diễn xuất like retards about it.

Dear not-cutters,
I know you're pissed off at all those stupid whining attention-seekers, but truth is, not all of us are like that. So after they all bleed out in a spa one day, we'll sit down, have a nice conversation over a cup of tea, and laugh at the bloodless corpses filling the streets.

With love, a Cutter.










If anyone has any các câu hỏi regarding this, please feel free to ask. I promise I'll be nice about it.

I just really needed to get this out there. :)
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"The demon of Empire City..." Alex mused to himself, "I've heard of you."

"What do bạn want, Mercer?"

Needless to say, Cole was concerned. Not five feet away from him was the very thing he'd been worrying about for the last few hours.

He wasn't one hundred per-cent sure what he was expecting when he came across the real-life Alex Mercer. He was fairly sure he wasn't going to expect this. After all, one would think the viral infection would be a little thêm intimidating than he was.

Although considering that a rather terrified Zeke was hiding behind Cole didn't exactly add to his tổng thể feeling...
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[x] bạn hate the world.
[x]You hate society.
[ ]You think ma cà rồng are cool.
[ ]You write poetry.
[ ]You have colored your hair black.
[ ]You wear black/blue eye-liner at times.
[ ]You write thi ca that's not for school.
[x]You are freakishly obsessed with darkness.
[x]You think tình yêu is a waste of time.
[x] You've được trao up on the world.
[ ]You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[ ]You've spent over $100 at Hot Topic.
[ ]You wear thêm bracelets than a Russian.
[ ]You own a dog collar, that's not for your dog.
[x]You're extremely pale.
[ ]You are a member of a thi ca site.
[ ]Your screen name has been an oxymoron.
[x]You...
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bạn can't kill Alex Mercer. -3-'
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I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.

I'm a CHRISTIAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION,...
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