Dear Diary,
Today is like any other day. Wake up, brush teeth, shower, get ready for school, do hair to look nice and neat, go to school and learn, come home.
But on this particular ngày of Feb. 11, I Mất tích my cookie. My ONLY cookie. My cookie as in my virginity. We call it our cookie because there is only one cookie in the jar, and once it is gone, it NEVER returns.I Mất tích my "cookie" to Ty Blue. My BEST FRIEND'S BROTHER! I know, I know, it seems wrong. But It was so passionate and lovely and unexpected. He kissed me softly and ran his hands everywhere on my body. I was so panicked but I got even thêm nervous when the clothes came off. He directed me on what to do he gave me a little Kiss on my cookie jar (vagina) before going in. It felt like an con voi in a small cup. The con voi doesn't fit, but somehow it gets in. I felt a sudden pain and then a little pleasure. I gasped and moaned lightly as he slowly began his journey in and out. Afterwards, since it was a Friday night, I was sleeping over at Rocky's and her mom was out of town, so she went on a little ngày night with Deuce, was cuddling him like a bear. He hugged me tightly and I kissed him softly. My first 'climax' of feeling my muscles go out of control. In the morning, at about 11. 45pm Rocky had returned because she didn't stay out too late with Deuce, and hated to come trang chủ after midnight. She didn't realize I wasn't in her room, because she w as too tired. In the morning when she came in to ask Ty what he wanted for breakfast, she noticed me then. I stared at her for a while before she đã đưa ý kiến "Okay, I have to make 2 plates. So bạn guys had fun last night huh?" and walked away with a wink. I felt a little embarrassed but she seemed okay with it. But I wad worried a little inside because we didn't use any rubber (protection) and I had heard some schoolgirls say that as long as he didn't squirt anything in bạn you'd be fine and wouldn't get pregnant. But a week later I made a huge mistake. Gunther asked me to help him after school to clean the art room. I didn't like cleaning but I stayed anyways, I don't know why.We ended up making out and then we got to the ladies bathroom and he went under my skirt, and I felt his tounge licking me softly, causing me to moan a lot. He thrusted inside me and he and I were both moaning. I was pulling his hair and he was pulling mines too. It was perfect, and gentle and sweet, EXCEPT...... I did sleep with Ty. So I am screwed, literally, what should I do?
Today is like any other day. Wake up, brush teeth, shower, get ready for school, do hair to look nice and neat, go to school and learn, come home.
But on this particular ngày of Feb. 11, I Mất tích my cookie. My ONLY cookie. My cookie as in my virginity. We call it our cookie because there is only one cookie in the jar, and once it is gone, it NEVER returns.I Mất tích my "cookie" to Ty Blue. My BEST FRIEND'S BROTHER! I know, I know, it seems wrong. But It was so passionate and lovely and unexpected. He kissed me softly and ran his hands everywhere on my body. I was so panicked but I got even thêm nervous when the clothes came off. He directed me on what to do he gave me a little Kiss on my cookie jar (vagina) before going in. It felt like an con voi in a small cup. The con voi doesn't fit, but somehow it gets in. I felt a sudden pain and then a little pleasure. I gasped and moaned lightly as he slowly began his journey in and out. Afterwards, since it was a Friday night, I was sleeping over at Rocky's and her mom was out of town, so she went on a little ngày night with Deuce, was cuddling him like a bear. He hugged me tightly and I kissed him softly. My first 'climax' of feeling my muscles go out of control. In the morning, at about 11. 45pm Rocky had returned because she didn't stay out too late with Deuce, and hated to come trang chủ after midnight. She didn't realize I wasn't in her room, because she w as too tired. In the morning when she came in to ask Ty what he wanted for breakfast, she noticed me then. I stared at her for a while before she đã đưa ý kiến "Okay, I have to make 2 plates. So bạn guys had fun last night huh?" and walked away with a wink. I felt a little embarrassed but she seemed okay with it. But I wad worried a little inside because we didn't use any rubber (protection) and I had heard some schoolgirls say that as long as he didn't squirt anything in bạn you'd be fine and wouldn't get pregnant. But a week later I made a huge mistake. Gunther asked me to help him after school to clean the art room. I didn't like cleaning but I stayed anyways, I don't know why.We ended up making out and then we got to the ladies bathroom and he went under my skirt, and I felt his tounge licking me softly, causing me to moan a lot. He thrusted inside me and he and I were both moaning. I was pulling his hair and he was pulling mines too. It was perfect, and gentle and sweet, EXCEPT...... I did sleep with Ty. So I am screwed, literally, what should I do?
I am a dancer and I really tình yêu this show. I have won plenty awards and there on a tv show. They are so unbeilvably lucky. being on tv would be so cool. Awards are awesome but, being on tv would be awesomer. I am just fantasizing what it would be like to be Cece and Rocky, for me it would be like living the dream. I tình yêu dancing and I wish i lived in a big city not a town with less than 10,000 people, I also want to make bạn realize something, if bạn live in a small town, it is very unlikely that bạn will be famous.