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Bird wound stress :v đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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And done. 3 hours off to being a good mama bird XD hơn một năm qua
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Also, even though we lied and đã đưa ý kiến the $100 we spent to get her helped was $30, my dad stil lsays it was a waste of money even though she would have likely died in the near future if we didnt hơn một năm qua
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Pretty much such lack of care for động vật is kinda what got my parakeet killed so *shrug* Not surprising hơn một năm qua
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All's well that ends well for now !!!! hơn một năm qua
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Btw, meditation, stretches, and breathing gym / exercises (the ones we did when I was training with an open class DCI group) are good for loosening up body tension đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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^ #LefterisVerified !!!! hơn một năm qua
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xin chào bạn people that cheat on biểu tượng Contests and/or have multiple accounts, can yall like just use your other accounts to người hâm mộ this club so I can reach a number which theyll let me add a background XD Thatd be cool fam

Jk jk. Id be thêm annoyed that the người hâm mộ count would be a poor representation of the people who are / were interested in this club đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I also dont even know when that number level is XD hơn một năm qua
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Honestly, the ability to make Multiple Accounts could be of good use. Putting cheating, trolling / spamming and deceiving others aside, certain aspects of this Website can benefit from such support !!!! hơn một năm qua
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Im messing up my schedule and cant write cos Im in too pissy of a mood

I already missed an animal volunteer ngày since I was busy yesterday

And Im already behind on exercising :v đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Fuuuck hơn một năm qua
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I need to get out of this pointlessly disgusted disappointed mood hơn một năm qua
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Some chance of pace would do bạn good. Hope bạn managed to relax !!!! hơn một năm qua
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If bạn are going to be a parent, please go through extensive planning before hand so bạn can be responsible with it. Even if its an accident child, please plan while pregnant.

And please

Never

Use

Pregnancy

As

A

Trap

If someone wants to go, dont force them in with a child. bạn are screwing over both your partner's life, and the kid that is being used.

If bạn are a parent, take responsibility đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ !!!! hơn một năm qua
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"THERE IS A SATISFACTORY AMOUNT OF SEROTONIN IN MY BRAIN RIGHT NOW CAN bạn BELIEVE" ~Gyldenyovth đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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See Riku made a mistake asking me to watch tình yêu Stage with her cuz now we get weird statements like "So Rape is ok so long as bạn put them through hell?" đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Personally, part of the reason the reason I am working mostly on my trauma and PTSD and recovering from it over all the other stuff I have is because Im like 90% sure pretty much every other issue of mine has strong roots in đã đưa ý kiến trauma.

If I try to knock those out, theyll just come back sooner hoặc later if the thing they are rooted in isnt fixed first. Do such a thing is like trying to remove weeds bởi clipping them in half. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Akashi - KNB
Byakuya - Bleach
súng thần công, pháo - Umineko no Koro Ni
Daiki Aomine - KNB
Eggsy - Kingsman
Ferid Bathory - Owari no Seraph
Guren Ichinose - Owari no Seraph
Hibari Kyoya - KHR
Izumi Sena - tình yêu Stage
James - Pokemon
Kano Shuuya - Kagerou Days
Lussuria - KHR
Misogi Kumagawa - Medaka Box / Muramasa - Bleach
Nagito Komaeda - Danganronpa
Ogami - Danganronpa
Peko Pekoyama - Danganronpa
Quill Peter - Marvel
Raikou - Nabari No Ou đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Saix - Kingdom Hearts Tsurara - Nurarihyon Ukyo - Amnesia Viral - Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagaan Wallace - Pokemon Xanxus - KHR Yuri - DDLC Zack Foster - thiên thần of Death hơn một năm qua
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I'm going through my Youtube "Watch Later" which is pretty much a danh sách of video I saved cos I likeed them and felt Id like to see them again in the future, so if I post a lot of video on this club, thats why đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Ya I do that a bit too much with other sites tbh. hơn một năm qua
cool
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eyo guys I am back nowe tehehehe
so whats up in da house =D đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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xin chào sup XD Nothing much hơn một năm qua
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Welcome back, Kitkat. Nothing much for me either. Just trying to enjoy some of Summer's freedom. How about you? hơn một năm qua
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omo thank ya riku and leftie I am doing F***ing great hehe,kat is relaxed now and getting brown skin like a Sô cô la *eats myself* =p hơn một năm qua
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Okay so rant time. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Part of the reason DCI is amazing - at least with the world class corps - are that they BLAST your face off while sounding great. Its one of the things that come with the name of Drum Corps and its loved. hơn một năm qua
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LAST year, a huge trend was a shit ton of amplification with microphones everywhere and shit and personally, it was quite annoying since it didnt sound nearly the same hoặc as good. Yeah, amplification for the soloist and shit is good and normal, but they went around pretty much amplifying the entire band and it was bleh. It actually became a nguồn of thảo luận among people who like DCI hơn một năm qua
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Havent looked at any of the non-west coast shows yet tho. Saving that for Finals hơn một năm qua
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There is no pair of games thêm addicting than Sonic Forces and Huniepop đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I am stubborn as hell, both for and against my own good XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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It's super annoyi-I mean charming XD hơn một năm qua
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jk hơn một năm qua
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mooooostly XD hơn một năm qua
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d e p e r s o n a l i z a t i o n

i s

w e i r d

a s

f u c k đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Actually I only had it for like.... two phút but being slowly pushed out of your body and not being able to connect your face with your identity in the mirror for like.... that small period is weird as fuccccck hơn một năm qua
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I leave bạn alone for three hours...Riku Riku Riku. Imma have to keep a closer eye on bạn XD hơn một năm qua
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Shut up :vvv hơn một năm qua
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UPDATE. I still kinda fear and anxiety around women that look feminine and social. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I have a really nice giường đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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bạn are in Florida hơn một năm qua
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So is my bed. Thus...I have a really nice giường that I get to lay on hơn một năm qua
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Why? What bạn think I meant? hơn một năm qua
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I want to lay down on a reaaalllly nice giường đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
^ #Relatable !!!! hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Riku now officially thinks I know nothing about how rape works đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Naaah XD I was just playing with your game hơn một năm qua
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Rape isn't a game, Riku. Seriously hiển thị some restraint.... hơn một năm qua
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They certainly wont XDDDD hơn một năm qua
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:v hơn một năm qua
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Seriously though. Its been a while since I spent 50% of the time Im awake being mildly depressed hoặc down / low mood for no reason and if bạn remove the time Im distracted, its probably a good 80% of the time.

Sometimes it goes from mildly to kinda badly at night if Im not on my A game at countering it but... eh.

Also my scale of "mild to severe" depression might be skewed cos Im referencing it off past experiences and mannnn was a bad before.

It just really sucks đít, mông, ass đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I'll be fine because its something I've had for a long while and compared to other things Ive lived through, this is literally like going back to the first dungeon in a RPG game after bạn completed the game hơn một năm qua
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Its not really concerning, but it just sucks ass. I should try to find some time to talk to some other people from my school and maybe hang out but thats a huuuuge step for me. hơn một năm qua
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Yeee. I dunno if it is REALLY a good thing, but at the very least in the like... week hoặc so that Ive been on summer break, Ive probably a massed thêm hours of genuine good mood / happiness than I did all of last years summer :v yeesh last năm summer was bad :v But Ill take that as a positive note XD hơn một năm qua
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Oh my goooood. That was such a friggin long ngày at work.... đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
THIS biểu tượng HELPS MY MOOD SOME HOW đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Seriously tình yêu Stage has been great for keeping my mood up at night. Might watch it myself again after I finish it and might just keep rewatching it at night until summer is over. Either that hoặc swithc over to Romeo X juliet hơn một năm qua
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tình yêu Stage is both WAY thêm gay than I remember and wayyyy cuter than I remember đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Honestly my dad going back to actually laying a hand on my mom is really all it takes. Im like... pretty sure I might just call social services on my dad so I can perhaps go to UC Davis feeling like Im not leaving my mom alone to be beat đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Because apparently hes perfectly fine hitting my mom when my back is turned and not watching him with the constant unspoken threat that Ill kick his đít, mông, ass when he tries to hơn một năm qua
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And I have been disowned bởi him for saying he deserves the deepest layer of hell, which honestly to that I say "Good riddance" hơn một năm qua
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^ hơn một năm qua
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Had to beat my dad for hitting my mom. Would have put him in a chokehold until he fainted if my mom let me. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Lefteris knows how much I want cannibalism in Danganronpa so if I don't get any from V3, I'm blaming him đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Gotta let it go, my Man XD !!!! hơn một năm qua
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Let’s watch Riku sleeping

https://imgur.com/a/DY4lSo8 đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
That kinda Creepy though... hơn một năm qua
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Be quiet xD hơn một năm qua
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I tình yêu watching Riku sleep hơn một năm qua
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I'm so fucking angry....

The one time Riku actually wants to stay up and hang out and I fell asleep in my chair.

ugh....I'm just so pissed off right now.

and she's asleep so all I can do is vent in ngẫu nhiên places. UGH đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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fuck my life hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
fuck my job for making me tired hơn một năm qua
JetBlack_ đã bình luận…
Drink soda hoặc coffee xD hơn một năm qua
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I'm honestly not used to the feeling of people liking me and wanting me just for being myself and doing nothing. Its not something my mind can bọc itself around properly. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Gotta get used to it because we wouldn't have it any differently XD !!!! hơn một năm qua
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Seriously tho, pretending your intrusive thoughts are some really annoying blabby outspoken person make it a lot easier XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Suggestions: 12-year old X-Box kid, annoying backseat driver, super uptight religious lady, Know it all Greg, Casper the Wanna-Be Horror Ghost hơn một năm qua
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Personally, I dont really like seeing little kids too often since it usually puts into perspective the shit I was going through.

I tình yêu kids and all, but I always have that "Oh shit." moment when I realize how young I really was. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Hot diggity, I had to get new headphones cos my old ones were pretty shitty and I had to like... mess with it to hear âm nhạc right

And shit the ones I got my boyfriend a while back for a gift were AMAZING.

I got him better headphones than I currently had :v I mean I only buy heaphones once a năm and usually go for whats cheap / on sale rather than anything else

But dang. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I'm honestly quite concerned my mom wont maintain the attention and training Ive done with Lucy and Avery over the năm Ill be gone at UC Davis without an ability to have a pet :/ đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Don't bạn know anyone who can temporarily adopt your birds who is expert with training? hơn một năm qua
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Nah I wouldnt trust that honestly. And no not particularly cos Im the bird person in the like... entire school XD hơn một năm qua
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Best person I know is my older sister who is in Utah but getting them there is.... eh. hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Man I know I have to write her bio but T-T

Poor Koko....I feel bad for her having such a fucked up premise đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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:v I dont thinks shes half as bad as like 30% if not thêm of mine XD hơn một năm qua
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I kinda wanna play the School Days Visual Novel XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Same. I might not be a big người hâm mộ of the Series in general but it is certainly intriguing !!!! hơn một năm qua
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Fanfic: Anal bead đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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*Colorful anal bead hơn một năm qua
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*Colorful singular anal bead hơn một năm qua
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Welp. Riku accidentally added $50 onto her Steam when she meant to wait for my response.

So I guess I don't have to be indecisive on the big commitment Danganronpa games with Riku is XD

Cuz I am now $48.58 cheaper. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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bạn are welcome for me accidentally clicking "Purchase" while I was setting it up as a possibility. Now we both have Danganronpa V3 and didnt have any indecisiveness XD hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!! hơn một năm qua
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Welp. I literally accidentally added $50 onto my Steam when I meant to just consider, check my account, then buy it

So I guess I dont have to be indecisive about buying Danganronpa V3

Cos if I have $54 on my Steam, I might as well. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Hopefully my PC can handle it hơn một năm qua
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If not itll be put off till I proabbly get a new computer part way through hoặc before college XD hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
ACCIDENTS CAN BE SO WONDERFUL AT TIMES !!!! hơn một năm qua
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Apparently spending 3 hours cleaning bird shit makes bạn smell really bad đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
hoặc it makes the birds smell nice hơn một năm qua
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Me: Im having stomach issues

Psychiatrist: Its probably the medicine - eat yogurt daily

Me: Kay *does it for a week and then stops*

*four months later*

Me: Yeah I kinda got used to stomach issues. They dont really stop so *shrug*

Mom: Its probably the medicine

Me: Yeah I was told to eat yogurt

Boyfriend: Then eat yogurt

Me: Ugh but thats so much work. Fineeeee

*literally hasnt had stomach issues since I started eating yogurt again* đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Yes, I am the type that would be too lazy to ask for and eat yogurt daily even if it means Ill be having daily stomach and digestional issues everyday hơn một năm qua
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Im honestly the type that takes a huge push to ask for what I need tho. Like I should probably ask for some kind of orthopedics cos my feet are getting flat af and it has been hurting thêm and thêm XD hơn một năm qua
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Yogurt can be really nice XD It has certainly done wonders for me !!!! hơn một năm qua
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It helps bởi lining the stomach XD hơn một năm qua
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Part of the reason and manner I managed to repair my mental health and stay mostly in a good mood is cause I got really good at deciphering which thoughts were necessary and which werent and avoided letting the unnecessary negative ones linger

But honestly when they last a whole day, morning to night, it gets kinda hard to keep the energy to constantly decipher which it is and sort it and mentally focus on not letting it get to you.

Yesterday was rough đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I could use some genuine affection though.

I will let that statement stay on the tường since its true. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Never hesitate to seek it out. There are those who are genuinely willing to give it to bạn !!!! hơn một năm qua
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I honeslty do not handle the social isolation (or rather demand for me to actually go and put effort into talking to people), lack of a set schedule and goal, weather, and amount of time at trang chủ I get in summer

It just really makes summer really bad for my mental health and shit. Especially with college being added among all that for my brain to try to make me anxious hoặc depressive over.

It was starting yesterday and it put SO much effort to it today đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Man I just tình yêu the game Sonic Forces so much. It gives me such a feeling of bliss. I even loved it so much, I wanted to invite Riku to watch.

She đã đưa ý kiến no. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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XD hơn một năm qua
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Look at her. I'm deeply saddened and she smiles. hơn một năm qua
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A cruel mistress she is hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Also I dunno if I sound like it, but I dont hate YandereDev hoặc anything. Its just a bit of a shattered image I had before. I still do appreciate his work towards things and his ability to chase his dream and all, plus I understand where he is coming from. I just disagree with his personality and his actions.

Personally, Im still going to follow its development, but yeah. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Ugh. Its literally been two days into being out of school - a literal weekend worth

And my brain is already excited to start Summer Mental Hell-th đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Dissociation feels like that really disorientating feel when bạn were REALLY deeply asleep hoặc engrossed into your dream and wake up completely confused as to where bạn are, who everyone is, and whats going on for a good few seconds

Cept it isnt a few giây and bạn werent asleep đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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And Im saying this not cos of dissociation but cos I was napping in the car and kept going back to sleep when I woke up and I was and still am extremely disorientated to the point my balance is kinda off, my words are slurred and sentences make noooo sense. XD Super extremely disorientated and the length of this post-sleep disorientation is almost getting concerning hơn một năm qua
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"Why didnt bạn just leave? Why didnt bạn tell someone?"

I was kinda watching a Doki Doki Natsuki người hâm mộ game episode randomly and those các câu hỏi came up and honestly, when it comes to child abuse - hoặc abuse overall, there is a lot that goes into it. Especially if it has been long term. At that point, bạn dont say anything and dont leave because its the normal and everyone bạn live around seems to feed into that 'normal'. Sometimes they let bạn know doing so would make things worse. etc. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Personally, even now I bite my tongue on it because personally, telling anyone who can actually do anything about it and maybe getting a bit of help to fix my family situation, is really not worth the side effects and probable disowning of everyone in my family except my oldest sister. Id rather keep those bridge open than loose financial support from my parents while Im at college for years and possibly loose my middle sister as family hơn một năm qua
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There is A LOT that goes into it, and personally, my experience with people who do hear about the situation, they really have a hard time grasping how hard / bad of an idea actually telling people who can fix it hoặc leaving is, can be, hoặc can seem to the person being abused hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
"If someone were REALLY that bad, at that point bạn would just leave?!" Honestly... no, not if that was the every day. There are a lot of people that are that bad hoặc worse than how Natsuki's dad was portrayed and they are never actually told about. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Im trumpet sexual đã đăng hơn một năm qua
JetBlack_ đã bình luận…
link hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Honestly, I dont even know what my brain was hoặc where I was in the past years.

Like... Seriously, especially in 9th grade, I was literally like... crazy. I really should have had a therapist then. But to be fair, 9th and 11th grade werent that far apart in how badly I should have had a therapist. XD Just I had one in 11th grade. Who knows how bad 11th grade could have been without one đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
My face is so badly burnt đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Gotta be careful in such a Climate. Do not stand in the Sun for long. Especially if there's isn't any sort of protection to be applied !!!! hơn một năm qua
JetBlack_ đã bình luận…
Aw feel better 💐 hơn một năm qua
BlindBandit92 đã bình luận…
^ hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
XD The graduation cooked our faces hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
God what the fuck is wrong with me....I don't want to worry anyone, but I had a completely 100% legit urge to mail my income tax money tiếp theo năm to Riku so she can buy a computer....

My grasp on how important it is to not waste money combined with my desire to give things to people is really scary sometimes. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
^ hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I am officially graduated and officially on summer vacation!

BUT EVEN BETTER

STEAM SUMMER SALE WOO

PEOPLE GET AMNESIA WHILE ITS $3

tham gia MY CULT đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
ONCE AGAIN, CONGRATULATIONS, RIKU !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Honestly though, I dont really like eating with my whole family hoặc doing family events without my boyfriend simply because I just feel out of place, awkward, and like a sore thumb. It usually just feels like Im intruding hoặc just dont simply mesh with the people there and the conversations they talk about so I honestly kinda avoid eating with them.

Thus why I kinda DONT want a graduation dinner. Its just... eh. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
If I could have one with just one of my sisters, then one with the other, cool. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
But just everyone together its just... eh. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Tomorrow I graduate for real. Wooooo.

Finally done with high school XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Honestly tho kinda feels weird to be joining the fanpop College Kids Club cos Ive always been the like... little maknae of the people XD hơn một năm qua
JetBlack_ đã bình luận…
link hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Also, I welcome bạn to the Club XD !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
So i have my sims on Free Will and try not to intervene much out of guiding them to fufill wishes and I ended up on a ngày with one of my RP characters since he asked me out

>character is known for being mentally unstable and psychotic / psychopathic
>arrives to a completely empty lot
>empty lot is bởi vượt qua, cross roads
>tries to watch a movie but instead goes to tour the theatre
>dumpster dives with date
>gets nauseous and vomits
>chases deer
>apparently the ngày ended at some point đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Meanwhile Wanta's ngày with an RP character consisted of her complaining, them lookign at a painting, then splitting up hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
XD hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Riku: "Dammit Wanta! I was expecting bạn to say something serious!"

Wanta: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WCFbdOOmOY đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
XD hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Once you've gotten to the point of hating yourself and wanting to die and trying stuff recommended for BFRB, con vẹt feather pulling, self mutilation, and drug addiction to stop plucking, bạn gain a large resistance to the disheartening feels of a relapse since its hard to hold yourself accountable hoặc to have your hopes dropped when bạn kinda never had them high in the first place đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
It really wont go away until things are fully handled, and thats in the best situation. I am just kind of still trying a bit out of formality and stubbornness hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
But really, try to not do something most people dont do for like.... 9-10 years straight with little success despite massive effort, research, attempts, trials, methods, etc. At a certain point, it just becomes the usual annoying friend bạn got paired up with hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Literally looked into a long scientific lab báo cáo on con vẹt feather plucking and trichotillomania in hopes itd bring up some interesting information. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Honestly my parents are so disgustingly judgmental and in denial over it.

Like pretty much assuming my sister is aspirationless, goalless, and doesnt want to do anything / CANT do anything because she cant / wont answer their các câu hỏi right away.

I tried explaining my older sister's reasoning, backing, and shit cos they were trash talking her in front of me and my oldest sister is the one Ill defend to the death

And just right over their head and ignored đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Talking to them about anything that doesnt fit their initial view of hwo things are is like arguing with a three năm old plugging their ears going "LALALALALALA I CANT HEAR YOU" cos they dont listen at all hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Rikus yêu thích character from G-Senjou no Maou would likely be Tokita Yuki hoặc just Maou. Blind's would prolly be Shiratori Mizuha. Lefteris I would say....eh....Haru hoặc Ei-chan.

Clearly for me Haru is the best. My yêu thích bởi a wide margin.

God I loved that game. I might play another 50 hours of it just cuz I tình yêu the characters so much...or I might hold out for Riku to get the game and I might watch her read it XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
Additional thought: Miwa Tsubaki's excessively positive attitude might also make her a yêu thích of Lefteris' hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
^ It seems that my affection for the Cheerful Types has been made apparent huh? XD hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Putting that aside, they look pretty interesting. I'm especially intrigued bởi Haru from I have seen so far. I can say the same though for the Girls bạn mentioned for the others XD I'll have to play the Game and see !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Also, bạn dont realize how much tension plucking removes until bạn start doing it hoặc a substitute for it (shaving) and feel the odd, subtle, but strong euphoria and whole body relaxation

Its honestly like a drug. Kind of why I have yet to be able to ever stop completely over the past nine hoặc so years.

Quite literally I've looked up ways to stop Trich and other BFRBs, self harm and cutting, and drug addiction and little of it has actually helped đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Oh and no worries XD Im not annoyed hoặc frustrated hoặc anything like that. I just was making a joke below and felt like rambling a bit less jokingly about it. Personally my approach to it is to keep a subtle attempt but until I get my main stressors fixed, I doubt Ill actually be able to lessen the plucking to the degree I want. Its too deeply entangled in PTSD, GAD, OCD, dissociation, and all to be able ot be removed first. If anything, its probably the last thing Ill be able to handle. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Just because any one of the others can easily bring it back in five giây hoặc less hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
No but the post below XD

I was going to take a shit before giường and I was like "Geesh my legs are hairy. bạn know I could let off some tension bởi shaking small really hairy patches on my leg instead of pluckign which is 99.99% healthier"

Then look shaved a little too much

So then I just đã đưa ý kiến fuck it and shaved a chunk to make it even

Then đã đưa ý kiến fuck it and shaved the whole left bắp chân to make it look right

Then realized I had to do the same to my right bắp chân đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Quite honestly tho, this is the only reason my legs get shaved 75% of the time. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Help. I accidentally shaved my left leg đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
I think Riku fits into a new category I'm dubbing "Utsudere" đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
whats that XD hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
Utsu means strike hoặc hit XD hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
O-oh... god...

I was bored and now Im finding major shit on YandereDev's character and personality..

...

I mean I still like his goals and his personality he can hiển thị on the channel but...

uh.... why do all the youtubers I have turn out to have majorly assholish genuine characters..?

I wonder how Markiplier is doing. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Thats sad. I used to like him but hes a bit.... of a... er... hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Ugh. XD hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Still gonna follow the progress but Imma just kinda ignore his whining hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Shh. Riku doesnt know I gave up on forcing myself to eat during my lunch breaks. If she finds out, she’ll hassle me đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
*Tells Riku* !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
:v hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I am REALLY good with anxious động vật apparently.

Theres this dog I was helping watch for a few hours for reason I cant elaborate for and apparently hes super scared of and barks / tries to bite 98% of strangers excluding my older sister and apparently me.

In fact, he kissed my face within like... 15 giây of knowing me cos I gave him like.... 5 giây to sniff my hand, 5 giây of head scratch, then like went right up to his face XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Im really good with most động vật tbh. Cos I have never encountered a situation where someones like "Oh he usually doesnt like strangers" and NOT had the animal tình yêu me hoặc at least like me immediately hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
động vật have their way of sensing Kindness and Love. It is only natural !!!! hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
I referred to it as “they could sense she was genuine” hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Was randomly humming when I realized I just somehow seamlessly transitioned from Bleach to Taylor nhanh, swift and then into Pokemon bike âm nhạc đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I am taking applications for people to be my dad for Fathers Day. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
jk jk dark humor XD hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Honestly Fathers ngày is pretty meaningless to me. Never really meant anythign since my dad is much thêm likely to throw a tantrum, get upset, and start doing annoying shit if we were to mention it than anything else. Since he has this thing about celebrating holidays that pisses him off. hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
^ Uhhh... Sure... *Brings the whip* When do bạn want to get started, Wantaboy? hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
bạn see, I know Im an extrovert - a highly selective one at that - because my definition of "me time" isnt đọc a book, watching TV, hoặc doing something on my own

It usually refers to time being bởi the computer hoặc doing casual calm stuff like walks hoặc watching TV with people I find relaxing, simple, and can be comfortable around and just lounge doing nothing

RARELY do I ever think of actually spending "me time" alone đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
If only there was a way bạn could combine watching TV AND being bởi the computer.... hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Google : How to get social things done at the same time as sleeping? đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Oh shit thats high level dissociation hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
I dont think I could let myself do that :v hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Me: Im so tired

Me: I should probably sleep

"Then bạn should. bạn sound tired"

Me: Nah. I havent been awake long enough. ... I mean had free time enough

"Is there anything bạn are craving to do rn then?"

Me: Sleep.

Me: ... but I wont đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
#Relatable !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
*curls up in a ball of tired*

tomorrow is possibly / probably thêm tiring and annoying đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
#Same !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Also, after the band banquet, I am glad to leave behind a legacy in the band and school. I raised so many children and so many of them are major band leaders, people taking part in activities, and major people in the school.

It makes me glad. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Honestly, no one wants me to leave :v hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
I know the feeling. bạn going to Davis sucks đít, mông, ass cuz bạn won't be online NEARLY as much. hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
It is only understandable after this long. A person like bạn would certainly be missed !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Honestly I just kind of want to talk about something. A lot of my band knows me as the Rookie Collector / Dad / Satan and all that stuff, and its very fitting and everything. I put A LOT of work into gaining those titles

But really, there was one person - Jacob Gordon - who literally probably put my character on the path to the nice place it is now thêm than most others. He was the person that took ME in as a rookie and honestly was the person that made me want to stay in band đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
I used to be really angsty, really depressed, and really didn't want to involve myself with people and for the most part, felt like a bit worthless and excluded in the band and all. I pretty much kinda expected that to continue and really just kinda went passively through my trumpet playing and my socializing and he kinda just busted himself in my life because he noticed me and my friend at the time playing Pokemon, that to the point that, despite my poor playing ability, he đã đưa ý kiến hed want me and my friend to be his left and right hand when he becomes section leader. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Honestly, it took a while for it to fully set in, but it really changed my whole view of band and probably people as a whole. I actually felt welcome and like there was someone there who I could kinda look to for how to act in the band and everything. I was really excited to be his right hand even tho I didnt feel it was anywhere in view, but he ended up suddenly saying he wouldnt be attending the school tiếp theo year. Never told me why. Just đã đưa ý kiến he was switching to the neighbor school hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Well said. He certainly sounds like a great person !!!! hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Riku is a very oddly fellow. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
JetBlack_ đã bình luận…
Riku is a very oddly tired fellow. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
^ hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
^^ !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Like if bạn too have an irrational fear of spiders đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
YEP !!!! hơn một năm qua
SilentForce đã bình luận…
I don't hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
My fear is entirely rational hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
ngày 834: Riku still doesnt understand the concept of being just straight hoặc just gay. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
34? hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
Rule 34? hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
I see your game hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
I just beat Riku at math đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
Come and get me UC Davis hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
What is your life indeed. I know it can hurt to always be một giây best, but bạn have to understand that some of us just have a natural talent for the precise sciences. hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
If bạn work hard at it, bạn could even be 3/8 the math wiz I am. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I've been asked this before, but my memory loss / memory failures pretty much stretch back... two hoặc three tops. Its after that point that my memory gets really foggy if really existent at all.

I have a really strong procedural and declarative memory which makes it so I can excel in school, but episodic / autobiographical memory is literal shit.

The furthest back I can clearly remember can be as short as like... a few days to a week. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
The furthest back I can decently remember is probably a couple weeks. And the furthest back I can honestly expect myself to reliably remember is a couple months hoặc so if bạn arent asking for specifics hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Like IRL Những người bạn like teasing me over back tracking ngẫu nhiên yet notable details of the days and seeing me buffer XD hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Most of my memories kinda become a blur really quickly tho. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
"You gotta have that amnesiac goldfish memory looked at" ~Wanta @ Riku 2018

:v :v :v đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Seriously, bạn dont realize how bad my memory is until bạn talk to me a lot for like... a năm straight hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Cos then bạn get me being like "nope. No memory of that" to something huge XD hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
It is certainly quite the agreeable Quote XD !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I dunno, some how at some point, I came to really like Yuri's psychoness at least as an aesthetic and ended up solidifying her as a favorite?

I think this is the power of me actually giving titles to characters.

Once I give them a special title, its like adding a multiplier to how much I tình yêu them for no other reason than the fact I decided to make it official and rank them special XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Its quite interesting though. Psychoness tend to make me like them thêm tổng thể hoặc as a relatable character, but oddly it adds to her waifuness. Which I know isnt odd overall, but for me I tend to not find much in insane girls as waifus. For the most part I like the firm and self confident hoặc the really cute and soft ones hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
This is why I don't write side stories. Like...friggin living up to the bar Riku set is so stressful... đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
If I could get personal không gian that would be niceee.. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
hoặc silence / noise quiet enough I can block it out wtih âm nhạc hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
I am definitely going to buy bạn some noise cancelling earmuffs hoặc something. hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
*makes an image chỉnh sửa of a character Riku used to be obsessed with*

Riku: "who dat?"

Me: *walks to corner of depression* đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
xin chào I WAS PRETTY SURE BUT MAKING SURE hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
PLUS IM TIRED AS SHIT WITH A HEADACHE SO STFU XD hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
bạn all saw hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
If Yuri is Libitina, shell probably be thêm of a yêu thích of mine XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
I can see why XD !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I have a bad headache and am sore... đã đăng hơn một năm qua
JetBlack_ đã bình luận…
link hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
A Q U A

G O T

N O R T E D đã đăng hơn một năm qua
JetBlack_ đã đưa ý kiến …
I’m just going to hide here 😅because my last post on ngẫu nhiên supposed to be funny but now I’m just scared xD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
link hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
So me and Wanta started playing Sims, him watching me and we are working on making the RP characters on there.

So far the two interactions between the three we made (two being as pets XD) is very accurate to how theyd probably be in the RP đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Sims could provide a good ground for the RP indeed XD hơn một năm qua
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I could make a reality hiển thị off the drama I had to deal with today đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Its so interesting change of events that Aqua is now dark and shit dude. She got Norted đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Seriously.... That was a hugeee bomb drop and the creators are like "lol bạn guys reacted just as much to this as Nữ hoàng băng giá for real???" hơn một năm qua
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Cos Aqua is so.... so much of the face of #TeamLight hơn một năm qua
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No one really thought shed go dark hơn một năm qua
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"Imbeciles... bạn would knowingly shackle your tim, trái tim to a chain of memories born of lies? bạn would be one who has a heart, yet cast aside your heart's freedom?! bạn turn from the truth because your tim, trái tim is weak.... bạn will never defeat me!"

Literally have been listening to those 34 giây on repeat as my "music" for the past three days. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Honestly, there was a point when Organization XIII from Kingdom Hearts felt like a really large extended metaphor for the extreme emptiness and apathy I had so there was actually a point when I mentally had the entire concept of Organization XIII on my relatable danh sách XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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That being said, I was told bởi they who shall not be named that bạn couldnt identify with an entire game XD Which I wasnt cos I never really got to that point, but it was really close to me back then and did help make sense of my mind at the time hơn một năm qua
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I have a much higher preference and care for characters seen in KH 358/2 days tbh. Mostly because it was my first game that made me fall in tình yêu with Kingdom Hearts. So where as the Organization XIII might be something that popped in after KH2 and a bit in it, but to me SORA popped into the story after hơn một năm qua
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Organization XIII are the OGs for me and the characters I personally care the most about. hơn một năm qua
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Dude so hyped for the tiếp theo biểu tượng round. Just made probably the most complex biểu tượng that took the most time for me to make in a long while if over all. 11 layers on pixlr to make it and I personally think I captured what I meant to display pretty well. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Also Wanta will always be better at text than me hơn một năm qua
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Isn't today just lovely tho? hơn một năm qua
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Also, you're welcome XD !!!! hơn một năm qua
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Honestly though. My older-middle sister seems to have gone from spoiled to "princess" "Im entitled to ____".

Like Im not kidding, she claimed to have a right to have a reserved restaurant graduation celebration in Beverly Hills with all her Những người bạn being paid for my my parents with none of the money coming from her own pocket hoặc her Những người bạn pocket

Plus she was SUPER upset me and my oldest sister were pointing out how expensive that is đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Then proceeded to trash talk me and twist my words and lie to make me evil in the eyes of my mom who wasnt here and when I couldnt argue cause she can cry faster and louder hơn một năm qua
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Shes all like "Dad says its fine" but like... my dad will say anything is fine when it comes to money since he refuses to let us know anything on our financial situation and would never admit hes failing hoặc is limited at the only thing hes worth for in this family hơn một năm qua
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Honestly I just needed to get that out of my system when I wasn't in a bad mental state hơn một năm qua
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thiên thần of Death the anime starts July 6, 2018 apparently so #Hype for that too đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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But Riku doesnt watch anime anymore hơn một năm qua
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I also should really cut back in how much I jokingly say "Imma stab someone" đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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#Yangire !!!! hơn một năm qua
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Well apparently I tested on my Math Placement test with 7 points higher than the minimum for the hardest class I could take and 3 higher than the minimum Trig sub score XD

I mean Imma go for the một giây hardest since Math 21M says "Should only be considered if bạn got a 5 on the AP Calculus BC exam" and I got a 3 on that one XD So Imma be an toàn, két an toàn and not kill myself the first năm đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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That's certainly good to know XD !!!! hơn một năm qua
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Messenger on fanpop is the only website that lags for me. #MySacrifice đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I meant Facebook hơn một năm qua
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But now that I think of it, Fanpop's messenger thing is also super shitty and always lags my stuff out when I'm on it hơn một năm qua
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So it still works hơn một năm qua
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But mostly its Facebooks messenger that fucks up my computer. hơn một năm qua