Honestly... I really need to work on figuring out how to pull the breaks on my life cause honestly... my personal physical and mental health are so low on my priority danh sách no matter how much I want to claim otherwise.

I wouldnt be working myself to constantly sleeping on buses, migraines, and complete exhaustion each morning and night for two hoặc three weeks straight if I took care of myself properly.

Cos yeah my work ethic is up there, Im on hàng đầu, đầu trang of things, but man does it have a toll đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Ugh... Ive had a horrible migraine for the whole last quarter of the football game (it was a lighter one that I thought might just be a mild headache since the start of the game), the whole ride back, and now which probably makes about an giờ and half of horrible migraine... đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Man every ngày is band during marching season I swear XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Should I add "Satan" to my danh sách of nicnkames? hoặc unofficially do so? đã đăng hơn một năm qua

I really do feel Im an ENTJ tho tbh. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Honestly, with my band rambles, I can kind of see why people like me.

I have the egocentric-ism, intelligence, problem solving skills, and extroverted capabilities that make it so that I look like a confident, knowledgeable person who I guess can be admired and all

Yet I still have the flaws and realism of my depression, anxiety, and sadism

But even with that, its mostly controlled and ultimately all of that is set asside to be caring and protective a lot with my character. So... idk đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Apparently one of my rookies had a dream where she was being bullied then I, out of the shadows and darkness, manifest and pour my wrath upon them causing them to fall dead to the ground.

Honestly, its not too far off from the truth. Shes probably one of the most, if not the most, precious rookie I have and Im insanely protective over them all so...

Did I mention she and the other rookies like to call me Satan? Its a long story Im willing to explain đã đăng hơn một năm qua

So my boyfriend has gotten to the point he can tell if I plucked pretty accurately even if the amount I plucked was minuscule in amount

Meaning
1) I have thêm peer pressure to not pluck as I cant get away with it and he isnt harsh on me about it / rides my đít, mông, ass about it / makes me uncomfortable - yay
2) I cant let myself pluck at times since I cant get away with it. Boo.
3) :feelsbadman: when I get caught đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Since my current biểu tượng is no longer Kingsman for the sake of Halloween, I will revert my thông tin các nhân back to its neutral background. I may hoặc may not go back to it when the season has passed đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Why cant I be a zoologist vet medical communications tác giả economics business woman side youtuber?

My life is way too short to satiate my curiosity and craving for knowledge on topics that interest me. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Come tham gia the biểu tượng Contest~!

link đã đăng hơn một năm qua

How many times have I đã đưa ý kiến "BRB" on a conversation and never returned to it cos I forgot?

I mean for some people in the past Ive done it intentionally cos I didnt feel like talking at the time

But like...

Is that the online equivalent to a dad saying hes going out to buy sữa / some cigarettes and never coming back?

Is that what that is? đã đăng hơn một năm qua

I also hope Riku mentions some nouns over the tiếp theo few days because I'm running out of stuff to recreate in Minecraft. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

What if Riku woke up tomorrow and found that there was just a bunch of mindless ramblings of ME on her wall. Like...what if I'm just typing crap with my eyes closed and hoping it forms a coherent sentence that could be funny? đã đăng hơn một năm qua

I think the reathon I didn't wathch Kingsthman The Thecret Thervice is because the tiêu đề thounded like thome kind of thocumenthary. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

We need thêm "Wacky races" style movies. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Brain matter makes your brain matter. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

HAPPY tình yêu YOUR HAIR DAY! (A Riku holiday if ever there was one) đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Me: Ugh I need a break Im so exhausted. I wish I didnt have band practice today so I could relax and save my energy...

Band: Practice today is canceled due to the fire. Percussion will still attend and stay inside.

Me: YAY! I GET A BREAK!

YAY LETS WORK ON SCHOLARSHIPS AND COLLEGE APPLICATIONS!

Me: GOOD IDEA! đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Honestly, Im not sure if my good and boosted mental stat after the tháng hoặc two struggle to adjust from weekly good to monthly bad therapy sessions is because I stopped feeding the obsessive, overthinking OCD thoughts hoặc because I stopped prying at my dissociation and instead am letting myself pretend issues arent there.

Honestly its probably both. On one hand, Im not falsifying and creating issues off of obsessive concerns, but Im also ignoring genuine issues and not being being present đã đăng hơn một năm qua

OH MY GOD!

THEY CALL THEM CARGO PANTS BECAUSE THEY CAN CARRY ALOT OF SHIT! đã đăng hơn một năm qua

The Men of Yoshiwara: Kikuya isnt really the best otome game but its decent at the very least once bạn get used to the blatant flaws in it. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Now that a raccoon walked into my house and I got to see one for the first time up close, raccoons just jumped up on my danh sách of động vật I like.

They are so much cuter close up than in photos. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Tragedies are always wonderful đã đăng hơn một năm qua

I cut myself several time on the tongue and on the roof of my mouth with a REALLY sharp sucker. I mean it was hurting to suck on but like... XD It tasted so good. I just kinda assumed the damage wasnt that bad

Turns out now my tongue has like three spots where cold water kinda hurts to drink and the upper roof of my mouth has like three as well XD

Those things need warning labels on them. Its like I was eating a razor blade hoặc something XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Ive taken a liking to reviewing games on Steam for some reason đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Is it wrong that I kinda relate to Souh Tesla's mental health struggle? Cos that doods fucked up in the noggin

Im here just trying to figure out what his "sickness" is since thats what hte game is named after and its a big part of it that I imagine there might be a mental illness tied into it and what I have guessing so far is that they are illuding to schizophernia, dissociative identity disorder, hoặc OCD, albiet they would be making inaccurate depictions of any of them. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Estimated time until Zach and/or Rachel spam bởi Riku: 3 days đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Angel of Death! A VIDEO GAME ALL ABOUT....what happens when a person is unaware of what the term suicide bởi proxy means..... đã đăng hơn một năm qua

I need to make my trumpet a fanpop account at some point. Just have it play around my club at times đã đăng hơn một năm qua

hàng đầu, đầu trang 5 People (not in an order) Im Thankful for Having in My Life
-My boyfriend
-Wantadog
-Zeppie
-My Trumpet
-My older sister đã đăng hơn một năm qua

It really still baffles me WHEN I became liked bởi so many people.

It feels like one moment the only person who liked me was Wanta, then I blinked and I have a club people go to a lot, a lot of online friends, practically a cult of followers in band, several people who have asked me out, and one of the most popular-not-popular people in my school where I can walk in the hallways at school and expect like two "Hello"s

Like...

When did it go from Wanta to this đã đăng hơn một năm qua

I WANT thêm FORMAL WEAR DAMN IT

I WANT A MULTI-LAYERED SUIT TAILORED TO MY SIZE DAMMMN ITTTT

I WANT A TAIL áo, áo khoác AND SHIT GUYS

I MEAN COME ON

IF I DIDNT HAVE BAND ZERO PERIOD TOMORROW ID GO IN ALL FORMAL WEAR đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Okay I seriously tình yêu this biểu tượng cos it is serious and stuff and when I type stuff like *dabs* it just makes me laugh my đít, mông, ass off XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua

YALL NEED TO KNOW ME FOR KINGSMAN TOO. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

I think its an toàn, két an toàn to say Kingsman series is probably my yêu thích movie series đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Okay so the count goes (ones I found easily on the channel)

English: HIchigo, Gin, Kyoraku (slightly), Ukitake, Staark

Japanese: Ulquiorra, Kenpatchi, Byakuya, Grimmjow (slightly), Urahara, Toshiro

Couldnt Decide: Mayuri, Soi fon đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Group projects are literally communism as it doesnt matter how good hoặc bad bạn do, everyone gets the same grade đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Note to self: Wanta has khó tin pixel art abilities đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Little does everyone know that Wantadog is actually a con sóc, sóc with 300 Walmart receipts stuffed into his cars sunglasses compartment đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Tite Kubo is being added into the danh sách of people/celebrities that I find likable and fairly admirable. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Riku needs a new Character to get obsessed with. I'll be glad to assist !!!! đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Important news bulletin: There are no mèo in America đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Ya know one of these days I should get a lot of us together to do "Dont Starve Together" together.

For those that have it that is đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Dude sorry Ive been pretty inactive. Super busy week. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Also I seriously dont know how Im supposed to do college without Lucy... bởi no means do I trust him with my mom since shes made all of my most people-loving birds fairly wild....

But hes so precious and adores me. Makes me feel nice and loved. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Guys, I gave my boyfriend a danh sách of dere types and his judgement is I am a mix of Tsundere and Yandere. However with certain moods of mine I am also a hardcore Kuudere. But his two main ones for me were Tsundere and Yandere. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Pictures of birds make my day. Birds are just such derps that its amazing. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

The 10 năm old screamed at me that I hate my chó and are mean.

So out of spite, I bought the chó outfits and toys.

That'll teach her. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

People think its mainly the caffeine that causes soda addiction and all

Honestly, for me, its school that causes it. I usually follow bởi the rule "Dont drink soda too much if there are better options (juice for meals, water for desk). A few occasions are okay though hoặc if its needed to function / keep mood up."

However with school I often find myself so tired and exhausted that if I want to complete all my duties AND have a bit of a break to myself, I need some kind of boost đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Dont tell Riku I'm here, guys. Shhhhh đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Why does tình yêu in Bleach never turn out well? Yeah yeah, I get the ending - Ichihime and Renjiruki and all turn out súng thần công, pháo and happily ever after BUT THATS JUST BULLSHIT ENDING STUFF

Not to diss either ships hoặc anything, but I kinda believe they only turned out happily as they did cos it was the ending. Its a little out of tone with the anime. I mean the manga makes it seem thêm natural but every other form of tình yêu in ever other case in Bleach seems to end in tragedy đã đăng hơn một năm qua

I realize I really dont have a medium personality irl. It wasnt really apparent until I came back from summer this năm but with my boyfriend Im all soft, nice, cute, super caring, peppy (in good moods at least), and huggy but when Im in a regular school environment hoặc at band I have an apathetic, sarcastic, low energy, leader-y, friendly but not over so, grown, and "I dont really care to help if Im not feeling for it" đã đăng hơn một năm qua

IRMA GIVE WANTAS ELECTRICITY AND INTERNET BACK. IM SO BORED đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Imma make a hàng đầu, đầu trang 10 Bleach Characters danh sách since I havent made a hàng đầu, đầu trang 10 bài viết in a while and Bleach REALLY deserves one since Im its chó cái, bitch and there is no better time for it since Im re-reading Bleach

Actually the best time would be after I get to the Fake Karakura arc (cos I really didnt care much for hte Fullbring arc) in the manga butttt ehhhh.

Ill write thêm on each of these characters when I remember thêm details on them when I get to it if I feel like it. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Its strange how đọc Bleach manga feels so different from the anime even though there has only really been one actual story difference and like maybe one medium detail added that Ichihime seems much thêm prominent in the manga than it was in the anime đã đăng hơn một năm qua

FUCK. THAT FEELING WHEN bạn PLAY THROUGH THE GAME MAKING AS MANY Những người bạn AS POSSIBLE AND bạn NEED TO DO A RUN WHERE bạn HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO Những người bạn AND ONLY 9 FRIENDS.

I HAD thêm THAN 9 Những người bạn FROM THE FIRST CHAPTER ;-;

I HAVE TO PLAY THROUGH ALL FOUR CHAPTERS AGAIN?! ;-; I will do it tho đã đăng hơn một năm qua

YOSHI NANASHI WHY ARE bạn THE WAY bạn ARE

I got the good end but Yoshi Nanashi....

Relatable in an eerie way. I out to see the other endings and I may hoặc may not add him to the danh sách depending on if I get less of a kinda creepy connection. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

*goes from owning 0/74 Bleach manga volumes to 21/74 volumes in one week* :3 đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Bleach is triggering me with how they are calling a cockatiel ad parakeet. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Btw for those that didnt pick up on it, Ulquiorra radically jumped up my relatable characters danh sách to be up with Kano, Akashi, Aika, and Ryouko

Actually over time i think Ryouko has moved down XD

But its hard to rank them since they are all demonstrate seperate parts but like

1) Kano
2) Aika
3) Akashi
4) Ulquiorra
5) Ryouko

If I were to guess. If anyone is curious as to the elboratin / explanation for each I could give it a shot if bạn send me a message of interest on fanpop đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Does đọc manga from an actual book help with sleeping like actually đọc a book apparently does? đã đăng hơn một năm qua

I think Im catching my school off guard with how on hàng đầu, đầu trang of the college stuff I am.

Cause the person in charge of the college and career center at my school didnt have the danh sách of people to calculate what percent of the school I am until I got in cos she had to take five phút out of our appointment to do that XD

And I just went to sign up for the scholarship program my school provides and i think its still glitchy XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua

.... I đã đăng a tường post about how i had my first entire time Mất tích where I literally zoned out and Mất tích like five phút of time where I apparenlty had a full conversation on minimum wage at the bữa tối, bữa ăn tối bàn with my sister

But it didnt post so yall dont get thêm details on that. It wasnt really exciting anyways đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Me: *probably the only senior in my class excitedly working on my applications and scholarships* đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Sometimes I gotta wonder if its really that odd to feel so pulled back from the world to the point I believe the world exists as real as people tell me it is only slightly thêm than I believe that God is real.

Like... really? Not only does the existence of the world itself not have a logical evidence, but it just really doesnt feel its an actual encompassing thing - like Im actually there.

For me the world just feels like a really vivid dream hoặc elaborate VR. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

ahhh. I have school tomorrow and I REALLY should sleep cause every giờ less of sleep I get the stronger my anxiety and shit will probably be....

but like Ive been intentionally avoiding the thought of school using various tactics because it kept giving me anxiety for no reason and if I were to go to sleep, especially since Im not tired, Id actually have to deal with the thought of waking up for school tomorrow...

.-. I know school will be fine and all but it doesnt kill the feeling .-. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Im half tempted to like... Draw Genocider Syo in my "Good Drawings Done Off Reference" just so my first three entries in it are all people that either have it well established hoặc technically have MPD XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Apparently from what Im hearing, Bleach has a lot of the staff wanting to animate the last bit of it, but they are missing permission from Shueisha and BORUTO lấy trộm, đánh cắp THEIR DIRECTOR :V :V :V

Nah tho. Ive waiting a while for it, just hearing its still in consideration and talked about makes me super happy that I could wait several years for it. Let Boruto have its fun đã đăng hơn một năm qua

*is eating Fritos with nacho cheese using chopsticks so she can still use her PC w/out getting it dirty with chip oil* đã đăng hơn một năm qua

It amazes me the level of ship wars that go on in fandoms XD I just checked bởi the Bleach club out of lels and saw a "Which is the worst bleach pairing ever" and of course IchiRuki and IchiHime were just below RYUKKEN X URYU

Like seriously XD They say that IchiRuki and IchiHime are WORSE than a HEAVILY creepy Father X Son relationship.

Quite honestly though, I dont really think any ship listed on there could be possibly worse than how creepy that is đã đăng hơn một năm qua

How is / was Bleach such a big anime yet there is so little really good fanart I can find of the characters I really like? đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Is it normal to feel overworked before even going into school? Cause Im in summer and Im exhausted and thinking about school is just kinda....

Like its not even that I dont want to go to school.

Its just doing thêm than what I already am and doing it well sounds just.... kinda a scary demand.

Ill probably be fine, even if my first Saturday of school is welcomed with an ACT test. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

I am Bleach's Bitch. Just for all of bạn to know. It controls me đã đăng hơn một năm qua

bạn know its a problem when my mom can recognize the anime Bleach within just a few giây of seeing the screen. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

This is a thông tin các nhân thiết kế I made one time when I was having trouble sleeping XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua

So I got a new PC and the keyboard is just a little odd so itll take some getting used to. Sorry if I make a lot of typos XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Riku needs ALL of us to mention Bleach in as many conversations with her as we can. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Just a fun reminder that pretty much all my yêu thích characters are dead

Not really just like 75-80% of them but yeah đã đăng hơn một năm qua

bạn know its the first time since like... 4th Grade that I ever felt liked enough and liked enough people in person to really actually want to have a birthday party. Every time between then and now has been forced pretty much. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

My PC did a stupid while I was seeing if I could di chuyển my collections into another place and I Mất tích all my Amenisa: Memories hình ảnh I collected as well as a good portion of my "Band" folder, most notably including all of BTS' images

So yeah. My PC has barely any BTS hình ảnh now. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

A few years cách đây 50 hình ảnh would be an average batch size. Now a batch of 90 hình ảnh is considered a small batch đã đăng hơn một năm qua

A friendly reminder that Ulquiorra needs tình yêu đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Okay so heres the thing. Im open about being an Ulquihime fan, but Im not going to say Ichihime doesnt have its validity. It effeminately does and its a fair ship to become cannon. Orihime clearly liked Ichigo, Ichigo seemed to have shown signs of liking Orihime. But the thing is I still see a lot of potential that could have happened in an AU of Ulquihime with how things were going and to a degree I also think it could have been valid được trao slightly different circumstances. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Reasons Why My Rookies Are Adorable:

Us: *texting*

Them: Will bạn be at the potluck tomorrow?

Me: Yep

Them: Yayayayyyaaaysyayayayaayya đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Dood. Did an abrupt impromptu Vice President speech for a band meet and greet in front of the entire Band Boosters (parents) and I think (and apparently other people were telling my mom that I did) I did really good XD

At least 20x better than I thought Id do

I guess Im not really bad at public speaking after all XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua

UGH I STRONGLY SHIP ULQUIHIME THE thêm I LOOK AT IT. THEM AND SARUMI MY GOD.

SARUMI ENDED KINDA OKAY

BUT ULQUIHIME. I GOTTA cú đấm THE GUY THAT KILLED ULQUIORRA OFF RIGHT WHEN- DSJFLKSDJF

WHYD I READ ULQUIORRAS UNMASKED CHAPTER?

POOR GUY đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Dood. I today realized that my duty as Vice President of Band translates usually to "The Presidents Dog / Back Up" but here actually translates to "The person who is the messenger and communicator in order to try to make it so the highest up officers and the lower down officers dont spend the năm hating each other"

Cos pretty much I realized thats a duty that isnt and hasnt been filled at all and weve had consistent useless Vice Presidents soo... đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Bleach the anime, no matter how much I recognize the flaws and all, no matter how much I know its not the best anime in the world, has the strongest control over me that makes it almost feel as if I do see it as the best anime in the world and constantly just tugs me around to constantly drool over it.

Like why?

Like how? đã đăng hơn một năm qua

bạn ever wonder if "good always prevails" because "the winners write history"? So the winners always say are seen as good and because they won, good always seems to prevail? đã đăng hơn một năm qua

I wanna make a Fushimi background for my thông tin các nhân to save, but I promised Akashi one and itd be kinda wrong if I were to make a Fushimi one first. On that same coin though, my past TWO/ALL backgrounds have been red.... So Akashi's would probably make another red one and blue might be a good change of color scheme... đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Fact of the ngày with Riku: Saruhiko Fushimi is attractive and his voice is almost thêm so, there is no denying it nor arguing it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3uv1oGZCQKI

một giây Fact of the ngày with Riku: Fushimi isn't properly understood bởi 90% of the fandom due to the lack of people đọc Mất tích Small World

Third Fact of the ngày with Riku: Riku REALLY needs to find where she left off on that mange and find đã đưa ý kiến translation on tumblr since its there but not on her manga sites đã đăng hơn một năm qua

bạn know bạn dont use coins when bạn go to count only your quarters (cos your band is having a coin-based donation game and bạn have way too many coins in your wallet for your wallet to be efficient anymore) and bạn have $17 of quarters and $10 of dollar coins. I also put all my dimes and nickles in for donation too. Only $7.50 of quarters and none of my dollar coins since I kinda collect them XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua

But really.... it just kinda amazes me how much Ive come to notice the millions of rookies I adopted each năm actually really like me. Like I tend to adopt like 5-8 rookies each year, which, over the span of the 4 years Ive completed and this năm I started, results in about 20-40 rookies Ive adopted ever.

And like... the ones this năm are REALLY fond of me. Like I have rookies from other sections being like "I wanna be an honorary trumpet cause bạn guys are really fun and talkative. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Im going to shoot myself. I have an SAT tomorrow right after a week of super exhausting band when I already got a really nice score and shit. I already know my tiếp theo score will be notably lower than the first one I did and bleh. Imma be forced to wake up early and take a several giờ test just cause. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Psychiatrist: So have bạn been abnormally tired since our last visit?

Me: Oh h e l l yeah.

Psychiatrist: And not because youve been staying up late and have been having to wake up early for band.

Me: Well I mean, yeah, but it was like that before hand :v đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Band camp makes me so thoroughly exhausted that Im barely making it through the ngày with enough energy to just sit at my computer cos Im only exhausted and not sleepy hoặc anything.

Like Im currently running on fumes and Block B which I went to solely because I know their âm nhạc gives the fumes Im running on a little thêm power.

Im probably just going to get through the last one of this week tomorrow on the idea that its the last one man (and the longest day) đã đăng hơn một năm qua

My plan worked XD Make Junior năm (last year) super hellish and make Senior năm (this upcoming year) as easy as possible.

I have literally 4 non-band classes XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua

A P P l E S đã đăng hơn một năm qua

I tình yêu the minor key tbh. Major tends to sound happy and all, but I like the eerie, dark, and sad tone of a minor key.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VmrhzGyW1Fo

Listen to that guy hoặc any other song on his channel thats dedicated to changing things into the minor key.

The minor key just kinda... soothes my soul. đã đăng hơn một năm qua