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But for people that struggle to realize the difference between "OCD" ins a colloquial sense and OCD in a literal diagnosis sense, the single phrase of "If I dont do _____, then ________ will happen / ____ might happen" paired with genuine anxiety if the latter statement occurs to the point it locks bạn into doing the first statement. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Honestly I just found out Pokemon Sun and Moon completely changed Lusamine's character to only be 90-95% of a shitty mother that she was in the game and totally pretty much entirely lightened the theme of abusive / toxic families seen in the game so....

Yeah that annoys me.

Some children have had shitty parents and stuff. It would be nice if they werent written off as "not kid friendly" hoặc whatever đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Gladion is precious đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Honestly I do have to thank this tường and the people who read this. It gives me a place to process a lot of stuff and really makes me feel at peace and comfortable.

Its probably part of why I got as far as I have with my mental health đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Im not really watching American Idol but my mom has been and all I gotta say is that Cade is a serious rock ngôi sao already.

Like wtf is he doing here?

Why isnt he already out there? đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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https://tinyurl.com/yao3batc

IRL bức ảnh of me and Wanta đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
LEFTERIS! WHY'D bạn TAKE A PICTURE! hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
^ It had to be done XD !!!! hơn một năm qua
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This biểu tượng feel right XD

And it makes my posts on this tường a little thêm mausing đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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For furture reference it is this icon: link hơn một năm qua
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Birds make me so happy đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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The thing about nghề viết văn and working through your own issues through your characters and words is that while it can be kind of problmeatic and unproductive for someone who dissociates like me, it really gives bạn a means to which bạn can express emotions, issues, etc that bạn cant really say outloud hoặc express since it would either hurt other hoặc cause problems, but in a peaceful and innocent and fun way. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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It isnt necessarily the best way to become the main one, but from time to time, with specific kinds of issues, it can be nice hơn một năm qua
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Just like reflecting upon characters bạn relate to and all hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
#WorkingThroughYourShitViaRPing đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I dont get how people can have fun making out with strangers they meet and find attractive hoặc whatever.

Cos apparently my middle sister likes that part of the club nightlife and all

And Im just like "y tho????" đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Is that like my lack of sex drive speaking hoặc my introverted side speaking hoặc a combination? XD hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
Like I said, you'll end up having a libido for/with your significant other but not in general circumstances. hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Probably both. Also, what Wanta đã đưa ý kiến !!!! hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
I'm not the type to only use one name for a Pokemon. It's not like I will always name my Blastoises something specific hoặc like that..

But Snorlax?...only one name will be allowed.

#Snorgasm đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Honestly though, the thêm I reflect upon Fushimi's character, the thêm I kind of really kind of see and personally feel the degree of which my family condition and my less... enjoyable experiences have warped my view of the world and relationships and behaviors and all that stuff.

Cos honestly... Fushimi and I have a lot of similar dynamics in past and a lot of similar dynamics in present. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Like đọc analyses on his characters and one of the tumblr people I follow responding to "what if"s about him and explaining it, sometimes when his past and his family stuff get brought up a part of me kinda... like... gets that "this is too close to home" feeling which I kinda actually like since Im kinda trying to work though them hơn một năm qua
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FINALLY SPRING BREAK đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
I mean Im kinda busy still but sh hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Noice! Damn the fact that your Break starts right when mine is about to end though XD !!!! hơn một năm qua
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*has 482 Gladion hình ảnh to post on my club*

*already has 88 hình ảnh on my club*

*not sure if theres overlap*

*does she have time to post all those?*

*also has like 300+ Fushimi hình ảnh to post on her club*

*also has to make all the Gladion and Fushimi icons*

*might and likely still has yet to post some Danganronpa collections*

MY OBSESSIVENESS IS PACKED đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I wonder what my flow chart for posting on this tường is...

Like what makes my brain go "We should post that on the wall" versus not even recommending / mentioning it. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I hate Youtube and how it triggers my loves.

I wanna play Pokemon, Danganronpa, and Hatoful Boyfriend right now and all three of them cant function together :v :v :v đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Doesnt help I also wanna write three side stories as well rn XD hơn một năm qua
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Seriously yall need to check out Chase Holfelder.

If I had a constant income, I would totally give a portion out to support him on Patreon

He has a wonderful voice and makes great music. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I be all like

"Yay! Today is my ngày to relax. Lets RP, play video games, watch two episode s of anime, read three chapters of manga, listen to music, watch youtube, and hang out with a friend. I will allocate roughly an giờ to each.

So lets get to relaxing starting with RP. Wanta hurry up and start so I dont waste time relaxing.

Okay good now onto-"

"You should chill and relax" đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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"IM TOTALLY RELAXING. I WROTE IT DOWN IN MY MENTAL SCHEDULE THAT IM RELAXING. LOOK ITS RIGHT THERE. I DONT HAVE TIME TO SIT DOWN AND DO NOTHING. I DONT HAVE TIME TO RELAX WHILE I SHOULD BE RELAXING. GOSH" hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
Is that a hint that I should reply? hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
It is something that I have noticed as well. One thêm apparent fact about bạn XD !!!! hơn một năm qua
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I usually cant nap in the ngày time since I am way too pressured bởi time and because Im just not comfortable sleeping during the time my brain allocates to doing things hoặc around my family...

But at times, I come to the logical conclusion that bởi not getting rest and choosing to remain tired, I am greatly wasting time so I force myself to sleep as to satisfy and alleviate the time pressure I have XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Riku is sleepy. Now is the time to post REALLY confusing things on here. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Tfw bạn bắp chân randomly wants to make a few một phút long super cramp at like .... five in the morning, leaving your leg to be super picky of how bạn sleep without pain, then bạn wake up later and it can barely hold any weight while walking đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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UGH LUSAMINE WHY DO I HATE AND tình yêu bạn SO MUCH

LIKE I WANT TO tình yêu YOU

BUT LIKE

bạn TORTURED MY GLADION, MY LILLIE, AND MY GUZMA

LIKE....

I HATE bạn SO MUCH BUT tình yêu bạn SO MUCH AND I HATE HAVING CONFUSED FEELINGS OVER CHARACTERS đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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TFW bạn arent sure if bạn are just mentally stable and in a good mood hoặc if your brain returned to not trying to harass yourself with unpleasant situations and went back to deciding it was alright to let đã đưa ý kiến things remain forgotten. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Either way Im in a good mood so Ill leave figuring THAT out to my therapist hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Riku: "Ask me anything!"

Wanta: *goes to Rikus blog*

Riku: "I DIDN'T MEAN IT STAHP!" đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Most People: WHAT IF IT POOPS ON ME?!

Me: Awww whos a good boy Lucy- *notices my hand has poop on it* *sigh* Lucy really? Was that on your back hoặc did bạn just let that one rip at some point? Go back to the cage. I have to go clean my hand. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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bạn know a bird trusts bạn and loves yo uwhen they let bạn grab their head and neck, pull the mright up to your mouth and Kiss their entire head

Lucy is just like ":3 Moms scratching me and gave me a Kiss :3 Forget tht my most delicate part of my body is between her fingers and my head in her palm and up against her mouth" đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I FINALLY GOT THE TAG PAGE TO WORK :v

IT ONLY TOOK ME LIKE TWENTY phút TO GET THE FILTER FUNCTION TO WORK AND ANOTHER TWENTY phút BEFORE IT TO REALIZE THE TAG THEME I WAS WORKING WITH JUST WOULDNT FIT WHAT I WANT

WOO

https://jaden-writes.tumblr.com/tags

LOOK bạn CAN CLICK THE SIDE BAR TITLES AND ITLL ORGANIZE THE TAG BOXES :V đã đăng hơn một năm qua
BlindBandit92 đã bình luận…
Congrats xD. Seriously when I first started fiddling with themes there were aspects that gave me hell as well. Like using custom fonts lol. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
XD I almost always fiddle with themes. I like to thing Im pretty good at them..? I mean for an amateur that doesnt make her own XD hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
^Same XD hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
The thêm I think about it, the thêm I realize I am set in stone AGAINST ever using Mega Evolutions. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Also for those that didnt know, I set up a new blog for nghề viết văn fanfics and ngẫu nhiên stories. I might stick with it, I might not.

On there, for the sake of not sounding Kingdom Hearts focused and not using my real name, I decided Id go bởi the name Jaden XD

For now the url is jaden-writes.tumblr.com if yall wanna check out a mostly blank but set up blog. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
BlindBandit92 đã bình luận…
I followed. Also I read your about and honestly I don't think riku is a cringey name. I can think of alot of names that are cringey. I think riku as a name is just chill really. hơn một năm qua
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Oh yeah I know XD I just dont like having character names too much these days. Riku is fine to me cos like... Its pretty much almost as much of my name as my actual name (maybe even more, it used to be tbh). Its just that since Im starting off, I want to start fresh with a thêm normalish name XD hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Interesting. I followed as well. Looks nice. Can't help but wonder how that particular name came up XD !!!! hơn một năm qua
BlindBandit92 đã bình luận…
@Riku ^Fair enough. hơn một năm qua
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God its been so long since I wrote anything remotely steamy hoặc smutty.

Ive reverted from nghề viết văn it just as a naturally as anything else to going back to having to pause and figure it out. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Believe in the me that believes in your libido đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
^ !!!! hơn một năm qua
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Yall ever post something in a light tim, trái tim and with the intention of specifically making a fun conversation hoặc for some jokes to be made about it but instead it turns out to do the exact opposite?

But instead bạn of ":feelsbadman:" bạn are just thêm like

https://tinyurl.com/ybxak93e đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Quite honestly tho XD This happens too much with me hơn một năm qua
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Especially since I have a horrible sense of dark humor a lot of the time. Especially irl with people hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Most of the time, the exact opposite of the opposite bạn mentioned yourself happens to me !!!! hơn một năm qua
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Gosh making a blog theme look nice always takes hours... đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
I can imagine hơn một năm qua
BlindBandit92 đã bình luận…
It does hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
It sure can be tricky !!!! hơn một năm qua
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I still sometimes wonder to what degree Im closer to being gay than straight.

Cos honestly, I think Im like 65-70% gay and 30-35% straight XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Enough pondering this strange topic tho XD hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Embrace the Gayness, dudette. tham gia the Prez's Side !!!! hơn một năm qua
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I can also be a TOTAL flirt to girls if I want to be XD Literally spent a 10 giờ Disneyland trip fake flirting with a lesbian cos my friend thought it was a good idea to invite a homophobe, a homosexual, and a bisexual together for her birthday. That of which when the homosexual and homophobe have poor waters with each other XD

10/10 would have kissed her just to make the homophobe uncomfortable if I wasnt a kissing virgin then. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I also dont really take kissing seriously hoặc anything. It can be casual for me XD I just respect the wishes of my partner so Im not allowed to XD hơn một năm qua
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Also, I little strange 'fun' idea since I heard about it on a Youtube video is being a bisexual polygamous dom with like... beta females and all.

Like I liked the idea of it and thought it would be interesting and a nice dynamic to have with people.

But then I take like... a bit to realize.

Im not really all that sexual.

I really wouldnt take action into it and might not like it because of the sex-based atmosphere XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Also lowkey sad I never got to Kiss a girl XD Literally small stuff like that sometimes makes a small part of me be upset my relationship hasnt died XD hơn một năm qua
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Personally, I never really understood how people see men and women seperately when it comes to crushes and all. That being said, I still dont get crushes, but I guess Ive been hardcore bi since before I knew it was a thing?

Cos it just doesnt make sense to me (I mean it makes logical sense, but when analyzing emotions it doesnt) for tình yêu to be specifically segregated bởi gender XD

Women can make my tim, trái tim tick - so can men. Gender rarely ever even remotely came into the picture đã đăng hơn một năm qua
BlindBandit92 đã bình luận…
It's kinda simple. Sometimes bạn just know what bạn like. I know I cannot ever be pansexual hoặc bi. It's not me. But I can understand why someone would be like that regardless. hơn một năm qua
BlindBandit92 đã bình luận…
If I was bi/pan I think I'd find nearly everyone fuckable/attractive được trao how I am while straight. hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
What Blind said, pretty much. bạn just know it. It comes along naturally, I suppose !!!! hơn một năm qua
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Me: We should write. Its getting late and we planned to do that today

Me: We should also go do our homework cos thats actually due

Me: Hmmmm.

Me: Lets just listen to âm nhạc and shit post on our club. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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*narrows eyes*

Some ngẫu nhiên website gave me advertisements for a Sarumi poster and Bird Treats. >.> Someones tracking my interests quite well đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Its a cute poster tho so Im not even mad hơn một năm qua
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link hơn một năm qua
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I like helping people.

The world is too dark for everyone to be going through it alone.

Friendship and connections are what brings light to the darkness and lets the world be beautiful and shine wonderfully.

If I could help bright light to someone's world, its one of the best things I could ask for. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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I feel some people get so Mất tích in their own world that they often forget there are still people drowning in a dark abyss. Sometimes bạn are in there too, sometimes your world is a beautiful one full of light, but just being there for another person... regardless of if bạn are drowning in darkness hoặc basking in the light, that spark could change someone's world hơn một năm qua
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And there is little thêm rewarding than realizing bạn changed someone's world for the better hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
AMEN TO THAT POST! I share those feelings as well. Well said, Comrade !!!! hơn một năm qua
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I dunno if its a normal thing hoặc not.... but does anyone else ever get the feeling they enjoy being.... like... depressed and mentally tortured thêm than being normal hoặc happy at times..?

Like maybe its because being depressed, feeling like crap, and having poor mental stability has been with me so long that it almost developed as part of my identity, hoặc becuase, as my therapist words it, I grew up in a constant "crisis" state at home...

But sometimes I feel like I miss being unstable. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Sometimes having a peaceful happy life feels so... odd, foreign, and just wrong and my mind does mention that its dull and boring even though I dont feel that way hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Its cause of this that sometimes Im tempted to let myself go just because for some reason going back to that mental state is oddly... beckoning. hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
^ Indeed. It is something that has really stood out, Riku !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Also people underestimate what it means to be on my good side and a team mate of mine. Cos like in Stats, I had to break up my group since we couldnt have groups of 5 and all, but back then I would bring thực phẩm and snacks and all for project days and share it with them and make sure they knew everything they were doing

But now that they are broken up, even though I stated that Im still going to treat them as if they were in my group, they dont bother coming bởi and asking for help? đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Like I reject a lot of people help, especially when I find the topic too easy hoặc people keep asking me the same damn question, but I would like walk over to my old group and be like "So Luke, do bạn need any help? bạn do realize Ill always respond to bạn right?" hơn một năm qua
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I can be very cold and sometimes self centered with how I help people, but when Ive chosen people I like and people to be group members / team members / pack members, I will make sure they succeed and grow strong no matter what. I have a busy schedule and bạn need an giờ of tutoring hoặc help? I gotchya. bạn need thêm practice and involvement in band? I gotcha, Ill recommend bạn for the side things from now on. hơn một năm qua
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But yeah, out side of being a pack / team member of mine, the only other ways to get help from me is A) Im bored B) bạn are offering thực phẩm I like in exchange hoặc C) money. hơn một năm qua
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Honestly...

I bond with people very animalistically XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
Same. hơn một năm qua
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I so badly want all birds in the world to be happy and live happy lives.

I dont know why I feel so strongly about birds in specific, but just seeing like documentaries its like

UGH BIRDS. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I write to vent. I write to express and process emotions I otherwise would struggle with.

Personally Ive always struggled with it, but its really only through nghề viết văn that I could ever really truly make sense of what was going on

So its part of the reason I write as much as I do.

A lot of my 'articles' Ive written never got posted, either because they went to nonsensical places, hoặc because they were to real and too personal đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
"Low carb diets aren't healthy if done for long periods of time."

Me: *sighs and facepalms at the misinformation being spread* đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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Me: *took Smokey out and shes hanging out on me*

Elvis, her mate: *crying and calling for her to come back*

Me: *sticks tongue out* SHE WAS MINE FIRST. bạn GET HER ALL ngày AND SHE USUALLY DOESNT WANT TO STAY WITH ME. LET ME ENJOY THIS đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
*tries to do some Pokemon Showdown*

"NO! bạn can't use this cuz Swagger clause."

"NO! bạn can't use this cuz evasion clause."

"NO! bạn can't have this di chuyển when combined with this other di chuyển the Pokemon can legitimately learn"

"NO!

"NO!"

"NO!"

And now I remember why I don't play competitive Pokemon. I'll stick with the thêm challenging PVE cuz tiers suck and "competitive" is kind of a joke đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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^That and sticking with just us XD hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Semi-competitively hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
Tru hơn một năm qua
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I hate Wanta. He entices the devil in me đã đăng hơn một năm qua
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IVE CHANGED MY WAYS DAMN IT. I DONT NEED TO TORTURE MY CHARACTERS ANY MORE. IVE GROWN PAST IT BUT HE TEMPTS IT hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Okay not so much anymore but still. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Honestly, there are so many people who have changed my life, I cant even thank them all.

Even the ones that gave me a 'negative' change in my life. I've learned so much from them too. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I personally owe a lot to động vật to be honest.

Especially Smokey. She was there when no one else was and shes a wonderful sweet and pure cockatiel. I often talk about her son a lot, but shes the best bird in the world.

I tình yêu her so much. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Honestly, I might go into Conservation teams instead of Veterinarian, hoặc be a Veterinarian for a zoo hoặc something. I think the idea of rescuing endangered species, especially birds, sounds super fulfilling. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Made this diễn đàn which I may hoặc may not use but wanted to advertise

link đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
But honestly, experiencing life is horrible XD

Stress is so much thêm extreme when your mind doesnt automatically numb it, depression is much thêm stinging and consuming when your mind doesnt block it out and choose to be happy after three giây of it, etc

I mean it is worth it in the long run and even just in some aspects outside of the long run, but really... life was easy dissociated. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Its like "/testingcheatsenabled true" on sims where bạn can keep the health bar up bởi dragging it up. bạn can do wayyyy thêm than if bạn didnt use the cheat. Getting through each ngày is sooooo much easier for the most part. But the challenge of the game goes away and bạn get bored of it when bạn stop getting your sadistic pleasure from it hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Honestly sometimes it amazes me.

The amount other people have to go through before their brain says "This is too much for me, we are disconnecting" and reach the point of dissociation Ive spent most of my life and especially my teenage years in.

It really makes me wonder how horribly overwhelmed, scared, and affected my brain was from things I still dont remember really hoặc understand. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Mine is as bad as it is because it became an exercised coping mechanism throughout my childhood so Im much thêm prone to it, but even so. hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Riku: Wanta truly has an expertise in Pokemon and can be questioned for advice!

Wanta: *using a Special Attacking Moxie Pyroar* đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
There is little thêm rewarding than helping someone out and watching them grow from it. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Heres an idea for self improvement. Think of one hoặc two things bạn care a lot about hoặc an activity bạn are interested and danh sách as many things of that in which bạn are lacking hoặc suck at.

Rank those things bạn are lacking in priority to bạn and focus on working on something at least every other ngày and if bạn are really up for it, every day.

Youll be shocked at how much progress and mastery bạn can get bởi adding one hoặc two things to the danh sách of things to work on daily đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
My main one is my mental health XD But I also do work towards nghề viết văn and creating thêm stable and sturdy relationships irl. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
I think Ill soon get to adding stuff for the future as well like.... working on weights hoặc whatever since I might need that if I end up working at a zoo for a bit during my educational career after I get a bachelor degree - hoặc just tổng thể to be healthy hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
I believe some Exercise in general should be pretty good for bạn indeed !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
“I created the OASIS because I never felt at trang chủ in the real world. I didn't know how to connect with the people there. I was afraid, for all of my life, right up until I knew it was ending. That was when I realized, as terrifying and painful as reality can be, it's also the only place where bạn can find true happiness. Because reality is real.” đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Sad I couldnt fit a Silvally into my profile.

Also

#HailLordLopunny đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
#HailLordLopunny'sChild hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Riku has internet: https://avatars.mds.yandex.net/get-pdb/163339/397b0d96-585d-412c-9c67-46434db655cf/orig đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I AM BACK.

I HAVE INTERNET đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
YAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSS! WELCOME BACK FLUFF !!!! hơn một năm qua
GDragon612 đã bình luận…
yeheah!!!!! wb riku hun🌹 hơn một năm qua
SilentForce đã bình luận…
Glad to see that bạn have come back from the dead hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Note: Consider changing the sentence in the eulogy to "but instead am glad to have gotten the opportunity to see her grow from a Derpy Lil Shit into an older, wiser, bustier, but not necessarily taller Derpy Lil Shit." đã đăng hơn một năm qua
sad
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
RIP Riku. May she pass on peacefully to the other side and immediately become way too busy. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Yall bore me. I come on and no stupid shit has been going on in the ngày hoặc two I was mostly absent? đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Heartbeat- đã bình luận…
Tbh I’ve been getting sick easily these days🤨 hơn một năm qua
Heartbeat- đã bình luận…
Welcome back 🌷 hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Hello bitches. Im at school and have internet here

Fuck yeah. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Ps. Im not dead đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
HOOLYYYYYY SHIEEEEEET! RIKU IS ACTUALLY ALIVE !!!! hơn một năm qua
GDragon612 đã bình luận…
yeah !!!!!!!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Now the real question. Will we ever get back to K? đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Someday, Riku. Someday... hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Soon enough XD !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I really do have some of the best people around me.

As someone who has been around multiple codependent Những người bạn and my family the way it is, this is really nice.

Having a good group of Những người bạn and a good community makes being depressed a quite harder. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
On a brighter note tho

On the field trip to the zoo yesterday, I impressed my classmates and my chaperones how skilled I was at identifying birds

Like I was better than the teachers XD

And apparently no one know what this "dinosaur looking bird with the weird beak"

link đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
I always loved that Bird XD !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
To put how exhausting this week has been, I usually wake up at an average time of 6:30 am on school days, run a normal school day, maybe go to someones house, do some homework, play games, and go to sleep around 11:30 pm hoặc 12 am kind of tired.

I woke up at 10 am today, and its not even 9 pm yet and Im exhausted to the point it should be 2 hoặc 3 am if the time was dependent on my energy levels đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
An early sleep could do bạn some good !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
OKAY I JUST REALLY HAD TO SAY THIS COS IT REALLY STOOD OUT TO ME

"Whats the point of having súng if bạn cant aim
Whats the point of having bloods with no veins
Whats the point of having tình yêu with no pain"

Like... I just have to point out how thats really well written. The first two statements are pretty factually real and true. If bạn cant aim, no point in having guns. If bạn dont have veins, your blood is pretty pointless.

So its indirectly saying tình yêu is factually tied with pain. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Thats like... so nicely put through. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
I mean I disagree. But.. XD hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Really though. NF has some really powerful and well written lyrics. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
heart
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Honestly, bạn are all too wonderful people.

For how horrible this week has been treating me, I have so many supportive, caring, concerned and wonderful Những người bạn trying to help me in the way they can and Ive really do appreciate it.

Its a really nice change from what Im used to.

I tình yêu bạn all. <3 đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
^ The feeling's mutual. bạn can be sure of that !!!! hơn một năm qua
Heartbeat- đã bình luận…
link hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
link hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Since Ive literally had a mental breakdown every ngày of the week (well week thus far, the five days into it) thus far, I am saying "Fuck it" and even though I have a test tomorrow, Im just not going to school and going to give myself a "mental health break."

Ive never had one before, but I figure five mental breakdowns in five days qualifies me for a single ngày free (except for packing) đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
That sounds like a good idea. bạn certainly seem like bạn need a break. thêm than one really, in my opinion !!!! hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
How to defeat the Generation 1 Elite Four using only 1 Pokemon and zero items.

Step 1: Capture a Diglett hoặc Dugtrio from Digletts Cave

Step 2: Put Earthquake on Dugtrio

Step 3: Go to Celadon City and purchase TM 15, Hyper Beam.

Step 4: Beat Elite Four. (Hyper Beam requires no recharge if bạn KO the opposing Pokemon. Earthquake handles Agatha.) đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
I have done the same. Only that I had a Charizard. I simply spammed my strongest attacks and got through !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Me: *is on my own profile* *wants to get to my club* *habitually clicks the first link* *gets Monika* ..... im hacked #JustMonika đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Past: xin chào Riku! Lets go back to shit we tried to forget!

Me: ... uh... no

Present: xin chào Riku! How about me? Lets look at how tired we are and our current and upcoming schedule this week and realize we are EXTREMELY overexerted!

Me: ... no thank... you

Future: xin chào Riku! Lets think about coll-

Me: Fuck off. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Also Doki Doki Literature is probably not a good game for people like me as I discussed with Wanta

But at the same time, its people like me that probably like it the most đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Quick question. If in Pokemon Ultra Sun/Moon, Maxie and all have Groudon and Kyogre, why did they tham gia Team cầu vồng Rocket anyways...?

Like why didnt they just flood / drought the world right away like they planned to?

Thats the real câu hỏi Im wondering from the game. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I demand life cut me some slack.

Like can I have one ngày without it trying to raise the torture level? đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Wall: Wow! Riku is so optimistic about her mental state and her breakdowns!

Me: :) Yep

Wanta / Others I ranted to: *shakes head slowly* bạn havent seen behind the scenes đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Also, apologies if during one of those breakdowns I write some reaaaaaallllyyyy crazy shit. I can really get bad in them hơn một năm qua
Heartbeat- đã bình luận…
No need to apologize. bạn can rant all bạn want as long as bạn get it off your chest. hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
^ THIS. It is only natural really so do not feel bad about it !!!! hơn một năm qua
BlindBandit92 đã bình luận…
Rant all bạn want Rku. It's fine. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
OKAY SO HERES THE THING.

DISSOCIATVE BREAKDOWNS ARE PIECES OF CRAP. bạn get existential crisis like never before, bạn ruin relationships, bạn feel lonelier than shit, #ExtremeNihilism, bạn literally dont feel like bạn exist, life becomes super boring, bạn dont even know why bạn are living cos bạn feel nothing, and they can last anywhere from half an giờ to two hoặc so months from my experiences.

BREAKDOWNS INVOLVING TRAUMA ARE WAAAAAYY BETTER. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
They are VERY intense, horrible, bạn literally feel crazy, bạn loose control for a bit, bạn feel strangled, bạn have to leave, and its horrible and hits out of nowhere and its painful, however its much thêm manageable because they are usually no longer than an giờ (given mental state was decent before) and bạn can return to being happy and feeling GREAT after hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Shitty đít, mông, ass Dissociative Breakdowns ruin the rest of the ngày even when bạn get out of it, make your paranoid for the tiếp theo week hoặc so, until bạn ultimately fall into another one again hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Lets see how bad this trauma related stuff can get though. Apparently it only gets worse from here until my mind has fully processed everything so *cracks knuckles* Lets do this bois hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
Ngày xửa ngày xưa đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
In a medieval display in the center of the clothing section of a Walmart in San Francisco hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
And finally he met a lion named "HOLY FUCK A LION SOMEBODY HELP ME!" hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
and that was how Carl's story ended hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
ŃÇğĶŒ§äõŜ±Ųŷ¸Ě¬ëÀđā þķ¿ĝ¤ŘʼnÍÄIJȳŐōŮüßõ°šĝĴ®ÐěĔŸĒÈàŁòèÊÂîøŴ đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
ŀŃŚŁŒ¾¤ĈĢġŌĩŏçąË¯þď ŅúĿĈĊìş¹ĈũģÈŕéśŅĵĿŊ ³ŌČŃëşĩ×Đó§¤ĬƬďîþÑ đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
ĻŤâůÝå¿ŕºÞ·íÐŏŪĜ¡¡¦ ÖŻģŮÄňķĪ£ÈĈč©È©ŻáóĒ Ċ¢®ĿŠŊěŤįïú¤ťË°ŇķĻ¬ đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
For Youtube to actually convince me Doki Doki Literature Club was worth going back for despite its slow pace, it REALLY had to spoil a good handful of things, but at the same time it did win me over so... XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
So I got spoiled on a lot of Sayori and Monika, Wanta got a lot of Yuri and Monika, and neither of us got much of anything if at all of màu hồng, hồng haired girl I forgot the name of XD Shes still a mystery hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Dammit Riku! Why the need for Spoilers??? Meh... Regardless, good to know that it won bạn over even if it was expected !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
XD I know I just forgot Natsuki's name. TBH I want thêm Natsuki in later parts hoặc something. Cos like.... shes the only one I felt an toàn, két an toàn around excluding Sayori XD hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
*sick* đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
bạn are sick? hơn một năm qua
Heartbeat- đã bình luận…
linkFeel better;3 hơn một năm qua
GDragon612 đã bình luận…
get well soon riku ೋღღೋ hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Mood: Better and noice đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Decision, since I probably can, Imma take today as a "day off" and just relax and not worry about college, packing, hoặc mental health hoặc anything. Just dedicate today to #FeelGood and #EnjoyLife to balance out the days hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Hopefully I can XD My parents could screw up my plans hoặc me getting sick / thêm irritated in the throat due to dust might too. But #RP #Gaming #Music hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
Best idea hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
This Mood is precious and needs to be treasured !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Mood: đắng, cay đắng and apathetic. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Mood: link hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Mood: Why cant I write my relatable RP character's story? Why am I too tired to write it properly? Boo. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Mood: Will probably be better tomorrow morning and is just đắng, cay đắng and apathetic because shes super drained and exhausted hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã đưa ý kiến …
TFW bạn are doing Pokemon Showdown and the opponent turns on the timer while bạn take a moment to get acclimated to the gen 7 Pokemon and bạn get so pissed, bạn promptly wipe the floor with them without hiển thị any mercy.

Riku can attest, I embarrassed the kid. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Relatable !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
To be honest, anyone who abuses their children in any form deserve hell.

Because honestly, the amount of life long crap bạn put them in, screw them over mentally, and make them have to deal with is horrible. Honestly, I almost say it might be better to give them mercy and kill them instead of cursing them with such a state of being for the rest of their life - hoặc at least for the rest of their childhood they will never get back. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Plus people who kill children get much thêm severely punished than those that abuse them. For fucks sake, one of my friend's dad tried to rape her and hes still a roaming free man hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
Like seriously why the fuck is he still roaming? I actually know a lot of people who have PTSD because of my old group therapy and I can say 90% of their abusers are running fucking free. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
I mean trade my eternal soul and put it in eternal torture for all child abusers to be stuck in there for eternity? Im almost down. hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Im honestly not really sad hoặc anything, just really stressed out, overworked, and exhausted managing college stuff, school, my family, my mental health, and moving at once.

I could use a lap to sleep on. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
bạn need a good ol Siberian Husky to cuddle up to hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
hoặc an Akita. hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
That is only natural, Riku. Lots of stuff pulling bạn from every direction. Organize your daily schedule well. Most of all, bạn could really use some sleep indeed !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
That wonderful light feeling your head goes after bạn intentionally null yourself out. đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Yall ever get that feeling where bạn want time to go bởi faster so bạn just kinda want to go to sleep even though bạn arent tired? đã đăng hơn một năm qua
Heartbeat- đã bình luận…
Yep And! I’m still awake 😐 hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
Quite a few times !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I know its whining but ugh. Why do I have so many events booked this week AND still have school at the same time :v đã đăng hơn một năm qua
wantadog đã bình luận…
Can we trade? Can I have things to do all week while bạn get to rest? I'd tình yêu a week of nonstop job interviews hơn một năm qua
Heartbeat- đã bình luận…
Super Riku hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã bình luận…
@Wanta For this week sure. :v hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
Fun fact, I dont post my banners hoặc backgrounds that I have on my thông tin các nhân on my club since Im protective of the things I made personally for my use only XD However if I do make a thông tin các nhân banner hoặc background for other people, I do like to share them XD đã đăng hơn một năm qua
TheLefteris24 đã bình luận…
<3 !!!! hơn một năm qua
Riku114 đã đưa ý kiến …
I havent had bánh nachos, nachos in a while... I should probably have some nachos. đã đăng hơn một năm qua